...Lost In Beauty...

Sunday, July 31, 2005

sooo fast~...i was still happy tt it was T.G.I.F manz..haiz...so fast, sunday oredi..

but niwae, i was wit baby all the while cuz he can book out everyday le!!..yea!!..usual, fri session at C.C lor..so glad to see pat and janey..its been abt 2 weeks i haven seen them..baby came along cuz he send me to C.C ma..

after tt, i head to Cine with his fwen to mit another fwen..but walk frm Cine to Wisma, from Wisma to Lucky Plaza, frm Lucky Plaza took a lift frm his fwen to C.C again..haha..after tt, headed down to Holland V to slack..TCC was alright dere la..but kinda warm tho'..and Wala Wala was packed..whoo~..

sent his fwen back home before baby send me back to grab my stuffs and returned back to his place..too tired, slept all the way..and it was a very sound slp..haha..muz be too tired le..

sat?..well, we went for breakfast at Whampoa..baby had to buy season parking..and i had delicious carrot cake!!..sliced up nicely de..so nice!..yum yum, but abit oily..hehe..but its good..keke..went back home to slack and we watched Battle Royale..oh my sheesh..its so gross and so cruel..oh man, whoever wanna watch..lemme noe, i lend it to u k..morale of the movie is Japanese students had to kill among themselves in order to survive..and its a survival game whereby u kill and kill under the only person left..and all are stranded in an island..super gross and kill witout mercy..they had electronic necklaces ard their neck, it'll blow up if they din follow the rules..it blows and all the blood jus starts to gush out lyk water fountain..gross liao rite?..man, HELL YEA!!..keke..tho' baby was beside me, i find it super gross..keke..who wanna watch?..

after tt, we met fat at bugis..and we went Harbin Ice Wonderland!!!!..freaking -10 degs..and its SUPER COLD!!..when we went in, its mist everywhere and ice freezing cold!!..keke..we wore huge coats and took alot of pixes until camera no memory..keke..we all played wit the slides and its fun man!!..our feet and hands were getting numb..even fat's slight flu stopped cuz the mucus froze up..haha..yea yea~!!..so fun!!..baby brought me dere to play!!..keke..and we brought fat along cuz i noe she surely will love it!..keke..me and fat wore big green coats and baby wore big blue coat..keke..

after abt 30 mins, we really cannot tahan le..and we left the icy cold place..whoo~..super cold..came out, went down to Cineleisure to find chew chew, muanhong and "eat rice"..haha..his fwen name is called "chee fan" (i think...)..fat say its "eat rice.."..keke..went down to Beach Cabana to drink and play Uno Slam..haha..sent fat home and we went home..

sUN?..wanted to bring jumbo out but we changed our minds..so, we went East coast to relac under the sun..pretty hot manz..went back home to slack again and we watched Battle Royale II..again, damn gross..but i felll aslp ar..tired lei..keke..evening, we had a craving for KFC..went down to P.S to makan and baby sent me home..he stayed awhile before leaving at 10pm..hmmm..he's gonna start work on monday le..and he'll get tekan for 3 days..meaning get saboh-ed..keke..poor him..

niwae, tml is the beginning of the week again and this week, we're having a Community Service at a Nursing home..i wonder where it is..hmm..its gonna be a slight slack week..hehe..and i cant wait to be wit my baby again..take care peeps~!!..oh, by the way..the fotos me and baby took at the Commission Ball, we went to choose le..and its nice!!..keke..so happy~!!..

chao~!!..

*..wanna spend my time wit u..as much as i can..wanna tell u i love you..before its too late..muacks..missing you oredi..hope to see you soon..love you baby~..*

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, July 28, 2005

i'm getting so lethargic and tired everyday..STC STC STC..i cant wait for my SNY..argh~..3 places i will most prolly go..either 1. Japan(Narita..) 2. Australia (Perth, Sydney, Brisbane...) 3. New Zealand (Auckland..)

i cant wait..jus cant wait..been learning abt foundation, services, communication skills blah blah..very tiring..halfway thru, i will feel lyk slping..as usual..haha..and i cant help it..eyes are jus too heavy..not tt its not enuff slp..but its jus FREAKING TIRED..keke..days passes very fast..it was jus monday tt i had communication classes..now, its oredi thurs and tml will be friday..super fast..

yday went to baby's comms ball at Pan Pacific..and they engaged Glamour Shots ppl to take fotos of couple..and i was embarrassed cuz take foto machiam taking wedding fotos lidat..dun believe?..lemme show u the pix k..haha..really lor..i was telling baby "wa...lyk machiam wedding.."..haha..yupz, i was dressed in the dark purple gown..and baby was in his suit together wit a purple shirt..sooo handsome..keke..dinner was alright..the appearance of the food was good..very presentable..pan pac ma..bo bian rite..haha..but i din finish the dinner cuz some stuffs happened and i went to help out..the dessert was good..nice~..and baby won a free Hi-Tea for 2 at Pan Pac..keke..whee~...we can go for Hi-TEa..yea yea..keke..so happy..

took alot of photos wit his fwenz..and i smile until my mouth cramp..haha..and when we girls were taking pix, all the guys (our bfs..) stood close and took pix of us..machiam celebrities lidat..and it was really fun..haha..we're celebrities..so cute..keke..i met up wit a very very good fwen of mine at the ball..she used to be a churchmate and oso a very good fwen..but we lost contact and we only met yday..how nice rite~..yea..i took pix wit her and she's soo beautiful..i'm oredi considered ok le..some are really nice and glamour..whoo~..i no time la..got lesson at STC ma..den muz rush after sch and go back home prepare..how sia..keke..niwae, baby fetched me frm STC de..

most of all, i enjoyed my time wit baby..standing beside him, he holding me, watching out for me..i feel very secured..and i'm so glad he's beside me..keke..here comes my love lecture..

haha..niwae, today..i'm feeling frustrated and upset..i dunno why..mood swings?..i dunno..but i'm so used to be pampered..now, i've to learn to be independent..and i'm trying hard..its hard to find myself being alone in everything..i used to haf the company of someone..be it going home, going out, buying stuffs, fetching me etc...i owaes haf the company..but now, i've to learn to be an independent person..everything do by myself..if i dun learn now, i'll learn the hard way when i start flying..

niwae, back to the ball dinner..i reached home at 11plus and i slept at 1am..really tired today..i wanted to see my baby..but.....naimind..its ok~..sometimes, things wun go the way we wan..

tml is fri and i cant wait for the weekends to come..cuz its rest days for me..and energy replenishing for me for the nex week..training is getting harder but i'm working even harder..

take care peeps..i'm tired out..super tired..

chao~!..

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

time flies huh..so fast, its my 3rd week of training le..lessons haf been fun..cuz external trainer ma..and they left off early..lemme return to the last weekend..

muanhong's bday celebration on sat..its been very very long since i've enjoyed a company of 20 ppl going for ktv and reserving a room which is sooo big..its been long..*hint hint*..haha..and 20 crazy ppl..especially ah bong..i really buay tahan her..she's damn crazy when she's in ktv..should go wit her more often..at least i laff until tummy pain..haha..i heard frm chew chew tt she say 1 particular song specially for muanhong and my fat fat..hahahaha..tt's pretty funny but i din get to experience how she sang it..hope i can get to hear it again..haha..later my fat fat scold me..keke..*oops*..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUANHONG~!!..

i left early as i went to baby's place..cuz sunday was his commission day and he couldnt afford to slp late..but in the end, oso slept late..hahaha..

sunday was a big day for baby..his commission day..whee~..i met fat at eunos at 3.15pm..and went down to jurong point immediately..i dunno why, but i gorged myself with food when i reached jurong point..really..i bot Old Chang Kee..finished the food, fat saw sushi..and i gave her tt kind of look and we went to buy 5 pcs..i ate 3, she ate 2..and we went NTUC to buy some drinks..wa lau..really hungry lor..we met up wit baby's da-jie at the taxi stand..alamakz..i went to the wrong side..ulu to jurong ma..its ok..niwae, we reached OCS at ard 515pm..and we're supposed to be seated by 5.15pm..haha..but many ppl were late too..by 6pm, ceremony start le..whoo~...SAF band played, baby's contingent marched 1st..i couldnt spot baby cuz all of them looked the same..all of us including shiling was hafing a hard time spoting them..managed to spot baby when he stopped..4th row 2nd person..i kept repeating this to his parents cuz his parents still couldnt see..and even his dad was unsure it was baby..keke..so cute..when baby turned ard, i confirmed it was him..and i am SO PROUD OF HIM!!!..ceremony was soooo suave lor..so shuai qi~..the marching, the singing of songs all so uniformed..very very nice..when they announced we can go and look for them, we all went down..me and fat waited for his parents to walk down..and we went together..when i saw baby, he was in prespiration..and i hugged him..i'm so happy for him..everyone took pixes wit him..i took pix wit him and i got mistakened by his da-jie..(only fat fat and baby knew..)..hmm..oh well..wad can i do rite..yea~..i helped his dad to put on baby's new rank..1 bar..and i was abit on the nervous side..dunno why..haha..jus too happy for him..he has gone thru so many mths, so many trainings, so many hells, so many toughness..jus lyk a heave of relief tt all is over and a new phase is up..after ceremony ended, me and fat attended the dinner..cuz his parents din attend..baby was busy taking pixes and me and fat were his photographers..keke..he looks so nice in the uniform..at the dinner, the place i was seated, has a lot of ants lor!!!..and i got bitten a couple..ouch manz..the dinner was good..had lobster, sharks fins (my fav...), chicken, desserts..all was good..dinner ended, waited for baby to take his stuffs while me and fat were busy snapping pixes of ourselves..haha..

baby sent fat home after he bathed and helped fat wit her NEW MOBILE STUFFS..yes, she's hao-lianing her new phone..everyone muz welcome her to the Nokia Family k..its been sometime since she's used Nokia..hahaha..FINALLY NOKIA..keke..niwae, i reached home ard 11 plus and i jus went to bathe immediately..baby left and i slept..super tired..

monday class was fun..speaking Standard International English and role-plays and etc..all abt speaking..met up wit baby after work..he came my place and we went to Tamp central to shop..i was very tired so, i slept early..

today's lesson was quite fun..had alot of laffters..dunno why the teacher (ang-moh) keeps calling my name..alamakz..i was trying to master the skill of sleeping wit eyes opened..but he kept calling me..keke..but it was fun la..had a couple of role-plays and a 2min presentation..and i got 3rd place among 19 trainees ok!!..keke..3rd lei!!!..actually, its the luck la..i picked up a topic regarding "where is the best discos and wat are they famous for"..so i jus talked abt Zouk..yea..Zouk..i intro-ed Mambo Nite and Lesbian Nite..haha..and i got 3rd !!!!..yea~..keke..had fun.. :) .. but it'll be nex week till the trainer comes back..and speaking of tml..

SHIT..SHIT SHIT...tml is my original instructor le..and she's gonna check on our grooming..cham la..haiz..and she's gonna let us off at 545pm..damn man..tml is baby's commissioning ball at Pan PAcific and i really hope she'll let us off early..prolly 5p, 515 or something..otherwise, super rushing manz..i'm praying real hard..reall hard..super hard..tml she's gonna check howz our hair, our looks, our overalls..argh~..and she's someone tt'll keep on repeating and repeating her words..oh no..nid alot of sour plums manz..keke..

niwae, noeing tt i'll start flying in mid of Sept (i'm gonna miss some of my buddies' bdays..apologies if i really do..)..i'll be flying in mid Sept le..and i cant wait..i haf 1 more mth to go..i cant wait..i cant tahan le..everyday jus passes so fast..and i've made fwenz..Japanese, Malaysians, Singaporeans..and i'm sooo glad they're jus so sweet and nice ppl..my group is 1 of them..5 of us will owaes be together no matter wad..and i'm so glad i'm in the same batch as them..i dun feel the burden of waking up early even tho the lesson would be boring but noeing my fwenz would be dere to make me laff..

this is a super long entry..haha..ok la..guess tt's all..btw, my hair's total black now..oh man..haha..and i dun feel the "i look lyk ghost" anymore..i promised baby..alrighty~..take care~..

chao~!!..

*i'm very proud of u and i wanna continue giving u all my supports, my comforts, my understandings, my love, my hugs to you to carry on in ur army for the nex 1 yr+ and oso for the rest of our lives..hang in dere, u're doing well..and i promise u i'll do well in my job..i've grown to love my job and i will work hard wit you..i'll work hard towards our mini goals in life and oso, the major ones..i noe you will too..thankew for everything and i love you so much baby..muacks~!!..*

...beauty exposed ;

Friday, July 22, 2005

everyday, my life is so routined..0630 rise and shine, 0730-0745 get out of my hse, 0815 reach bus-stop, 0830 reach STC..0845 SING SONG!!!..0850 start lesson, 1000 tea break, 1030 start lesson, 1215 lunch, 1330 lesson starts..1500 tea break, 1530 start lesson, 1630-1700-1730 end lesson..

this is the life tt i'm hafing now..everyday is jus STC - home, home - STC..my god..its tiring me out..and i really buay tahan the tiredness in me and the struggle to keep myself awake by munching stuffs..but everyday, the topic changes..sometimes, it cont's the nex day..this week, are all external trainers..its not sooo bad la..but sleepy..i had my grooming lesson and i'm under the Cool family..which means Blue eyeshadow + red lips..some of my fwenz are under the Warm family..which is Brown/Plum eyeshadow + red lips..well, its obvious tt blue suits me lo..tt's y the consultant wan me to be in the cool family..

so, frm tues onwards, we hafta be full groomed..meaning bunning of hair and full makeup..seriously, we all couldnt get used to it..but now, we heck care..be it looking lyk a ghost..i admit i look lyk a ghost..becuz of my thick lips and the super red lipstick..yea, i look lyk a ghost..looks weird on me?..HELL yea, i noe..dun nid to remind me..BUT this is my job and this is my makeup and i've no choice over it until 5 yrs later..so, i shall jus dun bother abt wad peeps say abt my makeup and hair..i'm proud of wad i am now..yea?..YEA~..keke..

lessons have been interesting..i had wine lesson today..we had to learn the concoctions of cocktails..and guess wad?..i did Dry Martini and it really suck..bleah bleah~!..haha..my fwen gave me Gin Tonic and i really love it..whoo~..nice..i even had Dry Manhatten, Sweet Manhatten, Bloody Mary, Sweet Martini, Screwdriver, Cloud 9, Tropical Sparkle, Singapore Sling and ALOT of other drinks..i even had beer..oh my..i drink until shioks..everyone was drinking happily..it was our Happy Hour..pixes taken by my fwenz, ALOT ALOT..haha..very nice, very warm feeling..we wanna present it during our graduation day..haha..nex week, lessons are gonna be tough cuz its Communication Skills..awww man..haha..but i'll try..guess wad..i'm having 4 exams in Aug..shit..back to exams again..and.....late Sept/early Oct, i'll start flying le..start of my SNY..meaning Supernumery..we're trainees..haha..most prolly, i'll head to Narita Japan..for a start ba..most prolly Japan 1st..whoo hoo~..cant wait!!!..i've chosen my accessories for my uniform..the gloves, coat, shoes, sandals..yay...cant wait..nex week, the fitting of my kebaya!!!..good good..i've been waiting for it..

niwae, class has been alrighty..jus sometimes bored until buay tahan..laffing and joking ard the grp i normally hang ard is the best thing..why?..cuz all of us are in the same kinda makeup and i feel so much betta being ard wit them..at least, i dun feel as if i'm an alien if i'm alone..taking pixes wit them is super fun..cuz we'll come up wit crazy ideas in taking pixes..esp. the japanese girls..they're soooo ka-wa-ii..haha..cute la..keke..k la, guess this abt my training up to now..dun ask me howz training cuz i will sure tell u.."TIRING"..haha..but thankew for ur concerns..and dun remind me i look lyk ghost k..i'm having a low sense self esteem le due to my makeup..i oredi paiseh abt it le..k?..thanks ar..heh..

take care peeps..i'm rather tired now..gonna rest now..

chao~!!..

*dear..i'm doing fine in sch..and haf been enjoying everyday and learning every step of the way..thankew for ur support and ur comfort u've given to me..thankew fer everything..muacks..cant wait to see you..and see your commission..whee~..proud of u..yay!!..love you..*

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

class is getting boring and i'm getting sleepy everyday..jus totally feel lyk sleeping whenever my instructor talks..its lyk her voice is lyk a lullaby..haha..but, its alright la..been trying to keep my attention..heh..try la..hahhaa..

today's class is super funny..Grooming class..whoo~..had to put on make up and see which color i would be assigned to..guess wad..traditional SIA stewardess color.. BLUE + RED ..oh manz..haha..bo bian lor, its gonna stick wit me for my 5 yrs of work..forever and ever..haha..argh~..most of my fwenz was assigned to blue color eye shadow..some japs was assigned to brown/plum color..which means, either u're Warm (brown/plum) or Cool (blue) family..my lipstick was super red but the consultant said it was good..so, alright lor..other den tt, my eyebrow haf to trim and MY HAIR COLOR GOTTA DYE AGAIN!!..ARGH~~~..i jus got it black jus 2 mths ago~..shit man..everything is fine except my eyebrow and hair color...wa lau eh...Lancome not cheap lor..freaking foundation costs freaking 55 bucks..eye shadow costs 23 bucks..piangz eh..i noe i'm gonna be rich as time passes, but wa lau..........

niwae, class finished early today..but i went home immediately..knowing i look lyk a ghost..haha..ok la..i very tired le..gonna tk my rest for awhile before i go out to shop in tamp later..so, update more over this week ba..take care peeps!.

chao~!!..

*i miss you..i cant wait to see ur commission parade..muacks~..love you!..*

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, July 14, 2005

14 July 2005 Temasek Polytechnic Graduation

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abit blurry but it's shiok to get MY Diploma when u spent 3 yrs in poly BUT u walk on the stage for less den 5 MINS~!!..argh~

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my uc02 buddies~!..the nottiest + mischievious guys in my class..love 'em~!..keke..

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me and my best buddy..attended my ceremony..hee..muacks~!

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guess many haf known, 13 july is the start of my SIA Cabin Crew training..1st day of training was alright..FUN initially but boring at the end..well, my instructor wasnt ard cuz she's in India recruiting Indian Stewardess..ok..initially, all was ok..still can pay attention..

as time passes, it started to get boring..why?..this explains why.. H-I-S-T-O-R-Y of S-I-A...wa lau....i hate history..argh~..wad the hell..listen lor..haha..niwae, i was surprised to noe tt Cabin Crew has its Pledge and SIA has COMPANY SONG...WA LAU~..and guess wad?..we've to say the Pledge + sing song EVERY MONDAY..and..sing song on TUES to FRI~..PIANGZ~!!!..diao~!!!..wad?~!!!..my fwenz and i were lyk ^#^#^$^%$&%^*&$%...haha..

niwae, back to my class..20 cabin crews..9 japanese girls (pretty + sweet sia..), 1 malaysian (dun quite lyk her becuz of her..i dunno how to say..), 1 Eurasian GUY!!..(half eurasian cum half indian)..OOoOOOOoOOoo..he's the only guy in our class..hmmz, lucky him?or unlucky him?..haha..poor thing..anyway, i was having a great time laffing and chatting wit my fwenz..we were lyk 1 market of bitches bitching here and dere..but when we got separated into groups, alamakz...quiet quiet liao..hmmz..keke..

study study..so fast, 2nd day liao..and i took time off cuz its TP Graduation day..i was really looking forward to it cuz i'll be able to see my buddies in sch~..to the place where we all pushed ourselves to study lyk hell and do the toopid fyp..haha..it was great meeting them again..ceremony was alright..tiring tho..cuz of the speeches..yawnz..after tt, we took pixes..i took wit everyone in my group..haha..so cute, i love them all.. *pixes are below..take a look~..but its jus lil' bit..*..

i had to get back to STC before 1330pm..no choice, had to say my byes to my buddies..some managed to get OFF DAYS~!!..argh~..some had to go back to camp and some dun wanna go back to camp and wanted to KENG..haha..i noe we will all still gather again de..they'll owaes be my bunch of naughty and mischievious class of mine..UC02 2004/2005..whoo~..miss those TP days where we all pia projects and tutorials till crazy and the best is copy copy copy...haha..no more lectures, no more sleeping in lectures, no more tutorials, no more labs, no more exams, no more tests, no more quizzes, no more meeting of Course Manager..hahahaa..

got back to STC at 1315pm..was getting sleepy le..but had to tahan..class went all the way to 1745pm..really tiring cuz it starts all the SIA services, SIA this, SIA tt..but wad to do..its professional job and this is was is required frm me..after tt, dad send me home..i was really tired le..uploaded pixes, send some pixes..gonna rest now..tml long day..and dere's homework..off to do liao..argh~..i miss TP days..keke..

take care peeps~!!..chao~!..

*i noe we both are busy wit our schedule..but i'll still wanna spend time wit you..muacks..i miss you..and i wan ur strength to carry on for my training..i'm doing the best i can..love you baby..*

*fat.. thanks for coming..i noe YOU ARE DA BEST!..keke..muacks muacks~..love you!..*

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Monday, July 11, 2005

we bot a tshirt for her..keke..sooo cute!..

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see my baby dog?..yupz..this is JUMBO!..hee..fat hor?..she's my baby girl..keke..

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ma new watch!..my baby gave it to me!..muacks!..love it..

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hmmm..we're still figuring wad's wrong wit chew chew..we seriously DUNNO..haha..

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3 of us at Crystal Jade..yummy dinner!..keke..

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

sat was shiok..heheh..shopping shopping...whoo~..1st, we went to Far East Shopping centre to take my measurementts for my kebaya..oh man..reach dere, whole entire shop all kebaya..hahahaha..so, took measurements lor..toopid robin oso ard..make fun of me..nabei..haha..i wore their kebaya for measurements wad..den all the pins poke here, poke dere..when i was taking off, the tooopid pin went thru my flesh..freaking pain man..bleed somemore..argh~..but fat fat sayang me..hahaha..i was bugging her and irritating her if i can eat fish and shark's fins..hahaha..and she did!!!..and the dinner on was.....

ssSSSSsssuuuuuUUppPPPEeeeRRRR GREAT!!!!..

we had crystal jade for dinner..so me, baby, chew chew, fat, darren went for the dinner..POOR THING, MUANHONG cannot come cuz he got stuck in ndp..heng for the ndp ar, if not ar..not enuff food..whahahaha..*oops, paiseh muanhong..but the dinner was SHIOK!!!*..hahaha..wooh..after dinner, we headed for abit of shopping..chew chew went off, while the 3 of us went to CK Tang for Haagen Dazs fondue!!!...whee~..nice nice..baby treat us eat..keke..shioks..played some word games and i really dunno why fat laff until she cry when she mentioned a word..funny mehz?..haha..i really dunno..but she laff until cry..haiz..weird fat..ate finish, baby send us back home..of cuz send fat home 1st..den my home..slack abit before we head for supper..after supper...ZZzzzzZZzzzZZz...keke..

baby had to book in early cuz his rehearsal was bad, den his sirs wan them to go back early..haiz..so sad..cannot spend more time wit him..so, went to polish his stuffs..everything done, slack abit before dad came to fetch me for dinner..after dinner, headed for MORE SHOPPING!!..this time, under the acount of mummy and daddy..whahaha..more shioks..keke..bot heels, cosmetics..went for dessert before heading home..kinda tired now..nid alot of rest..cuz 13 july is coming..my 1st lesson..haha..i'm taking it as if i'm studying..not working..haha..shioks..i jus cant wait to fly..haha..hopefully, i wun be bored out of it..whoo~..alrighty, u peeps take care..wanna slack more liao..no more time to slack when sch starts..haha..

chao~!!..

*i noe u wun be ard when my sch starts, but i'll be alrighty de..dun worry abt me, i can take care of myself..i'll be fine..i'll still see u on weekends..we're hafing our grand dinner soon..yay..cant wait..keke..i miss you..see you soon k..love you..muacks!!..*

*fat, thanx for the dinner..its super duper shiok!..keke..*

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

7th July 2005: signing of my bond..yupz, 5 yrs..went SIA Training Centre wit my dad..they needed a surety to sign..so, my dad went wit me..so coincidental, its his bday today..keke..he muz be super happy..he was paiseh abt his transport to STC..(due to his lorry ma..) but i wasnt shy at all..to me, why be shy when i haf transport?..why be shy when i can be an air stewardess and my dad drives a lorry??..haha..rite?..logical anot..keke..everything's settled, my job is secured for freaking 5 yrs..no nid to worry for 5 yrs..my parents are proud and happy, my fwenz are happy for me, my baby's proud and happy too..i'm soooo glad..i'm sooo lucky..YEA!..

signed 3 sets of paper..gosh, my dad and i sign until blur sia..soo many papers to sign..but heck la..wadever..i read the details briefy and jus sign..haha..got my job, dun care liao..whack everything in..my energy, my time, my strength, my everything..WHACK!..keke..

everything took less den 30 mins..fast rite..yupz, dad was happy..keep telling me to tk care of my skin, my face, my weight, my everything..gimme his bank card to buy wadever i nid..he even wanna buy a new wardrobe for me cuz he said i'll surely haf lots of new clothes and my current wardrobe is bursting..argh~..i cannot thank him enuff for everything he has done for me..even mum wanna transfer money to my bank, to lemme buy wadever i wan too..oh man, i'm sooo pampered..keke..it sure makes my heart feel more stable wit my kinda job..i noe it'll be very tough..but i'm up for the challenge..i noe i've to be in control of my attitude, character..everything..i'll learn to tk control..its kinda ridiculous when u tell ur peeps u wanna become an air stewardess since young..but..hell yea..i really wanna be..

back in 1990, lemme see, i'm 6?or 7 yrs old ba..every weekend..i'll be at Changi Beach wit my family..swimming, having picnic..and owaes look out for airplanes and owaes play guessing game wit my dad..guess which plane it is and see how big the plane is when its soaring above us..and everytime, i guess Singapore Airlines..haha..den, i'll tell my dad.."dad, i wanna become an air stewardess when i grow up..den i can fly ard.."..haha..and whenever we pass by those bungalow houses, i'll owaes love to look at the houses and fantasize me living in tt kinda houses..keke..oh well..i dream and dream..my ex gf owaes disapprove me of joining..so, i din join..back den, still studying ar..

den in poly..my ex bf oso disapprove..hmmz..i oso din join..till den, tables turned..he's now very supportive of my job..and was so proud and happy for me when i got thru..my baby's proud of me too..finally, my dream has turned into reality..even fat fat oso happy for me..my dream job..my passion in flying..but i sometimes ponder if i'll get sick and tired prolly after 2 yrs..well, we'll see abt tt..dad even mention "wa..nex time..buy alot of things back..all these, no nid to say anything liao.." and he gave me a wide smile..i noe he's proud and happy..haha..hhaa..

oh well, i'm all set for my training..13 july 2005..marks my 5 yrs bond wit SIA..wish me luck man..keke..i'm gonna be sooo in a world of my own..but peeps, pls still call me out k..i still haf a life de lei..

*my bitching babes, fri as usual ok..unless sat i've class la..okok?..i dun wan us to drift man..we've soooo much to bitch abt..keke..friday, same time, same place, same drinks ok?..keke..dun forget me ar..*

*dear..i miss u ar..faster book out can..muacks!..*

*fat..i wan ur company liao..go shop shop shop!..buy clothes!..buy shoes!..fat fat..where are u..*

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

guess some haf known, yes..my dream has become my reality..yupz, i'll make my parents proud, i'll gif them my best..i'll let dem travel to other countries to let dem see the world..let dem both enjoy their retirement, let dem eat good food..yupz, tt's wad i'll do..

ok la, my peeps..(u noe who u are..)..i wun forget u all de la..wait la ok?..will treat u all..ok?..now still fresh..wait ar..keke..

thanks to EVERYONE who supported me in this..really appreciate all the supports!..yeah!..

cant wait to start my training on 13 july..

shall update more ya..take care peeps..

chao~!..

*dear, u noe its gonna be a bigg challenge..muacks..*

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, July 04, 2005

this weekend...1 word.."YEAH!!!!"...haha..here's why..

fRi: needless to say, same place, same time, same khakis, same drinks..plus!..we've a new member!..*open champagne, present membership card (lifetime, no nid to renew)*..haha..my buddy!..fat fat!..yeah~...*applause applause*..she's our new bitching member..keke..bitch and bitch, bitch until my baby came to pick me and we went for movie..together wit fat, went to cineleisure to watch.."Be With You"..i read in the movie review tt tis's a good movie..decided to gif it a try..but storyline abit too slow, slow until fat and my baby dozed off!..alamakz..but, me and fat cry..haha..dere's laffters, happiness, sadness in this show..not bad la..rate it 8/10..after tt, head home and zZZzZZzzz...

sAt: while waiting for baby to finish work, i slept all the way to 12 plus..prepared myself and waited till 3 plus..baby came to fetch me, den went to Simei to fetch fat..head down to town..for wad?..SHOPPING..haha..yeah..reach Centrepoint, find his sista..den we went for lunch and shopping starts!..bot myself sandals..yea..wished fat has the same one as me, but her bigfoot la..alamakz..keke..headed down to C.K Tang, Daniel Yam..oOOOoooOOOoo..the gowns look soooo pretty..but some not so la..tried the pretty ones la..*duh~~*..keke..aimed on a black tube..sleek, plain, simple..jus nice..ok, hung on to tt one..but decided to go Heeren's Daniel Yam..so, ok lo..wa...so many ppl hafing prom nite sia..everyone trying..and pathetic shop has only 3 fitting rooms..wait lo..i tried 2..both tube gowns..(i dunno why i chose tubes, dun ask me why..)..yellowish brown and dark purple..purple looks good, yellow not so..cuz my skin color is almost the same as the yellow, so it doesnt bring out the color..decided to purchase the purple one..*thanks baby!!*..yupz, he bot it for me..heh..*pampered*..keke..tried wit some accesories, cannot sia..i too skinny..ok, i admit i skinny la..argh~..so, only purchase the gown..phew~, finally..no nid trouble to find 1 anymore..keke..*fat, faster get married...i wanna wear tt again..haha*..shopped at Annex before fat's desperate face to go home and zZzzZzz..i headed to baby's place to put our stuffs before heading down to C.A.N Cafe to mit his fwenz..wa..reach dere..big big place for us..11 ppl..wa!..keke..stayed dere, eat buffday cake, chat chat till 2.30am..went back home and zZZzzZZzzzZzz...

sUn: went down to P.S to check out movie..but..Selling Fast..so, cannot..head down to Bugis..G2000, Domanchi, Seiyu, Peirre Cardin..whichever shop..cuz baby nid to find a purple shirt to match wit my color!..keke..managed to find 1 at G2000..dark purple wit stripes..nice nice..he bot 2 la..cuz another one 50% off ma..yeah..nice nice..had my fav. Taiwan Snow Ice!..nice nice..head down to citylink mall..he bot for me a Ripcurl bag..i lyk ar..fat oso lyk..*fat, faster buy!!..*..mine's the last piece..sad man..but he insisted in buying for me..cuz he dun wanna regret wad happened last time..haha..dere was 1 i wanted to buy..but i drag..in the end, the bag no more liao..den i keep bugging him why he din insist me in buying..so now, he learned his lesson..insist in buying..and really buy le!!..yea~!!..i love it..keke..somemore 15% disc..wheE~..*thankew baby!, i love it!..*..got home, rest..till he nids to book in..send him to his camp, i head home..tired..zZZzzzZZZzz..

*baby..i enjoyed my weekend wit u..u pampered me!..haha..i love being pampered..see you soon..muacks~!!..love you!..*

*fat, thanks for coming along..muacks muacks..love ur company millions!..see you soon too ya..we've got somemore shopping to go..keke..love you!..*

...beauty exposed ;