...Lost In Beauty...

Friday, June 29, 2007

wow..been days since i last blogged..

well, kinda lazy to blog, tt's why..

lazy bugs..

other den doing standbys this week..

basically staying home and keeping out..

finally, my standby days are OVER..

sick of being called up for horrible flights..

speaking of horrible flights, i got called up

for a shanghai flight last week..

and was to work wit this chief stewardess

tt tekan me before when i was a really junior

crew and was only flying for 4 mths..

my god..it shocked me when i saw her name..

but, thank god my ifs was my ward leader before..

whoo~~~..saved my ass..

i told my ifs tt i abit gan chiong tho' i'm flying for quite

sometime oredi..he asked why..

and i told him..

he laffed..(irritating laffter tho')

but, throughout the flight,

it turned out to be a happy and funny one..

hahahaha..

now, she sayang me lyk mad..

called me her little girl..

and so coincident tt she's my senior in St Anthony's..

but tt's lyk 12 yrs my senior..

i called her my 'shi jie'

whahahaha..

it turned out to be a fun flight..

everyone was laffing madly..

jus came back from Taipei today..

another fun flight..

shopping, makan, KTV..

i seriously love the ktv in Taipei..

its sooo much betta den SG's partyworld..

really~..

sang till 1am plus and returned back to hotel..

slept lyk a baby..haha..

my chief stewardess today was a gorgeous lady..

she's damn damn blardy B-E-A-utiful!..

my god..i've neva seen such a beautiful chief!..

serious, no joke..she's damn pretty!..

big eyes, sharp nose, lil' tanned..my god..

i couldnt stop looking at her..

haha..i may sound lyk i'm lying..

but its damn true..

she's damn pretty!..

was asked by my colleague to film for short films tt'll be

sent to Film Festivals..haha..

how abt tt..

i got actress look anot..hehe..*puke*

but, no harm rite..

robin's 2 mths baby Mike ( Goldie Retriever )

is damn blardy cute la!!!..

hahaaha..i jus cant stop sayang-ing tt

baby boy..argh..

i wished jumbo was small again..whahaha..

but Mike's damn cute!!!!..

the way he runs, its so cute..

when he wags his tiny tail, its damn adorable..

argh..i jus love to hug tt baby!..

but soon, it'll grow into a handsome Goldie..

i love baby Mike!..

life has jus turned..

no longer who u think i am..

no longer behaves how i behaved..

i've changed..

is tt bad..

or its good..

chao ppl..

tt's all for now..

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, June 18, 2007

been rather sick lately..

mc for 4 days..

it aint getting betta..

mabbe i nid some TLC..

heh..

i miss my milan..

i should be in milan RIGHT NOW..

planning to go Venice..LV..

ARGH..

i hate it when i'm sick..

can i dun get sick at the wrong time?!..

sometimes, the things u do..really confuses me..

i dunno wad you wan..

i'm confused..

things are really unpredictable, i guess..

i'm blabbering nonsence..

medications are getting my ears fully blocked..

its effecting my appetite to eat..

bland foods even tho' it shld be tasty..

heavy head, body aches..

ARGH..

...beauty exposed ;

Saturday, June 16, 2007

this is called the Tower of Terror..2 rides in this..Giant Drop and Tower of Terror..this, if u haf heart attack, DUN TAKE..my heart almost wanna drop out..its 35 storeys high..
Giant Drop : slowly moves up to the highest, gifing u the best scenery but by den, u'll be so filled wit anxiety until u got no feeling to enjoy the view..( tt's wad happened to me..)..at the top, u get to see the view..but, u dunno when it'll drop..no countdown at all..it jus SUDDENLY DROP..tts wad i meant by yr heart will drop out..i was cursing and swearing at my fwen for asking me to take the ride..whaha..
Tower of Terror : this ride is less den 2 mins..shoots out at a max speed till yr hair gets real messy..reaches to the top, and free falls down back again..shiok isnt it..HELL YEA!..

Gold Coast, Surfers Paradise..it was only abt 4pm plus..beautiful isnt it..but yet, super windy..the sunset was beautiful..can even see the shades of blue and pink..

this is me..( duhhh..)..i'm at the Australian Wildlife Experience..this is where i hugged a cuddable koala..look at the one behind me..its sleeping..arent they adorable..my god..

this is lyk our bedok jetty, but definitely much much betta den singapore's..haha..this place gave me a gd peaceful mind..serenity, peace..on-looking to the horizon..my life is still a long road..and i've a lifetime to spend..make use of it, enjoy life whilst one can..cheers everyone..

sunset..nice rite?..managed to capture before it went down..a breath was taken, as a token of a fresh new start, a fresh new beginning..

things are really unpredictable at times..

a fresh new start..

a fresh new beginning..

...beauty exposed ;

Friday, June 15, 2007

jus read my babe's blog..

and i've to admit tt i'm tt kinda person tt

fears loneliness..

once i'm alone, my deep late night thoughts

will start running in my mind..

i fear being lonely..

i fear the 4 walls ard me..

different ppl haf different views i guess..

and i envy those ppl tt's aint afraid of

being lonely..

think my heart right now

is a closed door..

nothing seems to be able to revive me

and make me feel wad love is actually all about..

am trying to feel the light and rainbow around me..

came across class 95 last night..

and this sentence was being mentioned..

"accept for who you are.."

and a fwen of mine commented tt this sentence

sometimes, it doesnt work..

her perception was..

"during the beginning stage, the person do accept..

but as time passes, this person slowly doesnt accept.."

and starts the criticisms, accusations..

hmmm..

i guess this is wad they owaes say

" the honeymoon period "..

things go damn sweet and well for the first few mths..

time passes, everything dies off..

quarrels, bickers, arguments, cold wars, will start..

true abt wad my babe said..

"when u wan something to happen, it jus neva did..

and when u dun wan it to happen, it jus pop up.."

at times, i wish things would happen..but it jus neva ever did..

and when i dun wan it to happen, suddenly, it jus happened..

i too felt this way before..

darn..living a life sometimes can be a dread..

u face the different kinds of stuffs you can

ever experience in this world..

i jus cant wait to get my ass to Milan..

i'm tired..

sick..

ARGH..

...beauty exposed ;

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

gold coast was a blast..

tho it was tiring, but its all worthwhile..

all thanks to my buddy for renting a car

and driving me ard brissy..keke..

haven been updating..

nothing much tho'..

things are rather much the same..

jus tt now, i'm really on my own..

dunno if its gd or bad..

but i guess its a gd start..

finally am looking forward to my Milan..

coming sunday..finally!..

Venice, here i come!..

keke..

for now, i'm happy where i am..

that's for now..

i'm jus damn lazy to blog..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

going back to STC reminded me of the time

i started as a noob..haha

seeing the vibrant blue color eye shadow and

the blood sucking red lipstick..

my god..

was i lyk tt?..

DAMN...

anyway, time really flies..

blink of an eye, i've flown for 2 yrs..

gosh...fast rite..

and still am considering if i shld stay or go..

good money, sucky culture..

good off days, sucky ppl ard..

many perks but oso many bad stuffs..

darn..

jus cant make up my mind..as yet..

playing poker was something new to me..

and beginners luck won me some Vit M. tho..hehe..

but thanks for the nite guys..

tho' it was so hot..

so tired..

so dead beat..

gonna rest..

gonna sleep..

...beauty exposed ;