...Lost In Beauty...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

this mth of july is killing me..

every week

every day

every weekend..

WORK..

crazy launches..

really is killing me..

been working lyk crazy for this past 2 weeks..

almost no off days..

no time for a good rest..

my back's cracking up again..

causing me loads of piercing pain..

sigh..

hope all these will end soooooonnnn...

on a brighter note, i'm leaving nex week..

and i so cant wait..

damn..

been looking forward to it since beginning of july..

i jus nid a breather..

am so tired..

so worn out..

yday had a birthday celebration @ zouk..

sheesh..

plenty of drinks as usual..

martell, chivas, vodka, lambo, submarine, shooters..

poor birthday boy..

kana tekan..

our aim was to make him puke 2 times before 12am..

hehehe..

alot of ppl went..sales team, regional sales, workshop peeps..

left at 1am+..

went to eat bak kut teh and had a hilarious nite..

couldnt stop laffing whole nite due to 2 clowns..

anyways..

happy birthday..we hope u did enjoy urself..

stress level down by abit now..

managed to pull through and i dun feel so much at this point now..

but will be feeling it soon cuz my probation is ending soon..

and i nid to clock abt 30 units..

and guess wad, i'm short of 20..

WA LAU..

august nid to pia..

HOW TO!!!..

so many things to do, but so little time..

omg......

finally we're back to CC on fri..

brought back memories of the 4 of us gathering every week..

once again, the bitchings..

usual topics, crazy topics..

i really miss those days..

we had a gd time, didnt we?..

my life is back on track..

and i'm working it out..

...beauty exposed ;

Friday, July 11, 2008

sometimes, things r so unpredictable..

one moment, u're so happily in love..

another moment, u're heartbroken..

sometimes, u're not even sure if u shld fall in love or not..

falling in love is so easy..

but getting out of it is so hard..

things r so unpredictable..

sigh..

babe, i jus hope things will turn out well and fine for u..

we 3 girls will owaes be dere for you..

jus lyk u've owaes been dere for me..

i understand how you feel as i've been through this before..

u only wish u were given another chance to explain and do things right..

but everytime u try, it seems its not appreciated..

and u lost faith and confidence..

i feel for you babe..

if dere's anything i can do for you..

i'm jus a phonecall away..

falling in love is sometimes an unpredictable road you take..

if it turns out well, u've been blessed..

if it doesnt, u lose confidence..

and everything tt comes along in it..

i'm over and done that..

no wonder ppl gets tired of falling in and out of love..

and would rather be single and alone..

but then again, u wan the sense of love..

u wan the sense of touch from a loved one..

sigh..

this is life, isnt it?..

my stress level of work is increasing everyday..

amount of pressure putting on myself..

i'm suffocating..

pressured..

not by anyone but myself..

i'm gonna break down sometime soon..

my life has so much downs and downs..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

..my girls..

nothing beats but noeing u've great fwenz ard u..

noeing u've fwenz tt supports you no matter wad the situations are..

noeing u've fwenz tt understands and listens to your problems..

noeing that u've fwenz tt consoles you, comforts you when you're down..

noeing u've fwenz tt shares happiness and sadness wit you..

.....

i thank God for giving me 3 irritating girls to my life..*HAHA*

not only do they irritate the s**t out of me..

but deep inside, i know they care alot..

not only do they bitch alot..

but deep inside, i know they're owaes dere for me..

kudos to this wonderful girl fwenship tt we haf!..

.....

and stop irritating me!!!..hahaahah!..

shant talk abt work here..

cuz it'll be the usual craps + shits..

dad's bday dinner was a gd one..

we all had a gd family talk..

and its been a long time since i've had dinner wit the whole family..

sitting down, eating steamboat together..

laffing and talking abt anything..

it warms my heart, noeing i've a wonderful family..

jus glad my parent is happy and i wan them to be..

looking forward to my trip coming end of this mth..

cant wait to go somewhere and relax..

sand, sun and sea..

shioks..

i am glad to be where i am now..

no qualms abt anything at this moment..

am enjoying every single bit..

thanks for your understanding..

thanks for listening..

thanks for being who you are..

alrighty folks..

take care..

...beauty exposed ;