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    Sunday, May 21, 2006


    thanx to many concerns tt were given to me when i was down..especially to my 3 baobeis..babes, thankew..thank God we're the 3 baobeis and not anyone else..hehe..thankew..

    flying wit my team has been something tt i've been looking forward to during the last 2 mths..i terribly miss my team..and yday was finally the flight..haha..to Guangzhou..and suay, i got the galley steward position..which means, spiderwoman on the inside, beautiful butterfly on the outside..yea?..haha..i was lyk a spiderwoman man..haha..and haven start work, my nails chipped..DAMN..haha..but i really had fun man..i learnt the "ART of HEATING meals.."..whahahhaa..

    my team wans me to treat them when we're in Dubai tml..for dinner, due to the fact tt i cleared my probation..wa..tio tork ar..hahaha..cant wait to go Moscow tml..hehe..wanna tk a load of pix back..keke..

    yday, went for supper wit pat,binz and louis..and we went exploring..haha..so funny, scaring one another..even an antique table can scare all of us..but i got scared cuz me and pat went toilet and binz switched off the lights!!..and i got soo scared man..i cant stay in very very dark places..i'll get scared..and i'm castrophobic too..irritating binz..but haha..he got scolded by pat..hahahahaha..or-bi-gd..

    gonna miss my babes for 9 days..and when i'm back, i'm finally off to my bali trip wit darl~!!..1 tt has been planned for quite sometime and we finally can go!!..i wanna go ocean rafting, scuba diving, water sports, buggy riding, elephant riding!!..i cant wait!!..ehehe..no more camels, but elephants!..will be back on 2jun..hehe..

    alrighty..gotta go..buying new hp ( NOT FOR ME LA, altho i'm aiming at one now..haha), haf dinner and pack my bag..chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, May 17, 2006


    haven been updating..as i'm lazy and tired..yes, frm flights, frm things happening ard me..finally, the day has come..and i'm up to a dead end..

    wad a long story to say..but i'll jus cut it short..

    loving 2 person in my life, is not wad i wan..i wanna be truthful and faithful..but, i jus dunno wad i'm doing, letting 2 person falling in love wit me..i'm an arse to love these 2 person in my life..its not tt i dun wanna make a choice, i wish i can..so many things in my mind, to the brim..suffocating and pressured..no matter how much time i haf, the choice jus doesnt seem to float out..i wanna disappear..i wish i nid not choose..

    jus lyk wad this song is saying..i cant find any direction..the way to rainbow..i cant find..its all up to me but i jus cant find any direction, any path..dun lay any direction for me..i dun wan..dun make any decision for me, i dun wan..dun make any plans for me, i dun deserve it..i cant even find my happy, cheerful self again..everyday, problems jus pile up and i jus dunno how to clear it up.."stop running..face it...solve it"...its easy for u to say, its HARD for me to do..

    i'm in such a lost..everything to me seems dead..i cant make myself laff madly anymore..i'm jus putting on a fake happy mask..everything seems so regimental..heading to work, stepping in a new country, coming back home, spending time wit love and family, heading back to work again, stepping into a new country again........and it goes on..........i cant enjoy myself..even the invitations to mambo, i dun even haf the "yay" feeling to go..i jus noe, i wun be enjoying myself..

    i've fallen..and i've no energy to get up..i jus wanna stay lying down dead..

    even my baby's blog has pronounced dead..and i'm so upset in myself tt i've caused such unhappiness in his life..reading back his blog, i teared badly..
    i noe darling, u've been showering me wit yr cares, concerns and everything u can shower me..i really can feel it..and i love everything of it..

    disappearing is not wad i owaes do..if i do, pls dun worry..i'm jus finding my happy self back again..

    ~cant find any direction, to rainbow paradise..~

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, May 04, 2006


    the long awaited long weekend tt i wan, is finally here~..basically, i've changed my 1st flight from London to Perth..tho' stupid but worth for all the off days..for my chalet tt's coming up tml and i cant wait..its gonna be a hella party!!..i jus can smell it at my fingertips..hehe..its gonna be a hilarious, hella party!!..whoo~..party, here i come!!..

    perth was alright as many haf known, i JUS went..haha..finally, the goddess of light load is wit me..i had light load to and fro perth..which is such an exception as aussie flights are forever full..prolly due to the overnight flight and many dun wanna travel overnight but some will..for example, ME..haha..well, due to the fact tt i'll reach tt place early in the morning and haf the whole day..haha..tt's me, wit the kiasu factor..

    jus went to check my roster and YES!!..i'm rostered for Dubai via MOSCOW!!!..to the fact tt its a 9 day flight!!..whee~~~~..i jus cant wait to step into MOSCOW!!..its lyk who will go to moscow for lyk 4000SGD package tour when i can go for free!!!..hahaha..i cant wait..i jus cant wait..tho' its spring time in moscow, but i'm crossing my fingers tt i still can see snow..not as in snowing down but able to see snow on the floor..haha..i'm easily contented when it comes to snow..and most of all, i'm going wit my team!!!..whee~!!..i miss my team madly..even my team girl msg me and ask for my roster, saying she miss us madly too..awww..i miss my team, terribly..

    sometimes, if u work in a condusive and friendly environment, its really fun to go to work..but if u happen to mit THOSE tt are terribly biatches, owaes giving pressure, stress the other ppl, its such a drag to go to work..THOSE ppl ought to go for anger/pressure management..dunno y they can jus flare up for teeny weeny stuffs..its lyk " WHY ARE U SO RIGID~!!..CANT U BE MORE FLEXY~!!"..sometimes, it boils in yr head and blood..haiz..i wun fly wit HER anymore..

    i think the progress package has made me shopped even more..haha..i've oredi spent half of it when i went to JB on sat wit darl..haha..and guess wad, the other half will be going to my bills..tt's it..no more..i've shopped madly in JB and i wish to do tt again..haha..i feel shioks to shop..hahaha..

    alrighty, i guess much has been said..i'm off to enjoy my off day wit my darl..a movie and dinner sounds perfect..keke..i love off days~!!..take care peeps..chalet, here i come!!..haha..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, May 02, 2006


    finally, my probation is over..gone wit the P..hehe..pros and cons tho..argh~..but its gd..hehe..

    i feel as if i've a long weekend..2 off days on a weekend..hehe..and my 1st changed flight..was supposed to go for london today..but, i change my flight and haf an off instead and doing perth AGAIN..yupz, again..hehe..all for the sake of off days given to me..i jus wan more offs..really..haiz..

    its so gd being in s'pore but sometimes it bores me out..hehe..

    cant wait for chalet this week..party time~..hehe..

    i'm tired..gonna catch my slp now..yawnz..12hrs of slp, here i come..

    ...beauty exposed ;