finally, back to where i belong..my home sweet home..whoo~..Osaka was a wonderful place to shop~..100 yen?..my gosh..i go completely crazy man..i think i spent 2500-3000 yen..haha..but i jus cant seem to find 25 items lei..hahahha..oops~.. crew was very informative, very helpful and giving me plenty of tips..but the IFS really was a challenge for me & my buddy..shall not blog here but anyone wanna noe, hahaha..i'm owaes ready to tell u my experience~!..whoo~..keke..

touched down on 24th Oct at nite..tired i was..very tired..went home, spent time wit my baby and slept soundly..but knowing i nid to go back to sch for graduation practise..argh~.. yesh, it seems lyk yesterday i started my training..still rem i was whining abt the hrs in STC, the early waking up in the morning..oh man..its gonna be over soon, in jus a matter of 2 days...sooo fast..we're still practising our graduation stuffs..everything is turning out fine~..jus tt, making everyone stay back after class is a terrible thing as some ppl might jus show a black face, or show attitude..which is lyk..argh~.. i'll haf 3 days leave after my grad..which means, 5 more days to my London flight..damn~..gan chiong, cuz its my 1st solo..shyt..keke..i'm not very zhai yet..

i'll spend these 3 days wit my baby..plainly wit him..we'll be going to Rasa Sentosa for a nite's out dere..yay.. tho' we cant go to Bintan, as we wanted to go soo much..we decided to forgo it..due to baby's busy schedule at work..and i had to rest for my london flight..tired am i now..gonna get some rest & slp..waiting for my baby to come..keke..take care peeps..will update fotos later la..tired ne..

chao~!!..till den~!!..

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finally, back to where i belong..my home sweet home..whoo~..Osaka was a wonderful place to shop~..100 yen?..my gosh..i go completely crazy man..i think i spent 2500-3000 yen..haha..but i jus cant seem to find 25 items lei..hahahha..oops~..

crew was very informative, very helpful and giving me plenty of tips..but the IFS really was a challenge for me & my buddy..shall not blog here but anyone wanna noe, hahaha..i'm owaes ready to tell u my experience~!..whoo~..keke..

touched down on 24th Oct at nite..tired i was..very tired..went home, spent time wit my baby and slept soundly..but knowing i nid to go back to sch for graduation practise..argh~..

yesh, it seems lyk yesterday i started my training..still rem i was whining abt the hrs in STC, the early waking up in the morning..oh man..its gonna be over soon, in jus a matter of 2 days...sooo fast..we're still practising our graduation stuffs..everything is turning out fine~..jus tt, making everyone stay back after class is a terrible thing as some ppl might jus show a black face, or show attitude..which is lyk..argh~..

i'll haf 3 days leave after my grad..which means, 5 more days to my London flight..damn~..gan chiong, cuz its my 1st solo..shyt..keke..i'm not very zhai yet..i'll spend these 3 days wit my baby..plainly wit him..we'll be going to Rasa Sentosa for a nite's out dere..yay..

tho' we cant go to Bintan, as we wanted to go soo much..we decided to forgo it..due to baby's busy schedule at work..and i had to rest for my london flight..tired am i now..gonna get some rest & slp..waiting for my baby to come..keke..take care peeps..will update fotos later la..tired ne..

chao~!!..till den~!!..

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"hapPy bIrThdAy to U..hApPy bIrTHdAy to U..hAPPy bIRtHdAy tO bAbY!!..hAPpY bIrThDay tO u~!!"..

happy happy birthday to u baby..may all ur wishes come true..muacks..birthdays come only once a year, haf fun on this day of urs k..plainly leave everything to me..jus go & enjoy urself..but dun blame me if u get saboh-ed ne..keke..(and finally my ears can rest!!..no more "my bday coming, my bday coming"..haha..)

dear, its been sometime since we've been together..dere were times when we were happy, sad, angry, frustrated..but all these are common rite?..thankew for showering me wit endless cares, concerns, love, happiness, laffters, jokes, hugs, kissies..thankew for showing me how to express one person's love..thankew for being my pillar of everything..

dear, jus enjoy urself today k?..keke..*evil laffter*..haha..no la..kidding la..keke..today's jus the 2 of us k..keke..see u so scared last nite really makes me laff..hahaha..so cute ne..

hope u lyk the present..i bet u will rite..u wanted it so much..muacks..may this yr's bday be a fruitful one for u..and may u enjoy to the fullest, may all ur wishes come true, may u be blessed wit loads of happiness, love, laffters & many more blessings..keke..jus wan u to be happy..muacks..

"we can make it thru the rain, sun, everything..if we try..my storybook, my life..begins wit u now..happy birthday my love.."
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ok la..u guys feel the mush oredi issit..but i lyk..hahahahaha..niwae, i'm back frm INDIA!!..whoo~!!..a very very good exposure for me..and i'm definitely fortunate to be living in S'pore..walking outside at nite in INDIA is very dangerous..but walking outside at nite in S'pore is much better, although its dangerous too..

ppl is INDIA really shows me how much they value things they come across..even plastic bags tt's very tattered, they still wan..bottles tt are dirty, they wan..clothes tt was actually white in color haf turned brown..i was really saddened by wad i saw..poverty was definitely shown..kids working, selling things..toddlers asking for $$..1 particular toddler came up to us (me and my colleagues were at a market..) and asked for $$..we couldnt gif it to him..we bot an ice-cream for him..although dere was no thank-yous frm the young boy, he munched on the ice-cream happily..i looked at his face features and realized his ears haf cuts tt's so long & dirty, dere was puss in it..it really saddens me..kids in S'pore are being pampered, showered wit anything..this shows how different we are to them..

this job really expose me to the outside world..i've seen wad poverty means..i might see even worse..& i wanna see it..i wanna experience it myself..nex mth, i'll be going India again..its a good exposure..

came back wit rashes on my legs..guess its the environment dere..but its healing oredi..came back, i rested all the way..as it was an overnight flight..crews on this flight are so much fun..they're a very funny, happy team..i wished i was in their team, but maybe mine's the same as well..keke..i had a great mentor which i din managed to thank when we touched down in Sin..she went off..hmm..and her ciggys are wit me..

today's a rest day which is oso my baby's bday..so definitely, my time will be wit him all the way..keke..my flight's at nite tml..overnight flight again..to OSAKA..hope things will be ok in OSAKA..which, prolly it will..keke..cant wait..

take care peeps..see you all sometime~!!..

chao~!!..

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i'm leaving on B777..and i'll be back on thurs again..oh no, i hate to goooo...

haha..i'm leaving today..to Delhi..oh man, i wonder how is it gonna be lyk in India ne..neva been to India before..hmmm..but, its gonna be a good experience..keke..

telling ppl the places i go, often perks me up..but when its time to depart, i jus drag myself to the airport..dunno why la..haha..maybe i'm not used to it la..keke..anyway, take care peeps..i'll come back soon to update ya..

pat, janey..good luck for ur exams k..i'll see you babes soon hor..miss u both lots lots..muacks~..gam ba te!!..keke..

baby, do take care of urself k..i'll be back soon..muacks..drive carefully k..and FAT FAT will tk over me now..u can KEEP REMINDING HER TT UR "BDAY IS COMING"..
(pssst..thanks FAT~!!..let my ears rest k..owe u 1!!..keke..)..k dear?..gonna miss you lots lots..

fat, thanks ya!!..hahahahahahhaa..miss you!!..will buy something back for u..haha..

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i dunno why..but this song jus rings in my mind..its questioning me, "haf u ever".."haf u ever"..

today's a rough day, a smooth beginning but a rough ending..

sometimes i feel i'm rite, sometimes u're rite..past bad memories shadows me in my head..i've scars in my heart tt cant be smoothen..u'll neva understand wad i've been thru..the bad & very rough times, it was a really tough road for me to walk..and its ok tt u cant understand..but sometimes, u jus cant bear to let go even the person is a convict..i hope this explains why i dun dare to look at u whenever we argue, or i keep very quiet & bottle everything up in me..u can say, i'm trained in this..i'm not thinking of questions to bombard u or stuffs tt i wanna rant at u..in myself, i'm jus telling myself to calm down, think wad went wrong, dun argue anymore..its not stuffs tt i wanna argue back or bombard u..i noe my face wun look good, but in me, i'm jus telling myself not to argue anymore, let u rant, let u vent until u feel ok..this was the way i did in my past..i jus grant tt person to vent any anger, any frustration, any rage on me..i jus allow it..

i hope u can understand the way i am..u can say i dun haf the guts to argue back..but being slapped in the face before, haunts me..i noe you are you, tt person is tt person..but the shadows lingers..

i've learnt tt hating someone will make oneself miserable..but i din noe, tt oneself will make the other half miserable too..i'm sorry..

maybe i've been thru much stress, pressure..guess u've been too at ur work..maybe tt's the reason why we dun see eye to eye today..i'm jus upset in myself for being so petty..i should haf jus allowed u to enjoy urself wit ur fwenz..i used the wrong words to express myself and it got misunderstood..but at tt point of time, i wondered to myself did u ever try rejecting..i guess u dun haf a choice too..guess i gave the wrong attitude..

i neva tell u abt my past bad stuffs cuz i feel ashamed..and i dun wanna remind myself of my past..ppl look down on me, despise me for the way i am..i jus wished i had the strong foundation in me i used to haf..tt this is the way i am, this will be the way i carry myself..i wish i had tt..i've become very conscious of myself, my surrounding, my area, my environment..i've changed, this i will not deny..

i'm sorry for spoiling our dinner..thru the way u reply me in msgs, maybe its jus being short and sweet but it jus feels weird..u've neva msg lidat to me before..guess its "karma"..wad goes ard, comes ard..i understood the meaning of "retribution" last yr..and it really tore me apart..no one expected i'll turn out tt way, but i jus did..i was torn & shattered into pieces..i think u knew abt it too..

guess i did msg tt way to u before & u're doing wad i did to u..karma..i understand le..

i dunno wad to do or say now..jus haf a good rest..and i hope tml will be a better day..

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been busy, tied up wit sch stuffs lately..finally, the torture of waking up at 630am in the morning is gonna end..which means..my training is coming to an end..sad tho' but i'm lyk a bird wit full set of wings..ready to fly..

been practising hard for the graduation..jus for my family & fwenz..and somemore..u'll neva guess where my position is man..pls guys, dun laff..keke..thurs was the last day of my exam..yea, i had an exam on thurs..basically testing my in my knowledge for my B777..guess wad?..i pass!!..92%..whoo~..was freaking tired yday due to the lack of slp..becuz of whahahaha..

W-A-R-C-R-A-F-T..i dunno y, but i'm hooked..i noe, u haf the "HUH, u play warcraft???" feeling now rite..yes yes..i noe..fwenz haf started to haf this feeling in themselves now..aiyoh, why cant i play..keke..

okok, back to my sch..boring ne..keke..aircraft visit on wed was good..met fwenz frm previous batch..same aircraft visit..keke..finished early, headed back to STC for practise..good tho'..but jus cant stand the fact tt our classmates owaes procastinate..jus love to delay, delay and more delay..giving an excuse such as "we can try wit the kebaya on, so tt we can see if we will expose our legs..", "tml we haf test, muz study"..its lyk "HELLLO~~..i doubt u'll study when u reach home at 1400pm in the noon..think u will jus head out, meet bf or slp.."..rite?..but, we made a pt tt, when 1 thing is settled days before, we'll do it..dun care a shit if u show us a face or gif us attitude..its OUR graduation..its OUR performance..and the promises we gave to other trainers, instructors, my god..wad will they think if they see our performance lyk shit?..haiz~...

i'm coming to an end of my 1st step..and its gonna be the beginning of my 2nd step..yes, flying career..i'm gonna be alone, on my own..no one to help me except flying ppl..sometimes u're lucky, u meet damn nice crews..sometimes u're suay, u meet weird ppl..sometimes u get out of the wrong side of bed, u meet nasty ppl..7000 crews outside, wonder how many are nice..hmmm..

i dunno if this will be my flying career..i'll see how it goes..tho' $$ is good, 1 yr i haf 112 off days & 21 days leave, travel & see weird places, but 1 fine day..u'll realize u miss ur family, loved ones & fwenz a whole lot..i'll see where this job takes me to..and oso, my other half, i oso hafta discuss wit him, tho' its the beginning..hehe..but he's oredi supporting me to go all the way..keke..

oh well..tues will be my flight to DelHI and sat will be my flight to Osaka..oOOooOO..cool ne..will be at my best..gotta go sch now..update soon..take care peeps~..

chao~!!..

*u're my pillar of strength, happiness..witout u ard me, i'm at a lost..i love you..*

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wad's tt?..hahahaha..its PIGEON~!!..yeah~..nice nice!!..keke.. 

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love this man..its Strawberry Sago..whoo~..lovely.. 

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slurp~!! 

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on our way to Mongkok for shopping~!! 

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our station~!!.. 

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streets of HKG..crowded..but shopping paradise..keke.. 

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is this betta?.. 

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or this?.. 

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our new shades..mine's orange, her's white..sooo cheap~!!..look at our bags..haha.. 

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bags and bags of stuffs..frm HKG..shioks~.. 

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SQ girls..hahaha.. 

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me and my buddy..cosy rite?..we love the beds..haha..each has a Queen Sized..whoo~.. 

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take 2..me and my buddy..keke.. 

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ok ok..i'm bored ok..keke..bathroom, nice?..haha..i'm advertising on my Casio camera la..haha.. 

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hotel view..level 17 of my room..nice.. 

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another hotel view..Swissotel.. 

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streets of Sydney..love it.. 

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streets of Sydney..nice aint it?..lovely..love the weather..cool, cold, NICE..wanna migrate?..haha.. 

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this clock is unique..keke..swissotel lobby.. 

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the other view..look at my ta-baos..so sad..no more food in SYD..jus cup noodles..sheesh.. 

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tt's my hotel..betta den HKG rite..keke..shioks..sorry ar, my buddy's legs..keke.. 

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i'm back..it feels so good to be home & not flying..i'm suffering frm jetlag & oso, the feeling of being in a plane..my god..even when i'm standing still, i feel as if i'm still on the plane..sheesh..well, i'll get used to it ba..keke..

flight so HongKong was good..crew was nice, willing to teach..my leader was good as well..tho' abit of sayings frm them, at least i learn..overall, i DID learn..hongkong, shopping paradise..seriously, its good..i spent crazily..and i really went crazy over Esprit Sale..my god..i spent 286HKD..ladies market?..whoo~..spent crazily too..haha..everything's so cheap..keke..din take much fotos cuz i was too engrossed in shopping..haha..abit was taken..keke..

Sydney was good too..crew was so nice..my mentor's so nice, i'm falling fer her..hahaha..she's been soooo helpful, so caring, so nice to me..she even stayed back behind to write down service procedures for me..she's so sweet..her bf's so lucky to haf her..keke..din get to shop in Sydney..time was tight..only touched down at nite, shops all closed..no dinner, jus had cup noodles..oh man..argh~..shoppped for my favourite nougats..whoo~..keke..and i'm back oredi..Leader was good, mentor was my fwen this time back to SIN..keke..had my fun, had a gist of everything..

checked my november schedule & its damn tight..1st up, London..2nd, Amsterdam..3rd, Sydney AGAIN~..4th, Shanghai..5th, Jakarta..6th, Seoul and last, Saigon..my god..i've so much to see and do liao..whoo~~!!..keke..after tt, my Dec schedule would be to Manchester & Amritsar..shioks?..tough time man..keke..i cant wait to see the countries..

back frm Hongkong - SIN, my beloved buddy, my lovely galfwenz and crazy fwenz came to pick me up!!!!..i was soooo surprised by my galfwenz tt they came..so touched.. :) ..i knew my buddy would come, she was the 1st i saw..fat fat, thanks so much~!!..muacks~!!..and when i saw more fwenz, i was so shocked..even bong and emily came..when i saw Pat and Janey..i was so paiseh~!!!..argh~..keke..but i really was so touched tt they came..my supporters man..keke..guys, love u all lotsa~!!..muacks~!!..keke..

of cuz, needless to say..the love of my life came wit my parents..he went to pick them up at my place and send them to airport..jus to see me..my loving & so supportive parents, my love..thankew all..muacks..

had a piece of bad news back home frm HOngkong..mum's tired of taking care of jumbo..they dun wan my dog..i cried..i really burst out crying..my dog, my jumbo..unless someone can take care..i really broke down..my jumbo's oredi 1 yr old & i really haf feelings fer her..yet, they jus wan to gif her up..i was so sad, i jus cried..i defended for jumbo, but no one helped..i dun wan to gif jumbo away, i wan my jumbo..she's lyk my baby to me..i noe she's notty..but now, i'll try my best to take care of her whenever i'm home and oso, to teach her well..i'm so sad whenever i talk abt jumbo.. :(

fotos below..haf a look ya.keke..

*baby, love you..everytime i'm away, i miss you lots..muacks..*

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