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    Monday, October 18, 2004


    another day has passed..well, guess i'll be staying home fer these weeks..woke up today from a nightmare..i dreamt tt someone sat beside me, touched my face, and started to strangle me..i heard this person said "i really love you" to me..i wanted to move away, but something was pressing me..i couldnt move..i really felt someone sat beside me..cuz i could feel the pressure..jus lyk when someone sit's on yr bed, u could feel it..i saw him..but it wasnt him when it started to strangle me..it was him tt sat beside me,touching my face and saying he loves me to me..after tt, its not him anymore le..and this person started to strangle me..gosh..wat was happening..really a nightmare?..i was relieved at 1st..cuz i saw him, he told me he really loves me..i was so happy..but..when it turned out to be someone else when i was being strangled..argh..i couldnt move..really..something was pressing onto me..i woke up, shivering..but no one to tell to..wanted to call him..but..i din..i'm scared..haiz.........
    ...read frm janey's blog..jane babe, if u're reading this..jus wanna say thanks so much..u tk good care too ok?..hope to ya soon babe..anyway, my parents want to buy me a pup..but..i feel they're gonna waste their money..but..mummy insisted..haiz...love my parents to the max..
    anyway, was supposed to go ktv wit the guys today..but..cancelled..cuz some wanted to go selegie, some wanted to go tamp, some anything..undecided..den cancel lor..erm..the guys are guowei,tiong,felix and eddie..really wanna thank felix so much fer accompanying me..he's been such a sweet guy..keke..woke up today, feeling betta and eating...came to realize i lost 3 kgs..shocked?..yea..trying to eat le..mummy scolded me..but..she understood why i became lidat..parents bot so much food and store at home..they scared i no food to eat..arghh...my parents!..found out tt my job on jobstreet.com is in process le..they've viewed my resume fer 2 times le..guess..it'll be the new start of my life le..rite?..yea..guess so..new start,new life..start afresh..my fwenz and buddies haf been great..love ya all..guess wat happened last nite..we chatted..yea..on da phone..i called him..and we chatted..at 1st, i was kinda *undescribable* feeling..was pausing often..but..soon as i said out my feelings..it got betta..my voice was shaky..yea..i was fighting back my tears..and i did it..we started chatting..soon after, somehow, i was brought back to the 1st time i chatted wit him on da phone..owaes talking back to one another in a funny way, i shoot u, u shoot me lidat..brought a smile onto my face..we chatted and din realize the time till abt 5am..we hang up..the last i said to him was "aye, i'm very happy talking to u"..and he replied "sa de"..well peeps, i miss his voice..so..dun blame me ok?..but..i fought back my tears le..i din cry yday..neva went to mit my classmates..cuz i think i shldnt be at the moment..but..i miss my classmates..some will be enlisting soon...and i miss dem!..i miss those crap guys!..keke..*oops*..i'm fine today..no worries..chatted wit felix in msn awhile..once again, thank u buddy..anyway, ..parents bringing me to see pups..*sweet*..so..tt's all fer now?..
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    yea..jus got home frm simei..parents brought me to pet safari to see pups..really cute..mummy was telling me which pup cuter..argh..den..after tt, my parents went to buy kfc ice-cream and sat down..dere i go again..i broke down again..sudden tots of him came into my mind..yea, we went pet safari, passed by best denki, shopped alittle here and dere..together, holding hands, enjoying each other's company..den we met up wit my parents..exactly the place where my parents had their ice-cream jus now..i cried again..went to watsons jus now..stupid song "endless love"..make me tear again..i had no choice but to get out of the shop..suddenly miss him, miss his hugs, miss his kisses...so so much..haiz...but..i cant anymore le..haiz.....sighz....

    _ *^ fAt ^*_ miss ya buddy..hope to c u soon..get well k..wanna see the lively u..muacks..
    _^* pAt *^_prepare well fer exams..gonna gif u support & study hard..c you ard soon..muacks..

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