...Lost In Beauty...

Thursday, October 26, 2006

i'm back from my brissy trip!..went to find my long-time fwen who is still studying dere and i'm lucky tt this week is her study week..hehe..

touched down, showered and i waited for her to pick me up from the hotel..went to this Three Monkeys Cafe for Cheesecake!..whoo..nice and nice..accompanied by a pot of Earl Grey and Raspberry cheesecake wit white chocolate slice..AND whip cream..whaha..shioks..we chatted, update wit each other of the stuffs and things ard us, and my oh my..some happenings ard my fwenz, i oso dunno sia..now den i noe..whahaha..it was so funny and shocking news..keke..thanks for telling me anyway!..whaha..

after the cheesecake and tea, we headed to Mount Coot-Tha..whereby i get to see Brissy by night..whoo..actually, its nothing much..jus the night lights of the whole city, the panaromic view of the whole city..its exactly the same as me on the plane and looking down lor, jus tt the view is much zoomed in..ahaha..very chilly, wit cold winds blowing hard..man~..i was freezing..haha..stayed up dere for abt 30 mins and we headed back..super cold..headed back to my hotel for some rest..and met up wit her the nex morning..

she came to my room and explored my room awhile..she envied the room tt i had..whereas i feel tt, its nothing..haa..i'm too used to it oredi..hahaha..after tt, we headed to the city area, the walking street..whereby, i noe its jus 2 walking, shopping streets..pretty boring and nothing much to buy cuz its pretty ex..hehe..we took a free-city tour bus ard the city..loop service..not bad, seen ard the city..pretty small..she brought me to this City Cat ferry whereby it goes ard brissy..and its soooo lovely..i get to see the city area, and the suburb areas..and noe wad?..seriously, i love the life of aussies..very peaceful, calm and not rushing lifestyle..the suburb areas are really so beautiful..imagine a bungalow house by the side of the river and u haf a garden tt faces the river and u haf yr own yacht, or boat..DAMN!!..same shit, different smell..i oso wan!..imagine a bbq area jus in front of the river..and wind will blow, cool breeze, nice scenery, no noisy hornnings of cars and trucks, jus cool breeze and nice winter weather..piang!!!..i wan!!!..i told my fwen i would love to migrate if i can and get tt kinda houses whereby if i wanna go to the city area, i jus hop onto the boat, City Cat and go to the city..another way is by car la..haha..its really so nice..a very peaceful life to relac and enjoy..hmm..nex time la hor~..den, we went to her school..which is QUT..not bad, jus lyk poly schools tho..alot of asians, not much of handsome guys i can see..whaha..lecture halls and tutorial rooms r lyk TP lidat lor..after tt, we took a bus to her home..and i zonked out at her home for 3 hrs..soooo freeaking tired..in the evening, we took the bus back to the city and went back to my hotel..and this time, she slept on my comfy hotel bed..whahhaa..

we said our byes cuz she nids to catch her last bus..hmmm..i enjoyed myself and finally i get to sightsee abit in brissy..cuz normally, we wouldnt haf the time to sightsee..we'll either be sleeping our lives away in the hotel or hibernating in the hotel all the way..tt's wad crews would normally do..haha..i'm the sleeping my life away kinds..whaha..

couldnt wait to get back home cuz i was freaking tired from the past few days..din get any much slp..couldnt slp much too..some stuffs are still lingering in my mind..hmm..i oso dunno wad it is..anyway, things haf been going aa---okay ba..

things haf been abit betta..i've been doing stuffs tt i wanna do..going wherever i wanna go, and be wit fwenz whenever i wan..mabbe tt's why things are lingering on my mind..i'm owaes gd at advising ppl and telling ppl my opinions but when it comes to my own problems, i suck terribly..mabbe tt's my character ba..mabbe tt's why i suck in relationships..i cant get myself to be determined to do anything cuz i dun wanna hurt ppl, or rather, i inflict pain in myself rather den ppl ard u..sometimes, u feel u rather feel it urself den ppl u care and love..no one's perfect and no one can find a perfect relationship..but janey said before tt God has planned someone for 1 person..no one will ever be alone..hmmm..how true..i've been in and out or relationships..and every r/s teaches me to be strong..every r/s teaches me how to forgive and forget..every r/s teaches me how to be independent but yet reliant onto partner..forgive wad i'm gonna say now..i've lost someone tt i truly loved and even tot of wanting to spend the rest of my life wit..and i'm not gonna let it happen again one more time..its bygones and now, its a new life..i wanna refresh myself, keeping myself open to everything, do wadever i wan and be my ownself..its high time i nid to do all these..i've learnt alot of things thru my work, thru the things happening ard me..i've learnt how to let things go and learn frm it..i've learnt how to see things open-mindedly and letting things go in jus a click..keke..

anyways, enuff of rubbish..i'm tired these few days..nid my rest before going for my beijing trip of 8 days..whee~!!..i'm on leave and i'm going to beijing..hehe..dun be jealous yea..keke..whoever wans to be in my cargo, lemme noe..i got cargo rebate..WHAHAHAHA..

alrighty, take care peeps~..chao~!!..

**..finding my life, searching for the life i wan, a life tt i owaes wan, a life i get to do my things, a life tt i wan it to be..being who i am..again..**

...beauty exposed ;

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

had an unusual dinner yday at Clarke Quay..some Persian restaurant serving Persian food..haha..it gave me the feeling tt i was in India..well, food wasnt bad..unusual experience from other restaurants tho'..french, italian, western, chinese..now persian..whaha..nice experience..thanks for the 3 hrs preparation..haha..haha..

and oso!!!..Goodwood Park serves WONDERFUL FONDUE!!!..really great and slurpy fondues!!..i had white chocolate fondue!!..oh my sheesh!!..its soooooooo good!..deliciously yummy!..haha..white chocolate wit honey in it..man~..can u imagine the taste?..shiok!!..so gd to eat!..had it wit strawberries, kiwi, choux puffs, butter cakes, marshmellows, rockmelon and choco sprinkles, almond nuts and chopped nuts..wa lau~~~...really damn gd lor!..haha..i love it!..they serve SUPER NICE FONDUES!!..whaha..girls love chocos, dun we?..haha..

i got called up for Johannesburg flight tml but, i got 3 days mc..due to my back..think i'm hafing some back problems..doc gave me 3 days mc..hmmm..which i could haf more..haha..anyway, i'm contented enuff..at least, i no nid to fly 10 hrs to africa..whaha..my back has been giving me problems and this time, i couldnt take the pain oredi..went to see a doc..everytime i come back or when i'm working, my back really aches madly..pounding and massaging it, doesnt seem to work..but, this time, i went to see doc..and i was told to go for xray..damn..now i gotta go for xray..haha..haiz..well, its for the best.. :)

well, these 3 days..i'll prolly spend time wit myself, pampering myself..anyone up for shopping?..haha..i really wanna shop~..keke..low in clothes oredi..whaha..*aiming at GUCCI bag!!*..wahaha..*hor janey?..*and oso, someone's bday..haha..surprises surprises..wait for it yea..keke..wait till fri ba~..whaha..everyone of us contributed to it..so, be sure u're prepared!..dun nid any eggs k..keke..dun nid at all..jus urself will do..keke..*winks*..

anyway, i'm gonna rest my back liao..i lyk old lady..stupid back problem..damnit..pain lyk shit..argh~..take care peeps~..

chao~!!..

..* a time of my own..a time of my life..a time to breathe..a time to love..aint ready for any kinda commitments..all i nid is jus my own time..*

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, October 12, 2006

had a tiring hongkong turn yday..1stly, flight was delayed 2 hrs due to not enuff aircrafts..my reporting time was from 1130am changed to 1300pm..whoo..another few hrs of sleep..shiok..

definitely, i will hit the transport timing when i come back..but i dun nid the transport..haha..anyway, we were all hoping to get another off day cuz we've worked more den 12 hrs..and we wan a 13 oct off cuz its a super early morning reporting flight..i had to maintain my flight on 13 oct as i dun wan a standby on 14 oct..which will suck even worse if i'm called up for my flight..therefore, i maintained my flight..tho' its an early morning flight, but, i come within half of the day..and den, i'll haf one 1/2 day off..why not rite?..haha..

went home, unpack my stuffs..plenty of ice-creams in my freezer now..whahaha..haagen daz..slurps~~..and head to la la land..super tired and back was aching mad..

things haf been going fine wit me..being out wit fwenz, catching up the gd ol' times wit my babes, catching up wit ol' fwenz..i'm beginning to love it..i dunno if things on yr side is going on well, but i do hope so..we nid to catch up wit our ownselves..k..lets not talk so much of the past oredi, but to plan and move on to the future le..i think we're sick of talking and broading over the past too..

anyway, i've been sleeping madly whenever i'm home..haha..not tt everyone doesnt noe, i sleep allooootttt...haha..why not?!..i cant wait for 10 nov..oh boy..i cant wait..i may sound full of confidence ar..but, i'm abit scared la..haha..i'm in the midst of psychoing my dearest daddy to get me a swifty..haha..yes...swift..i love the bum bum of the car..keke..if i get, i'm thinking of either red or white..voters anyone?..haha..

k la..i'm gonna spend sometime reading..ya..READING..dun be shock can..sheesh..i read oso got problem..i neva read oso problem..whahhaha..take care peeps..

chao~!..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

long time no blog..i noe its the rome pixes..haha..lemme recap wad i've done these few days..

all i can rem is the nite whereby i met up wit my bitches on sat for bitching sessions..and it was truly enjoyable..oh man..4 girls gather together, truly is a place whereby u'll hear bitching here and dere..

i met them later during the nite as i was dead tired from a jakarta flight i did before meeting them and i din haf enuff slp the nite before..only slept for 3 hrs and i'm up to work..

on my way to bugis, toopid taxi uncle forgot the get out from the exit and went big round..got irritated and pissed as i was oso toopid enuff not to remind him cuz i wasnt paying attn..at tt point of time, i wished i could drive!!..anyway, things got betta the moment i saw my baobeis..getting hugs from them gifs me warm feelings..we started hafing dinner at wanton mee..haven start eating, bitching here and dere oredi..anyway, the haze was terrible and we decided to go CAN cafe for drinks and chilling..but, we passed by Beavers pub and we went in..music was gd and we were thinking of clubbing..whaha..thanks to pat who mentioned it..keke..finally, it wasnt me ok..keke..but we din la..

decided to pub-hop to Prinsep street..whaha..*cheeky smile*..and we met up wit pat's old *****, gw..whaha..wad a funny y coincidence..haha..at the sama pub somemore..whahaha..serves us rite for not choosing the rite pub when I asked them..haha..drinks were gd, company was superb..we had plenty of bitchings and laffters..the best was when adrian came and intro us a new game..my god..i cant stop laffing and so was fatz..she laffed till she cry..thanks adrian!!..haha..and i couldnt stand the "love is in the air" thingy between janey and adrian..my god..haha..but i had some lovey dovey stuffs wit pat..hor pat..keke..whaha..

i din wanna end the nite early, so does pat..we decided to head to CC, our original bitching place to chat and drink..thinking tt fat needs to go home and janey will be sent home by adrian..in the end, adrian gave us a lift to CC and janey joined us..sorry sweetie, spoiled yr tian mi mi wit yr HB..haha..and we sat frm 2am till 6am..even had our FIRST BFAST dere..oh boy..haha..but getting a cab at tt time was terok..practically a bunch of ppl coming out from ktv was snatching cabs here and dere..

we had a wonderful bfast at CC and all was ready to go home and sleep..shiok..i wished we had more times lidat..babes, thanks for the company..truly appreciate it..nex time, again k..keke..cant wait to see u all again..

pixes of rome will be up after awhile la hor..lazy la..its diff to upload lei~..gotta wait so long..keke..take care peeps..

chao~..

*my winding road is neva ending..i nid to rewind back my life and be wad i wan to be..*

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

..Trevi Fountain..

.. Vatican City - St Peter's Basilica..

.. The Pantheon..

.. Monumento of Emanuele..

.. Colosseum..

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, October 02, 2006

back from Rome and i can only say tt the Rome trip was FANTASTIC!..BRAVO BRAVO!!..some crew were irritating tho' but the sightseeing places were marvellous!..been to the places i'll neva imagine myself going..unless its honeymoon la~..haha..

been to the Pantheon (where da vinci code was filmed!)..been to the Fontana di Trevi ( Trevi fountain), Vatican City ( St Peter's Basilica), Monument of Vittorio Emunuele, Colosseum, Palatine Hill, blah blah..they haf so many ruins ard in the city, i dun even noe which is which..seriously, the whole sightsee ard was ard the city..u jus practically walk yr way and make yr legs real tired and crave for foot massage..

i managed to see the Pope and the Vatican City..haha..beautiful place with a beautiful history..haha..but din go into the church as dere was a ceremony going on..tt's how i managed to see Pope Benedict thru the big tv screen and a weeny bit of him when he was driven out by a buggy to his holy carpark..whaha..

was amazed by Trevi Fountain..its a Fountain tt's situated in the walking street..and its really beautiful..the history of Trevi is tt it is not only celebrated for its excellent water but for the legend tt whoever drinks it or throws a coin in the fountain, will assure his or her return to Rome..and guess wad?..i did throw a coin..cuz i really wanna return back to Rome..its blardy beautiful country wit a beautiful history..the heart of Christianity..haha..well, wanna noe more abt the fountain?..here's abit la..hmm..dere were a bunch of soldiers looking for water and they met a maiden who showed them the source of this pure water..which is then called, Virgin Water..amazing history rite?..

Vatican City..the site was of the great Circus of Nero (he kills christians terribly..tie them up, leave them hanging and pour oil onto them and lit them up, leave them burning)..argh..ok..St Peter was crucified and his body was buried nearby la..and this St Peter's Basilica was built by Constantine (he's someone lyk the head of Christianity, who came up wit this religion)..and was destined to become one of the marvels of the world..it still is now~..beautiful~..

hmm..wad else?..ahhh..Colosseum..its a giant stadium..for professional gladiators , trained to fight to death, and wild beast of every sort increased the horror of the show..abt 9000 animals were killed in 100 days..can accomodate to abt 80,000 spectators..it has 3 orders of arches..centre was for the emperor, rest of it belongs to senators, knights, den civil, den military tribunes..Christians were killed there..

abt the Pantheon..hmm..ita building dedicated to the gods of the Julian family..temple was destroyed by fire and was redesigned again..some of Italy's famous kings and artists are buried dere..dere's a opening at the top of the building and light and air enters through the opening and through which the sky seems to descend to the temple and prayers freely rise to the heavens..

well, alittle story here and dere..hope u guys enjoyed it..i really did..history of Rome is fantastic..pix will be up soon..k..it'll prolly gif a betta picture of wad i'm talkin abt..haha..but anyways, enjoyed the history ma?..thumbs up for my history?..

really, Rome is recommended to go..its too lovely and beautiful..the Heart of Christianity and the history is one tt hears it, will be fascinated..i was, i hope u are now~..

take care peeps..chao~..pix will be up k..

i miss my girls!!!!!...

...beauty exposed ;