lOve is a jOurnEy, nOt a deStiNatIOn..

2009-03-09T23:42:00.002+08:00

long time no penned my thots!..

hehe..

been so busy throughout these months..

travelling.. working..

caught up wit work..

plus lazy..

anyway, many things happen till i dunno where to start from..

hmmm..

u guys shld've known..

my pre-big day.. being away from SG..

was away in bintan for some fun..

bunch of good fwenz.. laffed our way to bintan and back..

big huggies to my loved one..

for all the planning.. hehe..

on the big day itself, another dinner by my same bunch of gd fwenz..

so sweet of them.. bot me bens and jerrys Vermonster ice-cream..

holi-shit its 20 scoops of ice-cream in a big tub.. and i mean BIG..

by the time we finished the top of the ice-creams, the bottom was lyk a total milk-shake..

all flavors mixed together.. whahaha..

but they made it even sweeter by ordering a cake for me and celebrating it for me..

this year, is really different celebration..

as u noe, i'm hardly away from my bros and sistas..

but this year, i was..

every single year, its owaes wit them..

but somehow, this year... i wasnt.. tho i wished to..

i kinda miss everyone in my group..

mabbe i've distant or something is wrong somewhere..

oh well....

something for me to look forward to..

mar 14... yippie..

a 10 days trip to San Fran and Chicago...

simply cant wait!..

winter season in states and i'm crossing my fingers, hoping it'll snow!..

hahaha...

i jus cant wait...

Full 10 friggin' days man!!!..

whoopiee~!!..

well, it's burnt my pocket oredi.. and its gonna be even more due to the shopping in San Fran..

yup, i'm totally prepared and i'm gonna be dead shits..

and when i'm back, friggin' B-R-O-K-E is the word man..

hehe..

but nevertheless, i jus CANT WAIT!!!...

work has seem to die down..

nothings up..

luck's down down down..

sigh..

really nid to make a trip to somewhere soon..

hoping to change my luck..

well guys, its time for bed..

time to hit the sacks..

and i'm counting down to my wonderful and exciting trip..

yippie!!!!...

2009-01-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

happy CNY guys!..

wishing one and all a happy, prosperous new year..

loads of wealth and good health!..

time flies and it's year 2009!..

geez..

wad was i doing when it was 2000.. haha..

well, same routines every single year..

visiting, gambling and more visiting..hhee..

gambled @ my place and was truly great fun!..

haha..

rite, jus a few days b4 cny, my poor baby rush got into accident..

darn....

spare-wheel cover cracked, broked..

bumper dented, cracked...

sigh..

but the poor driver who banged me was even worse..

number plate gone, bonnet was smashed right in..

(think it's my spare-wheel tt did it..)

hehe..

oh well, as the usual me, shocked and shaking..

wrote down all.. went to vicom.. got a replacement car..

blah blah blah..

and still cele new year...

jus missing my rush rush.. sigh..

was supposed to head to phuket yday..

but too bad, he had to work and sigh..

we had to cancell it..

i'm sure we'll haf plenty of trips to come..

especially our march 10 days trip!..

i cant cant wait for it!..

i jus wish for nothing but success for his up-coming project..

as for me, i'll continue to work and strive on..

i believe with his support, my family's, his family's, my fwenz, his fwenz..

i can do it..

well peeps,

happy cny once again..

good health and good wealth..

take care!..

2009-01-09T15:32:00.002+08:00

guess i'm a lil' late but nevertheless,

happy new year folks!..

hope this year would be a prosperous new year for you..

good health + wealth befall onto you..

new year started in juz a whiz..

time really flies..

beginning of the year..

new year..

new targets..

new aims..

been in low moods recently..

jus not doing damn well in wad i'm supposed to do..

i dunno wad am i supposed to do..

completely lost..

completely lost my focus..

i dunno wad to do..

sigh..

he brought me to a nice dinner yday..

i noe he was cheering me up..

and i appreciate it..

it owaes feels gd wit him ard me..

altho he often pokes fun at me, but i noe its harmless..

he makes me laff at the stupidest things..

thanks dear..

things haven been going smoothly at work..

i'm rreally in a lost..

wads wrong wit me...

i dunno wad to do...

i nid to find my path again..

2008-12-26T16:08:00.006+08:00

my christmas pressie!!! from of cuz, you noe who..

ho ho ho!!

i love this pressie and as u noe, i cant help playing wit my new fone time and time again..

yes, its the new 8.1 megapix Sony Ericsson C905..

hehehe..he chose gold instead of silver cuz he finds it dull and simple..

but, i jus love it!!!..hehe..

sooooo happy when i got my pressie!..

i got a new fone, i got a new fone..

whaha...

HO! HO! HO!

merrry christmas everyone!!!

it's been such a great festive season!!..

and i loved every bit of it..

streets and shops playing carols..

the bustling crowds in town doing last-mins shoppings..

wrapping of gifts..

opening of gifts..

spending time wit family and fwenz..

simply love christmas!..

well, on the eve itself..

i was practically lyk a "ge-tai" running here and dere..

morning went to airport to send a fwen..

lunch and head to town to do really last-min shoppings..

wrapping of pressies...

returning home to change for dinner..

rain was a bummer but nothing stopped us from the mood..

after dinner, we headed on to our fwen's party..

simply simply FUN AND DAMN FUN!!..

we had so much fun!

i dunno how to explain but its jus so nice to see everyone..

all gathered and smiling at each other..

chatting, hugging, kissies around..

exchanging pressies, scavanging ham and turkey lyk nobody's biz..

laffing lyk mad ppl, enjoying each one's company..

giving pressies and opening them..

the warmth and loving feeling from everyone..

its jus soo nice..

and the place was fantastic man..

it was great after all and we partied till 5am in the morning..

xmas day, went to my sis place for a homemade bfast..

and it was good..

altho we were very very tired, we still made it..

went out together and spent time together..

rested after we got home and later,

had dinner wit a fwen..

we've a few more events upcoming and i bet we will sure be very darn tired..

well, tt's it for now..

Happy New Year folks!

have a fantabulous new year and wish you all joy and happiness owaes!!..

2008-12-01T18:46:00.004+08:00

it has been a hectic week after hkg trip..

burnt weekends..

burnt off days..

but outcome was overwhelming..

sold a whopping 280 units in total this mth..

which is gd thing as we nid to hit 300 by end of the year..

and we get our incentives..whoopie!..

every weekend was lyk market..

packed and crowded..

dun even haf enuff time to drink water and go toilet..

it was THAT crazy..

sales for myself, u ask?

for once, its satisfactory to me..

i am really glad..

chocked more den wad i'm supposed to every mth..

and i'm really happy..

more worried abt the upcoming coe bidding..

enuff of work..

am heading for a road trip this weekend..

hopefully i can go..if not, i'd forgo and work..

yes, work!..haha..

surprisingly coming from me rite..

yea, cuz i really nid to save up for the upcoming trips..

jus went to Gucci sale..

found myself a wallet and a bag..

ohhhh boy...

i really dunno how and wad..

damn..

supposedly wanted to buy wallet only..

spotted on a bag..

and tt's it..

hooked..but not purchased yet..

sure confirm kana naggings..

hehe..

wads new...

xmas is coming!

excited?

happy?

festive songs again!

xmas is owaes a time tt i feel tt i really went thru so much for the year..

and its coming to an end..

and i am thankful for all tt has happened..

thankful for wonderful fwenz..

wonderful family..

owaes feel so heart-warming when xmas is around the corner..

esp. when hearing xmas songs..

jus feels so nice...

i miss catching up wit my girls..

its been long since i last met them..

wonder how they are..

everyone's so busy wit work..

busy wit their own things, we hardly can catch up..

jus hope we can gather soon..

girls, i miss you all man~...

alrighty..

shall update again~..

2008-11-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

good times jus passes by in a whizz..

happy days passes by in a click..

darn..

was having so much fun in hkg..

and now i'm back in sg..

doing the same ol' routines..

driving to office..

following-up..

test drives..

appointments..

calls..

smses..

and this goes on and on..

hehe..

wads new yea..

ANYWAY...

hkg was fun..

everyday eat, shop, sleep..

enjoyed my shopping times..

enjoyed the makan times!..

curry balls..

wanton mee (best in hkg!)..

roast pigeon (my love!)..

roast duck..

roast pork..

dim-sum..

sumptuous!!..whoo hoo!..

went to Victoria Peak for good dinner..

went to Ocean Park for stupid rides..

(reminiscing the younger days..)

shopping endlessly until we had to go foot massages..

carrying shopping bags until we went crazy..

hehe..

i simply love hkg..

and its apparently my 8th time to hkg..

and i'm neva sick of it each time i'm dere..

so cant wait for dec~..

road trip!!!!...yippie!!..

ok, damage during hkg trip....

*u dun wanna noe.....*

hahhaa...

back to stressful times..

back to selling cars..

and i really nid to sell..

back to slogging the days..

hehe..

overall a great and fun trip..

we had lots of laffters and crazy times..

and i love it!..

heading to helipad and zouk tonight~~

party and fun!..

yippiY~!!..

2008-11-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

yippie!..

another 2 days more and i'm off to hkg!!..

yippie!!..

i cant wait..

will be off from work for a week till nex week..

which in tern, "siao liao"..

no sell car..shit man..hehe..

oh no..

but in the meantime,i cant wait!..

cuz i noe i'm gonna enjoy myself wit carebear..

yahoo!..keke..

jus wish the days wun end so quick..

brought mum dad to brussel sprouts wit carebear..

had a good time talking..

glad we were full from dinner..

had few gd chats..

to noe each other betta..

am glad things r going on great..

i cant wait for nex yr's march..

am heading to chicago !..

yahooooo!!...

for a full 10 days..haha..

yippie..

again, wit my carebear..keke..

so so happy..planning so many things..

diving..chicago..new york..

yahoo!!..

targets and aims for the year..

house plans too..*beaming wit joy*..

anyway,am not sure of wad to pack..

yes yes, i as an ex-crew, should noe..

but am clueless..so skeptical of the weather in hkg..

dunno cold or not..

hot or warm..

slippers or shoes..

boots or shoes..

headache..

jacket or sweater..

omg..

but nevertheless, i CANT WAIT!!..

yiipppiiieee!!!..

ta ta ppl..

will try to post pixes when i'm back from hkg..

take care..!

2008-11-05T14:32:00.002+08:00

1 more week..

07 days more..

yippie!!!...

hkg, here i come!..

*crossing my fingers and praying tt it'll be sun-shining days in hkg..*

haf been monitoring the weather forecast in hkg..

and its really making my mood low..

everyday is jus 90% chance of rain, rain rain..

oh man..

yesterday was the 1st day of roadshow @ Vivo..

duper ultra boring..

tired..

shag...

and it'll be lyk this for 5 days..

cant wait for tis week to pass..

den i'll be on my way to hkg!..

yippie yay hoo!!..

planned a drive-up trip to malacca and it's been done!..

am heading to malacca wit a bunch of crazy peeps..

haha..i bet i'm gonna haf sooo much fun..

thankew baby!..

oh by the way..

lee hom's concert was fun..

nice songs sung..

great crazy company..

screamed to our last voice..

it was a gd one..

and i'm glad all of us enjoyed it..keke..

alrighty..

time to head down to my rushie and cleaning time!..

*like real.......*

whahah!..

2008-10-30T14:58:00.002+08:00

work's been rather slow..

due to market situation..

desperate for sales from company..

desperate for money everywhere..

sigh..

wads going on..

my trip has been confirmed..

heading to HKG for 5 days..

i cant wait..

not cuz of shopping but to get out..

i so cant wait..

lee hom's concert this weekend..

yippie..

outing wit the girls again..

its been long since i last met them..

miss my girls..

yippie..

seem to be feeling kinda low..

cant feel much..

cant say much..

can only say "i'm alright..its alright..i'm ok.."

wad more can i say..

sigh...

2008-10-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

happiness..

haha..

1. My new Toy!!..

2. My new Gucci Bag!!!...

3. Planning for a new phone..

4. Going HKG again!!..

so many things i wan..but nid to work hard..

yes yes, really spending spree now..

and i've been targetting alot of things..hehe..

jus 'bumped across' a Aigner watch..

who says recession?..

i dun think i'm fulfulling this meaning of recession..

sheesshhh..

hahaha..

dun worry, i'll only spend when i noe i've the $$ to spend..

hehe..

trust me on tt..haha..

i'm loving my bag..

altho its the same 'version' of most of the bags i haf..

but, its another brand..and i love it..whaha..

yahoo!..so happy!!..

and yeap, am planning a trip to hkg nex mth..

hope its gonna work out..

and i'm gonna shop crazily again!..whaha..

yippie!!!...

i love my life now..

love the person beside me..

love the ppl ard me..

hehe..

wad the hell is wrong wit me..

i'm in high spirits and i dunno why!..

craazy me~~...

tata~!!!

2008-10-12T16:20:00.002+08:00

rumours?

questions..

answers...

yes yes yes...

i GOT a car..

its not new, its a 'coming' 2 yr old car in Nov..

wad car, if u ask?...

its a toyota rush..

wad color?..

white...

why this car?...

well, its relatively cheap, cute...

moreover, SUV is pretty 'IN' now..

hehe...

and i'm loving every look of it now..

not any turbo car, jus for the sake of convenience..

drive's pretty good..jus nid some stuffs to be done onto the car..

yeap!..my baby rush rush...

keke...

today's 12th oct!!!...

yahooo!!!...

2 more days...

jus 2 more to go...

i cant wait...

yippie!!!...

bot another bag again..

shopping craze..

and it costs me abit..whaha..

now tt my expenses has been up..

i think i betta start toning down..

and earn more to cover expenses..hehe...

sigh..

realized work has been taking alot of my time..

no time to mit fwenz...

no time for myself..

no time for family..

whenever dere's time, its for slp..rest..

sigh...

oh well....

reality, aint it?..

ok ppl...

stop asking wad am i doing to the car..

reason being, i dunno??...

i've ppl to help me out oredi..

jus nid to act on it..

hehehe...

so jus hold onto your horses and wait~~...

mabbe no change, or dere is...

hang on ya~..keke..

alrighty, time to rest and relax..

take care peeps...

2008-10-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

*screams in happiness*

YAHOOO!!!!!...

WHEEEEEE!!!!..

YIPPIEEEEEeeeeEE!!!..

WHOOOO HOOOOOO!!!...

happiness happiness happiness!!..

7 Oct!!..

happy happpy!!..

now it's time..

to....

PIMP MY RIDEEEE!!!!...

yippie yay!!!...

*happiness!!..*

No. --- from wishlist is striked off!!!..

yippie!!!....

2008-09-30T14:18:00.006+08:00

..jaime, me, alan..
left 2nd row: cat, nic, edmund, me, grace, jaime

left 1st row: wilson, jerrome, eric..

ah bang dealer aka boss and me..
nic and me..
cat, me and grace..

omg..

F1 was fantastic..

roaring sounds from the cars..

crashes and flops..

wad an experience..

apart from tt, free booze and food..

wad more can 1 ask for..

hehe..

my 1st F1 and i muz say, its very successful..

and i really did enjoyed myself..

this week's the week i'm dreading the most..

no, nt this week..

this week PLUS nex week..omg..

i is free bird..

a free bored bird..

sigh..

well, shall try to fill u up wit photos..

(its hard loading pix into blogger..damn slow..)

check out the video..

F1.. 28 Sept 08

TATA~~!!!...

hope u've enjoyed the video..

2008-09-25T13:19:00.002+08:00

work again..

overload of stress..

wads new..

neva a day tt i'd feel good..

everyday's jus work and work..

more and more stress..

last weekend, had a small low profile drinking session @ Holiday Inn..

fun..funny..had loads of laffters..

its been long since we had such fun..

ridiculous games..

omg..

neva will i noe VW has an animal as our icon..

whahaha..

wad a stupid idea..

but quite creative tho..

well, did enjoy myself..

went home ard 3+ and i was terribly tired..

dere goes my weekend..

coming this weekend, F1..

i cant wait..

actual race day..

whoo hoo..

i cant wait to hear the roaring sounds of the cars..

whoo!

oh well..back to work again..

*yawnz*

2008-09-15T09:38:00.002+08:00

been so caught up wit work..

tired at the end of the day..

sigh..

things haf jus gone so weird..

and i really meant SO weird..

am not the only 1 realizing it..

so which means, i am true??..

i dunno..

situations haf gone so strange..

due to??..

i dunno..

it all jus feels so weird..

so strange..

wish things can jus be as honest..

but sometimes, i cant expect wad i wan from ppl..

things dun turn out the way u wan..

wish i am not the last person to noe things..

but if i do, wad can i do..

sometimes, u're jus placed at the last when u place ppl 1st..

life's unfair..

i totally agree..

but well, wad can i do?..

but jus move on..

prolly down the road, things 'might' get betta?..

honestly, everything is jus SO weird and strange..

it jus doesnt feel right anymore..

it jus doesnt feel the 'click' anymore..

mabbe i'm jus being sensitive..

been so tired out from alot of things..

brokedown recently..

not once, but twice..

sleepless nites..

tiring days..

worn down feelings..

jus wish i can let go easily..

take it easily..

but its easier said den done..

everyday is jus a new beginning..

but i end up sighing..

or in some days, heave a sigh of relief..

wads wrong man..

seriously.........man~

everythings going downfall..

2008-08-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

work's still da same..

same shits different day..

sigh..

been not in the mood recently..

verdict of my probation is coming soon..

launch coming again..

gonna work lyk crazy again..

am still deciding whether to go germany or japan..

darn..

tho' as much i wanna go germany..

argh..

so many things running in my mind..

recently has been planning to study again..

yes, AGAIN..

think i shldnt drag on any further..

think its time..

tt i mug at books, assignments, projects, exams again..

still deciding tho'..

my financials will be a tough one..

oh dear~~~..

its hard planning things on my own..

sigh..

anyway..

take care peeps..

i is no mood..

bah!..

2008-08-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

been so busy wit work since i came back from my trip..

oh my sheessh..

when will the workload be lesser..

well..

work is still work..

shit is still shits..

speaking of work..

i screwed the key accounts mgr last week..

due to 2 cars not ready to be delivered..

really pissed me off..

went upstairs to mgmt area, and f the mgr up..

even my own mgr couldnt tahan but stand one corner and laff..

sigh..

some ppl jus dun learn from mistakes..

time and time again, same old routines..

still can screw things up..

shessh..

and i had to scold tt blardy key account mgr..

oh my gosh..

but thank goodness i've nice colls tt helped me out wit the cars..

otherwise........

anyway, ndp was nice..

altho boring..

but the fireworks was the thing tt i'm excited abt..

and it was beautiful..

and i can see it so clearly..

black knights were so suave..

oh my god..

the planes were so cooolll!..

had a fun time, altho it rained alittle..

end of the day, i was soooo tired...

i slept lyk a baby once i laid down on the bed..

a great weekend..

totally enjoyed myself..

thanks lots~..

take care peeps..

shall update more..

chao~!

2008-08-04T13:29:00.006+08:00

back from a wonderful trip..

a relaxing trip..

a tiring trip..

a splendid trip..

lemme explain why~..

wonderful cuz i get to get out of SG and relax alittle..

after working consecutively w/o off for 3 weeks..

finally took leave and left SG..

tiring cuz i went kayaking into the mangrove..

fun, interesting but yet tiring..

canoe lei!!!..

splendid cuz i had a wonderful time!..

sun, sand, sea..

wished it could be more tho'..

fantastic sunset cruise..

but dunno y, i turned green..

wad a bummer..

nice ppl i met along the way..

nice place of relaxation..

'okok' spa..(tho' abit ex)..

overall, a great getaway..

got out of bustling noises in SG..

irritating phonecalls/msgs..

oh, i DID receive tons of phonecalls and msgs..

jus tt i chose to throw it aside and left it untouched for hours..

ahhaa..

good thing was before i left for this trip, i signed 3..

and after i came back, i signed another 1..

stress level down again..

soon, it'll be up..

soon~..

national day's coming..

and speaking of tt, i finally..

and i meant FINALLY can go to the ACTUAL DAY parade!..

YAHOOOO!!!!..

all thanks to a lovely fwen!!..

dun bother abt the parade..

but surely, da FIREWORKS!..

damn..imagine last time..used to cramp up wit ppl to catch a glimpse of the fireworks..

irritates the shit out of me cuz ppl is lyk pushing and urk~~..

but now!!..yahoo!..its a different story!..

2008-07-24T14:21:00.002+08:00

this mth of july is killing me..

every week

every day

every weekend..

WORK..

crazy launches..

really is killing me..

been working lyk crazy for this past 2 weeks..

almost no off days..

no time for a good rest..

my back's cracking up again..

causing me loads of piercing pain..

sigh..

hope all these will end soooooonnnn...

on a brighter note, i'm leaving nex week..

and i so cant wait..

damn..

been looking forward to it since beginning of july..

i jus nid a breather..

am so tired..

so worn out..

yday had a birthday celebration @ zouk..

sheesh..

plenty of drinks as usual..

martell, chivas, vodka, lambo, submarine, shooters..

poor birthday boy..

kana tekan..

our aim was to make him puke 2 times before 12am..

hehehe..

alot of ppl went..sales team, regional sales, workshop peeps..

left at 1am+..

went to eat bak kut teh and had a hilarious nite..

couldnt stop laffing whole nite due to 2 clowns..

anyways..

happy birthday..we hope u did enjoy urself..

stress level down by abit now..

managed to pull through and i dun feel so much at this point now..

but will be feeling it soon cuz my probation is ending soon..

and i nid to clock abt 30 units..

and guess wad, i'm short of 20..

WA LAU..

august nid to pia..

HOW TO!!!..

so many things to do, but so little time..

omg......

finally we're back to CC on fri..

brought back memories of the 4 of us gathering every week..

once again, the bitchings..

usual topics, crazy topics..

i really miss those days..

we had a gd time, didnt we?..

my life is back on track..

and i'm working it out..

2008-07-11T13:02:00.003+08:00

sometimes, things r so unpredictable..

one moment, u're so happily in love..

another moment, u're heartbroken..

sometimes, u're not even sure if u shld fall in love or not..

falling in love is so easy..

but getting out of it is so hard..

things r so unpredictable..

sigh..

babe, i jus hope things will turn out well and fine for u..

we 3 girls will owaes be dere for you..

jus lyk u've owaes been dere for me..

i understand how you feel as i've been through this before..

u only wish u were given another chance to explain and do things right..

but everytime u try, it seems its not appreciated..

and u lost faith and confidence..

i feel for you babe..

if dere's anything i can do for you..

i'm jus a phonecall away..

falling in love is sometimes an unpredictable road you take..

if it turns out well, u've been blessed..

if it doesnt, u lose confidence..

and everything tt comes along in it..

i'm over and done that..

no wonder ppl gets tired of falling in and out of love..

and would rather be single and alone..

but then again, u wan the sense of love..

u wan the sense of touch from a loved one..

sigh..

this is life, isnt it?..

my stress level of work is increasing everyday..

amount of pressure putting on myself..

i'm suffocating..

pressured..

not by anyone but myself..

i'm gonna break down sometime soon..

my life has so much downs and downs..

2008-07-08T18:28:00.002+08:00

..my girls..

nothing beats but noeing u've great fwenz ard u..

noeing u've fwenz tt supports you no matter wad the situations are..

noeing u've fwenz tt understands and listens to your problems..

noeing that u've fwenz tt consoles you, comforts you when you're down..

noeing u've fwenz tt shares happiness and sadness wit you..

.....

i thank God for giving me 3 irritating girls to my life..*HAHA*

not only do they irritate the s**t out of me..

but deep inside, i know they care alot..

not only do they bitch alot..

but deep inside, i know they're owaes dere for me..

kudos to this wonderful girl fwenship tt we haf!..

.....

and stop irritating me!!!..hahaahah!..

shant talk abt work here..

cuz it'll be the usual craps + shits..

dad's bday dinner was a gd one..

we all had a gd family talk..

and its been a long time since i've had dinner wit the whole family..

sitting down, eating steamboat together..

laffing and talking abt anything..

it warms my heart, noeing i've a wonderful family..

jus glad my parent is happy and i wan them to be..

looking forward to my trip coming end of this mth..

cant wait to go somewhere and relax..

sand, sun and sea..

shioks..

i am glad to be where i am now..

no qualms abt anything at this moment..

am enjoying every single bit..

thanks for your understanding..

thanks for listening..

thanks for being who you are..

alrighty folks..

take care..

2008-06-30T16:06:00.002+08:00

fancy me blogging in office..

whahaha..

busied with my stuffs oredi, nothing to do now but jus wait..

sigh..wait and wait..

anyway, back from batam trip..

was an absolutely wonderful trip..

the spa was fantastic..

we all DID enjoy ourselves..

felt so much lyk tai-tais..(ya, we wish..)

arrive in the morning, headed for a tan and swim..

noon, headed for our spa..

damn fantastic..

we were really relaxed and rejuvenated..

its damn good..

evening, headed for a seafood buffet dinner..

we had so much fun during dinner..

we really did enjoy ourselves alot..

no one to disturb, jus us girls..

we had lots of 'quality time' together..haha..

but at least, am glad its back to us 4..

nex day, we decided to head for our foot massage..

another great massage..

wit a heavy heart to go back to sg..

no choice..

back to reality..

back to square 1..

hehe..

we wished we can be dere for a few more days..

the swim, tan, laffters, talks together..

really felt damn nice and gd..

anyway, appreciate patsy babe to organize this trip..

its all worth it..

we're looking forward to the nex one..

thanks girls, u guys r great..

had dinner family at marche, together wit fatz..

did enjoy ourselves too..

did abit of shopping..

when i wanna buy my zara shoes, no discount, dere's size..

when i dun wanna buy, on SALE!, NO size..

NB~~~..

same for charles and keith..when i dun wan, dere's size..

when i wan, NO size!!..

wa lau~~!!..

dad's bday is coming up..

decided to buy him a plasma tv..

our tv is giving us headaches..hehe..

sigh..really nothing to do in office now..

am gonna fall aslp..

btw, reached office darn late today..

haha..reached at 9am..

so lazy to get out of my bed..

so tired..

now in office, still as lazy..

shyts..

whole body still in holiday mood..haha..

coll's last day today..

sigh..

wads wrong wit the company..

all so f up de..

sigh..

upstairs jus dun think wit their brains but think wit their balls..

wa piangz..

i hope i can still hang on to these nonsense..hehe..

take care peeps..

shall update again..

when i'm free..hehehe..

stay tune~!..

2008-06-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

arrival of my new fone after PC show..

Sony Ericsson C902..

been enjoying my fone since den..

since my Nokia has been giving me headaches..

needless to say, hang, auto blank, jam..

haha..

now wit this new fone, its so much betta..

at least it doesnt hang on me..

but altho abit lag, and i dunno why..

i'm loving my new fone..

love the camera..5 mega pix..

shioks..

colleague jus bot a HTC Diamond..

omg..

freaking nice fone..

was playing wit her fone in office today..hehe..

finally delivered my car..

out of 5 cars i nid to deliver..

this is only the 1st..

another 4 more to go..

and another 2 more nex mth..

*ching ching* coming my way~~..

finally met my grp last week..

well..

am glad to see them all gd and well..

but on a frank note,

i was feeling awkward..

mabbe i did build the barrier between myself..

but i really dun wan things to go this way..

i jus hope, things will be ok..

and things will be as normal..

everyone in this grp, are my very great buddies..

gdfwenz for 8 years and more..

i jus wan things to go normal....soon..

thanks guys, u noe who u are..

who haf been supporting me..

and treating me as ur very gd fwen..

thanks for wad u all did..

i really appreciate it..

cheers and kudos to our fwenship!!..

work..as usual..

piling up..

screwed up management..

sigh..

but i'm loving at every moment in office..

altho its tedious and tiring..

but i love the company of my crazy colleagues..

giving me a bright and happy day at work..

keke..

as of today..

3 more days to the trip!!..

whee hooo!!!..

i jus cant wait!..

girls, its time to parrrrttttyyyy~!!..

we shall enjoy ourselves to the max ok!..

altho its jus a short one..

rem our nex year's trip ok!..

am going on a holi in end july too..

jus need break as and when i wan..

everything has been booked and i cant wait..

another holi nex mth..

shioks~..

and another holi in november..

whoo~~..

i'm going on well and fine..

nid not worry abt me..

everything is going smoothly for me..

jus making things right now..

i've wonderful fwenz..

loving family..

great colleagues surrounding me..

nothing beats but jus noeing tt they're still ppl tt cares..

i'm really thankful for this..

jus making sure everything is set right on path..

going right on track now..

---

take care peeps..

shall be updating again..soon..

2008-06-16T17:16:00.002+08:00

yes yes..

i noe i noe..

i haven been updating..

so sorry abt it guys..

been busy wit work..

tiring the ass out of me..

hows things going on u ask?..

oh man..

work is overwhelming at times..

had a couple of issues weeks ago..

now tt its solved, its so much betta..

cars supposed to arrive late, arrived early..

*more work*..

cars supposed to arrive early, arrived late..

*more nightmare*..

nowadays, market is so so bad and quiet..

sales is going down..

showroom became ghost town..

even on weekends, its so quiet..

its bad..

hopefully things will pick up soon..

been very tired lately..

fell super ill last week..

now's still recovering..

bad flu..cough..fever..

went Raffles Hospital to get medications..

miss my grp of fwenz..

haven been meeting them since weeks ago..

miss the usual craps..rubbish..

hope we'd gather soon..

will update again sometime soon..

oh ya, getting my new fone soon!

yes!!..

and best of all,

trip is coming up nex week!

and i cant wait!..

another short break~~..

hahaha..

whoo hoo!!!..

tata~!!..

cheers!

2008-05-31T23:47:00.002+08:00

my gems..@ Helipad
Absolut Mango Launch..

obviously we DID enjoy ourselves at the launch party..

free booze..

party..

made NEW fwenz..

hahaha..

i really did enjoy the free booze..

and trust me, i got high..

omgg..the drinks were so nice..

and its free, so why not!..

well, couple of things happened..

and dun wanna say much here..

but am glad things happened..

and i feel so much betta after ranting my 'so-called' nonsense..

anyway, i really hafta thank my babes for doing this for me..

i noe you girls meant well for me..

i noe you girls care for me..

i really appreciate it..

and i thank you girls for it..

big hugs and muacks for you all..

you guys r really my gems in my life..

anyway, am excited abt our trip nex mth..

and i cant wait..

finally a trip wit only girls..

whoo~!!..

am oso looking forward to NYC trip..

but i noe its nex year..

but its something i would look forward to..

whee~~!!!!..

party party!!..

jus got back from colleagues's bbq-cum-bday party..

din really eat much at all..

was jus standing ard chatting..

pinching food..

drinking..

no appetite to eat bbq foods..

bleah..argh..

am feeling kinda queasy..

stupid gastric is back..

ya, blame me hor..

alrighty, take care peeps..

till another update den!..

2008-05-28T15:50:00.002+08:00

string of things happen jus lidat..

and i'm damn frustrated..

i vent on things..

shucks..

this is no good..

darn..

got frustrated in the evening..

at nite..

EARLY IN THE MORNING..

argh..

how fantastic my life can be..

shant say much of wad happened in the evening and at nite..

4am..

heard my bro coming back..

blardy fella puked in the kitchen..

ON THE KITCHEN floor..

thanks..

right smack in front of the fridge..

which f**king means i gotta clean up the mess..

stupid dog went to lick the vomit, and vomited in the living room..

another stupid dog pee-ed in front of my room cuz apparently my bro is blocking the passage way to the kitchen..

WA LAN EH~~~~..

i've to lyk clean up the entire hse..

which freaking pisses me off cuz i blardy nid to work the nex day..

and i only managed to slp at 6am..

which i only haf 1 hr to slp and go work..

and guess wad..

i din go work..

WA LAU..

how exciting my life is..

freaking tired..

spinning headache..

*migraine*

F**K..

so pissed!..

everything jus happens in a day~..

wa lau eh..

wad the hell is happening to my life man..

cant i jus get some peace and quiet..

omg..

cant jus things come and go lidat~..

do we nid to come to an extent of pissing ppl off, frustrating the person..

ARGH..

i'm so happy tt i'm going for the absolut mango launch..

hope we can get some booze..

whoo~..

at least, this is the happy thing tt happen TODAY..

and more to come later!..

whee~~~

2008-05-23T21:12:00.002+08:00

was looking thru the past pictures tt was taken..

realized tt things haf really changed in my life..

from a simple and innocent girl..

to someone who's in the working world and haf grown from alot of experiences..

i miss the good ol' times during poly days..

the carefree life..

i miss the times during my flying days..

i miss alot of my SQ colleagues/fwenz..

so many stuffs i've missed out..

wish i could turn back time and actually enjoy every bit of it again..

things haf changed so much..

good or bad..its a learning process for me..

i've grown to someone tt's very different from the past..

i've grown to be strong in certain things..

i've grown to be independent..

i wish i can be the lil' girl in daddy's arms once again..

well, i'm owaes a lil' girl in my daddy's eyes..*hehe*

reminiscing the past..

something tt made me realize tt i've fwenships tt i really treasure so much..

fwenz tt i've lost contacts wit, and back in contact again..

fwenz tt haf been wit me for at least 5-10 years in my life..

fwenz tt haf gone thru good times and bad times wit me..

fwenz tt haf gone thru ups and downs wit me..

i treasure so much..

wish i could tell everyone of them tt i treasure their fwenship..

anyway, back to reality..

went shopping today wit my VW colleague..

the 2 of us were basically walking all over town..

went to collect my Gucci Ring..(YAYY!!)..

and we went window shopping..

saw a Cartier watch tt i fell in love with..

but its costs alotttt..really alot..

went ard wit her to search for other colors (as dere was only pink left)..

but seems out of stock..

darn..

really love the watch..

gonna work towards it..

a great shopping day for us..

and i enjoyed myself wit her..hehe..

so many things i wanna get..

but i gotta work towards it..

am determined to get it..

hehe..

alrighty, chao peeps~

take care..

2008-05-19T02:54:00.002+08:00

heyho peeps..

sorry for not updating..

been duper busy wit work..

throughout this week..

been frigging tired..

going to vivo city for roadshow..

from 10am-10pm..

OMG..

stand until legs tired..sore feet..

going back to office for full duty..

following days to vivo city..

frigging tired..

thank god my transportation wasnt tt bad..

at least i could drive around..

if not, even more tired..

running to and fro vivo and office..

draining out my energy..

but at least, i managed to mit up wit my girls..

its owaes this case where if 1 is ard, the other is not..

its been long since the 4 of us went out..

and i'm hoping i'm able to go for a short getaway wit my girls..

i miss them loooaaadddsss..

too busy wit work..

neva thought of anything but work and rest..

been wit my colleagues almost everyday..

come to think of it, i've been working for 2 mths..

and i'm beginning to love my colleagues..

super fun wit them..

least, i'm not bored at work..

things haf changed..

my life has changed..

too busy wit work..

too held up wit work..

efforts may not be seen..

but i'd still keep u in my heart..

i'm sorry things hafta go this way..

but i oso hope things r betta this way..

least, i'm not wasting any of your time..

i hope its betta this way..

as many haf known..

ya, my work is piling..

my time has become rubberband timing..

running in and out of office..

i really nid a mode of transport..

its so much accessible and convenient..

plans haf been made..

hopefully..

i can make it..

sorry guys..

aint updating much..

too tired from work..

hope dere'll be a break soon..

if not, i'm gonna break..

am frigging tired..

roadshow killed my legs and feet..

showroom duties tired me out..

omg..

when can i finally enjoy my off day..

take care peeps..

chao!..

2008-04-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

hey ho guys..

sorry, haven been updating..

been rather busy and not busy at work..

hehe..

had a volkswagen event today @ sentosa..

geez..

been ages since i last went..

not tt i'm 'THAT' old..

but its been long since i've went there..

loads of memories in sentosa..

well...

the day started in the noon where my colleague picked me up..

(cuz he's staying in the east and he doesnt noe where to park his car)

sooooo...

had lunch, went off to sentosa..

sun glaring, sunnies up..

HOT WEATHER..

but i lyk..

well..

we had a couple of games..

some stupid, some brainstorming..

in the end, bah~~..

my team din win..

basically, we had to mingle wit everyone from VW..

i had loads of fun..

after all the games..

stupid..

my manager and other guys target me to throw into sea water..

and HOW MUCH i detest sea water..

come to think of it..

allergic..

sigh..

i'm so light in weight..

1 guy carry me, i'm gone..

no matter how much i've struggled..

its of no use at all..

could hear my name being called miles away to throw me into water..

all thanks to my manager..

ya..

i was being thrown..

so much of teamwork..

grab my hp..

took out my sunnies..

took out my slippers..

*SPLASH*

tt's it..

argh..

after which..dinner started..

so so much fun wit my colleagues..

love dem all super duper..

drinks free-flow..

not to say abt beer..

drink lyk water..

ordered whiskey..

argh..drink again..

but on top of tt..

i really DID enjoy myself..

well!!!..

i'm heading to bintan tml~..

jus a short trip..

wit my VW colleagues..

hehehe..

should be another fun trip as well..

cant wait to go wit them..

tho' i noe i'll definitely be drunk..

*i hope not*

wheeee!!!!...

read something from my bestie's blog..

its true of wad she said..

human beings are weird..

(ya,includes me as well)..

when you have something/someone beside u..

u tend not to treasure dem..

only when you lost this something/someone..

you regret big time..

which this has/is happening to me..

i guess this is where ppl owaes say..

learn from wad u've made wrong..

i've learnt it the hard way..

this is the only best way for me to learn..

oh well..

i shant say anymore further (here)..

of late, i've been rather in low spirits..

tt's y i look forward to today and my bintan trip..

and also, planning for a trip for myself..

yes, ALONE..

too bad, my babe cant go wit me..

booooo...

anyway, i believe God has everything planned out for me..

i believe God has plans for me..

every process is a learning process..

i guess i've jus hafta learn..

oh well..

enuff's said..

i'm heading to bed..

and going to bintan tml..

going to enjoy enjoy enjoy..

take care peeps!!!..

2008-04-18T15:02:00.002+08:00

finally a well deserved rest..

after weeks of hectic-ness in office..

finally an off day to rest..

imagine how tired i am..

i can actually get a 12 hr slp..

wad a beauty slp..

work's been fine..

gradually picking up..

but at times, simply zo bo in office..

except for some fag times, lunch times, coffee..

nothing much..

colleagues haf been wonderful..

and i'm beginning to love their company..

had a dinner and ktv session wit them..

had so much fun with them..

so much so till when playing games, can laff till cry..

haha..

oh so fun~!..

caught up wit a gd fwen last nite..

think it has been more den 1/2 yr not meeting up oredi..

caught up wit the past, how we used to haf so many things going on..

so much memories between us..

haha..

its all in the past, all i can say is..

we did enjoy each other's company last time..

and now tt u've a gf, u betta be good ar!..

haha..

believe it or not..

ever since i've started working..

practically everyday after work, i head HOME..

for wad u ask?..

rest, relac and SLEEP!..

tt's so simple..

stop creating nonsense lyk..

1. "wa..this is u mehz?!"

2. "u neva go out de mehz?!"

3. "u dunno de mehz?! i tot u owaes go out one??"

WA LAU..

i noe i used to owaes go here and dere..

late nites and everything..

but tt doesnt mean when i started working i'm still having these kinda life rite..

so, STOP..

i really haf toned down..

unless its an off day the nex day, and my boys wanna mit..

i'd join..

or if working late the nex day, i'd join my boys..

so, STOP hor..hahaha..

this is a new me hor..

haha..

ok, back to more serious stuffs..

i noe things haven been smoothen out..

basically trying my best to smooth things..

but at times, i feel i shouldnt..

as it would dig things deeper..

i keep back-spacing of the things i've typed..

feel tt i shouldnt say anything more (here)..

i jus dun wanna talk abt it anymore..

think its been long since i've blogged..

work work work is my priority..

for NOW..

take care peeps..

chao!..

2008-04-08T21:58:00.002+08:00

finally after a few days of serving and trying to sell cars..

i FINALLY sold my car..

i FINALLY broke my egg..

whoo..

it all started on sun..

my ang-moh customer walked in..

testdrove the GTI..

and called me to book a GTI..

i was so happy i was jumping for joy..

so so happy..

and jus monday..

another customer called and wanted to book a Jetta 1.4..

again, happy lyk mad..

all depends on luck..

my sales manager was happy for me..

i was so happy..

i finally did something out on my own..

whoo!..

work has been real tiring for me..

247 Alexandra Rd, VW showroom is now..

officially MY 2nd HOME..

i'm basically dere almost every other day..

and now tt its COE week..

even more busy..

my legs r aching..

my back is hurting..

my arms r aching..

well, jus DAMN TIRED..

but all for the sake of money..

and oso, getting my car..

hehe..

hopefully things will start rolling since i started selling..

wish things will jus keep coming..

altho its gonna occupy most of my time..

but working towards my goal is wad i wan to do to now..

simply no time for other stuffs..

alrighty..

time to hit the sacks and ready for a brand new day..

lady luck be on my side!!..

whoo!!..

2008-04-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

basically been busy wit work..

driving me nuts at times..

finally..my sis's wedding is ova..

been such a hectic day for me..

but, am glad all is gd and she's happy..

thus, i'm happy for her too..

was her very busy bridesmaid..hehe..

work is crazy..

testdrives..

calls..

testdrives..

walk-ins..

follow-ups..

come to think of it, i'm enjoying the 'busy-ness'..

at least, time flies real quick..

and i'm a step nearer to getting a car..

OF MY OWN..

argh..jus cant stand the squeezy-squashy in trains and buses..

argh..

my colleagues r da best..

damn nice ppl..

and i'm having so much fun wit them..

had a ktv session wit dem last week..

and i truly enjoyed..

but..dere's owaes bound to haf things happen..

oh well..

''thou shalt not be stressed''

i cant be..

i dun wan..

my new colleague tt came in abt 2 weeks..

signed an order oredi..

and i can sometimes feel the..

'hao-lian-ness'..

but am not trying to feel tt way..

positive thinking..

positive mindset..

wads mine will be mine..

i will work hard..

YEA!..

hahaha..

i will and i can!..

i jus wish..

1 day..

u'll noe..

without asking..

saying..

hinting..

u'll understand..

in any way or another..

i dunnno..

if i'm holding on..

giving another chance..

but..all i noe is..

i jus wish..

sometimes things can be jus as simple as it can be..

hate squabbles..

makes me darn tired of being in a r/s..

lemme feel..

tt its all worthwhile..

its all abt giving in..

its all abt giving out..

hope this job will be a fruitful job..

trying to understand everything as fast as i can..

learning everything as quick as i can..

i dun wanna lose out..i dun wanna be the last..

beginning to feel tt 247 Alexandra Rd..

is my 2nd home now..

hehe..

gonna work lyk crazy this weekend..

whoo!..

miss me!..

2008-03-19T16:29:00.003+08:00

work work work..

been working for 2 weeks...

nothing much needed to be done..

as i nid to go thru training..

which until now, i am still waiting..

and finally, training nex week!..

whoo!..

waking up in the morning is something i'm not used to..

but ok la, getting used to it..

its lyk a morning flight..

thank god i nid not wake up at 3 plus am..

going for work at 5am..

hehe..altho is job, waking up at 6 plus..

going to office at 8 plus..

still ok!..

and sometimes, going to office at 1pm..

aint tt great..

somehow, lyk my 2-days pattern..

work 2 days, off 1 day..

so, aint so bad..

my vw colleagues r great..

crazy and friendly bunch..

went Zouk wit dem the other day..

omg..

crazy crazy drinkers..

i managed to escape from dem, wit the help of my gd fwen, bryan..

thank god he's dere to help me escape..

if i stayed on, i think i can be carried home oredi..

4 btls of Black label..

10 lambo..

10 tequila pops..

1 tray tequila neat..

DIE ANOT!!!..

i vomited..

but not a puddle, whoo..

but i did enjoy myself wit them..

they're really nice ppl..

takes care of me..

teaches me abt car trade..

but sometimes, i nid to be aware of my surroundings..

some ppl can be trusted..

some cant..

hmmm..work politics..

hopefully..

things will be ok..

recently aint not feeling gd..

stuffs running in my mind..

thoughts running crazy..

wish things can be as simple as it is..

but, i jus hafta face it..

hopefully..

tried something out from my babe's blog..

omg..seems so true..

hhehe..

Name: shayne

Date: 3/19/2008

Colorgenics Number: 12534607

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment.

You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share.

But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.
You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish.

Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you.

You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others.

You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full.

You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You wish to be left in peace...

no more conflict and no more differences of opinion.

In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form.

All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

sounds true?..

for u to find out!..

take care peeps!..

2008-03-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

its a fri nite..

nothing much for today..

aint no mood for anything..

wondering wad is going on..

wondering wad is happening..

why cant i feel anything..

why din i feel anything..

wads going on..

wads happening..

days haf passed and its getting worse..

mixed feelings..

complicated feelings..

wads going on..

why cant i feel happiness..

why cant i feel the love..

wads happening..

am i really betta off alone..

am i able to cope only wit myself..

am i betta offf...

wads going on..

leave me alone..

i nid peace and quiet..

2008-02-25T02:24:00.002+08:00

..he did wad he could to make me happy..
..my best sistas..owaes missing out someone..bah!
..my girls..
..my notty,mischievious,playful,hilarious boys..
..see, lyk i said..owaes missing someone..

..tt's my girl too..and i love u 3 babes loads..

happy birthday to me!..

am glad things went out..

the dinner wasnt fantastic..

but i did enjoy myself..

wit my bunch of best/gd fwenz..

tt has been thru wit me through my ups and downs..

through our poly days..

wad a great fwenship..

3 cheers!!!..

went ktv-ed after tt..hehe..

super gigantic room..

omg..

but we had fun singing..

thou after awhile, we were all tired oredi..

my pressies were great..

i love them!..

1. my bestbuddy fatz gave me my favy cake..

(and she does tt every year for me..)

2. sweetie janey popped by my place to gimme my favy flowers..

(given by patsy and janey..thanks babes..)

3. a Tiff & Co necklace from my boys..

(necklace chosen by diana and suyu..thanks girls..)

4. 1 stalk of rose..

(from pretty jassy..)

5. a precious moment box & card holder..

(given by diana and suyu..

all in all..

i really love everything!!..

and best of all..

i received flowers today too..

and its from my boy..

hehe..

was so happy..

thanks my love..

and lastly, his final pressie..

a ordered iTouch from overseas..

WHEEEE!..

my own personal iTouch!..

hahaha..

thankew to all my well wishers!..

and another piece of gd news..

i'm finally employed!..

will be starting work on 1st mar..

my company is Volkswagen..

finally!..

will do my very best in this trade and learn every bit of it..

tho' i noe nuts abt cars..

wad a fantastic birthday this year!..

happy news and happy day!..

love my babes..

love my bunch of boys..

love my boy's partners..

love my all-over fwenz..

and lastly,

love my boy!!..
-

THANKEW ALL!!!..

2008-02-19T12:10:00.003+08:00

my new fone! NOKIA 6500 Slide..

hehe..

whee..another 5 days more to my big day!

but currently no plans as yet..

boo....

i'm so elated!..

hhahaha..

ask me why!..

lalalallalla.........

2008-02-14T16:56:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year..

happy valentines day..

valentines day..bah!..

a day tt i owaes gets surprises..

a day tt i owaes haf 'whoo and wahs'..

but this year seems different..

seems lyk any other normal day..

seems lyk its jus thursday, 14 feb..tt's all..

mabbe i'm too accustomed to this day, this date..

mabbe i'm too used to get surprises..

mabbe mabbe..

but..

sigh..

dun lemme see flowers..

dun lemme see couples along the streets..

dun lemme hear love songs..

dun lemme see anything tt has to do wit today..

i dun really haf tt kinda mood..

i've never experienced this kinda situation..

and now i am..

feels kinda 'damp' in me..

i never expect myself to experience this..

feels kinda disappointed..

if someone understands how i feel..

thankew..

jus nid someone to understand..

tt's all..

take care ppl..

and enjoy this day..

2008-02-02T17:27:00.000+08:00

sometimes love....

adds a lil' zest in one's life..

adds a lil' twist in one's life..

adds a lil' ups in one's life..

adds a lil' downs in one's life..

and it becomes a crazy kind of r/s..

learned something from my gd fwen..

settling yr own personal stuffs before proceeding on

to the nex step..dragging on wun do any good and prolonging

it will jus harm and hurt even more..

time is given for us to heal..

given for us to learn and grow from it..

its hard to find someone tt loves u for who u are..

its hard to find someone tt loves u more den ownself..

putting effort in a r/s to make things betta..

and not jeopardizing the r/s to a worser stage..

doing things tt's unfair..

sigh..

love..

r/s..

feelings..

such crazy thinkings and feelings over all..

sometimes i get tired over it..

sometimes it makes me mad..

sometimes i get fuming mad..

sometimes i jus wanna get out..

but on the other hand,

i love being pampered..

i love being dote..

i love being hugged..

i love being kissed..

i love his strong hands on me..

i love his big hands grabbing my hands..

boo.....

heading over to 99's chalet later..

catching up wit my polymates again..

rain rain please stop..

my boy's in bad mood..

bah.......

no plans for my big day..

still nothing yet..

hmmm..bah...

seems lyk dere's nothing much to do..

boo..

off to bumming ard!..

ta~!..

2008-01-31T02:20:00.000+08:00

been bumming ard for a mth..

seems lyk i'm losing it all soon..

hehe..

but on the other hand, i'm enjoying it..

tho i noe i shld start hunting soon..

oh boy..

been staying home..

watching tv..

having my really beauty slp..

(call me ms piggy, for all i care..)

spending my time at home..

doing nothing..

idling in the hse..

hehe..

wad a bum..

my boy's been real busy wit work..

and i hardly get to see him often now..

only till today..i finally get to see him..

his sch's starting..

work's piling..

well, he's earning!..haha..

i do miss my boy..

tho i dun show it out..

but i'm glad i'm able to see him today..

hopefully, time will allow us to spend time together..

i miss his nonsense when he's wit me..

i miss him being together wit me when i'm enjoying..

wish we can haf another trip again..

= ) ..i miss my boy..

and i get cranky cuz i miss my boy..

new year's coming..

valentine's coming..

MY BDAY's coming..

whhaha..

nothing much has been planned yet..

feeling kinda *bah!* to plan..

oh well..we'll see how it goes..

everything's so boring..boo..

ta~..for now..

off to bum ard somemore..

2008-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

Team 51Q Gathering on 20 Jan 08

bestest team ever..

my ever-fun, ever-nice team..

had a gathering wit dem after their LHR flt..

which was so sweet of dem to ask everyone..

a celebration of our ex-team member coming back to fly again..

and their ex-team member, me..leaving SQ..

we had so much fun..

drinks..foods..drinks..

went to Hua Yue Restaurant at Upp East Coast Rd..

OMG..

each brought a bottle of wine..

we had a total of 8 wines..

red and whites..

and we finished 6 btls..

how horrible is tt..hehe..

i had so much drinks..

my bestest daddy boss treated us the dinner..

he's owaes so nice..

tt's why i lub him so much..hehe..

after dinner, we proceeded on to shirley's club..

sheeshh..

JW Black Label..argh!..

drank till almost 3/4 of the btl gone..

i was so tired..and they made my drinks so thick..

i hate and love them so much..hehe..

baby came to find me..*thank god*

he came to my rescue and brought me home..

hehe..*thank goodness baby came..*

but, we had so much fun altogether..

i love this team so much and if i wanna come back,

i wanna be posted to team 51Q!..

my daddy boss is ever so nice to me..

owaes dotes me hella lots!..

i treat him as my daddy..

i'm his favy in the team..hehe..

and he's owaes teaching me lots and lots..

something tt i really appreciate alot..

anyway..

jay chou concert was a blast!..

i shout (as usual) until no voice!..

and the seats were the best!..

see him clearly, no blocking of irritating ppl..

unlyk don they all, they had a big fat person

blocking their view..WHAHAHA..

poor baby's ears..

left ear = girl whistling wit whistle lyk MAD..literally deafening his ears..

right ear = ME!..screaming mad..hehe..

but we all did enjoy..hehe..

met up wit the boys, went down to eat prata bomb..

den went ktv..once again, ktv..

yes, if u muz noe..

my happy family loves going ktv..

either drink or ktv..

tt's our daily routine..

hehehehe..

mabbe tt's why all our vocals r gd aye~...

alrighty..

till nex time, for the nex entry!..

tata~!..

happily bumming ard..

doing nothing~..

2008-01-16T16:42:00.000+08:00

been bumming ard for abt 2 weeks oredi..

feels great! sometimes..

feels bored sometimes..

hehe..

but its alrightttt..

still hanging on the the shiok feeling..

bum bum bum..

super bummer now..

cant wait for weekend to come..

fri, i'll be meeting up wit my ex team..

which, i really miss them a whole lot..

and finally, i'm getting to mit them..

yay~..

drinks and foods, here we come!..

and sat, finally!..

jay chou concert!..

whoo!..

finally!..

haha..

jus cant wait for weekends..

finally things haf come to a conclusion..

but sometimes, can sense the tension..

hopefully, everything will go smoothly..

tatA~..

keke..

nothing much to blog~..

HURRAY!..

2008-01-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

..the dudettes..
..the dudes..

happy new year guys!..

how was yr new year?..

mine was fantastic!..

had a potluck @ deric's place and we did enjoy!..

i love my happy family!..hehe..

my happy trip to hkg was great!..

shopping, sightseeing..

hehe..

so happy!..

everyday was shopping!..

shop shop shop!..

eat eat eat!..

walk walk walk!..

i walk till my feet gave way..

so painful~..

but its worth it..haha..

couldnt feel my feet after walking ard for hrs..

but its was fun..

we had loads of fun and laffters..

brought e boy to sightsee, eat & shop..

he had fun..

and he shopped the most!..

hahaha..

it was a fun & loving hkg trip!..

more trips to come k, love?..

hehe..

e boy started work on 7th jan..

a gd prospective job..

hope everything will go smoothly for him..

as for me..

i'm shaking leg..

losing the momentum to work soon..

oh boy..

help!..

but i'm lovin' it!..

hehe..

things happened for a reason..

dun ask me how i'm feeling..

dun ask me how i'll react..

things has oredi happened..

it wun do any changes even if i react or i feel something..

God is giving me the chance to be strong and move on..

i will take this chance and move on..

i will definitely face up to wad is going on..

i'm happy wit wad i haf now..

at least, i nid not hide my boy up..

at least, i can be myself in front of my boy..

and i noe, he loves me for who i am..

in front of my fwenz, my family..

i noe he does..

i love wad i haf now..

a happy life..

a happy r/s..

a happy family..

a happy family of fwenz..

chao!..

2007-12-31T11:13:00.000+08:00

last Monday of year 2007..

the 52th Monday of year 2007..

happy new year guys..

so many things happened during this year..

1st sector of the year,

painful ordeal to go thru..

took mths to get over..

things happened and it happened..

2nd sector of the year..

wonderful hkg trip wit my peeps..

3rd sector of the year..

found myself going on well..

being happy as ever..

going on strong as ever..

4th sector of the year..

a wonderful bunch of gd fwenz tt i haf..

a wonderful r/s tt i'm having..

and i'm glad we did happen..

thankew for giving me promises..

thankew for yr love..

thankew for yr everything..

i love you.. * smiles *

taking my time to take a break..

but it wun be long till i start work again..

missing my colleagues..

missing my SQ language..

but..its all for gd..

i'll use wad i've learnt in SQ and put it to gd use..

but in the meantime,

HELL, i'm ENJOYING!..

hahaha..

its time to party tonight!..

party @ deric's place!..

whoo~!..

wit my happy family!..

yay!..

new year resolution?..

grow back my long struts..

beautiful holis..

owning a car of mine..

getting a wonderful job..

enjoy life wit my family and my love..

not forgetting, my wonderful fwenz!..

i love wad i'm having now..

wonderful family..

wonderful fwenz..

wonderful bf..

happy new year guys!..

muacks and hugs!..

cheers!..

so long 2007, why, HELLO 2008!..

cheers to 2008!!!..

2007-12-28T17:17:00.001+08:00

dun they behave lyk small kids?..haha..
the happy family..
my crazy boys..
my happy family reunion xmas dinner..

some random pixes..

will post somemore..

chao!..

2007-12-27T16:59:00.001+08:00

ho ho ho!..

happy merry xmas!..

its really coming to the end of the year!..

all set for party?..

hehe..

fancy me falling sick on xmas eve..

wa piangz..

total turn off..

argh..

anyway, i still went for the party @ shenton..

as usual, my happy big family..hehe..

proceeded to Zouk since the nite's still young..

aint really my kinda music..

bleah..

and was tired..

went home after puking 1 mouth..

haha..

xmas reunion dinner @ my hse..

WAS FUN!..

haha..

4 steamboats..

2 bbq, 2 soup based..

chix soup, tom yum, vegetarian..

haha..

so fun!..

and to think tt the plug got electric shocked!..

hehe..

but, it all turned out well and we all had fun..

rite guys?..

nex party coming up @ deric's place!..

haha..

cant wait!..

together wit my happy family again!..

and i've a hkg trip coming!..

wheee!!!..

going shopping again!..

hehehe..

yay!..

i'm so glad i've time to spend wit my fwenz, loved one and family..

am so glad..

i can catch up on wad i've missed..

to my fwen who's facing a hard time now..

we're all here for u..

tho we do haf our own commitments,

but no matter wad, we'd still be here..

be yr listening ear, yr company..

smile, my dearie fwen!..

4 more days and its a brand new year..

time flies and whizzed fast..

here's wishing everyone one,

a happy new year..

may 2008 be a happy and wonderful year for u..

i'll be enjoying my new year holi in hkg!..

hehe..

chao!..

2007-12-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

my dearie sista and her hubby..my jie fu~..
tt's us, sistas..

my god..hectic day on 19th dec..

my sista's ROM..

practically her ah-mud..

pick, send, drop, fetch..

hehehe..

woke up early in the morning to help her wit her hse..

yes, she moved out..

finally?..haha..

missing someone in the hse tho'..

hmmm..

anyway, she got dressed up by 3 plus..

and i had to rush down to ROM..

oh my god..

i've upgraded myself to advance driver..

i cant believe myself driving fast and cutting cars lyk

nobody's biz..

under RAINING condition ok!..

wa lau~..

anyway, everything went well..

i'm happy for her..

she found someone tt's able to take care of her,

protect her, and love her..

her hse is nice..hehe..

my parents r happy too..

now tt no one's in the hse..

i can par-teeee!..haha..

-
am excited for the xmas party!

peeps!

Venue : MY HSE

Time : 5pm (SHARP)

Steamboat party!..

haha..

whooo~!!..

1st time party @ my hse..hehe..

so funny..

and thanks to my parents for giving me the green light..

they say they're both going for candlelight dinner..

hahahahha..

anyway, now tt i've no flights..

i can enjoy every itsy bitsy of everything..

hahaha..

whooo~..

another trip coming up for me!..

yay!..

off to enjoy now!..

tata~

2007-12-17T11:29:00.000+08:00

some random pixes of me whilst i was in NYC..

lovely city, beautiful lights..

so christmas-sy feeling..haha..

- at Rockefellar Centre..Big Xmas Tree..where

the show Home ALone filmed..-

-Times Square..-

- me at Times Square..now u see how cold i am..-

- Empire State Building..where's King Kong? -

- Trump Tower..-

will post more pixes..

am tired now..

off to bed..

tata~..

2007-12-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

hey guys..

been sometime since i blogged..

tired..endless flights..

heading to frankfurt via NYC tml..

for a full 8 days..

shucks..

shopping list is up, but my bank's not enuff moolahs..

darn..

been deciding when to tender..

looks lyk i still dun haf the heart to..

something's holding me back..

hmmm..

mabbe i afraid i wun be used to the lifestyle..

the offdays i haf..

the luxuries i get to enjoy..

boo hoo..

i really dunno wad to do..

been sneezing all day..

wonder izzit passed to me or did i caught it..

yawnz..

sleepy and tired me..

not forgetting bored..........

end of the year is coming..

and i'm excited abt xmas and new years day..

xmas carols r everywhere..

and i simply love singing to it..

hehe..

made ur year end resolution yet?..

new year resolution?..

hehe..

mine's up..

and hopefully, i'd be able to fulfill it..

miss my bunch of fwenz..

long time since i last gathered wit u guys..

hope to c u all soon..

take care all..

will be back nex week..

ta~..

2007-11-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

happy 1yr 11 days to me!..

for the probation period of my driving license!..

whee~..officially a 24 points driver..

no longer a 12 points driver..

no longer nid to put the undie plate..

but i neva put at all thru my driving days..

hehe..oops..

but, YEA!..

into a biz recently..

initially felt the stupidity in me..

but decided to try it out..

if not, i'll neva noe..

altho' many many haf heard of it..

but still, decided to try it out..

many many out dere, haf a bad impression of it..

but still, try it out..

it may or may not work..

but, if i dun try, i'd neva noe..

rite?..

my bro-in-law jus taught me stuffs tt

i neva tot of hearing it..

and it really opened my mind..

different kinds of things in this world..

u fall, u stand up again..

keep learning till u find wad u wan in life..

tt's wad i wanna do now..

gonna gif myself 2.5 yrs to learn everything..

start from scratch..

take it as a learning phase, getting a diploma..

i'm gonna try everything i can, to noe wad i wan..

for my betta future..

no matter how hard its gonna be,

i'm gonna try..

i believe my loved one, family and fwenz will support me..

i'm still young, which is a gd thing..

i still can learn..

my bro-in-law taught me these 2 words..

"attitude and skills"..

"without a gd attitude, u cant haf gd skills..

but with a gd attitude, wit no skills, ppl are

willing to hire u..

becuz u're willing to learn..and u'll slowly

be able to climb up the ladder..

dun bother if u're able to climb the ladder,

but if ppl is willing to gif u the chance to start..

with gd attitude and skills, u're powerful.."

learned something new from him..

its time, for me to kickstart for my betta future..

my year-end resolution?..

grow back my long hair..

i miss my long hair..hehe..

my new year resolution?..

to learn, to find, to start my new life..

for a betta future..

for myself..

my family..

my life..

"you will and can make it..

you haf the potential..

dun worry, jus go ahead..

i'll help you, along the way.."

its nice to hear something motivating

from a new family member ay~..

and tt's my bro-in-law..

and its great tt i can learn from him..

and grow within myself..

cheers ppl!..

the year end is coming!..

xmas is coming~..

cross my fingers and toes tt i'll can be ard..

heh..

chao!..

till den~!..

2007-11-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

i'm back frm johannesburg..

yes..2nd time in South Africa..

and dere was nothing to do..

cuz i've been to the Safari..

and dere wasnt any Go-Karting Tours..

DAMN..

which me and khalid wanted to go so much..

darn..

end up, going to shopping mall..

and walked ard the hotel..

caught da cold bug..

darn..

feeling sick and queasy..

nose is runny..

voice of my sound is hoarse..

argh..

i dun feel too gd..

bah!..

why sick~..grr..

its coming to the end of the year..

year-end resolution?..

no idea..

but, the end of year feelings

owaes brings me tears..

i would owaes look back..

reflect..

cry over it..

wishing i could do it betta..

wishing i nid not make tt silly mistake..

and wishing my year 2008 will be a betta one..

time flies really damn fast..

christmas decors, christmas songs..

are everywhere..

and i love listening to christmas carols..

*i wish i'm ard this year xmas!*

oh santa!..pls gimme this wish of being ard

in SG this year, so tt i can be wit my family and fwenz

to celebrate this season!..

i love christmas!..

i love pressies!..

hehe..

darn my nose..

been running for miles..

argh..

from johannesburg to SG..

SG to Tampines..

idiot..

haha..

gonna go out and get some freshies~..

my babes..

where haf u all been..

i'm sorry if i haven been ard lately..

i miss u girls terribly..

can we gather soon..

pwease?..

hehe..

outta!..chao!..

2007-11-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

seems lyk my blog is getting dusty eh!

*commented by someone*

haha..

sorry la..

been busy with loads of stuffs..

*as usual*..

hehe..

anyway, recent updates..hmm..lemme see..

oh yes, A-mei concert tt i went..

it was a blast!..

FANTASTIC!..

BRAVO!..

SUPER DUPER NICE!..

oh man..seriously, 2 thumbs-up!..

she's superb..

in bringing the life of the crowd..

she sang a couple of songs tt brought tears to my eyes..

best of all, i went wit my jie..

we both had a great time!..

and her poor bf had to wait for her since 10pm..

but the concert ended at almost 12am..haha..

and my poor baby too..kkeke..

thank god felix and tiong was dere, so at least he had some company

while waiting for me..hehe..

speaking of clubbing..

i finally went!..

not mambo nor RnB..

but canto pop..

needless to say, yes, Dragonfly..

the place where ppl claim uncles go..

i went cuz it wasnt planned by me..

my dearest fwenz..

lynnet, ivy, yilin, alan..u guys made my day la!..

hehe..it was really great seeing u guys again..

not forgeting, new fwenz..

aaron, ace, desiree and a couple others, i cant rem..

cuz oredi high and drunk liao..

was super duper high at the end of the day..

we opened only 1 bottle..

thumbs up to whoever bot the barrel of beer..

and whoever tt ordered another bottle of chivas..

basket..

it made yilin vomit all her seafood soup..

whaha..we're so making fun of wad she vomited out..

so funny..

had to send her home, cuz she was real tipsy..

and not forgetting the oh so common "i'm ok! i'm ok!" language

when 1 person is drunk or high..haha..

yilin, we ALL love u..

muacks..haha..

and my dear ivy, if u're reading this, pls do take gd care of urself k..

anything, pls call me or wad k..

love ya bestfwen..

lynnet!..go club somemore k!..

and nex yr, we, yr sistas will saboh alan for u k!..

haha..*wink wink*..

u noe wad we are talking abt ar..keke..

love ya babe!..

i miss my grp..

hey grp ppl~, where haf u guys been..

slogging yr arses off to earn moolahs ar?..

basket..i miss u guys!..

i miss the big grp outing!..

can we organise something soon?..

i miss the fun and the crazy times..

gather soon k!..

a couple of weddings to attend..

but seems lyk some i cant attend..

boo..

sharon jie, i'll try my best to attend ya..

shubs, i'm coming to penang..party our arse off wit thini ya!..

hehe..

i cried again..

blame me for dragging it..

blame me for starting it..

i shouldnt haf..

but, wads done is done oredi..

and i'm glad things r going smoothly..

thanks for understanding me..

all these years, u've been dere..

i'm jus glad we still can maintain a fwenship..

otherwise, i would haf lost a very gd fwen..

thank you..

things change for reason..

everything happens for a reason..

i'm jus glad things r ok and going on fine..

alrighty, its not so dusty anymore ya..

haha..

will be back to update soon la..

been tired with flights..

so dun feel lyk flying oredi..haha..

jus cant wait for my dream to be fulfilled!..

my own cafe..

whoo..

still long eh~..

take care peeps..

chao!..

my dear babes..my dear girls..

I MISS YOU ALL!..

2007-11-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

tis is my Dearest Jie..look at the difference between

fair and tanned..oh man..

i love you jie~..

the Koh Family..
Us overlooking Pacific Ocean..
tt's Pacific Ocean..
Ah Chung Mee Suah!!!..
the tour group and the guide..

wow..its been long since i've last updated..

so sorry..

been away for the longest time..hehe..

after i came back from brissy,

the nex day, i was off to Taiwan..

for 8 days!..

nothing much abt the trip, jus some scenic places

in the beginning..needless to say..

Taipei and Kaoshiong is my killer stop..

shopping was crazy..!..

totally enjoyed the shopping part..

and worse of all, i've gained 2kgs!

for eating and eating non-stop!..

haha..

not forgetting to patron my favy shop in taipei..

ah Chung Mian Xian..

my oyster mee suah!

even my parents love it!..hehe..

at least, i had a gd 8 days trip wit my family..

and nex yr, we're planning to go Hokkaido!..

wheee!..

met up wit my dearest Amanda aka my jie on mon..

owaes looked up to her as a jie as she's 1 yr older den me..

we've been childhood friends, basically growing up together..

from playing marbles to playing mahjong now..

whaha..

went to the same sec sch, and haven been catching up with each other

ever since we graduated..

so many updates she gave me..

our other childhood fwenz are getting engaged..

and my dearest pastor's wife has cancer..

saddens me to hear tt cuz she's one super nice lady..

and she's leaving for US soon..

darn..life's short..

cherish and live it..

well, we had dinner at my fwen's restaurant

and apparently, he's not working tt day..

wa lauuu~..

and off we went to goodwood park for deserts..

my jie loves fondue, so do i..

but i think its not the best as yet..

we had so much fun chit chatting and laffing..

jie, we shld do more of it k..

really miss those times back den..

love ya jie!..

guess wad..we've known each other for a gd 20 yrs!..

oh man..how time flies..

jie, more years to come ya~..

muackkss!..

(pix of us above..)

am i heng or wad..

i'm on standby today and i'm not activated!

whoo hoo!..

but still keeping my fingers crossed eh..

still too early to say..

sekali some idiots backed out of flight

at the last min...

yes, lyk me oK~..haha..

i miss my fwenz!

when the HELL r we catching up?!!

i miss my babes!..

i really do miss u all~!..

pls catch up and mit up soon k!..

i'm gonna rest my head..

its been spinning all day today..

gonna watch my dvds..

2007-10-11T11:41:00.000+08:00

johannesburg was a definite fun flight!..

not to mention, shubie's sista was on the flight too!..

and i'm glad we did the flight together..haha..

my khaki to everything..

here's some pix to show u..

i seriously had fun!..

the whole set of SQ 478 crew..having dinner at Ocean Basket Restaurant..
the baby lions tt r so seriously adorable..
see!..i'm playing wit this baby white lion!..super notty but adorable!..
the baby bengal tigers..they weigh 15-20kg..seriously heavy..but cute!
aint it cute!!..argh!..i wanna import back home!..

i finally went to johannesburg..

and its really a not wasted trip!..

i love it!..

the real african safari..

truly an experience..

animals living in the wild..

carefree..

roaming ard..

well!..i did it!..haha..

another country gone to!..

whoo!..

hurray for me!..

haha..

i'm kinda cranky..

guess i'm tired..

keke..but its alright..

on a brighter note, i've plenty of off days coming up!..

mananged to gif my london away..

for brissy again..

yes, to see my dearest fwen..

if not, i wouldnt haf gone to brissy..really..

haha..

my flights r packed lyk sardines..

and this time, its all long flights..

whoo!..

frankfurt..jus did..

johannesburg..jus did..

london..gave away..

paris..coming..

manchester..coming..

whoo!!!..

here comes my Vit M!..

and my taiwan trip is ard da corner!..

i jus cant wait to eat and shop..

my chix cutlet, my oyster mee-suah..

my oyster omelette..my tian-bu-la..

kao!..

for 8 days i'm gonna enjoy it!..whee!

i'm going crazy..

off to rest awhile..

take care!..

2007-10-05T16:43:00.000+08:00

hey ho!!..

so sorry..

haven been updating as my roster is

packed lyk sardines..

really hectic roster..

in and out almost every other day..

tired and shagged..

came back from a fruitless flight..

frankfurt..

darn..

public holi in frankfurt, all shops closed..

even the supermart was closed!..

sheeshh..

cant buy my cheese sausages, giottos, hanutas..

and oso, cant go shopping..

cant get my birkies..

window shop at LV..

darn it..

wad a bummer..

thank God i bump into my fwen while taking over the a/c..

and she helped me to get it, if possible..

phew~..

anyway, it was a fun filled flight..

unexpectedly, we played mahjong in the crew room..

my gawd..cabin crew ppl can really improvise..haha..

we used bed sheets, 1 glass table, 2 concrete tables to put the

glass on top..spread it wit the bed sheets..and

VOILA!..

a mahjong table..haha..

it was fun, tho' i lost..

damn it..hehe..

i enjoyed the flight..

all thanks to my crazy team 11F!..

so good to be back home..

neva felt so gd before..

i miss my bed badly..

anyway, will be off to johannesburg on sunday..

yes, another country ticked!..whoo..

i've travelled the world..

and i'm satisfied..hehe..

am looking for other jobs, options..

but meantime, i'll jus fly my ass off..

tho' its really tiring..

sigh..

wad to do..

tt's life..

it really felt weird, at tt point of time..

but i guess, tt's the best way for both of us..

i wish everything be well for u..

i pray for all the best be given to u..

i hope u'd be alright in everything..

as, i wun be dere no more..

but in your heart..

u'd owaes be someone very very

special, important in my life..

owaes and forever..

i really thank u for finding myself back..

if not for u, i'm not who i am now..

thank u for doing everything wonderful in my life..

thank u for giving me my life back..

cuz of u, i pulled out from alot of difficulties..

u ARE owaes someone in my heart..

this is my promise to u..

some things happens for reasons..

guess this is the best way..

anyway, on a brighter side of note..

i'm meeting my girls later!..

whoo~~..

off to enjoy my off days!..

2007-09-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

the Tai-Di gang..haha..by the pool..

tt's our Banana..hehe..

Maldives..whee~..

on our way to Snorkel!..

he's really a hard core Dun-Nid-To-Slp fella..

the 4 tt went snorkelling..FUN~!

on our way to Banana Boat ride..
colleagues tt dun nid to slp..*faint*

some pixes for u guys to enjoy wad i had enjoyed during my trip to Maldives..everything was great..water was shioks..but, dun expect much from this island..even the snorkelling was only alright..but anyway, i've been to Maldives!..tt's all i care abt!..

things happens for reason..this is really true..

take care peeps..

2007-09-24T12:00:00.000+08:00

wads the feeling of being together..

and end up leaving each other..

happiness..

squabbles..

parting..

i jus got home from my flight..

received news tt i dun wish to it to happen..

and i dunno how to help..

to make the situation betta..

or to make the person feel betta..

i really feel for these 2 person

tt is experiencing it right at this moment..

its wad i experienced mths ago..

and i totally understand how it feels..

i'm praying for the best..

being together for 14 years..

it wasnt easy..

and to end it with jus a click..

it really saddens me..

how can 1 jus end it lidat..

dun the person feel anything at all..

i sometimes jus dun understand..

was it reasons?problems?

wad abt???..

it really dampens my mood..

saddens me to see it happening ard me..

my dearest brother..

my dearest sibling..

i'll do anything, to the best of my abilities..

to help u..

these stuffs really dampens my mood..

my dearest fwen..

its time for me..

i'm willing to do tt extra mile for u..

lyk wad u did to me when i

was experiencing my downfall..

why does all these happens..

if its meant to be..

its meant to be..

izzit true?..

*ponders*

2007-09-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

the Cafe tt we found in Fremantle tt has the exact name of mine!..

i lyk!..haha..

we are happily shopping in Harbourtown!..Fremantle!..

the 1 kg mussels in white wine sauce..my god..

its damn blardy nice..!..

another 1 kg of mussels in chilli sauce..

SEDAP!!..

the night view of Perth..at King's Park..

was in Perth to mit up wit my 2 dearest girls..

wad a coincidence tt we were all in Perth..

kristal was dere with jason and his family for his convo..

i was dere for flight..DUH~~~..

and of cuz, maureen was dere for 2 mths OREDI..

and we met up!..in Perth!..how nice!..

headed to Fremantle to take a look..

i sua-ku ok..hehe..

but nothing much too..jus interesting and lovely views..

shopping in Harbourtown killed me again..

all thanks to maureen rebekah..whaha..

i noe she's gonna blame me too..

but we had fun rite? darling~..hehe..

had a lovely dinner..

4 of us..

garth..maureen..kristal..me..

slurps..sedap..delicious..shioks..

maureen dear, MORE DESERTS PWEASEEEE??

hehe..

its was great meeting up wit my girls..

glad to hear and see tt they're doing fine..

cant wait to see them again..

and the planning trip to perth!..hehe..

love ya babes!..

catch u guys soon!..

oso..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my dearest Patsy..

muacks..love ya zillions darling..

2007-09-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

hAppY Birthday bAbe!!..

had steamboat in conjunction with my babe's bday..

sheesh..12 ppl turned up and it seems as if

we had a wedding dinner lidat..

but, it was all good..

we had crazy laffters, crazy amounts of FOOD..

crazy jokes..crazy bday songs sung..

it was a crazy nite over dinner!..

and off to ktv with the rest..

babe, hope u did enjoy!..

we all wish u a GREAT HAPPY BDAY!..

-muacks..-

watched Evan Almighty last night..

similiar to Bruce Almighty..

(same God, Morgan Freeman..)

haha..

quite funny, but not compared to Bruce Almighty..

but the animals r sure cute!!!!..

not too bad i find..

off to mahjong at felix's place..

kao..

really play until damn tired; shag..

and i lost..

yes, i did lost..

but not as much..

so, wasnt too bad..

u'd owaes haf wins and losses rite..

so, oK la..hehe..

was in brissy a couple of days ago..

and we drove up to surfers again..

i simply love tt place..

the coast is damn beautiful, with the choppy waves..

gosh..

so nice..

i wished i noe how to surf..

wanted to haf our Ferrero Rocher ice cream..

but the shop was under renovation..

darn..

so, we had baskin robbins instead..

and the rain poured the whole entire day..

cold day in brissy..

Evan Almighty's show inspired me abit..

when you pray to God for strength,

does He gif you strength?

or does He gif you the opportunity to haf strength?..

when you pray to God for love,

does He gif you love?

or does He gif you the opportunity to haf love?..

when you pray to God for courage,

does He gif you courage?

or does He gif you the opportunity to haf courage?..

aint it true?..

i find it so true..

He doesnt gif you wad you prayed for..

but He gifs you the OPPORTUNITY to haf

wad you prayed for..

to perform wad you prayed for..

i find it so true..

really..

was told by someone..

to let things go..

and let things go naturally..

sometimes, the more u think of it..

the more it wun come..

the more u dun think of it..

the more it'll come..

to let things go on its own course..

and dun think so much..

i'll try..

well, off to do some errands..

and haf abit of fun wit my budds..

take care everyone!..

chao!..

2007-08-30T17:12:00.000+08:00

caught Ratatouille..

amusing rat tt can cook and smell..

haha..

rather cute tho'..

tt little cute pinky ears..

haha..

thanks for the show..

mambo wasnt as fun as i expect it to be..

mabbe drinks aint enuff..

but, i admit i was abit high..

silly guys asking me to down my drinks

so fast..

of cuz will high abit la!..haha..

but, dancing it off was whoo~..

love retro music..

i jus dunno why..

prolly the synchro dancing..

tt ppl on the dance floor owaes dance..

ahaha..it may seem funny..

but, quite cute la..haha..

we had quite abit of laffter due

to this gayish guy tt was dancing..

and my guy was imitating the gayish guy..

so funny!..

which, however..u look gay too!..

WHAHAHa..

sorry dear~..keke..

met a couple of fwenz at zouk..

chit chatted awhile..

not too bad~..

music was kinda weird last nite..

but..ok la..

least, i enjoyed the dancing part..

realizing i'm not wit the same grp

of ppl anymore..

clubbing or going out..

but i noe, i still haf..

the very gd fwenz tt i'd ever haf..

in my life..

the funnest grp..

the craziest grp..

reading papers nowadays..

everywhere is death..

running halfway oso can collapse..

run finish oso collapse..

getting scary..

so pls, ppl out dere running yr lungs out..

pls take care..

and do go for regular checkups..

take care ppl..

chao!..

2007-08-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

another doc..another medications..

this time, it scared me..

arghhhh..

i've been hafing bad bad VERY bad aches

at my shoulder blade area..

it really hurts whenever i sit, or stand..

dun even nid to say during work..

1st doc says its nerve and muscle pull..

gave me Vits and painkillers..

practically living on painkillers everyday..

2nd doc says dere's a l-u-m-p..

ARGH..again?!!!..

says my glands are rubbing against each other

and is infected and dere's a lump..

wth..

gave me antibiotics and painkillers..

still, it hurts crazily..

it really does..

scaring the shit out of me..

ARGH..

funny thing is when u dun nid entertainments in yr life,

things will come, out of a sudden

and wants to entertain u..

but when u nid some sorta entertainments,

things jus WUN come..

and nothing will entertain u..

weird eh~..

it sometimes is nice to be alone..

having some time for urself..

doing things for urself..

but it comes to a point,

where u think tt u nid someone sometimes..

but not everytime..

hmmm...

and u start having imaginations..

oh well...

this is me...

busy and hectic wit my flights..

my bones r giving way..

my back is giving me hell..

back to back flights with minimum rest..

its killing me..

i nid my break..

i nid a short getaway...

take care ppl..

dun tire urself out..

u'll be super tired..lyk me..

hehe..

chao!..

2007-08-22T23:39:00.000+08:00

some pixes for u guys to enjoy..

Athens..Santorini..

the 4 ladies tt embarked onto Santorini..
the ladies at Perissa Beach, Santorini..
beautiful view at the shore..
the place where we got bbq-ed..
beautiful aint it?..

The Pantheon
The view at the top..Santorini..
The Castle, Pygro, Santorini..
The Theatre tt Yanni and George Micheal held in..
The Acropolis..

well, some pixes for u guys!..

promised to upload a few yea..

my back has been giving me plenty of problems..

and not to say, the hindrance during work..

argh..

something's wrong wit my shoulder blade..

and i can jus feel it..

it feels lyk it has nothing to do with the muscles and nerves..

feel almost lyk its to do wit the bone..

argh..

on medication for 1 mth..

but wad the hell..

living on painkillers everyday..

argh..

it really hurts..

big time..

boo hoo...

seeking 2nd opinion soon..

been running in my mind..

when i end my job..

i would gladly travel to Paris for 1 - 2 weeks..

venture into places neva been..

and of cuz, expenditure is a torture..

so, planning real hard now..

jus dunno when i'll jus leave and embark on this journey..

peace, clarity, serenity..

take care ppl..

time to hit my dvds!..

2007-08-19T14:23:00.000+08:00

fireworks yday was so beautiful!..

dinner at WaterBoat House was Whoo!!!..

i love!..i lyk!..

i finally get to try waterboat house!..keke..

thankew!..

altho' i noe, i wasnt in a rather happy mood..

my eyes was kinda bloated..

but i end up having a smile in my heart..

the fireworks was lovely..

thankew for planning such a lovely nite for me..

sometimes, its hard..

to make things clear..

tml is my CP12 wit my team!..

i cant wait to see my team..

whee~..

haf jus sent out resume..

think if i'm accepted, its another phase..

and perhaps this time, another me again..

another change again..haha..

thanks for the lovely fireworks!..

thanks for the lovely nite!..

at least, i noe..someone still cares and will be dere for me..

thankew.. *smiles*

take care..

chao~!..

2007-08-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

fireworks last night was so nice..

altho' i was blocked by a tree..

but all was good..

finding dinner afterwards was damn fun..

hahahha..

searching high and low for places to eat..

went down to Zouk to meet my girls..

yilin, lynnet, ivy..

hehe..fun to haf them ard..

they made my day..

at least a happy one..

thanks girls..

see you guys again..

my back is giving my big problems..

its damn painful..

sobs..

dun wanna be bothered by anything..

mabbe the trip was a wrong one..

" dun judge a book by its cover "

its alright..

i'm fine..

i'm okay..

i'm not angry, seriously!

i jus feel tt its funny..

weird..

haha..

fireworks tonight and dinner tonight..

hopefully, all is well..

and i'd be able to enjoy myself..

take care ppl..

chao~!

2007-08-14T04:15:00.000+08:00

seasons change..

feelings change..

ppl change..

was at CC today..

a usual place where i'll be wit my babes..

for bitching..for everything..

but today, was different..

tho' i was wit 3 girls..

but they were my colleagues..

it brought me memories..

where my babes and i..

every fri..without fail..

will be dere..to bitch and chat..laff or talk silly stuffs..

time flies..

now, i dun even get to see anyone of them..

unless..holis or i dun even noe when..

wad happened..

i dunno..

i miss the happy and carefree chats we used to haf..

now, even going to clubbing..oso feels weird..

wanted to intro my fwenz to my babe..

but it jus got rejected..

seriously, i dunno why u nid to say tt..

but, u've oredi said it..

wad can i do..

it really got me sad to hear u saying tt..

especially when u're my closest..

but..wad can i do..

guess..our thinkings and frequencies haf changed..

not tt i dun wanna be bothered abt it..

its jus tt i'm tired to be bothered abt it..

anyway, i guess it doesnt make any difference

if i bother or dun bother..

guess, we've drifted..

i sure do miss our days back den..

wished i could turn back time..

my roster is hectic..every now and den is flight..

i'm getting very tired..

i wish i can do something abt it..

i noe not everyone did enjoy the clubbing..

some were tired..some din haf the mood to drink..

but, i tried to make the best out of it..

i guess..everything has really changed..

we're not who we used to be anymore..

i guess the hkg trip was not a right one..

tho' dere were laffters..

not alot enjoyed..

darn..

this sucks..

wadever it is..

jus take care..

owaes and owaes will be my closest ppl

tt taught me and guided me..

will owaes be my closest ppl

tt i love very much..

chao!..

2007-08-08T15:03:00.000+08:00

wow..its been long eh..

sorry for waiting!..keke..

been rather lazy to blog stuffs..

besides from the hkg trip..

everything was so hectic..

here and dere, dere and here..

whoo~..

and officially super broke!..

yes yes, y broke, u ask?..

wad else but shopping?..haha..

well, basically after the hkg trip..

i've been working non-stop for the moolahs!..

damnit..

its rather tiring..

my bones are giving way and legs aint mine again..

and on a happier note, i went Athens!..

finally aye!..

summer time in Athens is really a duper shiok season..

for sunny lovers lyk me..i enjoyed!..

and now, i'm very much bbq-ed..

keke..oopsy~..

venturing out of athens, i went to this island called Santorini..

geez..taking their domestic flight really scared me..

but a gd experience, i would say..

venturing into another island, i felt damn great..

a sense of satisfaction..

haf u been to Santorini?..haha..

i did!..

check out the webby, its beautiful..

where all the white buildings and blue domes are..

even the beaches are fantastic..

tt's where i was bbq-ed..

and the sea water is icy cold..

which made it even more shiok..

spent my entire day tanning, enjoying the sun and sand..

till i went back at nite..and plonk to my bed and slp..

plus, showered and scrubbed 1st la..keke..

to Acropolis, Greece : CHECKED!..

hehe..i'm happy!..

finally i've seen the ruins of the ancient world..

tho' its nothing much but jus rocks and stones..

but i lyk!..jus lyk Rome..i lurrrvvvveeee...

i'm glad i wasnt in Paris shopping my life away..

haha..but i'll still wan to go Paris..

Eiffel Tower, Paris : NOT CHECKED!..

hehe..

anyway, take care all..

shall put abit of pix if i can k..

jus to gif u abit of where and wad i was talking abt..

hehe..

chao~!..

2007-07-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

yes yes !!!..

finally my leave is here!..

which means to say..

MY HONGKONG TRIP IS TML!!!..

whoo hoo~..

i cant wait!..

gonna shop lyk mad..

eat lyk mad..

play lyk mad..

whoo!!!!..

finally a break for me..

worked too hard..

take care everyone!..

chao!..

2007-07-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

frankfurt-new york was a FANTABULOUS trip!

enjoyed myself to the very max!..

and oso, got myself a big hole in the pocket..haha..

partied in NY, altho' its a new experience

but, it aint tt fun..prolly its the weekday..

and the place is similar to our ktv pubs..

jus tt its more spacious abit and only

a few ppl dancing..

and the music quite sux..hehe..

anyway, the crew for this flight was damn fun..

tho' we jus met for the 1st time,

but we've some connectivity among each other..

haha..wad a small world..

we really enjoyed the trip alot alot..

coming back from the trip, we went ktv and club..

my god..yday mambo was damn fun..

this the 1st time ever, i've seen..

our drinks covered the 2 tables tt we had..

13 jugs and 3 trays of apple shooters..

tell me how not to get high..

hahahahaa..

it was damn fun..

company was fun..

thanks to all..colleagues and new found fwenZ!..

the guys : jeffery, alvin, khalid, allan, bryan, ryan..

the gals : ivy, wendy, gladys, lynnet, yilin and me..

i had fun..seriously..

and so..my hkg trip is cOMING..

i cant wait!..

arggghhhhh...

my standby got called up for sydney..damn..

supposed to be a 1 day standby..

argh..disrupt my off day..

so irritating..

i cant stand it..

#$@#%$#%$*^%*$^@#

chao ppl..~

2007-07-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

could one tell if the person still loves you?..

i came to a conclusion tt one cant tell, but can feel..

somehow or rather, i felt it..

mabbe i was wrong

but it did actually felt wrong..

i wished at tt moment of time

i could jus bury my head somewhere..

somehow or rather, i felt disappointed..

i jus wished i wasnt tt itchy backside..

at least, i would've felt better..

at least, i would still be deceiving myself..

but blessing in disguise?, i would say..

now, i will NOT be deceiving myself ANYMORE..

enuff is enuff..

i dun deserve to be treated this way..

i will NOT be treated this way..

i deserve better treatments..

least i feel tt someother ppl out dere will

love me for who i am..

accept me for who i am..

treats me the way i shld be treated..

i shld be having a great life now

and shouldnt allow such things to affect me..

my wishful thinkings will be stopped..

enuff of imagining, thinking, wondering, hoping..

i shall make myself a betta person..

i nid therapy..

chao~..

off to find my therapy..

2007-07-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

i am so so tired..

so so tired from my flight to hkg..

so so shagged out..

i knew it was gonna be a super duper shagged flight..

and yes, i am beyond tt..haha..

it turned out to be a 'mama' flight..

if u ask wads 'mama' flight..

lemme tell u..

its a flight filled wit indians!..

my god..once they start to noe how to

press the call light, they'll start

pressing for little little stuffs!..

ARRRGHHHH!!!..

it seriously pisses me off!..

"whisky wit soda, no ice.."

argh..

"VATER, vater pls.."..

*faint*

anyway, looking at the bright side..

aft crew received compliments..haha..

not too bad aye~..

yday i had a fantastic dinner..

wit my 2 bitching batch girls..

haha..

i can only bitch wit the 2 of them ard..

i'll jus tell them anything tt happened

on my flight before..whaha..

we were supposed to go The Line at Shangri La

but thanks to my dear girl, who forgot to

bring the voucher for the dinner..

we switched to Ritz Carlton ; Greenhouse..

my god~..so nice!..

altho' the variety of the food is not alot, but compared to

The Line, we often din get to eat alot cuz too much selection

and u tend to get full easily..

as for Greenhouse, we managed to eat ALL..

hahaha..

sashimi, salads, soups, cold dishes, hot dishes..

even the deserts!..

i took all, but only to eat a few cuz the rest not so nice..

it was a wonderful dinner..

and i love the bitching session we had..haha..

we'll haf 1 more, before my dearie maureen

leaves for perth.. =)

both of them are quitting..

boo hoo..

no more bitchings..

tt somehow or rather tempted me..

i too wished i can quit too..

and enjoy loads of slacking, lazy bum days..

but its impossible..

i'll jus walk one step, count one step..

take care ppl..

chao~..

2007-07-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

its amazing how time flies..

2nd july 2007..

its oredi the 2nd half of the year..

bye to the 1st half..

things happens for a reason..

dun fret and broad over it anymore..

let bygones be bygones..

learn thru the experiences u've faced and come across..

soon, u'll learn how to face things tt come along

the way..

when friday comes, i'll be a damn HAPPY girl..

whaha..dun ask..u'll somehow noe why..

WHHeeeEEeeeeeee..

guys do face problems..i guess..

and more often, they approach a girl..

to view a girl's opinion..

and my bunch of monkeys,

sometimes do ask me for opinions..

not tt i'm a love consultant or something..

but, they prolly feel tt i'm closer to them

den any of the girls in our grp..

and often, they get the point but still,

its up to them to decide wad they wanna do..

as wad i owaes say, i'm good at advising

but i'm a sucker myself..HAHA..

anyways, i'm owaes glad to lend a listening ear to them..

they've been dere when i was down, so now..

its my turn..

janey babe, no matter wad the outcome is,

u noe tt i'll be behind u all the way..

i believe u do trust and believe in wad u're doing,

is the right way..

babe, u'll owaes haf me supporting u..

whenever u nid a support, i'm owaes here k..keke..

love ya..

been long since i played mahjong..

the moment i sat down to play, my monkeys

said " the aura, of the Mahjong QueeeEeeeennnn!.."

so irritating!..aiyo!..

its been super duper long since i last played..

haha..my mischievious monkeys..

my hongkong holis is coming soon!..

i jus cant wait!..

arghhh..i wanna go shopping!!!..fast fast come!!!..

i cant wait to enjoy myself dere,

haf a hella time eating, shopping, playing!

enjoying the company of my fwenz!..

yes!..finally, my hongkong is coming!..

chao ppl..

i'm off to enjoy my lazy off days..

hehe..

2007-06-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

wow..been days since i last blogged..

well, kinda lazy to blog, tt's why..

lazy bugs..

other den doing standbys this week..

basically staying home and keeping out..

finally, my standby days are OVER..

sick of being called up for horrible flights..

speaking of horrible flights, i got called up

for a shanghai flight last week..

and was to work wit this chief stewardess

tt tekan me before when i was a really junior

crew and was only flying for 4 mths..

my god..it shocked me when i saw her name..

but, thank god my ifs was my ward leader before..

whoo~~~..saved my ass..

i told my ifs tt i abit gan chiong tho' i'm flying for quite

sometime oredi..he asked why..

and i told him..

he laffed..(irritating laffter tho')

but, throughout the flight,

it turned out to be a happy and funny one..

hahahaha..

now, she sayang me lyk mad..

called me her little girl..

and so coincident tt she's my senior in St Anthony's..

but tt's lyk 12 yrs my senior..

i called her my 'shi jie'

whahahaha..

it turned out to be a fun flight..

everyone was laffing madly..

jus came back from Taipei today..

another fun flight..

shopping, makan, KTV..

i seriously love the ktv in Taipei..

its sooo much betta den SG's partyworld..

really~..

sang till 1am plus and returned back to hotel..

slept lyk a baby..haha..

my chief stewardess today was a gorgeous lady..

she's damn damn blardy B-E-A-utiful!..

my god..i've neva seen such a beautiful chief!..

serious, no joke..she's damn pretty!..

big eyes, sharp nose, lil' tanned..my god..

i couldnt stop looking at her..

haha..i may sound lyk i'm lying..

but its damn true..

she's damn pretty!..

was asked by my colleague to film for short films tt'll be

sent to Film Festivals..haha..

how abt tt..

i got actress look anot..hehe..*puke*

but, no harm rite..

robin's 2 mths baby Mike ( Goldie Retriever )

is damn blardy cute la!!!..

hahaaha..i jus cant stop sayang-ing tt

baby boy..argh..

i wished jumbo was small again..whahaha..

but Mike's damn cute!!!!..

the way he runs, its so cute..

when he wags his tiny tail, its damn adorable..

argh..i jus love to hug tt baby!..

but soon, it'll grow into a handsome Goldie..

i love baby Mike!..

life has jus turned..

no longer who u think i am..

no longer behaves how i behaved..

i've changed..

is tt bad..

or its good..

chao ppl..

tt's all for now..

2007-06-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

been rather sick lately..

mc for 4 days..

it aint getting betta..

mabbe i nid some TLC..

heh..

i miss my milan..

i should be in milan RIGHT NOW..

planning to go Venice..LV..

ARGH..

i hate it when i'm sick..

can i dun get sick at the wrong time?!..

sometimes, the things u do..really confuses me..

i dunno wad you wan..

i'm confused..

things are really unpredictable, i guess..

i'm blabbering nonsence..

medications are getting my ears fully blocked..

its effecting my appetite to eat..

bland foods even tho' it shld be tasty..

heavy head, body aches..

ARGH..

2007-06-16T16:26:00.000+08:00

this is called the Tower of Terror..2 rides in this..Giant Drop and Tower of Terror..this, if u haf heart attack, DUN TAKE..my heart almost wanna drop out..its 35 storeys high..
Giant Drop : slowly moves up to the highest, gifing u the best scenery but by den, u'll be so filled wit anxiety until u got no feeling to enjoy the view..( tt's wad happened to me..)..at the top, u get to see the view..but, u dunno when it'll drop..no countdown at all..it jus SUDDENLY DROP..tts wad i meant by yr heart will drop out..i was cursing and swearing at my fwen for asking me to take the ride..whaha..
Tower of Terror : this ride is less den 2 mins..shoots out at a max speed till yr hair gets real messy..reaches to the top, and free falls down back again..shiok isnt it..HELL YEA!..

Gold Coast, Surfers Paradise..it was only abt 4pm plus..beautiful isnt it..but yet, super windy..the sunset was beautiful..can even see the shades of blue and pink..

this is me..( duhhh..)..i'm at the Australian Wildlife Experience..this is where i hugged a cuddable koala..look at the one behind me..its sleeping..arent they adorable..my god..

this is lyk our bedok jetty, but definitely much much betta den singapore's..haha..this place gave me a gd peaceful mind..serenity, peace..on-looking to the horizon..my life is still a long road..and i've a lifetime to spend..make use of it, enjoy life whilst one can..cheers everyone..

sunset..nice rite?..managed to capture before it went down..a breath was taken, as a token of a fresh new start, a fresh new beginning..

things are really unpredictable at times..

a fresh new start..

a fresh new beginning..

2007-06-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

jus read my babe's blog..

and i've to admit tt i'm tt kinda person tt

fears loneliness..

once i'm alone, my deep late night thoughts

will start running in my mind..

i fear being lonely..

i fear the 4 walls ard me..

different ppl haf different views i guess..

and i envy those ppl tt's aint afraid of

being lonely..

think my heart right now

is a closed door..

nothing seems to be able to revive me

and make me feel wad love is actually all about..

am trying to feel the light and rainbow around me..

came across class 95 last night..

and this sentence was being mentioned..

"accept for who you are.."

and a fwen of mine commented tt this sentence

sometimes, it doesnt work..

her perception was..

"during the beginning stage, the person do accept..

but as time passes, this person slowly doesnt accept.."

and starts the criticisms, accusations..

hmmm..

i guess this is wad they owaes say

" the honeymoon period "..

things go damn sweet and well for the first few mths..

time passes, everything dies off..

quarrels, bickers, arguments, cold wars, will start..

true abt wad my babe said..

"when u wan something to happen, it jus neva did..

and when u dun wan it to happen, it jus pop up.."

at times, i wish things would happen..but it jus neva ever did..

and when i dun wan it to happen, suddenly, it jus happened..

i too felt this way before..

darn..living a life sometimes can be a dread..

u face the different kinds of stuffs you can

ever experience in this world..

i jus cant wait to get my ass to Milan..

i'm tired..

sick..

ARGH..

2007-06-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

gold coast was a blast..

tho it was tiring, but its all worthwhile..

all thanks to my buddy for renting a car

and driving me ard brissy..keke..

haven been updating..

nothing much tho'..

things are rather much the same..

jus tt now, i'm really on my own..

dunno if its gd or bad..

but i guess its a gd start..

finally am looking forward to my Milan..

coming sunday..finally!..

Venice, here i come!..

keke..

for now, i'm happy where i am..

that's for now..

i'm jus damn lazy to blog..

2007-06-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

going back to STC reminded me of the time

i started as a noob..haha

seeing the vibrant blue color eye shadow and

the blood sucking red lipstick..

my god..

was i lyk tt?..

DAMN...

anyway, time really flies..

blink of an eye, i've flown for 2 yrs..

gosh...fast rite..

and still am considering if i shld stay or go..

good money, sucky culture..

good off days, sucky ppl ard..

many perks but oso many bad stuffs..

darn..

jus cant make up my mind..as yet..

playing poker was something new to me..

and beginners luck won me some Vit M. tho..hehe..

but thanks for the nite guys..

tho' it was so hot..

so tired..

so dead beat..

gonna rest..

gonna sleep..

2007-05-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

finally i get to see my bunch of monkeys..

and it was pretty fun..

hehe..

crazy nite over at the ktv..

and it was rather cheap!..

to think it was on the eve of public holi..

finally i had some crazy laffters wit them..

at least, my mind was relaxed for awhile..

been freaking unstable these few mths..

(and i still am..apparently..)

trying my best to put my mind at ease..

trying...

and come to think of it..

i haf very rich fwenz!..

gosh..

one has a new fone, N95..

freaking cool fone wit 5 mega pix camera..

freaking nice!..

another has a new car, Saab 93..

KAO..

i oso wan a car and i'm aiming at it now..

tt's my target..

for now..

jus had my hair chopped alittle..

reminisce my long struts tho'..

miss my long hair...

hehe..

enjoy tis holiday guys..

take care..

cheers..

2007-05-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

i'm having so much fun wit my dslite!..

gosh..i'm practically glued to it..hehe..

thank God i bot it..

this would keep me occupied in the meantime..

playing the New version of super mario is damn

FUN..

hahhaha..

yes, relive back to old sch days i guess..

hehe..

but its really damn fun..

came back from my ''holiday'' flight..

tho' jakarta's stay is very short..

i still managed to swim!..

all the while, i've been going dere..i owaes neva get the chance to swim..

and i did it on this flight!..haha

sun was perfect, water was great..

shiok..hehe..

best of all, my poly classmate was on my flight..

we had fun onboard sia..hahaha..

'thanks for the flight Mr MicroE'

whahaha..

we checked in, together wit another 4 crew, went for drinks..

beers, vodka..

whoo~..and food..

chatted till 3am, headed to bed..

and i woke up at 930am for my swim..

HEALTHY EHHHH...

hahaha..

anyway, the flight was fantastic..

i'm loving it..

my NDS lite..

whoo~..

off to games now!..hehe..

2007-05-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

came back from a horrible flight..

practically walk back from Bombay to Sin..

tt's how bad it was..

and i dun mean to be racist..

but i FUCKING HATE INDIANS..

1stly, cant wait..

2ndly, cant wait..

3rdly, still cant wait!!..

my god!..

and oso, doesnt mean u're a freaking big PPS

who helped me earned my bonus of 6.07% doesnt mean u can

bully all the way..

doesnt mean u're a PPS, i muz freaking care for you

lyk i'm yr maid..

doesnt mean u're a PPS, i muz hunt for food for you when its

not my fault tt the main courses are not enuff when the aircraft is

at a freaking 14000 feet..

doesnt mean u're a PPS, a complain to the company can make you the

KING OF PASSENGERS..

in the end, u're jus some CHEAPO PAX tt jus wanna gain some

BENEFITS from company..

FUCKING CHEAPO..

got $$ to travel, travel in BIZ class or First class..

u can eat all u wan, haf a buffet for all u wan..

until u vomit..

why travel economy and act lyk a KING..

blardy ****

really cant stand these kinda pax..

blardy hell jus feel lyk giving a tight slap..

gif some credits for us, trolley dolleys can..

my god..we work, get stuffs for u..

until we all neva eat our meals..

and u, jus becuz u din get yr meal..

make a big hoo-haa..in the end..

u get yr meal and everyone showers attn on u..

FUCKED UP..

i dun care if u're rich..

i dun care if u're a fucking millionaire..

or u're jus down to RS 1 buck..

i fucking dun care..

i'm an air stewardess..

not a maid..

maid who mops floor, wipe yr butt for you when u shit..

a fucking big fat complain dun scare the shit out of me..

get tt in yr head..

ARGH..freaking mad!..

dun understand why dere's this kinda SINGAPOREANS ard..

SINGAPORE INDIANS somemore..

my god..........

stop strutting yr airs ok..

we're people of the same equality..

i can be as fucking rich as u..

god..

gotta get some air..

take care ppl..

chao~!!..

2007-05-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

after a gd day of slp, i felt so much betta..

things has to get betta..

it has to..

it muz..

flying seems so mundane to me..

everyone is crazy for off days..

including me..

but every now and den, i mit ppl tt i noe..

and tt makes me real happy to see ppl i noe..

think its really time for me to settle wad i wanna do in my life..

and stick for it for a longggg time..

career..

yes..

HUHHHHHHHH...

i wan my own cafe..

''wait long long''..

i'm blabbering my nonsence again..haha

i jus came back from a happy flight..

and it felt great tho it was a full load..

i'm glad i've done great on the flight..

well, to mr/ms retribution, yes, wad goes ard, comes ard..

wad goes up, muz come down..

i totally agree wit u..

but i dun nid this reminder..as i noe it myself..

i haven done anything wrong..

so, i dun deserve any kind of disgusting treatments..

and if u neva get the story rite, pls dun act as if

U NOE IT ALL ABT ME..

thanks mr/ms retribution..

i'm oredi not feeling gd..

stop adding vinegar, pepper and salt..

it doesnt do any good..

wad goes ard..comes ard..

1 day, someone will do it to u too..

oh, shut up..

i cant wait for my off days..i wan breaks..

i wanna enjoy my off day..

nowadays, staying home is a luxury for me..

but sometimes, it does get bored..

and wad do i do when i get bored?..

slp..munch..watch tv..listen songs..read..

hehe..

take care everyone..

happy birthday dearest sis..

tho' i hate u very much, but still, i love you as u're my only sis..

2007-05-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

jus came back from flight and i end up tearing at the end of the day..

supposed to enjoy my off day but i end up hating myself..

cant i jus enjoy my off days..

cant i jus be happy enjoying my off days..

why do i owaes hafta end up tearing..

why do i owaes end up frustrated..

why do i owaes end up hating myself for being around..

why do i owaes experience this kinda stuffs when all i wan is jus

to enjoy wad i haf now..

i haf only myself to walk..

i haf only myself to hold..

i haf only myself to stand up..

why do i owaes end up falling down time and time again..

i've lost my self esteem..

i've lost my confidence..

i've lost my faith..

i've lost myself totally..

cant i jus enjoy wad is in front of me now?..

cant i jus enjoy wad is installed for me on a brand new day?..

why cant i enjoy?..

why cant i enjoy being alone?..

why do i owaes hafta end up in a knot?..

why do i owaes hafta end up in a dead end with no way out?..

why cant i owaes see light in a dark place?..

why do i owaes end up crying alone?..

haven i been any worse?..

haven i gone thru lots?..

haven i suffered enuff?..

why issit owaes me..

why..

2007-05-11T16:14:00.001+08:00

Your Love Type: ENTP

The Visionary

In love, you are always trying to improve and grow your relationship.
For you, sex should be a spontaneous adventure.

Overall, you are magnetic, inspiring, and a charmer.
However, you tend to get bored and want to change partners frequently.

Best matches: INFJ and INTJ

What's" Your Love Type?

haha..found this while surfing..quite interesting tho'..haha..anyway, its a friday..

enjoy yr friday peeps..

Happy Birthday ah wei!..

sorry, this came late..hehe..enjoy celebrations ya~..

and yr NEW wallet horrr..keke..hope u lyk it..

thots haf been running miles and miles in my mind..

crazy wild imaginations in my mind..

i wished i nid not haf all these thots and wild guessings..

but i cant help it..

i jus keep thinking of everything..

you, stuffs abt us, everything..

argh~..teach me how to stop..

enjoy yr weekends~..

take care peeps, chao~!!..

2007-05-09T03:34:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes!!!..i did it all by myself!..firstly, i couldnt get my flashbox out..and i figured out myself!!!..and i did it!!..yes yes yes!!..and secondly, my fonts were super big..and i figured out how to make it small fonts!!..yay!..so happy!..hehehe..

went to sing today..not bad..release my vocals..hehe..

thanks for the ktv.. =)

brought my dearest mummy out to shop in town today..

we had a great time together..

and i really enjoyed it..

we even had sushi together!..keke..

wad a mother-daughter day today~..hehe..

mummy, i love you!!!..

mother's day is jus this week..tot of anything yet?..

make sure you guys make known to yr mothers tt you love em' ya..keke..

today, this old caucasian couple was in taka..

the husband couldnt find his wife..

as his wife has frail heart..and she's ard 80-90yrs old..

worried, he budged into ladies toilet, screaming for his wife..

i asked wad happened, and he told me he couldnt find his wife..

could see from his face tt he is seriously worried..

i was hoping i could bump into his wife while walking out..

and true enuff, i bump into an old lady..

asked her if her name was 'jo'..

she said yes..i told her, her husband is looking high and low for her..

told her to stay put wit my mummy while i run to look for her husband..

i found the husband, and he was so relived he saw his wife..

and he thanked me for being so nice..

with a smile, i left..

i turned back, and saw this old couple holding hands..

window shopping together..

wad a sweet moment..

guess this is wad love means..

guess this is why marriage vows haf " i will love you till death do us part"..

this old couple showed me wad love is all about..

i'm a happy girl today..for helping this old couple..

its so sweet to see ppl walking ard the streets..

take care peeps, chao~!!..

2007-05-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

aint she adorable?..haha..her new t-shirt..from Japan..
jumbo jay~..hehe..

heard a news from this IFS i flew wit..a stewardess, quitted abt 6-7 yrs ago, diagnosed with lung cancer..and it has spreaded to her brain and neck..and its terminal stage..gosh..and she's only in her early 30s..doesnt this teach us tt we cant really predict wad will happen to us?..life is so short..live it to the fullest..wadever we can enjoy, go enjoy..you may neva noe if 1 day, u might jus collapse and diagnosed with some illness tt'll be terminating yr life..rite?..

how fragile a life can be..

been pretty emo these few days..mabbe wad happened last week made an impact on me..to a point, i dun even feel lyk going out or seeing any of my fwenz..dunno wads wrong wit me..and i jus indulge myself in eating..i've been eating non-stop..i dunno why..guess the impact is too much for me to handle..but still, i gotta handle it as i'm all alone now..i really wish to be alone..i dun wan anyone to be ard me..jus leave me alone..dun bother abt me for the time being..i'll be back..as soon as i'm all set..i'm tired of explaining and saying things le..dun ask how, dun ask why, dun ask anything..leave me alone!..

i'm tired of everything..i wan a break..i nid a break..break free from the chains..

leave me alone..

2007-05-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

packing things up for you was a hard one for me..

its lyk packing all our memories and returning to you..

shirts by shirts, all folded..

lyk folding our love and pack it up to return..

bag by bag, with a heavy heart, i carry..

the journey to yr place was exceptionally long..

walking to your place, i had to breathe hard..

thinking to myself, 'this will prolly be the last time i'm walking this path'

din see yr car and i gave u a call..

dialling yr no. was hard too..

but u're still on my speed dial no. 5..haha..

went up to yr hse only to see andy..

i stepped into a very familiar place, my second home..

the kids are still as adorable..

the 2 babies are so cute..

carrying my favy in my arms, playing wit her..

she's still as pretty as ever..

her smiles jus melts my heart..

and i wished i could see her grow up..

when u came, my heart skipped a beat..

u're still the one tt i love..

u're still the one tt i love yr smiles to me..

u're still you..

and tt's why i stil love you..

we chatted and played with the kids..

i melted..

the kids pulled us back..

taking my things, i breathed hard..

i wish i nid not take my things back..

seeing our pix on yr bedside table..

my heart smiled..

and u said " i'll still wan to put it dere.."

my heart smiled again..

mummy said to come down whenever i'm free..

does she noe?or she doesnt?..

i smiled to mummy and said "orh.."

it was hard parting wit you..

and it was even harder when i got onto the cab..

with questions puzzling my mind..

thots lingering in my mind..

with love still growing for you..

i left..tearing a piece of my heart for you..

i wish you all the good things for you..

i wish you best of everything..

i still wished, we nid not come to this path..

the love i haf for you, still lingers..

it'll take me awhile to let go..

cuz..i still love you..

i'm sorry peeps..its really hard..gimme days to walk alone..i'm sorry..i may seem strong on the outside, but inside me, i'm tearing and falling apart..its hard letting a piece of my heart go..its hard..i'm sorry..i'll be back soon..

2007-05-03T17:06:00.000+08:00

been long since i went Mambo..

yday was fun..

met up wit my SB/BG fwen and its been sometime

since we catch up..

12 may ya!!..haha..cant wait!..

clubs r owaes so irritating..

at the very end, songs are damn good..

beginning of it, songs are so so only..

but, i haven been mambo-ing..

and it was definitely fun~..

making ppl high is so fun..hhaha

all sorts of language spoken is damn funny..

" i wanna buy car..car car car car car~~~.."

playing 5 10 was oso super funny..

thanks ppl for making my frustrated day a good one..

tho' something happened in the beginning..

bernice, miss you dere lor, u #$%^&@

hahahahhaha..

things wil be betta, things will turn out good..

things will brighten up for me..

it will..

it has too..

take care peeps..

i miss bens and jerrys..

chao~!!

2007-04-30T16:33:00.000+08:00

i'm so careless to actually misread it..

wanted to go so much, but due to my carelessness..

now tt i cant go, i've to go elsewhere..

DARN..

tired of flying around..

tired of different GMTs..

but can i actually sacrifice if i stop work?..

so frustrated..

so many suggestions..

so many advises..

but i still cant make up my mind..

tho' i very much wish i nid not fly anymore..

i'm tired..

i wanna stay on-ground..

can i not fly anymore?..

i'm tired..

ARGHHHHHHHHH..

you called me in the morning..

i was surprised you called..

din expect you'd called..

and we chatted..

funny how we actually chatted lyk we used to..

but i'm glad you called..

i nid some moolahs..

i nid some energy..

i nid to take a break..

i'm tired..

so lethargic..

i wan my bens and jerrys..

boo hoo..

2007-04-25T03:20:00.000+08:00

..Happy Birthday Ethan!..may all yr wishes come true!..

many happy returns to you!..

shopping alone in town is definitely sinful..tho' its kinda lonely, but still,

the perks of no one waiting, no one nagging, no one telling u to buy

or not to buy..thus, i shopped lyk mad..haha..

luckily, i got stopped in time..and i neva spend further..phew~~..

well, its been 2 weeks since bad stuffs happen..and i'm getting a hang of it..

and i hope you too..hope all things are well and fine for you..

soon, i'll take my stuffs back and return yours..tho' how badly i dun

wan to..but, i cant stop deceiving myself and gifing myself false

hopes tt you'll be back when you're long gone..

dempsey road is a definite nice place to chill wit wine..OOsh was great..

shall patron dere again yea~..tis time, more ppl..if not, i'll get red card..haha..

off to Narita tml evening, will be back on fri evening..time flies hor~..

dere goes my 4 off days..wheezzz pass lidat..

went ktv and i got emo when i sang a song..dunno y,tears jus suddenly came

BUT i fought back..i really fought back..i was wobbly in my singing at first,

but i fought back..sometimes, i wish you'll noe wad i'm feeling inside me..

i'll get betta..this i promise myself..

thanks to my buddies tt has been dere for me..i really appreciate it..

..i'm getting a hang of being lonely..

take care peeps, chao~!!..

p/s: i wan my bens and jerrys..boo~~~~..

2007-04-21T08:06:00.000+08:00

well, all these fotos jolly well tell u how happy i am when i landed myself into Amsterdam on Wednesday morning..hehe..arent they beautiful and lovely?..haha..look at the colors of the the flowers, so vibrant!..haha..i'm sooo glad i had the chance to go Amsterdam..neva in my life will i imagine myself in the land of Tulips..keke..i snapped alot 100 pixes of tulips..i jus couldnt resist not taking a pix of every tulip i see..hehe..oh well, i'm a happy girl..now tt i get to see my love, tulips!..keke..gosh, dun they look beautiful!!!..hahaha..

take care peeps, chao~!!..

2007-04-15T23:28:00.000+08:00

seasons change..

people change..

feelings change..

things haf come to a point whereby neither one wants it..

i guess dere's where fate ends..

tho' i'm falling apart but i'm doing my best to stand up

AGAIN..

tears, pain and hurt..

i'm doing my best to handle it..

to my loved ones..thankew..

nothing beats but noeing how much all of you care..

i'm doing my best..

its hard for me to let go something that means alot..

but i'm doing my best..

my beloved sista patsy: thankew for all u've said..

i noe i shld forget and forgive..i am doing it..

tho' the love is still lingering in my mind, my heart..

i am doing my best..

i can only do and hope for the betta and best..

will be off to amsterdam on tuesday..yes, a place tt's filled

wit tulips and daffodils..

my dream place of picturing tulips..

and oso, a place to lemme relax and haf serenity..

a place to lemme let go off all the sorrows..

creamtulips, here i come to see you!..

people say you're busy wit work..

people say you nid time..

people say you're stressed and pressured wit work..

people say to gif you time to settle your work..

all these..i'm gifing it to you..

you've gained back wad you've lost..

time wit yourself, your family, your fwenz..

i'm off now..from everything..

i am too silly to go all the way when all i felt was 'it was worth it'..

i am too emotional when it comes to you..

i'm sorry that i fell for you, so deep, so true..

so deep till i din noe wad i've done..

so true till i went all the way to salvage things..

but, your hurting words, your hurting ways,

yours hurting actions,

haf truly hurt me deep deep enuff..

i'm off now..from everything..

everything looks so dead now..

2007-04-11T05:08:00.000+08:00

i'm a sucker..i can console ppl easily, advise ppl, but i cant get myself to stop thinking..i'm such a sucker..places i went, really reminds me of the past..thru yr days in army all the way to now..every pix in my room reminds of wad we shared before..all the smiles we captured, makes me think even more..cant bring myself to stop thinking, stop reminiscing..wad we had, we shared, we'd been through..

i'm not strong..i'm weak..i'd be lying if i say i dun love u anymore..i'd be deceiving myself if i say i dun think of you anymore..do we still belong to each other..

places, songs, roads, even to the very traffic lights where we used to haf fun..i cant stop myself..every vision appears in my mind..every smiles tt u planted on me, every laffters tt we shared, i cant stop..to the very beautiful pix we took at Beijing tt everyone envied the scenery we had on the background, to the very sweetest poems u've ever written to me, reminds me of wad we had..wad we shared..to the pixes tt we took and u developed, to put into our wallets..to every small little details tt u added to our album, our story..to the small little treasure hunt game tt u planted in my room to lemme find my pressie..to the box tt u did wit little socks tt states "little princess and little prince" on it..to everything tt u've done in my room..

even to the fixing of my ikea table, my wardrobe tt we both went to choose..everything had a part of u..to the signage on my bed "i'm the princess, that's why"..to the sticker tt u paste on it, wit "prince and princess" on it..even to the toiletries tt u put in my room, yr contact lenses, solutions..everything in my room has an inch of u..to the adidas watch tt u bot for me, u and fatz..to all the watches tt u bot for me..to my webcam, my creative speakers, my doggie poster on the wall, the bears tt u gave me..to everything tt u fixed for me in my room..

everything has YOU in it..

i cant stop myself from thinking..i cant stop myself from reminding..i cant act strong..i cant disguise myself..i cant wear my fake mask, pretending i'm alright..i breakdown whenever i step into my room..i think of you, i think of everything tt we had and shared..was it something i said? or was it something i din say?..izzit too late?..till u walk away jus lidat?..

i cant stop myself..i cant stop thinking..

2007-04-10T15:04:00.000+08:00

sometimes when things dun go the right way, does one hang on or move on?..does one gif up or dun?..under wad kinda circumstances will one end a r/s?..work?ppl?character?personalites?common interests?chemistry?..dere's so many factors..why does one haf to hurt the other partner in order to end off a r/s?..if 2 are in love, arent these 2 suppose to handle it rationally and calmly?..talking things out, rather den screaming each other's heads off?..trusting one another, supporting one another no matter wad happens, its lyk 2 become 1..why cant all these be done?..when 1 change for the betta, why the nid to compare before and after?..isnt it gd tt its been changed for the betta rather den worse?..why burn the memories tt 2 has created?..why tear down every bricks of love 2 has created?..den why build in the beginning?..unfairness in this world..everyone is selfish..towards almost everything in life..but why be selfish to the one u love?..why be unfair to the one u've decided to put yr heart and soul in?..aint love between 2 suppose to be selfless, not aint abt individuals but for BOTH?..why measure how much love one gif?..aint love is something cant be measured?..given wit all yr heart, all yr sincerity, everything?..why measure?..how much can you measure?..a bottle?100ml?1000litres?..every girl do put their heart and soul in every r/s..for the love they haf to their partners..jus sometimes, one doesnt appreciate..or when one loses the other, den they start to treasure..life still has to move on no matter how ugly it turns out to be..time will still tick, days will pass by..no matter how many wish notes u put inside a bottle, you jus haf to move on..no point holding on to something tt doesnt respond anymore..rite?..but dere's this thing tt God created in girls is we're all emotional freaks..we gif everything to someone we love, we treasure..and when things turn ugly, we cry, we weep, we sob, we become sorrow, we feel as if the world tumbled on us, we cant move on, we cant accept, we cant forget..this is how girls is made..emotional freaks..but soon after, we feel tt actually, things is not as bad as wad it seems..initially, u do feel the downfall..but the love from family and fwenz, it sure will heal..in a r/s, definitely there'll be rough patches, and its up to the 2 to how to handle it..if 1 gifs up, the other cant..the other nids to be the strength, the pillar..but if 2 gifs up, might as well dun be together..if 1 can predict future, fortune tellers will be out of job..everyone can find their life partners easily and dere wun be any hurt or sufferings in this world..how wonderful tt can be..but too bad, we're born to learn sufferings, hurts, happiness, love, ups and downs in life..we're born to grow, to learn the facts of reality, to accept the facts of life..i've had enuff of love..

' i've done all that i can..thank myself for being a dumb ass to help so much and stuffs tt i've helped in, cant be witnessed and seen..utterly shattered and disappointed..'

2007-04-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

.. the girls in Dubai Desert Tour
..the guys in Desert Tour..
..everyone in Desert Tour, Dubai..
..Crazy girls in Dubai..
..this sand buggy caused all the bruises on me..

2007-04-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

6 days to Dubai was GREAT!..i din expect it to be a holiday flight..haha..i had fun in desert sand dunes, riding the sand buggy up and down, falling down, eating the sand..whaha..its shiok!..

1st day, i had my chicken tikka meal and briyani..2nd day, i'm sick of it oredi..gosh..hehe..3rd day, damn jelat..haha..

anyway, i went for a desert tour..and it was a blast!..altho sand kept flying and i'm eating it tho..but its a good experience..the wonders of wind blowing and the different formations of the desert due to the wind..cool~~~..i had a hell ride thru the desert..but its FUN!..really fun..the suspension of the car is so gd sia..toyota, can buy!..haha..

rode the sand buggy..damn funny experience..i was accelerating and went up slope..when i came down slope, it was damn steep la..and i flew down sia..and my buggy topple..its so funny!!!..i fell sideways, causing bruises on my legs..whahaha..i kept laffing while pushing my buggy up..damn shiokkk!!!..2 of my colleagues oso had their incidents..1 was ram into a tree in a DESERT..haha, desert soooo big, can ram into tree..whahaha..another one was quite bad..the whole buggy went over her..and she had a bad abrasion on her feet..ouch~~..

had my dinner in the middle of the desert..quite cool, at least i wun eat sand tho'..keke..

anyway, its really a holiday flight sia..altho the weather was slightly hot, but i lyk!!!..keke..

i've so many bruises on my legs..its so ugly..i cant wear skirts..boo hoo..so ugly..

take care peeps, will post pixes up!..chao~!!!..

2007-03-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

finally, having 2 off days on weekends..every now and den, i've been having only 1 off day..whoo..and i'll be off to dubai on sunday night..will only be back on thurs morning..well, wad to do..this is my work, and its my way of earning the buckaroos..

its true and fact tt my line of job is betta paid den any jobs outside..fancy me being stationed in front of a computer, doing dumb dumb paper works or wadever, and sitting down from 8-5pm..i think i will die of boredom..whereas, my 8-5pm, i'm sleeping or lazing ard, or even doing some shopping..but, sometimes, when this job feels stagnant, the passion is not dere anymore..this line, is betta paid and the best way to save the buckaroos..wit a simple flight to london, i earn more den 1K easily..jus for 4 days..how easy is tt..hmmm..

sometimes, i feel i can carry on in this line, sometimes i feel i cant..call me a job-hopper..i jus wanna gain experience and expose myself to different jobs..yes, many may haf known, this job i haf is my 8th job..surprised?..dun be..cuz its all the experience i gain tt matters most..often, i think of changing job, look for others..but, up till now, nothing facinates me..hehe..troublesome me..

oh well, i'm glad i've a wonderful family tt supports wadever i wanna do..be it study or any sorts of work..i noe daddy and mummy will owaes be dere for me..

i miss someone..boo hoo~..

heard loads of advises, suggestions..i really cant settle and cant decide wad i wanna do..to study or not to study..its really hard to decide..boo..was being told of wad a person i am..my horoscope is tt i'm made of water, and water is owaes unstable..and tt's wad i am..afraid of being lonely, yes..i am afraid..i hate it..i love companys, i love being accompanied..and tt's why i'm over-doing of being fwenly to ppl..ya, prolly i'm over-doing it..until i dun even noe how to reject..argh..wads wit me..i hate being lonely, i'm afraid of being lonely..i will get emo, i will get to think loads of stuffs..sometimes, i lyk being lonely, gifs me sometime to be myself and be alone to do my stuffs..but at times, i hate it..haiyo~~~..hehe..

anyway, its TGIF..and hope this weekend will be a great and fun one!..to start off my 18th mth of being an air-stewardess and to start off April 2007..time flies, its oredi April..gosh..

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DON!!!..

alrighty, time for me to take a nap..see, aint this life?..work and sleep, work and eat, work and play..haha..chao~!!..

2007-03-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

heyo peeps..ask me how am i, i'll tell u i've been busy flying..hmmm..been flying madly, going off, coming back and going off again..why, earn money la..duhhh..hee..

well, to start off this blog..i would lyk to COMPLAIN!..hehe..yes, complain queen is here..really!..

if u're a pax travelling in SQ, pls hor..if u've the ability to pack gold bars in yr bag, pls haf the ability to carry it up and put into the overhead compartment urself hor..i not some ang-moh wrestler tt haf those super duper big trained muscles to help u carry hor..and thanks lei, for hurting my feet..yes, i've a big bruise on my feet due to tt darn blardy heavy bag..it slammed onto my feet lor!..and my feet bone hurts now..wa piangz..i was screaming madly in my heart lor..u're a guy lei, haf responsibility for yr own bag la..u noe its damn blardy heavy and u ask me, this skinny lady to help u bring it down..wa piangz..where's yr ballz and **** sia..now, i've a big bruise and it hurts whenever i lift my feet up, all thanks to u lorrrr...

ok, complain finish liao..feel much betta..hehe..

wa lau, when i touched down, i really curse and swear sia..went back home and told my parents..my dad was shocked lor..kao..but, we had a great dinner, tho its quite economical..and fancy my sista let me drive her swifty.."the power of luuurrrvvvveee" i would say..haha..oops..to tt person, "good luck hor!..all the way hor..the power of luuurrrrvvveeee"..whaha..

taipei is really a fun place eh..i wanna go again!..i wanna eat those delicious foods!..i wan! i wan!..

hehe..i'm thinking of either going Hongkong or Taipei during my 5 days off..shld i or shld i not..hehe..argh..

alrighty peeps, take care..chao!..

2007-03-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

back from my Osaka trip and i spent a bomb dere..its so sinful being dere..

*sin no. 1*.....i went Burberrys Blue Label..and got wad i was aiming for..1stly, a bag..altho i din get wad i wan, i bot another one..haha..it can be a sling bag, or a handbag..wanted to buy the reversible bag, but, nahhh..and it costs me SGD320 bucks..whaha..tt's *sin no. 1*..

*sin no. 2*.....AND i wanted to get a wallet..and i found 1..quite nice, white in color, with the burberrys design..i bot it, after finding it quite nice..it costs me SGD220..oops..tt's *sin no. 2*..

total costs me SGD550 jus by being at Burberrys..its considered cheap in Japan..so, why not pamper myself?..hehe..

*sin no. 3*.....i love this clothes brand UNI QLO..and i went mad here..take clothes lyk flea market..try lyk mad..and i spent SGD160 bucks..its really nice ma..got myself a trench coat, 2 laced tops, the rest, u nid not noe..hahaha..oops..tt's *sin no. 3*..

*sin no. 4*.....i went Muji..jus plain going dere to look around..but, guess wad!..i found a turnaround bag..which means, i can bring this small bag for turnaround flights, rather den bringing my cabin bag which is ridiculous for a short sector flight..hehe..and it costs me SGD50..hehe..oops..tt's sin no. 4*..

i've oredi spent enuff..gosh..i really pamper to the max, din i?..hehe..its really superb to be in Japan..with all the great foods..!..wa piangz, u jus cant stop eating..Ramen, Sushi, Japanese Curry, Ice-Cream Crepes, Takoballs, EVERYTHING IS SO BLARDY SLURPY IN JAPAN!!..i love Japan's food!..step into any restaurants, it still tastes wonderful..hehe..

i'm heading to Taipei tml AGAIN..yesh!!!..i love Taipei too..my crispy chix cutlet, my oyster omelette, my oyster mee-suah, my shabu shabu, my Taiwan Snow iCE!..wheeeeeEee..i looovvveeee it!!!...eating all the mei-shi!!..whoo..

anyway, take care peeps..update another time..chao~!!..

2007-03-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

in Taipei..

i'm enjoying all the foods in Taipei!..
its really damn shiok!..
my favy Taiwan Snow Ice..its Mango!..whoo..

in Los Angeles..

doesnt it look slurpy?..tt's my dinner..
look at my sumptuous breakfast..and i finished it all!..

my crazy team girls at Universal Studios, Los Angeles..
my team girl..whee~..arent we enjoying?..
a GREAT fun day wit u guys at Universal Studios..

yawnz..i've been rather a sleepy head ever since yday..been so tired and keep resting on and off..fancy me waking up at 630am this morning ok!..and i had a great breakfast wit the love of my dearest mummy..hehe..

yday's flight was the worst flight ever..tired and my bones wanna break oredi..not tt the crew is bad but, jus plain lazy..darn..i work till, my backbone felt the strain..and when i came back home, i jus felt the relief and jus wanna zonk all the way..and tt's wad i did..haha..really darn dead tired..slept lyk a baby, got fire i oso wun care..

jus abit of my pixes when i was in Taipei and LA..will post more nex post..meanwhile, enjoy it!..

alrighty~..will be back soon to post..kinda lazy now..hehe..

take care peeps~, chao~!!..

2007-03-15T10:28:00.000+08:00

i'm back..missed my post?..whaha...

i'm back from my 9 days taipei via LA flight..it was a fantastic fun-filled flight!..9 days is really long and i missed everything back home..whoo..but, going for these 9 days has made me realize wad i nid to do and haf to do for my future life..

universal studios is ever the same and the rides are extremely fun..tho' its short rides, but the thrill is superb..din get to go Magic Mountain as it opens on weekends..darn..and tho' disneyland is only 10 mins away frm my hotel, i din wanna go..whaha..dere's owaes other flights rite~~..

wit my team girls and tech crew, on we drove to universal studios..being driven ard, the feeling quite shiok..haha..anyway, to end it off, my trip was a blast..

and i'm beginning to love taipei..the food dere is slurppy slurps..i've been eating their chix cutlet non-stop..its damn damn shiok..whoo...and i'm very very impressed by their ktvs..my god, s'pore's ktv cannot fight lor..totally cannot make it..imagine, the room wit own personal restroom..s'pore where got!!!..whaha..anyway, its was fun..i've neva enjoyed tt much, esp its 9 days..whoo...

things haf rather been resolved..and i can do wad i wanna do, go wherever i wanna go..only at times, i really wished things wasnt lidat..but, wads meant to be, will meant to be..since things haf to go this way, it muz haf reasons..

thanks for everything you've done..i appreciate everything..

now tt, i'm able to free myself from the chains, i've rather been enjoying every moment of it..and oh, by the way..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDDY!!..hope yr bday cele was a drunk one!..and yesh, U WERE DRUNK!!..

whaha..mambo was diff last night, as techno was being played..WAD THE...and it was packed wit 18 yr olds GCE O LEVEL peeps and BMT peeps..wa piangz..but, ultimately, eddy got drunk..whaha..and thanks, u even puked onto the floor, which splattered onto my jeans and heels..haha..but, its alright, all was fun..whoo~

oh, i was saying..i'm rather enjoying everything now.. =)..

all has been said, all has been done..

i miss my babes..my janey, my patz and my fatz..*u all got miss me anot..sadz*

i'm off, to enjoy my off days!..whoo..

take care peeps, chao~!!..

2007-02-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me!!..happy birthday to me!!..all is over..and the party was fun!..

THANKS TO ALL!!!..

you guys made the party FUN..

you guys made the party full of LAFFTERS..

the mahjong group..

not forgetting the black jack group..

and oso, the dice group..

you guys helped to drink those liquors..*clap clap*

you guys ate the food until darn full..

sang my bday song to me..

gave me those lovely PRESSIES!!..

played stupid games lyk Twister and King..which i will not forget how u guys twist and keep laffing madly..

play mahjong until 8am in the morning..gosh~..

lastly, you guys gave me a wonderful 24th Feb!!!..

thankew peeps!!..

to my baby, my tcc mates, my babes, my wonderful & mischievious group, my colleagues, my zhu peng gou yous..haha..thankew for coming!!!..

baby, thanks for making my day special..muacks..