...Lost In Beauty...

Thursday, December 30, 2004

look at the flags..very very windy..free wind manz..blow till u shioks..but cold ar..was wearing sweater..

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taken frm the clubhouse..nice scenery..nice view..

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clubhouse is up dere..and i'm at the golf course..duh~..

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okae..this one..i really scared..i'm jus beside the sea only..i tk liao faster siam..

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on top of a slope..i stopp the buggy to tk this pic..hehe...

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this golfer got guts..so near the sea..hehe..

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another look of the sea..

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nah..1 look of the sea..nice la..but i scared sia..faster drive the buggy away frm sea..

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another golfer..but not big shot ar..hehe..look at the style manz..keke..

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one of the big shots..name's called Damian..took a pix of him while he's playin..very tall guy..hee..

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dere..huge glasses of beer..beer competition..20 glasses..whoo~..

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saw tt guy wearing the brown color tee?..he's got curly hair, short in height but no yellow boots..he looks lyk the mini version of PCK lor!!..well, tt's the beer competition lor..so funny..keke..

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my solvil titus watch..quite unclear ar..but..i love it..nice nice..very simple design..love it so muchie..

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creamtulips..nice rite?..keke..nice color of tulips..keke..love it..

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jus got back frm bintan..very very tired..slept at 2am woke up at 5.15am today..was on my way to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal at ard 6.30am..yawnz..reached dere at ard 6.45am, started sorting out the goodie bags and wait fer golfers to come..by 7am, golfers came le..slowly gif out the goodie bags lor..(as usual)..so tiring..stand the whole day..smile to golfers, talk abit..blah blah..got ti ko uncle..irritating..he say besides taking the goodie bag, am i inclusive anot..den i say i'm not inclusive..neh neh~..think i wat..bleah..keke..got few ang mohs..some handsome, some tall..cool~..but i was too tired ar..

took my boarding pass, headed the the ferry at ard 8.50am..whee~..heading to bintan liao..keke..ate seasick pills ar cuz she scared i'll get seasick..at 1st, i see the sea, i scared manz..haha..but it turned out well..i reached bintan at 10am..journey took abt 1 hr lidat..when reach, escort the golfers to the counters to check passput lor..after finish escorting, me and eve (louis's aunt) were the last lor..after tt, we cut q to scan our bags..whaha..shioks..scan finish le, we stand outside the bus area to show our golfers the buses..hmmm..was getting abit tired ar..den ar..the wind dere is free..jus lyk malacca..damn windy, cold wind somemore..i was cold manz..took out my sweater and din even tk off even when i reach the golf club..after reaching Ria Bintan (golf club), headed to the office area and unpack our stuffs..those prizes lor..

brought it out to the cafeteria area..where you can really get a good view of the scenery..damn nice..i took pics, will post dem later ya..we had breakfast 1st before we sort out the prizes..i had nasi lemak, she had bintan's roti prata wit kampong chix curry sauce..taste different frm s'pore de..but its nice..eat till shiok shiok, feel lyk sleeping liao..weather damn nice..when they were sorting, i was drinking, listening, trying to capture abit of here and dere lor..when they finished sorting out, we walked ard the area..yay..can go ard the golf course lor...she was driving the buggy..but drive halfway, she lemme drive..whee~!!..shioks shiokS!!..i can drive hor..dun see me no up..damn shioks..lyk auto car..hahaha..she even teach me how to hold the steering wheel..cuz i only use 1 hand to jaga the steering wheel..damn fun..and i took pix of how golfers hit the golf..nice~..cool..gotta keep quiet when they're hitting cuz it'll distract their attn if we laff or speak loudly..drove ard, we got lost, u-turn, saw the sea..scared manz..we stopped to see the tidal waves..wa lau..scary..hear the sound lyk oso will scared, we faster siam..keke..i din even press the brakes when we were going down slope..she keep telling me to prepare to press brake whenever go down slope..hahaah..i heck care..up slope so fun..keke..den can cut buggys..fun fun..only had fun dere..after fun was over, back to work le lor..she went to bathe while i took a rest..super tired..

started to prepare the prizes..realized alot of nice prizes ar..those vouchers u can stay overnite de..hmm..golfers finished their games ard 3 plus ar..which means s'pore time 4 plus lor..i was inside the office, waiting fer the winner's list..i wait till i fall aslp on the chair..damn tired lor..i put my head on my hand, i slp liao..wa lau..slp awhile, nid to do things lor..golfers started to eat, den we had performance..piangz..i tot wat super cheerleaders eh..in the end, lyk those mickey mouse club ppl..so funny..they even had singers..i tot wad famous or not so famous but can sing ppl, it turned out to be lyk those jus go join s'pore idol den kana kick out one..so NAN TING!!!..i bet the golfers felt this way too..whaha..*oops*..prizes time, gif out the prizes, den a lil' breaktime fer me..faster makan ar..was so hungry..but after i tk my food, i nid to gif out prize liao..diao~..cannot eat..run to the stage, present prizes..gotta wait lor..gif finish liao, run to eat again..can slack abit but after eating no more slack liao..xianz..we had a beer competition..whereby 4 in a group, will nid to drink a big jug of beer each..damn funny..will post the pic..imagine the size of the jug, i think i drink i will siao..so, 20 ppl came up (we went to drag dem up de..)..den i jaga one table lor..and my table won..hahaha..fun fun..after tt, some singing again..den had a bday surprise fer golfers whose bday falls on dec..hmm..more prizes to gif..gif until auction...fer the tsunami victims de..

seriously ar..golfers are super super rich..i dunno why they'd bring stacks of 50 bucks manz..auction stay over nite vouchers fer almost 300 bucks..golf clubs can auction until abt 400 plus..the highest was 550 bucks, cant rem wat item le..but he donate back again fer auction..piangz..rich rite?!!..den pass me the 550 bucks..wa liu eh..few more clubs fer auction, till ard 600 plus..piangz..damn rich lor..super rich..jus gif the money on the spot de..wa liu..*envy*..and we had a grand total of 5400 bucks..jus fer the donation nia..siao rite?!..so much manz..but its really good lor..din expect they'll be so generous..this 18 yr old boy was a champion manz..fer 3 games..wa lau..18 yr old nia..piangz..dad golfer, son oso golfer..whoo~..he had 2 trophies, 2 clubs..den he donate out 1 club lor..den auction again..i think ar 240 bucks ar..den go to the donation box again lor..damn rich..hmm..after tt, everything ended..nothing much to pack, stuff everything inside eve's bag..hahaha..but very lil' nia..not alot..left Ria Bintan at 8 plus ( sing time:9 plus)..go ferry terminal, wait fer ferry wait till 10 manz..journey was slightly faster..slept soundly in the ferry..damn tired..den reach s'pore at 1030 lor..toopid security check my bag..den mess my bag..NABEI!!..still ask me i'm singaporean rite..of cuz la!!..den malaysian mehz..argh~..irritating..den eve's brother send me back home lor..

reach home, immediately open my parents room, lie in between dem..dad and mum woke up, ask me how is it..told dem i was very tired..din eat alot..den dad sayang me, sayang my head..told dem my head giddy..den daddy sayang again..*awww*..mummy told me to go haf a hot shower and eat the burger den go slp..yea, i did as i was told..really tired and hungry..den here i am now..gonna hit the sack soon..super tired..oh ya, yday, went to sijori resort wit patsy..so coincidental..while waiting fer bus to sentosa, i met her at the hawker dere where we wait fer the bus..damn zhun lor..keke..stayed dere fer awhile before i went to mit tiong, guowei and eddy..play mahjong again, won only 2 bucks..hahaha..when i was leaving sijori, walking to the bustop..my knee gave way..damn..den my knee hit the drain..now i got 4 bruises on my knee..toopid manz..pain ar..argh~..irritating..

well, guess tt's all ar..i tired liao..going to slp..so, will load pix tml ba..i think..see i tired anot..hee..alrighty..chao~..

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

whoo~..happy boxing day to all~..keke..yesterday, i stayed at home until 10pm..i went down to CoffeeClub wit patsy babe fer slacking..seriously slacking..we reached at 11pm, slack till 4.30am..hahaah..long rite?..but it was great!!..thanks babe!!..

we even met up wit ivy..keke..she's doing great in her job..and she was catching a show at cine lo..so, we chat until she no nid to order drink or sit wit her fwenz..she sat wit us, drink plain water..haha..we updated her wit SB-BG lo, everything..the 1st thing she did when she saw me was to pinch my cheeks!..neh neh~..pain lei..den patsy nothing at all..grrr..keke..she asked me how was i, blah blah..bf, no bf..or gf, no gf..keke..funny..when she left, she put her hand on my head and messed my hair and say "be good"..*diao*..chat wit patsy till 4am plus..whoa..we laff until we peng cuz we saw this guy..keke..and we involved janey inside too..janey, will tell u again nex time ya..patsy, i had great fun manz..thanx fer the talk..i realized alot of things le..and i noe wat i shld do le..and its time fer me to explode before anything happens..thanx fer owaes being dere to remind, guide me..thanx fer being dere to protect me frm banging into walls or falling down into empty holes..i think i cant tk it anymore le..guess u noe ba..thankew..after tt, we left home lor..reach home at 5, but slept at 7 plus..was doing some stuffs..hmm..rather feeling down..

today, tiong called me fer a mahjong session..but i rejected cuz i in no mood to play..so, turned down lor..woke up at 5pm, bro called me at 5.30pm and miting him at ECP fer swimming wit da dogs..haha..hurray..something to cheer me up..and it was fun..jumbo and charcoal were super cute..especially my jumbo baby..she dunno how to swim, keep trapping water instead of swimming forward..lyk wanna drown lidat..i had a great time laffing wit my parents, my bro's gf and my bro..super cute..and jumbo baby will run to me after she swim out..adorable baby..bro has to carry her in and out of the sea..so tt she can learn how to swim..haha..poor baby..charcoal wasnt a problem at all..he too started swimming when he was a baby boy..now he pro..can swim all my himself and fetch his toys to us..tt one no nid to leash, but my baby nid to leash..she siao one..will chase ppl..he'll jus easily swim through the waves, tk his toy and come back shore..cute rite?..haha..i even video my baby and charcoal while they were swimming..so cute..after tt, we headed back home..bathed my baby, and had dinner..during the journey back home, i was feeling super down, super cranky..whole day, he lyk MIA lidat..argh~..suddenly got sad and i cried..jumbo baby was wit me..i hugged my baby..and cried..since last nite at coffeeclub, i was upset le..i fought back my tears..but only broke down when i was on my bed..damn..alot of things haf been in my mind..din say anything out until last nite at CoffeeClub..

..chances come, chances go..sometimes you're lucky, sometimes you're not..either u cherish it hard and well, or let it go down the drain..

i've learnt tt the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments..will remember this phrase le..niwae, tt's all fer this week..christmas is over, new yr is coming up..may all u out dere stay happy, wishes come true..

chao~..

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Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry merrie christmas one and all~!!...hmm..wish u peeps enjoy urself on this festive season..keke..well..fancy me being at home on christmas day..yea..me, at home..haha..whole house to myself..simply love it..keke..

SB-BG meeting was cool..i was late la..i went down to PS to collect something..den quickly rush down to bugis lor..reach dere at 9pm..haha..my present was a milk bottle..very cute lei..tot i exchange ar..den exchange to my own one..in the end, i exhanged a HP STRAP!!..haha..niwae, i stay dere till around 11.15pm den dad came to fetch me le..was in rush cuz i need to wrap present ar..so, said my byes to christine, jack, mummy, azlan and patsy..den off to home..reach home, immediately do my stuffs le..cuz i dun wanna slp late ar..but end up, i slept at 5.30am..haha..used to it le..usually i've msgs coming in at 5 plus or sometimes calls..so, usually will auto wake up..alrighty..was updated on where i'd be going..after tt, i go back slp liao..slp till 4pm..realized i was late to meet him..

..we met up at bugis cuz i need to tk stuffs frm store as i've forgotten abt it on thurs..haha..met him 6pm at bugis..but he was late too..so, after he came, we went down to yishun le..trip dere was not long ar..but super squeezing..i told him to get down at raffles la..cuz wun be as squeezy as cityhall rite?..den he toot toot ask me "why not drop at marina bay..lesser ppl oso"..den ar..i look at him, he smile back..gongz..keke..niwae, train came den we settle to our seats..yea..got seats..haha..rather den frm cityhall, no seats at all..keke..was chatting and chatting while making our way down..was reading I-S mag while he oso kpo look in..keke..den he ask if i've gone on a cruise before..my reaction was "got la"..haha..den he say can go cruise la..new yr cannot go la..blah blah..haha..funny..i continue my reading..after tt, got this guy, he sit down beside me ar, nevamind..leg open big big, nevamind..his gf was standing up while he's sitting down lor!!!...not gentleman!!..argh~!!..i only realize when his gf sit down beside him and pass him her bags..wa liu!!..den i turn back and tell him tt guy no "feng du"..den i "pui"..he scared of me..haha..den i say "not a gentleman at all, neva let gf sit, let himself sit..pui~!"..den he scared of me..haha..so funny..den i say "leg open big big somemore..pui~!"..keke..again he scared..he push me away..haha..bleah..

niwae, we reach yishun, he went to withdraw money, den we went Ntuc to buy drinks..took bottles of drinks, come out of Ntuc, his fwenz came le..2 cars..1 toyota corolla (my faV!!!), another is 7-seater..niwae, we sat the corolla..den off we went to seletar dere..hmm..reminded me of my past again..haiz~..i was quiet in the beginning ar..cuz..reminded me of some stuffs ma..but he made a point not to bore me out, keep on accompanying me, tk pics, drink water, laff laff here and dere..super funny..go bbq but most impt thing NO LIGHTER..somemore 1 smoker..alamak..dunno y, everyone started a frantic search fer lighter..den i suggested why not ask the ppl beside us cuz they oso BBQ-ING ma!!..but they dun wan cuz scared paiseh..haha..his fwen had matchsticks..but matchsticks!!..the wind lyk typhoon lor!!..cannot even light ar!!..hahaha..in the end, happily go ask the ppl beside us fer lighter..so, the guys went to set up everything while he accompany me..so cute when they set up..due to the wind, 1 light the firestarter inside his teeshirt..so funny, i took a pic of it..keke..den the guys took pics, but camera lousy..haha..*oops*..

we went fer a stroll lo..was chatting while walking..den we settle down, where opposite us is golf course..keke..nice nice..den we tk pics again lor..started to talk, and i was pretty quiet ar..he noticed i was quiet too..and he ask me why..i tell him lor..after awhile, we decided to head back le..head back, i received a bracelet frm him..its a bracelet made frm tiger's tooth..hmm..for protection of health and evil..aww..haha..but the bracelet too big lor..den he tie smaller abit..but still big..bo bian, i thin okae..keke..he oso had another one..but bigger abit..kinda lyk couple lidat but its not la..after tt, hungry liao..eat and eat, drink and drink..laff and laff..keke..after tt, i need to go toilet..den his fwen drove us to Orchid Country Club..whoo~..golf course..after tt, come back le lor..den funny ar..abt 1 hr later, he oso wan go toilet..den his fwen scold him..aww~..den his another fwen drove the car lor..but sadz..he missed the sort-of-christmas-countdown..he came back after 12 lidat..den i was wit his fwenz lor..haha..i came to realize out of 6 guys, 5 guys haf license..inclusive of him..haha..kewl huh~..i dun haf lei..xianz..but progressing le la..wait la wait..keke..

surprisingly they can do so many stuffs in 4 days..food was prepared, somemore got LOG CAKE!!..yum yum!!..somemore book tickets..hmmm...keke..efficient, was wat he told me..yar..i told him efficient until ferget the most impt thing, LIGHTER..haha..he nothing to say..keke..got la..he "ding zhui" but i won..keke..*oops*..took pics wit the logcake, the guys took pics too..and i took wit him too..den i cut the cake fer dem and gif out..another funny thing..NO FORK!!..hafta eat cake wit CHOPSTICKS!!!..den i suggested the serviettes..haha..cake was yummy..but i din eat much cuz too creamy..i gif all the creamy part to him..keke..after tt, they pack up lor..cuz we're catching a show ( KungFu Hustle) at cine at 2.15am..show was super funny..i laff until cry..haha..but abit exagerrating ar..but super toopid, crappy show..after show, his fwen send me back home..reach home at 5am lidat..whoa..whole day..keke..shioks..sleep till 7pm..even more shioks..haha..oh, realize his fwen's gf..same name as me..but her name is Shi Ling..mine is Si Lin..haha..cool..keke..and her gf's bday is my dad's bday..whaha..super coincidental..haha..niwae, tt's my christmas eve..

enjoyed myself alot..keke..had alot of laffters..thankew so muchie..i guess u'll read my bloggie..but..thankew so much..i love the presents..keke..will post the pic up soon..hee..

oso, wanna thank nigel too..he's such a sweet guy..send me flowers..cream tulips!!..i love them!!..delivery came at 9 plus in the morning of christmas eve..whoo~..nice nice..8 creamtulips!!..i lurrveee itt!!!..thankew thankew..but dun waste money liao okae?..ex ar..keke..but thankew fer the surprise..

thanks to all my fwenz..tiong, jane, patsy, fat, jenny, anselm, nigel..blah blah..who wished me or called me..thankew!!..love ya all!!..

tO aLl pEePS:

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Thursday, December 23, 2004

whoo~...2 more days to christmas!..hmm..been shopping and shopping fer stuffs..love shopping..keke..

hmm..cant remember wat i've done these few days..but i'm looking forward to my bintan trip!!..hurray!!..haha..but i not going dere fer holiday la..i go dere fer work de..i've event at bintan..whee~..den i can go dere and relac and enjoy the scenery too..whoo~!!!..

let's see..i've been shopping..shopping..and more shopping..haha..been slping late, waking up late..busy wit christmas stuffs..niwae, still wondering where i'd go..keke..oops..dun wanna talk abt it..haha..haf u all seen S700i??..wat a nice fone man~~..i wanna buy lei..but it costs a bomb..800 bucks..bleah..so ex..but was thinking of selling mine ar..few of my peeps offer 450, 500..haha..see how la ar..i lyk this fone oso ar..haiz~..S700i vs Nokia 7610..

alrighty..gotta prepare for a christmas celebration wit SB-BG later..whee~..excited to see my SB-BG fwenz..keke..i finally get to know abit of wats gonna happen on 25th..alamak..gotta go..super late..will update again..

chao~..

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fat..we were at cafe cartel..we were shopping!!..taken on 21 dec...we wore the EXACT same top on tt day lor..so paiseh!!

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fat and chewling..we're at CoffeeClub..

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another pic of me and fat!!...whee~!!

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fat and her tako pachi..keke..we're at taka..

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me and fat..her new look..keke..

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

whoo~..been super tired since friday..yawnz..well, fancy me waking up at 430am manz..piangz..haven been sleeping well either..dunno wats whirling in my mind..yawnz..haha..alrighty, here goes~..

SaturdAy: SB-BG dinner..those who turned up are sherman, bryan, shima, patsy and me..hmm..i was late ar..haha..wanted to head to PS to buy movie tix but wasnt in time fer it ar..met em at far east and headed to Cream Bistro fer dinner..hmm..quite nice place..haha..patsy had tom yam seafood something..nice lei the soup..i had fishy chips..not bad..fish no fishy taste..haha..after dinner, they were helping me to find AXS machine ar..i went ard asking ppl, including Cray..haha..in the end, found liao either shop close liao or machine down fer maintenance..alamak..haha..but in the end, din buy cuz the seats are in Row 1..betta not ar..later strain neck again..well, after everything we went to Heeren fer shopping..OH!!..before tt, haha..neva imagine i'll bump into someone at Lido..she's Jenny..some peeps shld noe who she is la..(yesh, my ex ex gf)..haha..but we hugged lor..fer good ol' times..after tt, she took my no. lo..and she msg me something weird..haha..*oops!!*..ok, back to Heeren..met Ivy..super pretty..heard she's in NIE lo..whoa..she pretty lei..after tt, me and patsy headed to our hangout place again..CoffeeClub..well, had a nice chitty chatty wit her ar..(thanks babe)..she was rushing fer the last train to yishun, so i was left along waiting fer fwen to arrive..alamak..walk to Cine, met Zhicong..but i din call him cuz he was crossing the road..hmm..waited fer abt 20 mins lor, arrive le..den we headed to taka..walk all the way..den turn back walk down to ps..meet his platoon mates at Swee Choon fer dimsum..yummy!!..walk till tired manz..den heng his fwen drove and pick us up..phew..this the 1st time i eat dimsum dere, whole table was filled wit food..super shiok..whole bill was 56 bucks..he ordered alot fer me to eat, but end up, i couldnt finish den his mates eat..keke..frm 2am plus we eat, all the way to 4am plus..whoa..tired..eat until full-cum-tired..reached home at 5am..yawnz..

SundAy: couldnt slp the whole nite..was tossing to and fro..argh~..hate it..so, din slp the whole day..bo bian, wake up watch tv lor..had breakfast (finally, sunday morning wit breakfast!!)..den rested on my bed..still couldnt slp lor..hmm..ard 1 plus, i received call to go out le lor..reached bugis at 330pm..went SB-BG 1st lor..saw rachel dere..chatted wit her and mother..hmm..4pm, he reach le..den headed to suntec fer movie lo..Ocean's 12..he book tix ma..den we went to collect, had a quick lunch den watch movie lor..almost fell aslp inside the movie..haha..but i understand the story liao..he was explaining the bags stuffs..keke..niwae, after show, we strolled to shaw towers to tk a bus back to his place dere..he nids to change ma..den book in..so, i acc him lor..i waited downstairs la..while waiting, read I-S mag..hmm..was thinking to myself where would i be during xmas eve and xmas..hmm..alot of the dinners costs a bomb..and i dun feel right abt those bomba dinners..keke..after awhile, he came down den we headed to the train liao..saw mary mala..piangz!!..long time fwen!!..and she got my no. and fat's no..den she say we 3 muz mit up 1 day..haha..true true..we used to be so happening in skool..owaes laffing at toopid jokes..den she said this to him "u've no idea how crazy she was last time"..neh neh..hha..true la..last time, super crazy..haha..hmm..will look forward to mit up..keke..he asked me to help him collect radio, he pass me his driving license lo..after sending him off, i was on my way home le..super tired..slept on the train..took me 1 hr 30 mins to reach home..when reach home, buay tahan..bathe liao koonz..off to lala land~..

MondAy: finally had some slp..but woke up at 430am lei..hmm..okae..meeting fat today fer a lil' shoppie..but i din shop la..bo cash liao..broke xmas..keke..waited fer her at JeanYip..she rebonded her hair and cut..alamak!!..now her hair str8 str8 gong gong..keke..jus lyk jolin tsai hairstyle..keke..new look ar..but good..shall post pix up..keke..after tt ,we headed to tanjong pagar to collect the radio..nice lei~..antique radio..keke..collect liao, headed back to town to shop..saw mervin, but din call him ar..went to zara..alamak..nice skirt tt i saw..but costs 40 bucks..aint worth it la..so, din buy lor..den waited fer nigel to come find me fer dinner..when he reach, chewling reach too..den head to Heeren to shop..they bot stuffs ar..i din..hmm..fat bot a nice pair of sunglasses tt i lyk too!!..ekeke..nice shades babe!!..after tt, we headed to CoffeeClub to chill and munch..hmm..after tt, head home liao..needa early slp to wake up early!!..gotta go ICA building tml to change my foto..29 might go bintan ma..after tt, go fat's place to chill!!..yea!!..been long manz!..

hmm..4 days more to xmas..hmm..erm..someone ask me le..but i couldnt promise ar..i scared i've last min plans..(i'm prone to last min plans)..so i din say i can mit lo..sowee..even louis called and ask if we all wit be miting..hmm..i'm not sure either..actually, i'm seriously not sure abt my xmas this yr..i dunno wat i wan ar..argh~..hate it when i'm indecisive..grrr...oh..i've a roadshow coming up on 5th jan at PS..so, if u guys are free..come find me ar..5th jan to 9th jan..yea..alrighty..tt's abt it..gotta try to go back to lala land le..yawnz..

chao peeps~~..

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Saturday, December 18, 2004

hmm..been home these few days fer dinner..well..nothing beats homecooked food..specially when its done by mum..keke..simply love it..

well, went to mit the guys today fer dinner at katong..louis book out today, so all of us met up to chat lo..i reached at 8 plus..saw anson, nigel, cray..soon after ric and louis arrived..mean ol' nigel and cray..kept on laffing at his hair..cuz it was too short..short and clean at the bottom..haha..they kept on laffing and i was hitting nigel to stop laffing at ppl..keke..bad bad..cray even worse..talk to louis, neva look at louis, but look at louis's hair..mean rite??..piangz..so, louis went on telling us abt his army life..complaining tt his whole body is aching..poor guy..saying his exercises were shiong..and i heard he did 250 push-ups in a day..sheesh..alot manz..but wat to do..army ma..keke..

after eating, we decided to play pool at parkway..same place lo..so, we walked to parkway..short distance nia..but i was msging pat and fat..fat told me dere's a midnite sales at suntec..pat oso told me..argh~..i din go la..sure packed de ma..so decided to forgo the shopping..hee.. :(
was asking if fat not going to phuture ma..hmm..her reply was "nope"..so okae lor, no one heading to phuture lor..i was getting hungry on the way to parkway..so, we stop by macs fer drinks and food..ric ordered meal, while i ordered fries..cray and louis ordered frm McCafe..after eating, we headed to the pool area liao..dunno why..today play until happy lei..haha..was laffing and enjoying myself..keke..had a call frm bryan ar..he in camp, telling me tml's plan lo..well, its decided..tml..7pm at far east, dinner wit SB-BG..whoo~..meeting my fwenz again!!..hurray!..keke..long time no see dem le..hee..anyway, was playing pool ar..kept on disturbing ric..everytime he tio stress, his balls wun go in de..so funny..me and nigel kept on disturbing..hahaha..so funny..toopid cray..win me..den he so diao..so proud..sia lan face..hahaha..1 game only ma..keke..no biggie..keke..

after playing, i was kinda tired liao..piangz..i slept at 11am today and woke up at 5pm..tired..louis oso cannot tahan liao..nigel asked if we wanna eat cuz his fwenz wanna eat lo..nah..we din wan to..so me, louis, cray and ric shared a cabbie..nigel went off wit his fwenz fer supper..in the cab, i was tired ar..kept quiet all the way..louis asked why i was quiet today..told him i was tired lo..after sending cray and ric, i reach home lo..

jus watched the show Freddy..the toopid nightmare guy wit the sharp gloves tt would kill anyone who dreams..ugly face..pukey..keke..den here i am blogging away..yawnz..think will slp soon ba..yay, tml hafing dimsum fer supper..and i can eat my HarKow!!..keke..*happy*..niwae, tt's abt it.. :)

janey babe..i dunno if u'll read but still..hope ur aunt's alrighty okae?..pray fer her health..tk good care of urself k..dun fall sick ya..well, ppl often tk ppl fer granted..dun so sad okae?..u can msg me oso..i will reply u fast fast..okae?..keke..tk care babe..miss ya..catch ya some other time..love ya..

patsy babe..shall see ya tml..keke..miss ya lei..got miss me bo..niwae, tk care too..ur words are in my head..thankew babe..love ya..

fat babe..hmm..monday hor..dun ferget..dunno if u'll read oso..hmph..haha..monday hor..but u accompany me to ICA building ar..wanna update my passport foto before i leave fer bintan..okae?..cya soon babe..miss ya..

well, chao peeps...tk care..

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, December 16, 2004

ANGRY ANGRY!!..PEK CEK PEK CEK!!..TULAN TULAN!!..

not my fault i oso tio scolded..owaes lidat!!!..oredi did wat i could liao..i still kana scolded!!..fer nothing!!..ARGH~!!..i hate this!!..i hate the attitude!!..wat wrong did i do??!!..i oredi did everything i could liao..and everything's solved liao..still wanna scold!!..scold me still shout shout..i seriously hate shoutings..total madness and pissing me off!!!!...argh~!!!!..*punch punch*..

-F**KING PISSED!!!!!!-

...beauty exposed ;

hmm..is it tt surprising tt i din go out and i stay home?..alamak..today 3 ppl ask me how come i neva go out..piangz!!..i stay home got problem..i go out oso got problem..wat la!!!..keke..din wanna go out today cuz i realize i haven been spending time wit my family and jumbo baby..so..i stayed home today la..

had my dinner the usual time..after tt, watch dbl happiness wit my family..after the show, me and my mummy headed out fer a stroll..wit jumbo baby..keke..its been 2 days tt i've been doing this..and i feel great spending time wit them..strolling ard the neighbourhood areas and chatting wit my mummy..telling her abt how i am now..blah blah..keke..

time really passes by fast..bin, louis and lawlen is in army le..only received calls frm bin and louis today..they're fine..haha..exercise shiong nia..keke..i wonder how my brudder lawlen is doing..keke..soon, it'll be ric's and cray's turn le..haha..botaks..keke..

another 9 more days and it'll be christmas..hmm..christmas..a time to spend wit loved ones and fwenz..my buddies were discussing on hafing a potluck..go some ppl's hse and celebrate christmas..kinda cool and warming idea..but dunno whether keen anot..haha..last year, my christmas was celebrated at Mad Monks wit my once loved..well, guess this year will be THE year i'll celebrate alone..alone not as in no fwenz to celebrate wit..is the alone alone..u noe?..hahahaha..wadever~..when i was younger, i owaes go fer carollings wit my church mates..it was super fun cuz we normally start at 6pm on 24th, den head to someone's place, sing carols, play wit the band and start gorging on all the food..we'll carol till late nite, going to diff houses (even to my house) and we'll countdown to christmas at 12am..dere's a bus tt will send us here and dere..and owaes, we countdown in the bus and will celebrate in it..playing our instruments, singing carols..*sigh*..those were the days..fun, warmth, enjoyment..

dunno where i'll head to this christmas..but shall jus wait and see ba..maybe dere'll be dates or some other stuffs???..haha..wadever~..jus wanna spend a fruitful one ba..still dun feel lyk looking fer a job..still got the kick fer studying..hmm..might try fer NIE..see how ba..dun wanna sign on cuz heard alot of NOs frm ppl in army..

guess few of my peeps noe my problems..not actually problems..but confusing situations..haha..its hard to make decisions now and it'll get harder as time passes by..i dunno wat i wan..i dunno wat i nid..sitting by myself, alone..thinking hard..but it owaes turns out to be 2 ppl..wat the fish am i doing..am i ready fer another love?..argh~..i guess its jus lyk wat patsy babe say.."i'm afraid i'll fall, fall into an empty hole"..1 is tt, 1 is this..1 is this, 1 is tt..ahhhh!!..*headache*..i've all the time in the world..i've the upper hand..i make all the decisions and i'm not obligated to anyone..jus i, me and myself..unless i wanna include someone else in my life..i really hope my nex love, will be my last love..everyday is a growing day fer me..and i dislyk falling OUT of love..hah..who doesnt rite..argh~..lyk a growing plant..needs all the love, essential sunlight, water and air..wadever it tks to grow into a mature plant..i guess my plant withered..but it has revived again..but its taking slow time to grow..wad the fish i talking abt..maybe i shld jus let nature tks its course..alamak..i betta stop..argh~..

i'm tired..i wanna enjoy..enjoy fun, laffters wit anyone..chao peeps~..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

me and qimei..see la..i red liao..haha..drank 2 liao..i think..cant rem..keke..

...beauty exposed ;

me and mag..she's da babe who poured me da drinks..keke..way to go babe..make me red red..keke..

...beauty exposed ;

me and my fat!..at yeehui's chalet..think we jus had our 1st drink..keke..

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, December 13, 2004

listening to "i dream" by Taufik now..hmm..love this song..so nicely written, sang..jus came across my fwen's bloggie..and she wrote something which reminded me somethings..yea..why bother digging the past when wats over is over..argh~..dun care..dun bother..bleah~..

i've been haunted by the shadows of pure hurt..gimme back my time, lemme haf my own life..i'm tired and sick of being toyed ard..hmm..do i sound horrible?..alrighty, i betta stop...shant go any further..

was excited fer my job on jan 3rd..but suddenly, aeroplane crashed manz~..i'm jobless liao..and i dun even noe wat kinda job i wanna get..everyone kept asking but i've no idea!..i guess i'm too fussy..but why work a job when u dun lyk at all?why force urself?..damn!..now i feel lyk working as an Events Co-ordinator..cuz events is fun!..meeting tons of ppl..rich, status, power..wat the heck la~..not trying to be a money faced but some ppl i met when i worked, haf those arrogant and proud face..hmm..this is something i dun see when i'm in Starbucks..why the proud and arrogant face manz..dunno la..not me..so, anyone..events job..lemme noe la..tolong tolong..keke..

abit on my lil' baby jumbo..she aint lil' anymore..she's huge, fat, chubby..haha..been eating well, sleeping well and of cuz, biting well!..haha..her biting skills are improving manz..haiz~..

my fwenz are going in army..soon, the group will scatter liao..left a few nia..hmm..army army..wats wrong wit army..couples break up in between or lyk me, break up even before army life..break up liao nvm, still..............haiz..oh well, lies lies, cheat cheat..wadever~..wat more can i say?..fwen of mine was wit his gf fer 6yrs and jus when army started a few mths ago, broke up.."sad, mixed feelings"..this was wat my fwen told me..totally understand how he felt..qns flooded his mind but he still managed to get a life..heng he kana commando..haha..shiong exercises and shiong feelings..blend together, all turns out well..haha..lubbish..fwenz fwenz..all impt to me..i've alot of fwenz..and i love it..love their company, love the way they talk rubbish and u jus laff ridiculously wit dem..haha..wun life be great wit laffters?..haiz..guess tt isnt possible..cuz some ppl will hurt u and dere goes sadness..hmm..ups and downz..argh~

sometimes i wished i could go overseas and study..i aint into the working field yet..still feel lyk studying..shld i become a teacher..whaha..shld i sign on..bleah~..eek!..den i'll be lyk my sista..whaha..my sista's coming back frm Spain today..man~..being a teacher earn so much ar..i owaes envy her holiday trips cuz its owaes so far and many days..me?only 5 days..tt's the max i can go..hmph..dun care..i've 2 yrs more to save up 4K fer a backpack trip wit my fwen in Europe..haha..2 yrs!!..keke..alamak..dun even haf job now lor..whaha..dun care..save!..

alrighty..guess i dunno wat bug infected me..i dunno y i blog too..hmm..siao me..haha..bud's going in tml, gonna mit them up fer dinner in billy bombers..broke ar!!..totally!..wonder how 2 tekongs, 1 commando doing now..haha..muz be kana tekan de..haiz~..poor dudes..keke..

chao~..catch up later~..

...beauty exposed ;

yeehui's chalet was fun..met alot of my buddies and oso, my ex gfs..haha..1 which i had in sec 1, another when i was in sec 3..haha..okae..i reached dere at 8.15pm..saw yeehui and i gave her the present and she hugged me..i saw qimei too..hmm..no change in her..keke..went upstairs..wa..worse..saw many many more..

i was hesitating at 1st..i dunno why..i saw maywati(my...), wanyan, mag, joanne(my ex gf) and her gf..i din noe how to react..so i din went into the room but headed downstairs instead..fat came and chat wit me..after tt, we went up together..(thanks fat..)..saw my once love and i smile to her..while she winked back to me..hmm..watched Singapore Idol and i love the song "i dream"..anyone haf?..send me ar..keke..received a call frm someone and thank god fer the call..it made me felt much betta though he was busy..keke..u noe who u are..thankew!!..after tt, we headed downstairs fer cake cutting..hmm..huge cake, nice to eat..haha..tk pictures, wit bday gurl, wit SAC bunch..oh..suat see, annie, mel came too..piangz..suat see change totally..she used to be a handsome but** and now, she's become a definitely chiobu..she saw me, she smile and lyk excited to see me lidat..keke..was happy to see her too..mel too..haha..smile to annie, nothing much to talk to her too..

it was time fer drinking..piangz..mag is seriously crazy..haha..oops!..she poured me a cuppa vodka 7-up..i was lyk..argh~!!..i dun lyk..but bo bian..she keep asking me to drink..hmm..den drink lor..drink finish liao, she pour again..alamak..die..somemore she lemme haf a sip of her vodka nic..alamak!..liao..haha..fat was totally red lor..she blushed manz!..haha..keke..i was getting hungry la..fat too..so we shared some food together while i was trying to siam frm mag..haha..*diao*..she poured another cup fer me..alamak..really die liao..i din let fat drink la..i drank the whole cup lor..den mag lemme drink another vodka nic..bleah~!..seriously dun lyk ar..dunno y lei..keke..after drinking, he said he wanted to come fetch me go eat supper..okae lor, since its an escape way fer me..heng ar..after he arrived in 30 mins..i left le..said my byes and left..mag and fat came along lor..so, i intro mag to him la..haha..mag was high ar..she was scolding b*t*h..keke..so funny..haha..baby talk somemore..haha..yea, she ask me to go phuture on fri..oh no..hmm..shall see how ba..might go lor..

niwae, i reached home at 4.30am lidat la..tired manz..bathe le immediately slp liao..until morning..i was disturbed on a sunday morning!!..ahhh!!..1st was my dad, wake me up..ask me go eat turtle soup wit dem..den nex moment, bryan called me ask me to mit him in store..ah doi~!..bo bian..drag myself up and went fer breakfast wit dad and mum..after tt, i went store to mit bryan lor..haha..managed to catch The Incredibles liao..yea..so funny..i love baby jack-jack..super cute..haha..was laffing in the movie ar..i think i laff too loud ar..cuz bryan keep looking at my side..really funny ma!!..

after the show, i acc mei mei fer her break lor..bryan oso..after tt, he left and i waited fer patsy to arrive..yawnz..when she arrive, went to eat Teppan Yaki..still remember i used to crave fer it so much until fat got scared man!!..haha..niwae, after tt we headed to marina sq to find janey babe..keke..she hugged us the moment she saw us ar..so cute..waited fer her lor..she off work liao, we went Mr Bean's fer some drinks..hmm..met up wit nigel and riccado and fwenz..whoa...turns out to be the whole grp of fwenz..keke..had fun laffing and playing wit their drinks..keke..went to play pool lor..play until ard 2 plus..i'm home~!!..yawnz~..

alrighty..enuff said..chao~..

...beauty exposed ;

Saturday, December 11, 2004

*ponders*..how many times in ur life would u get disappointments..haiz..dunno y, i seem to be feeling disappointed yday..anyway, went fer a show yday..National Treasure..hmm..not bad show, was laffing ar..cuz the guy cute and was a goofball..keke..upon reaching, he gave me a box of cheesecakes..(bet u guys dunno who is the he!!..haha..its nigel..keke..)..i was very happy cuz its my favourite cheesesticks..its actually a rectangle piece of cheesecake, beneath it is a biscuit..oOH!!..nice..i 1st had it in Taka by someone..i fell in love wit it le..back den, my ex bf buys it fer me..keke..now, is his turn..but i was wondering how he knew i lyk it..when i asked, he told me..and i was shocked..during the movie, i was feeling upset, disappointed..and had the urge to msg my ex bf..and i did..argh..shant go any further..wats done is done..

after show, went shopping fer a gift fer my fwen..hmm..let's see..she's my primary sch fwen..and we were best buddies..she knew me upside down..we even went to the same secondary sch..SAC..in the same group, different class but our bond was still dere..until, i had my gf..and things started to change..sadz..come to think of it, i known her fer 12 yrs..whoo..aint tt long!..sheesh..haha..but i met up wit her when i went to mit fat..and she invited me to her chalet..so sweet of her..i was kinda reluctant at 1st cuz i've oredi drifted frm the group fer a long time..and now, will feel kinda weird..but still, i went to shop fer a gift and found this necklace fer her..aint silver..she suits those vintage pendants..haha..decided to purchase it and after tt, i went to drink..whee~..keke..

met his fwenz at Raffles Place and it was raining..man!!..spoiler..argh..had to be in the rain fer awhile..his fwen was saying i look lyk the girl in F.I.R..ahhh!!..crazy, somemore ask me when my album coming out..hahaha..piangz..walked to Creme Bar and waited fer patsy to arrive lor..ordered jugs of tiger..hmm..dunno y i can drink the tiger smoothly..haha..was i thinking too much and i jus wanted to drink?haiz..i dunno..she arrived and ordered heineken..keke..wanted to xchange wit her..haha..but she smart..dun wan..bleah!!..decided to sing abit..ahh!..all the songs i usually sing dun haf manz..argh~..sad sia..sang ah mei's songs lor..den sing S.H.E song, and sammi's song..after tt, i stop liao..hmm..earlier on, we were playing 99 points la..den play halfway, i noticed 2 super duper tiko guys at the bar keep staring at me..turning back and stare at me..wa..i scared lor!..i dun dare to move an inch!!..decided to play on, and ignore them..but they kept on staring..which was seriously irritating..(curse those ppl to grow lumps in their eyes, grow until cannot see!..grow lumps everywhere!!..oh oh..*evil*..keke)..after awhile, they left..and i really heaved a sigh of relief lor..i tot nobody noticed but in the end, qiuluan msged nigel and told him..and he noticed it too!..phew!!..i tot nobody noticed manz..heng..but its okae, cuz got 2 guys ma..haha..qiuluan was feeling uncomfy..so she went out to sit..felt bad cuz she's sick and yet SOMEBODY go ask them come down..haiz..she became merlion lor..and i felt bad..so i called uncle teng to fetch lor..*hope she's alrighty*..

got home ard 3 plus..i was okae hor..wasnt drunk..was okae..completely..OH..cab driver told me he go by Nicoll highway den go PIE..den i ask him "huh, nicoll highway open oredi ar.."..hahaha..gong me..i really dunno ma!!..den nigel say i drunk liao..piangz..puhlease..keke..reached home, lie on my bed liao..buay tahan..haha..but got up fer a bath lor..den went back to rest..got hungry manz!..at 5am..bo bian, get up, fix someting to eat..den head to lala land..once again, i was being disappointed by someone else..argh~..dbl disappointments in 1 day..damn..

woke up in the noon, realize i'm JOBLESS!!..ahhh!!..eve (louis's aunt) not working fer Golfasia le..she ask me if i still wanna work, i told her she not ard, i dun wan liao..haiz~..sad lei..was kinda looking ferward lor..den suddenly dun haf liao..piangz..gotta hunt fer jobs again..sadz..i msged jack and christine..wa liu..sad manz..but she told me, she haf an event on 29th dec in Bintan..ask me to help her..its gonna be whole day in bintan..whee!..but.28th dec, i got a party wit the gals in sijori resort..argh~..cannot go liao..sadz..msged patsy and told her abt it..(sowee babe..really..paiseh..)..haiz..sad lei..dun say liao..

gonna head to downeast later..fer chalet..party party!!..whee~!!...chao!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, December 09, 2004

starbucks free drink event was fun~!!....i reached store at 3 plus..met patsy fer lunch den we asked christine if we could start work later since so many ppl is inside!..yea, she allowed us to work at 4.30pm..so, we slacked somemore till i receive a call frm him..he say he was at suntec wit his sir and mates..they were shopping and they wanna come down to bugis to find me..i was shocked!!..keke..but was happy too..haha..after tt, he called me again and say he's in the car and the sir driving, making their way down to bugis..whoo!!..i faster faster gave patsy babe my stuffs and waited lor..awhile later, they came..and intro us..hmm..we got along chatting very quickly wit the sir and mates..especially patsy babe ar..talking wit the sir..the sir really funny and joker..think he really was the one entertaining the whole table cuz wasnt taking much..haha..i was talking to him ma, patsy talking to the sir, mates were talking among themselves..haha..so funny..ard 4.20pm, we decided to go change le..haha..indeed, wearing back starbucks tee and khakis brought memories back to me..hmmm..was kinda proud tt i'm wearing starbucks tee..haha..crap..keke..

queue started at 4.50pm..this auntie was too paiseh to queue fer the 1st one..cuz jack wanted to tk a pic of the 1st customer..haha..5pm, christine made a countdown and rang the bell..gong, the bell cannot make it..drop out..haha..funny..but everyone shouted "welcome to starbucks bugis" and the event started..i ended up being the crowd controller at the entrance..wa, not fun lor..1st, suffocate..2nd, talk alot..3rd, HOT AR!!!..queue was horrible..alot of ppl started to queue..some asked if it will be long..i had to tell them it'll tk abt 10-15 mins..hmm..but they still wait..i had to smile, chat wit the customers..he left at 5pm..i said my byes to them..i couldnt chat wit them much cuz i was too busy..i told his sir to drive carefully..keke..his sir is such a joker..niwae, queue got much longer till a point of time, i got hidden by the customers tt queue up..and christine and patsy were looking fer me..poor patsy babe, she has to keep talking and telling every customer dere is a free drink giving out..she was thirsty and tired..so was i!..haha..but WELL DONE babe!!..nigel came at 5 plus..coincidental huh~..haha..niwae, i couldnt chat wit him much too..need to control the queue..ard 6pm, HE came..patsy ran over to me and told me "jack is here"..i was shocked cuz i din expect he'll come..but he din even say hi to me anyway..until he started to queue and chatted wit me awhile..but i was busy la~..i ran in to store asking fer pen cuz there was a guy wit ear impaired..i wrote to him tt he could order any drink he lyk cuz its free..and he kept on thanking me..i was smiling to him and made sure he felt comfortable in the queue..mei mei kept on gifing out the walnut prune cake until she was tired..she started shouting "anyone wans to try walnut prune cake?"..haha..so funny..jack came and brought me a cuppa cold water..thanks manz..needed water so much..haha..soon, it was 6.30pm liao..HE came and told me HE's going off cuz HE needs to go back office..i jus say bye and smiled..tt's all..[facing my once loved is facing my fear..someone close to me said tt..and i'll rem..]..

crowd started to queue after 6.30pm..customers were constant ar..the last 10 mins..me, christine, jack and patsy were screaming "last 10 mins!!..jus queue!!"..we were tired la..riccado came and i told him to queue cuz its free ma..dun waste it..at 7pm..2 girls wanted to buy drinks..so we told dem to wait awhile..they were the 1st customers to buy drinks..haha..den after tt, Naz shouted "cheers to our 1st paying customers!!"..everyone clapped and cheered lor..den they were saying hips and hurrays la..christine ask us to clap fer our job well done..phew~..finally its over..after standing fer abt 3 hrs..its tiring..talking, standing, smiling..whoa..tired~..keke..but it was fun..been long since i worked..really brought back memories..SB-BG, a place i often miss..brought me back memories..2 yrs, it had been wonderful and fun..ard 7 plus, we can punch out le..wa..me and patsy went office and change..den punch out manz..after tt go outside fer a puff liao..said thanks to jack and christine..even rachel came down..keke..but missed pek kee!!..ard 7 plus, i said byes to dem and left fer dinner..went DOMI to eat dinner..broke liao..seriously broke le..after eating, shop ard den head fer movie..BLad Trinity..okae la, quite nice la..i love the actions..fightings..its nice..and the girl is superb lor..so stylo milo de..got muscles and got the "sei" lor..haha..but the dracula handsome~~..haha..was telling nigel tt the dracula handsome..hor?!!..hhaah..after the show, head home liao..tired manz..reached home ard 12 plus..bathed and sat down to wind down..chill wit music and drinks, puff a little, chatted wit someone close till abt 5am..msged christine, thanking her fer letting me help out and i really enjoyed myself..she replied back and said thank me fer helping out and i'm most welcomed..hee..felt so warm..they were worried i'll get cheated by my new job, they kept on asking me howz my job like and the salary and stuffs..so swweet of jack and christine..keke..niwae, even chatted wit robin awhile cuz he's going in today ma..haha..after tt, slept all the way till 5pm..shioks..

niwae, nothing much liao..today thurs..dunno if i'll be going out anot..but i'm staying home 1st to relac wit my family..OH!!..my speakers!!..its back~!!..haha..my com's speakers!!..back back back!!..whahaha..so happy!!..to the person who helped me, u noe who u are!!..muacks muacks!!..thank u so much!!..niwae, now playing a hokkien song fer my parents to hear..whaha..funny..keke..alrighty, gotta chao..time fer dinner~..

...beauty exposed ;

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

had a wonderful dinner today wit fat, chewling, charles and his fwenz..had a great time laffing our hearts out..teasing fat, teasing abt how to order food frm waitresses, charles teasing fat, me and chewling tease and laff at fat too..so cute..she's the joker of the day..which is my fat..keke..oops!..fat treated me and chewling today..(thanks fat!..i really enjoyed the dinner!..nex time my turn liao..keke..muacks!)..niwae, received a call frm someone close to me today too..chatted while waiting fer dinner.. :) ..thanks fer your call..

during dinner, i kept on laffing..toopid charles..make me laff until buay tahan..haiz..sad thing is he going tekong tml liao..no more nonsense frm him..anyway, he go in or neva go in no diff la..haha..but sad is my bin gege going in on the 9th..ahh!!!...keke..niwae, after dinner, we headed outside fer a puff..had a call frm someone again..chatted abit after tt i headed to pavilion fer pool..hmm..i owaes kana scolded frm fat de..she owaes scold me "ah lian" if i win her or if i pocket any balls..keke..used to it le..haha..

reached home not long ago..daddy not aslp yet..and he said to me "go your room and find something"..i went to my room, realized beside my bed is a photo frame..and the pic is jumbo baby..haha..mummy secretly went to develop the pics which i took when jumbo was a baby..and they din tell me till today..they choose the nicest pic whereby can see jumbo baby clearly..argh~..so sweet of dem..love my parents..muacks..keke..hmm..realized time really flies..its going to be x'mas le..wonder how i am gonna celebrate it..i love x'mas but it oso will be sad x'mas too..argh~..why until this period of time i suddenly feel down..loads of tots came to my mind and i cant get it out..been stressing my brains lately..somemore my sickness..damn my cough..february is coming..another checkup at the hospital..argh!..somemore its a day before my bday!..how suay can i get..toopid..dunno if i shld go fer operation anot..still thinking cuz the decision lies in me..thinking of all the pain i'm gonna experience..shitty feeling..oh well..

tml, i dunno if i wanna go mambo..cuz its my fwen bday..hmm..still considering..cuz going home frm dere very shiong!!..wa liu..alrighty..guess tt's much la..chao~.. by the way, i changed my bloggie again..argh~...

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

days has been alrighty fer me..haf been sick..down wit flu and cough..argh~..haven recover yet kinda getting worse..hmm..these days..couple of things cropped up..and tears rolled down again..hate the feeling of crying and no one can be beside u..

he bought me a cd tt i wanted..Love Songs..its good..recommend u peeps to buy..its nice and soothing..really~..really can brg u into tears..argh..suddenly, the lyrics of a few songs caught my attention..i was listening to Love Will Lead You Back..and it brought tears to my eyes..if u all wanna noe, go listen to this song titled " Look Away" by Chicago..the lyrics caught my attention..abit of the lyrics..

well, you called me up this morning

told me abt the new love you found

i said i was happy fer u,

i'm really happy fer u..

found someone else,

i guess i wun be coming around..

i guess its over,

its really over baby..

and from wat you said i noe u've gotten over me..

and it'll neva be the way it used to be..

so if its gonna be this way,

dun worry baby, i can tk the news okae..

but if you see me walking by,

and the tears are in my eyes,

look away baby, look away

and if we mit on the streets someday

and i dunno wat to say,

look away baby, look away

dun look at me

i dun wan you to see me this way......

nice ma?..hmmm..lyrics quite nice ar..crying is tiring..suddenly all thoughts starts to flow into ur mind..when it comes to x'mas, all the songs will make u sad..and will make u think of how ur year is going to come to an end and a new one is coming up..lately, i've been feeling rather down..been long since i've felt this way..i've been enjoying a happy and holiday life..but this week, have been rather down..argh~..another song came to mind.."Blue Eyes Blue" by Eric Clapton..lyrics totally nice..

i tot you'd be loving me,

tot u were the one who's stay forever..

and now forever's come and gone,

and i'm still here alone..

you were only playing,

you were only playing wit my heart..

i was neva waiting,

i was neva waiting fer the tears to start..

it was you who put the clouds around me,

it was you who made the tears fall down..

it was you who broke my heart into pieces,

it was you, who made my blue eyes blue..

neva shld've trusted you..

i tot tt i'd be all you'd nid,

in your eyes i tot, i saw my heaven..

and now my heaven's gone away,

and i'm out in the cold..

you had me believing,

you had me believing in a lie..

guess i couldnt see it,

guess i couldnt see it till i saw good bye.......

hmm..kinda sad aint it?..yea..1 more tt i loved..it has been sung my Jessea in the s'pore idol..its "Love Will Lead You Back" by Taylor Dayne..superb song, wonderful lyrics..simply love it..

saying goodbye is neva an easy thing

but you neva said you'd stay forever..

so if you muz go, darling i'll set you free..

but i noe in time, we'll be together..

i wun try to stop you now frm leaving,

cuz in my heart i noe

love will lead you back

someday i jus noe tt..

love you will lead you back to my arms,

where you belong..

i'm sure, sure as stars as shining,

one day you will find me again..

it wun be long..

one of these days,

love will lead you back..

one of these nites,

i'll hear ur voice again..

you're gonna say how much you miss me..

you'll walk out this door,

but someday, you'll walk back in..

darling i noe, i noe this will be..

sometimes it takes some time out on your own now..

to find your way back home...........

nice?..i lyk DJ ar..but really recommend this cd to u peeps..songs are great..keke..or u wan me to send u oso can..haha..niwae, shant blog wat i've done..cuz, kinda xianz..aint feeling "well"..kinda troubled..bump into someone today at tamp mall..dunno why lots of tots came into my mind..wats over is over..alrighty, shall jus end here..all peeps, tk care k..and hope everyone spends a nice and warm x'mas this yr..love ya all..chao~..

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, December 06, 2004

me and patsy..cold lei..its 4am manz!..

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me and robin..die oso force him to tk..keke..

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this is funny..snapshot!!..keke..

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