seasons change..
people change..
feelings change..
things haf come to a point whereby neither one wants it..
i guess dere's where fate ends..
tho' i'm falling apart but i'm doing my best to stand up
AGAIN..
tears, pain and hurt..
i'm doing my best to handle it..
to my loved ones..thankew..
nothing beats but noeing how much all of you care..
i'm doing my best..
its hard for me to let go something that means alot..
but i'm doing my best..
my beloved sista patsy: thankew for all u've said..
i noe i shld forget and forgive..i am doing it..
tho' the love is still lingering in my mind, my heart..
i am doing my best..
i can only do and hope for the betta and best..
will be off to amsterdam on tuesday..yes, a place tt's filled
wit tulips and daffodils..
my dream place of picturing tulips..
and oso, a place to lemme relax and haf serenity..
a place to lemme let go off all the sorrows..
creamtulips, here i come to see you!..
people say you're busy wit work..
people say you nid time..
people say you're stressed and pressured wit work..
people say to gif you time to settle your work..
all these..i'm gifing it to you..
you've gained back wad you've lost..
time wit yourself, your family, your fwenz..
i'm off now..from everything..
i am too silly to go all the way when all i felt was 'it was worth it'..
i am too emotional when it comes to you..
i'm sorry that i fell for you, so deep, so true..
so deep till i din noe wad i've done..
so true till i went all the way to salvage things..
but, your hurting words, your hurting ways,
yours hurting actions,
haf truly hurt me deep deep enuff..
i'm off now..from everything..
everything looks so dead now..