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    Sunday, February 25, 2007


    happy birthday to me!!..happy birthday to me!!..all is over..and the party was fun!..
    THANKS TO ALL!!!..
    you guys made the party FUN..
    you guys made the party full of LAFFTERS..
    the mahjong group..
    not forgetting the black jack group..
    and oso, the dice group..
    you guys helped to drink those liquors..*clap clap*
    you guys ate the food until darn full..
    sang my bday song to me..
    gave me those lovely PRESSIES!!..
    played stupid games lyk Twister and King..which i will not forget how u guys twist and keep laffing madly..
    play mahjong until 8am in the morning..gosh~..
    lastly, you guys gave me a wonderful 24th Feb!!!..
    thankew peeps!!..
    to my baby, my tcc mates, my babes, my wonderful & mischievious group, my colleagues, my zhu peng gou yous..haha..thankew for coming!!!..
    baby, thanks for making my day special..muacks..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, February 14, 2007


    happy valentines everyone..may all of u haf an enjoyable day wit yr loved ones..or even wit dates..

    well, apparently, i dun feel anything abt today..dunno why..prolly i'm tired..i'm not hyped up abt it..hmmm..i think i gotta tune myself..i suppose, any other day can be valentines day..everyday can be valentines day..its jus tt today is more recognized..oh well, why bother..

    i'm tired and sleepy now..gonna take a short nap and decide if i wanna meet my single-ts..since dere isnt anything planned for me..

    take care..chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Monday, February 12, 2007


    came back from a fun flight..but so sad, it only lasted for 3 days..hehe..sometimes, dese are the perks in this line of work..u meet fun ppl, its only for a few days or less den tt..but sometimes, u meet nasty ppl, it lasts for 4 to 7 days or even more..wad the hell..hehe..

    12 more days to my special day..whee..not very hyped up tho..cuz, dere're things to be done in order to ensure a smooth run..and i've ppl not rsvp-ing to me if they're coming anot..aiyo..

    these few days, trust me..i've been cooping at home sia..jus feel tt dere's nowhere to go, nowhere fun, nowhere entertaining..but it sucks staying home, but ironically, i lyk the slacking part..keke..

    i jus wish, things will run smoothly on my day..i jus wanna be happy..i jus wanna haf my fun..

    Aranda Country Club..24th Feb 2007..Saturday..Mis-Match theme..pls turn up to catch up the ol' times k..keke..

    take care peeps..chao~!!

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, February 07, 2007


    seoul was extremely cold as a matter of fact..darn..my nose was running mad, everything was cold..dry skin, cold rashes..argh..hate cold weathers..but, shopping was gd..tho' i din buy alot, but, i enjoyed the shopping and looking ard..

    i cant wait for my Taipei via LA on march..its gonna be a 9 days flt and i cant wait...haha..i wanna go Las Vegas..whooo..dun envy me ya..whaha..shiok is the word and broke will i be when i come back..whaha..*beaming smile*..

    i feel there're times in life whereby everything seems to be crumbling down on u..when u feel tt everything is going the right way, but it jus doesnt feel right deep in u..sometimes, u get misunderstood, sometimes, yr gd intentions werent appreciated..how is one suppose to feel..sometimes, u do somethings, it doesnt seem to be right anymore..the things u put effort in, will neva be seen as 'u put in effort to do' anymore..do u get those kinda stuffs?..

    are u suppose to feel tt everything is a drag, and u're jus dragging time over and over again..thinking everything is alright but in actual fact, dere's some potholes here and dere..do u ask urself izzit enuff for u?..do u ask urself if u still can tolerate?..and when all these is happening, do u haf the urge to disappear for awhile and gif urself the serenity of being alone, the calmness of ur mind, the peace in yr heart?..

    this song owaes gimme the tears..it says tt "is it when the laffters are gone, dere's a drift distance in between and happiness is no longer dere, or the sincerity of the heart is gone, dere and den, the trust is not dere anymore..and finally, u truly noe the truth"..

    and true enuff, the truth hurts..haf i been submerged for quite sometime?..haf i not surfaced as a different person for quite sometime?..or all the while, i am still who i am?..haf i been quietened down?..becoming lyk a quiet, baby girl and let everything reign over me..haf i been in control of my life?..am i able to control my life when i am the owner of my life?..

    things do happen when u least expect it..its unpredictable..sometimes, things wun go the way u plan..sometimes, it will..gosh..wad am i doing..haha..

    again, the cooping at home disease..i'm sick..yesh..go away peeps..i aint feeling any good..

    take care peeps..chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Friday, February 02, 2007


    nowadays, spending my time at home is relaxing..the lazy bug is in me..going out seems to be a hassle..hehe..gosh..wads happening to me..hehe..

    will be leaving for the coldest temperature country tml..Seoul..wit a temperature of -8/-4..gosh..i'm praying it'll snow..and tt will complete my dream..of seeing and playing wit snow..hehe..yesh, i haven seen it YET after flying for 16 mths..darn..jus hope tml will be able to!..keke..

    its friday oredi..day by day..time passes so quickly..everyday, waking up to work, coming home after work is such a norm..god..when can i haf my leave..i wanna go for my holiday..argh..i miss studying..i miss the sch life..i miss doing homework, writing reports, doing projects, stress over exams and test, the copying, the fooling ard in class..i miss poly days..the carefree and bo-chup feeling..haha..

    planning on wad to do if i happen to end my trolley dolley job..thinking of persuing my studies or to job hop to another company..its easy to say, but when it comes to action..its darn hard..and it boils down to $$..irritating..jus hate it when everyone is fighting for the best salary job, comparing over how much u and i earn, fighting over $$ vs human feelings..but, this is life..gosh..being home these few days is making my brain think..life is full of ups and downs..it flutuates, to experience, to learn from mistakes..lyk a chart, flutuating..some days in yr life, u enjoy the best moments..but some days, u haf a bloody bad day..and when u haf a superb day, dere're ppl dere for u, or dere isnt..and when u haf a bloody bad day, either ppl will be dere for u or dey'll jus keep a distance..jus in case, u flare up wit unnecessary stuffs..rite?..this is life..

    facing it alone, is one damn thing i bloody hate..but facing it alone, is a learning experience and it makes u grow..facing my stress problems on-board, is 1 thing i've to face it alone..it does make me learn and sometimes, i jus feel lyk crying..lyk the other day, when i was on flight, i had a damn bad flight..immediately when i touch down into SG, i went to the toilet and cry..it was tt bad..and moreover, i din get to see my baby..it got even worse when i realize, i had to go home alone..sometimes, this phrase is true..
    "the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments"..
    when it comes to facing a bad situation, even b4 stepping into it, get urself prepared and solve it rationally..neva keep sighing over how bad the situation is even b4 stepping into it..things can be solved, things can be settled..u'll neva noe, u may succeed..aint it true?..
    everyday we face different kinds of ppl..different kinds of backgrounds, different kinds of attitudes, characters, personalitites..all sorts..and its how u can accept the difference..its how u see in them the sincerity of being a fwen..tt's how i see things and got myself a wonderful bunch of fwenz and i keep them in my life..hehe..(tt's why i predict i will be dead on my bday party..)
    when everything is gd, u wan the best..but when everything is bad, the worse is expected..aint owaes happy wit wad u haf..ppl are lidat rite..haha..
    dunno wads going on wit me..i nid fresh air, fresh activities..coop at home, become lidat..whaha..but, i'm really ok..i jus happen to think of stuffs lidat..no worries ar..haha..
    anyway, take care peeps..chao~!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;