...Lost In Beauty...

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

yupz yupz yupz!!

..luck pls come my way..lady luck pls be on my side..tolong tolong..allah..halleluya..amen..ti kong po pi, po pi..tolong tolong..keke..

sent my resume + application for JAL and SIA oredi..peeps msg me reminding me to send..wei even reminded me when we met up fer coffee..haha..thanx fer ur support manz!..even got a msg frm someone frm SB-BG..awww..keke..telling me to send my application..thanks so much!..wish me the best bester bestest of luck!..haha..pray tt i'll get through..*pray pray*..

haven been looking fer a job cuz my passion is flying lei..i'm keen in flying lei..hmm..hope can la ar..dun wanna pin too much hope lei..quite difficult to get in de..haiz..gan chiong sia..keke..ok, nex week is JAL's interview..SIA will be ard 23-24th april..wa..long sia..keke..ok, enuff said..jus hope can liaoz..wish me luck manz..!!..i nid it!!..heh..

these days..ben has been wanting to mit me..i met him on monday..accompany him fer dinner and buy his baby pram..he wanted to watch a movie but wasnt in time lo..so, cant..den tues, he wanna mit again lei..fer early dinner and movie..i feel abit funny ar..den i say i lazy to go out..make it another day..but i wanted to go Post Office at interchange de..den he was at Tamp..sheesh..heng ar..when i wanna go Tamp, he oredi step inside cab liaoz..den he say he'll make it up to me.."eh..dun nid la.." tt was wat i said to him..hmmm...he told me he today cant mit me cuz he got classes..eh....since when i wanna mit him sia??!!..alamakz...dunno him ar..

yday nite, received a call frm someone..heh..in tekong..yea, frm my ex bf..prolly he too bored den call to chat..somemore he was "pang-sai-ing" lei..den he call me..nb..keke..chat awhile lo..owaes say i gong gong..dunno who's the gong one..told him i wanna see his botak style..heh..but he dun lemme see..whaha..will haf chance de..juz u wait!..keke..told him abt ben..den he tell me to reject if i dun wan to mit him..if not, things will go out of control..hmm..ok, i will..i jus dunno how to say ma..paiseh lei..told me to tk gd care of myself..dunno wad mark his words blah blah..well, his usual tone of talking to me..his usual way of talking to me..hmmm..thankz so much fer ur concern..really appreciate it..thankz fer ur doteness on me, ur cares and concerns..faster lemme see ur botak style!..keke..

dear's in field camp now..haiz..days haf been rather bad..raining lei..wonder he ok anot..den ar..somemore toopid earthquake lei..but no tsunami..scary lei..haiz..pray when he go thailand, everything wil be ok..so much to tell him..but gotta wait till he comes back frm field camp..bleah..

tk care peeps..

chao~!!..

*hope u're doing well now..be good..my application sent le..wish me luck ok..i noe u will support me de..hearing wad u said to me on monday, i'm really comforted..thanx fer adding me in ur life..ur plans, all include me..so sweet..heh..its gonna be a big challenge fer us..u noe wad i mean..i'll hang on fer you..i really will..u noe me..look forward to see you again..even its fer a day..muacks..*

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, March 28, 2005

long weekend fer my dear..keke..spend our days together lyk nobody's biz..whaha..

ThuRs: couldnt eat pizza cuz dear book out very very late..(f**ked up camp!)..haha..went out fer dinner wit ah ben..keke..went to eat sushi sia..nice nice..heh..after tt, wanted to look for place for coffee..wanted to go CC, den decide to change to CC in Paragon..but closing at 10..alamakz..head to IndoChine..full hse!..wa lau..spent 45 mins searching fer a place fer coffee..ah doi..finally, ben decided to go BarNone..i hear the place before lei..but hor, neva go b4..heh..*mountain tortoiise*..wa..cover charge is 20 bucks per person..ben took out his power card..pui..no bigga deal..haha..went in, not bad lei..music was ok, music tt i will listen la..live band, sang nice songs..not bad la..haha..crowd started to come in..had my drink, Vodka Ribena..heh..couldnt think of anything else to drink lei..he had JD lo..drink drink, chat chat..crowd coming in liaoz..wa..alot of "OL" lei..i lyk out of place..and i came to realize tt the min. age is 23..alamakz..i look old..shitty..heh..drink till 11, dear called..say he still in camp, haven book out..wa lau, toopid sia..so late liaoz..why they still dun wanna let them come out..pui~!..i left BarNone at 11.15pm..took a cabbie back home..ben send me home..hmmm..reach home at 1130..msg dear..but he no reply..still in camp i guess ba..until 12 lidat, msg come liaoz..so late!..piangz!..wanted to go his place de..but was indecisive ar..rested awhile before i keep calling him..dunno he slping or wad..he msg me, tel me to open my door..open liaoz, saw a box, letter and a bear..awww~..outside my doorstep..keke..open door, read read..search fer him..hiding at the stairs dere..whaha..happy to see him..somemore its thurs..heh..went to place after tt..

fRi: woke up..went out..down to cityhall..buy pressie fer his fwen..reach home at 5 plus..gonna haf dinner wit parents and him..bot pressie, met up wit loretta and 1 more gal..cant rem her name..but they recognize me when i was at Flash & Splash shop..wa..those 2, i see them grow up frm lil' toddlers to age 18 now..whoo~..time flies sia..left the shop, went back home..reach home, decide where to eat..hmm..after dinner, went down to Balestier for his fwen's bday party..reach the place, sit chat chat..met up wit his other fwenz..stayed dere fer quite long..until abt 11..tiong called, ask for kopi wit him and wei at tamp..ok lo..met up at Pavilion, place close le..head to S11 lo..eat eat, chat chat..ard 1am, left fer home..really tired liaoz..but still gonna watch our LOTR..thanx to wei, telling me SIA Recruitment liaoz..whoo~..check webby, print out the application..gonna send manz!!..print out JAL too..*wish me luck*..watch LOTR at 2am..watch until buay tahan, decide to slp ar..keke..

sAt: mummy woke us up..haha..got ready, left my place at 12 plus..gonna pay respect to my uncle..reach Mount Vernon, do all the stuffs lor..dear came along ar..sweet of him..heh..finish le, reach home at 2pm..gonna leave hse at 230pm..to CCk cemetery..went to fetch all my aunts and uncles..they all shock when they see dear...all of them tot they sat wrong van..hahaha..so cute..chatted wit dear all the way, make sure he din feel out of place lor..sure paiseh de ma..reach le, saw my other uncles..intro intro..den go find my grandparents liaoz..so long neva find them..heh..my uncle was chatting wit him ar..abt army...blah blah..those 2 can talk..haha..ask me why i no job..haiz..dun say liaoz..told them i'm gonna apply for SIA and JAL..all support me to go..aunt oso say "go apply lor..sure go in de"..whahaha..not so easy sia..keke..left the place, dad dropped us off at Queenstown..suppose to go his ah ma place..but we dun haf time..cuz we're meeting Fat!!!..she keep rushing us..bo bian lo..went down to PS to mit Ferlin and Chewling and her fwen..finally, dear managed to eat his pizza..haha..he wait fer long liaoz..eat alot, eat until bloated..haha..shop abit before i realize ferlin was crying..haiz..bf lor..why ar..why u guys owaes bully ar..keke..realized tt her situation almost the same as mine..so, consoled her lor..told her how i manage to move on..see her lidat, i heart pain..tt was i was last time..or shld i say few mths back..hmmm..she can yi bian walk, yi bian tear..lyk me lidat..heartpain..brought her to ktv..she din sing, jus sit dere..chewling din go ktv wit us..she ar..muz beat her backside..hmph..keke..dear ask his fwen to come along..so, ok lor..6 of us..sing sing, sing until abt 2am plus lei..tired liaoz..fat went back on her own, cuz i'm going over to dear's place ma..went fer supper, went back home..wa..5am liaoz..slp slp..

SuN: time so fast de..i haven enjoy finish my company wit dear, he gonna book in le..haiz..suppose to wake up at 9 plus, go his ah ma hse de...BUT AR!!..he wake up late..heh..wake up at 12..suppose to mit FAT at 12 de..he wake up late de ar..not me..he say he'll wake me up de..got ready, left to mit fat, bunny and cartoon at braddell..guess where we going?..MACRITCHIE RESERVOIR!!..dear wanna bring me to TreeTop Walk..aww..keke..reach dere, walk walk..wa..lyk Pulau Ubin but witout bicycle nia..tired sia..reach the TreeTop..tall lei..high lei..wa..somemore is suspension bridge..abit scared la..heh..bunny say i keep shaking the bridge..wa..how she noe sia..keke..den me and dear got blamed fer shaking the bridge..keke..fat got scared oso hor..hahaha..started to drizzle..den RAIN!!!..heavy sia..all of us were wet..drenched..soaking wet..rain heavier and heavier..look fer shelter lor..wa lau..sad sia..rain and rain..stood under the shelter for abt 30 mins..decide to leave le..go to the Tower..somemore no shelter!!..alamakz..i really very wet liaoz..so was everyone..jus walk..reach the tower, climb up the steps..each step lead us to a higher level of wind sia..cold lei..i reach the top, i immediately come down..ask fat dun come up, cuz its super windy..dear acc her..i went up wit bunny and cartoon..cold lei!!..no joke lor..wind free de..i came down, shivering..keke..talk to fat, took our pix..den went down..buay tahan..rain stopped when we came down..phew..heng ar..decided to tk a long trail walk..really long lor..abt 5km lor..walk walk, see monkey!!!..somemore DOCUMENTARY SHOW..heheh..guy monkey and gal monkey bang bang..whahahhahahahhaa..i was laffing lor..keke..told fat its Discovery Channel, Documentary show..kekek..finally reach the point where we can tk bus..by then, all of us tired liaoz..and super hungry..couldnt join them fer dinner..oredi 5pm le..left them at Novena Sq, went to his ah ma hse..go dere awhile only..went back to his place, i pack his bag while he was downstairs cutting hair..paiseh sia..keke..pack le, he came home..he bathe, gonna book in liaoz..hmmm..sadz..went home myself by taking a cab..super tired..his dad send him to camp..reach home, buay tahan..damn tired..slp at 11pm..shioks sia..but, my aircon not cold de..sadz..gonna tahan wit fan..dun lyk fan ar..bleah..

weekend so fast, over le..tk care peeps..

chao~!!..

fAt: eh, dun sneeze sneeze ar..hope u recover soon..tk care..

*thanx fer this weekend..i really enjoy myself..thou we were lyk busy wit outings, being ard you is good enuff le..heh..ur field camp coming..do tk care of urself..i'll see you this weekend..and only sat.. :( ..its ok..i'll see you soon..look forward to spending time wit you again..muacks..*

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, March 24, 2005

..*~hApPy gOoD fRiDaY~!!~*..

shioks..yday was fun..F-U-N..super fun~!!..keke..went down to CC at 8pm..hey hey..was the earliest manz~..haha..bleah..got a place at the corner..they arrive..ordered our usual drinks..janey ordered her cranberry sandwich..damn..i only rem cranberry..haha..she lyk machiam eating bread wit cranberry only..hahhaa..so cute..

start our chattings, our gossips, watever we 3 can chat..hot water topped up, start drinking again..drink and drink..chat and chat..din even realize time flies so fast sia..until 11 plus, dear called me..and he told me a bad news..fer a moment, i tot he cant book out..but no~~..heng ar..keke..he lost his wallet..ah doi..told him to cut off his bank cards..his tone wasnt tt good..guess he wasnt feeling good ba..chatted wit him till he fell aslp..haiz..

we 3 ppl went crazy and were laffing our heads off..toopid manz..they lyk so engross in wad ppl eating..1st it was a plate of Bangers & Mash..ah doi..thick, juicy, big, can-go-through sausages..hahaha..3 of us were practically staring at the table beside us..wa lau..ma lu sia..somemore, we jus ate our dinner lei..patsy had a plate of Slipper Lobster Linguine..i had Roast Beef Ciabatta sandwich, janey had her cranberry thingy..stare sia..they stare lei..i had to stop them frm staring..even tho janey reading her book, she still can smell and starre!..patsy went staring and staring..wa lau..keke...after tt, the table behind us, ordered some dessert..see ar..NOT THE SAME TABLE HOR..different table lei..3 of us saw lyk a Spaceship thingy lidat..again, laffing our heads off..hahaha..den were trying to come to a conclusion wad the hell tt was..janey say some dessert on the menu, but dun look lyk..naimind..patsy clever, went to ask the waitress..again, laff laff laff..naimind..i power..i turn back, ask janey to see a big signboard across the road..lidat see betta rite?..janey was laffing until she cry..she follow wad i say..look across..but still cant see the dessert..naimind...patsy worse..she stand up!!!..bluff looking at the signboard..whahahaa..3 of us laff until cry..patsy stand up dunno how many times sia..still cant see..claims tt the guy hand blocking..cannot see..den she power..stand up, walk..go to the toilet..wa..buay tahan..janey laff until she "hay-ku"..laff until cry..stomach pain..patsy laff until her lump of stomach fats becoming 2 pack liaoz..janey becoming 8 packs..super funny..keke..

finally, they ordered..the same as wad the table behind us ordered..i din eat alot..only 2 mouths and its fed by them..cuz i was chatting wit dear..he wasnt feeling good ma..so, i din eat alot..but the dessert is GOOD..tho 2 mouths only, but its good..after i hang up, oredi abt 1plus le..slacked abit more, chatted alot alot alot of stuffs wit them..hahhaa..ssshhh..its gossips and more gossips..keke..well, usual..bgr stuffs lor..haha..again, marriage stuffs..aiyo..all aiming at me sia..siaoz de..i still young, long way to go..heh..u 2, wait la ar..wait ar..keke..wun ferget u 2 de la..my hao jiemei-s noe..wun ferget de..ferget, i sure chop my head and let u 2 sit..hahahaha..

left home at 2 plus..reach home at 230..wa..tired manz..toopid taxi driver, step on accelerator, release abit..step again, release abit..wa...tulanz..make me giddy and feeling lyk puking..damn..hate these kinda drivers manz..wan step accelerator, step la..dun step liaoz, let go, den step again, den let go..wa lau..headache de lei..piangz eh..argh..reach home, cannot slp..muz be the tea sia..only managed to slp at 6 plus..BUT..........

woke up at 930am today..dear called..say, the bus driver got his wallet..collect for him..ok lor..called the driver..wa...AMK lei!..hmm..naimind lor..go tk lor..prepared, left home at 1030..reach AMK at 1130 lidat..got his wallet in a jiffy..the uncle rem my face cuz my foto inside his wallet..hahaha..took wallet, wanted to go home..but i haven eat..so, called ah tiong, asked if he wanna eat lunch..den ok, met him at Dhoby Guat..went KFC fer lunch..so nice of him to treat me..keke..after tt, acc him puff puff..den we left..on the way back, my darling boy keep disturbing me..haha..but its ok..keke..chatted wit him awhile before he called me again at tampines..on my way home le..den he call and disturb again..whaha..

dunno where to go tonight..holiday tml..but everyday lyk holiday fer me lei..whahahha..dun be jealous..i noe i noe..keke..dunno wanna go sing anot..haiz..i dunno ar..dunno la!!!..tk care peeps..enjoy ur holiday..

chao~!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

oh my gosh~..i think i too bored liaoz..bored until i joined Hi-5, Sms.Ac and Friendster??!!..sheessh!!..i hate fwenster de lei..but i dunno y, i kpo wanna join..wa lau eh..haha..my god..i'm super duper bored..but..upon seeing everyone has those accounts, hmm..its good to keep in contact wad..hor..heh..

cant wait till tml cuz i'll haf my own movie marathon..haha..shioks..gonna enjoy enjoy and enjoy~!!..whee~..nothing much niwae..jus plain slacking..xianz sia..everyday wake up after lunch time de..whahaha..playing wit jumbo has been a habit fer me..love to play wit her..so cutey and fatty..haha..

niwae, peeps..i dunno wat happened to me sia..add me la..in fwenster, in Hi-5 and Sms.Ac k..my email: bay_lightning@hotmail.com.. duno wats wrong wit me sia..keke..alrighty, gonna haf tea session wit my babes later at our usual place..whoo~..tk care~!!..

chao~!!!..

*to dwell or not to dwell on it..i dunno y, but i felt abit lost..i feel as if my confidence level dropped..wat i saw, was kinda ****** fer me..indescribable feeling..wat i read, i dunno how shld i feel or react..am i the guilty one?am i the one tt has caused lots of problem fer you?..i'm sorry..i'm such a problematic person..i care for you, a whole lot..wat haf i done?pls tell me..wat haf i done.....*

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, March 21, 2005

weekends weekends...hmmm..love it..keke..here goes..

FrIdAY: went for dinner wit mum & dad, bro + da-sao..family family ya..keke..watched 9pm last episode..aww~..so nice..so sweet..*envy envy*..keke..wanted to head down to ECP for vanessa's bday but in the end, decided not to go..hah..patsy not going cuz she going to boat quay...jio me go too, but i din go..jack msg me, said something cropped up, she cant go..so, i suppose mother wun be going either..bryan kept calling me and asking if i was going..cuz he at ECP ma..hmm..he went to the pit, called me again and told me only kiran and azlan was dere..so, i decided not to go..den he gimme those tone to talk to me..i was still hesitating..whether to go or not..but think think..he'll leave ard 11 plus, kiran and azlan leaving at 11pm..and the time was 1030..so wats the point of going sia..haha..neva go lor..told my dear i not going to bbq..but he no respond..hmm..he booked out at 9 plus..early lei..haha..till i call him, he say he on his way to my place..oOo..keke..wait fer him lo..reach my place ard 11 plus..headed down to 201D to makan supper..guess who i saw..haha..my sec 1 gf..haha..saw mati at the coffeeshop together wit some other ppl tt i noe too..said hi to her, den me and dear went to makan le..shioks shioks..eat full full..went home, watch tv..while he help me paste glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling fer me..keke..even help me search fer pisces symbol..nice nice..slept all the way to sat..

sAtUrDaY: woke up at 8 plus, drag till 9 plus den wake up..haha..msg Fat tt i'll be late..we're gonna book our FTT~!!..damn..i still fail sia..for the THIRD TIME!!..DAMN~!!..met fat at 11 plus..she oso late..and guess waD??~~..we wear the same color tee and same kinda denim skirt!..wa lau..haha..i was shocked when she came down frm her blk, she walk to the bus-stop where i was and i was %$*&#@.. "she wear the same as me!!"..dear turned and saw her..den ask me "you 2 say properly wat to wear le huh"..NO LOR!!..hahaha..we both wore GREEN TEE, and BLUE DENIM SKIRT..so paiseh sia!!..hahaah..frm a distance when Fat saw me, she oso shock..den she gimme those look..and i gave her the same!!..when we met, we both were lyk "why u wear the same huh!"..and i told her "eh, go home change la!"..haha..so funny..keke..made our way down to CDC..both of them make fun of me..say i neva study for FTT, no wonder fail..eh, my bf suppose to support me..but dunno y, he support fat..FAT...U POISON MY BF..keke..see la..u come, got marche..u no come, no marche..my bf biase sia..keke..after booking FTT, headed down to orchard to makan Marche..whoo~..long time no eat sia..reach Marche, order order order..haha..nice nice..den Fat suddenly say "see see, slap ur face ar"..somemore we q-ing for food..i tot wad happened..ask her..she tell me a bunch of ah-ping-ge keep looking at me..oh, i tot wad..haha..den she say again "slap their face ar..keep looking.."..fierce sia..eat finish, fat left fer Expo..she watching the Princess Disney On Ice!!..argh~!!..din get to go, cuz dear couldnt confirm if he can book out..alamakz..its ok..heh..me and dear went shopping abit..before heading back home..going to his grandma's bday dinner at Jalan Besar..some restuarant..so paiseh..so many ppl sia..4 tables of his relatives..waaa...sat together wit his sistas, eat and eat..eat until very very full..left the restaurant, went back home...supposed to go ktv de..but fat not feeling well..cuz of my dear's flu, spread to her..haha..both of them, their nose running since morning..dear's nose ran 1500m, 800m..fat's nose ran 2.4km, 16km..hahhahaahha..we went to catch a show..Hostage..eh, nice sia..wa lau..will get shock de lor..nice nice..throughout the show, i was lyk..ah!..ouch!..ooo!..awww!..keke..dear was telling me this and tt..and he ate 2 dbl cheezburger sia!..he was hungry..keke..watch finish, went back home, his family still playing mahjong..wa...oredi 2 plus le..stayed over his place..yawnz..tired la..dun wan him to drive me home cuz he was tired too..yawnz..

sUnDaY: rise and shine shine, went home at ard 10 plus..received my UOB DebitMini liaoz!!..whee~!!..den i bathe, he watch tv, play wit my comp..headed down to Sim Lim to buy my comp cable..gonna shift my comp to my room..YEA!..dear help me bargain and he bot the cables fer me..went to Sheng Song at Tekka Mall cuz he wanted to buy snacks..buy buy, ban him frm buying choco stuffs..bot sweet fer me, went back home..yawnz..i was getting slpy..reach home, unpack his stuffs, pack his stuffs, fold his army stuffs, den i slp liao..hehe..slp soundly till 6pm..he oso slp liao..he slp, i was awake..had dinner at 7 plus..he bathe, got ready to book in..left his place, send him to his camp and i went home..gonna see him in 4 days time..hehe..long weekend..whoo~!!..we're gonna be busy wit birthday parties!..keke..

well, dere's my weekend..keke..btw, sorry pat babe..couldnt haf coffee wit u..mabbe wed ya?..or thurs k?..sorry babe..catch up wit ya soon..miss ya~!!..ask janey along too k..miss ya two..

alrighty, gonna haf dinner soon wor..slack alot until i dunno wad to do at home..think i'll go pack my TP stuffs and start throwing wat is not needed..sianz..haven send my resume for JAL..haha..lazy..and no foto oso lei..muz tk..k la, tk care peeps..

chao~!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Friday, March 18, 2005

today today..hmmm...

accompany mummy to make her new specs!!..costs me 67 bucks but its alrighty..no worries..keke..went fer breakfast cum lunch fer me..shopped ard, and went back home..gonna mit fat and linda in the evening..

met fat @ tamp control station, headed down to bugis..hmm..she say xinhua will be joining us later lor..so, ok..reach bugis, met up wit xinhua..den linda came..coincidentally, me and fat met up wit shuhua at bugis control station..she said she's gonna mit her bf fer dinner..so fat asked her to join us fer dinner lor..while we were at Topshop, shuhua asked if they could join us fer dinner..of cuz no prob la!!..keke..so, we headed to a usual place fer me and fat..haha..at liang seah street..keke..PivfDor Intercontinental cuisine..keke..some usual restaurant tt me and fat will go..haha..so, 6 of us..me, fat, linda, xinhua, shuhua and bernard (shuhua's bf)..niwae, we had lots of laffters..siao de..talk abt SAC ol' times..hahaha..how fat got all the chilli soup on her, ice cream drop onto her at tamp mall, all the suay stuffs on her..keke..fat, u're cursed..keke..whahaha..after dinner, headed to shop ard at bugis..bernard left cuz he nid to go camp early tml..so, left 5 of us!!..all gals!!..haha..so 3-8 lor..too bad chew chew not ard lei..xianz..miss my chew chew..whahaha..shop shop, shuhua keep saying fat is turning into auntie..really lor..haha..the clothes tt she see, all auntie auntie de..keke..even accessories oso auntie auntie de..shuhua said correctly, and i totally agree!..we now, cannot see normal accessories..now is muz see DIAMONDS..YEA!!..totally agree!!..keke..went to intercontinental hotel fer washroom..toopid manz..sit @ the lounge..kay kay wanna buy drinks, in the end oso left the place..hahaa..decided to head to Starbucks..ahhh, my fav place..whaha..

bot drinks fer my gals, den sit sit chat chat..finally handed in the resignation letter..keke..but is jack help me print de..i jus write..whaha..actually, wanted to go back SB-BG work de..but find tt the pay is so low lor..might as well dun wan work..chatted wit the gals..abt work, salary, me being air stewardess, telling me all the pros and cons..well, i find tt it all depends on ur ownself!!..hmph..dun care..die oso wanna try..wanna make my dream come true..fly ard is my passion..seeing the world, is my passion..i wanna fly!!..keke..*siaoz*..

so, decided to hand in my resume fer JAL..wish me luck peeps..supports frm my fwenz, my family and my dear..hope it'll be a dream come true fer me..*wink wink*..alrighty peeps, gonna catch my slp soon..tk care!!..

chao~!!..

*if my dream came true, do wait fer me..if we trust each other, haf faith in one another..i believe my work and ur army, ur future work will not cause any problem to us de..i'm not afraid even i've to station elsewhere..do wait fer me, wait fer our future..i will not let u go..i nid you..you noe tt de..wait fer me, lemme make my dreams and ur dreams come true..let's make our dreams come true..ok?..i believe in you, i haf faith in you..i trust you..we can make it..*

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

hmm..my budds have enlisted..sobs and keke..will see them soon wor..tk care peeps..haf fun ya..hahaha..alrighty, back to my stuffs..

accompanied toopid nigel to his immigration thingy..haiz..gong gong him..dunno where and wat to do..so bo bian, me accompany him..saw this incident and i'm gonna tell u guys..and tell me whether the guy shld react tt way..here goes..

teen boy queueing up at the cashier to pay up..had a cup of hot coffee and in front of him, a malay couple..teen boy, accidentally spilled the hot coffee, kana the gurl's butt..heng she was wearing jeans..heh..ok, teen boy apologises, pay up and left the cashier..couple still ard the cashier area..teen boy went back to his seat..bf of the gurl went to confront the teen boy..walked back after confronting..mum of the teen boy came back frm dunno where..bf went back to confront the mum and the teen boy..talk talk, moods getting worse..bf went back to his table..after awhile, took a cup of HOT WATER, brought it to the teen boy, place it on the table in front of him, and push the cup onto him, spilling the HOT WATER on the teen boy..(WTF??!!!)..mum of teen boy starting scolding but din do anything..malay couple left, so did the mum and teen boy..

wa lau~..toopid rite??!!..no nid to react until lidat de lor..wa piangz..call urself a Singaporean manz..where is ur manners?..pui..see u no up ar!!..

we missed our queue numbers..but we anyhow go to a counter and the person very nice, help us do..do do le..headed down to bugis to look fer my dear's stuffs..got la..but ex lei..den din buy lor..popped by SB-BG and said hi to jack and mei mei..mother was dere too..oh my son..whole SB-BG noe i quit..damn..all thanks to vanessa(i think)..jack noe, mother noe, mei mei noe, CHARLTON OSO NOE!!!..wa piangz~~~...dun find it a point to spread until lidat lor..network damn fast sia..nb nb nb..argh~~..bot Cleo frm Kino and i got an invitation to the 50 bachelor party~..whoo~~~!!!...FAT???!!!..hahaha..niwae, after drinking, went down to Suntec, walk abit..buy my stuffs, walk somemore..before my ti-ko buddy, cray came..hahah..he was so tanned, and looked much much betta den last time..went to makan dinner, they went out to puff while i stare and breathe the puffs, cray bot ice-cream which tasted crappy..hahaha..where got ppl eat sesame ice cream de??!!..actually 1st mouth u taste, not nice..but u tk a few more mouths, nice la..heh..choco ice-cream tasted nice too..walked to tk train to mit fat fat at tamp..the guys dropped off at eunos..said my final bye to nigel, even shaked hand wit me..haha..

reached tamp, headed to isetan to buy stuffs fer dear..but dun haf lei..so din buy..went up to Ajisen (i haf NO IDEA why she looovvvveeee tt place so much..ah doi~~!!)..i din eat, only eat my fav soft shell crab, prawn mayo and mochi ice-cream!!..keke..chat chat, chat LOTS of stuffs sia..haha..hmm..let's see...bachelor party, our marriage (yea, OUR MARRIAGE LEI!!)..hahah..old liaoz..keke..wat else ar..boyfriends, love, commitment..whoa~..we can go on..feel so happy tt i've such a great buddy to talk to..can talk anything under the sun..heh..so, wanna noe my secrets, u noe who to find ar..hahahaa..after tt, i saw anselm..tt guy oso 15 march go army de..but he go Police..same as my budd, louis..keke..msg him awhile, tell him to tk care and stuffs..headed to 77th street, dun haf wad i lyk..walk ard..went to shops..damn..wanna buy clothes lei..but PK liaoz..argh~..walk to Metro, bot my dear's stuffs...40 bucks sia..keke..but he'll be able to use it, so its alrighty..and dere goes fat nagging and nagging.. "why everytime me huh..why everytime kana me when u wanna buy ******* huh?..when is he booking out?" and i said "this friday"..and she said "good, i wanna scold him.."..*diao*..hahahhaa..love ya buddy..keke..

went home, checked my mails..oh ya...PEEPS, Japan Airlines is recruiting Cabin Crew lei..shld i?..shld i not??..i dunno lei..closing date is 31 march..shld i???..fat says its gonna be tough..dad say try lor..everything oso try..dear says he wan me to try, to get a gist of it and can reflect on SIA de..BUT!!!..wat if i kana into JAL den my SIA how??~~...haha..pls, gimme ur comments can?..how how??..can can?..gimme ur comments!!!..

oh well, dere goes my day and today is another day..miss my dear, my fwenz in msn..keke..niwae, dear called jus now and i jumped outta my bed..so surprised he called..well, he has a practical test later and he secretly use his hp call me..awww~...keke..alrighty, time to spend time wit my toopid baby doggie, JUMBO..heh..weighing 10 kg, super heavy and fatty..any takers??..keke..

chao~!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Sunday, March 13, 2005

12th march...happy day..keke..niwae, jack go tekong liaoz..hope he'll be alrighty..soon will be my budds, nigel and anselm..hmmm..time flies..

ANYWAY~!..dear book out and came to my place..slept through the nite soundly and woke up on sat fer our Mac's breakfast!..whee~..its nice to haf breakfast wit someone u love..heh..after breakfast, headed to POSB bank to apply for my MasterCard and after applying, some ppl came to talk to me and him regarding some investment plan..whaha..we look lyk we nid to save money lei..piangz..paiseh sia..keke..but we din apply la..we jus listen nia..hmmm, 14 days and my card will come..whoo~..after tt, headed to UOB to apply for my Debit Mini..whoo~!!..haha..sat was a bank day!!..keke..same thing, 14 days and my card will come..hahaha..he oso haf Debit Mini..but he not gonna use until i haf mine..awww~..keke..

went Ikea and Queensway to shop..we both bot the same bedside table and he bot another plank fer his shelf..checked out my wardrobe and decided to buy it..thank goodness dear was wit me..cuz i was a total blur wit the wardrobe stufs..i bot a clock and foto frames..hmm..spent abit ar..but its alright..heh..went Queensway, nothing caught my eye lei..hmm..after tt, headed back to his place to celebrate his grandma's bday..got his place, wa.....all the lil' kids and relatives..hmm..fixed his comp, after tt, start celebrating le..haven been attending this kinda family celebration le..hmm..they were spraying those party stuffs all over the place..even sprayed onto the dad..haha..so funny..whole hse filled wit laughters, sounds, kids voices..hmm...lively is the word..heh..eat dinner, eat the cake..den he went to bathe..we booked tix fer a show, "Son of the Mask"...1155pm de..went to Heeren, shop ard..shops closed, we went to Cafe CArtel to sit and drink..fat called, asking me where i am..ask her to join me fer movie, she dun wan..well, had a nice chat wit him at Cartel..open, honest, loving conversation..keke..really feel at ease whenever i'm wit him..alrighty, here comes my love lectures..hahaha..k la..dun haf..show started, show ended..called fat see where she is..Bukit Timah Plaza!!!..wanted to find her but see no point if she doesnt wanna eat supper..headed back to his place, took my furniture stuffs, drove back home to fix it fer me while i went to bathe..he fix fix fix, i prepare prepare..after tt, headed back to his place le..wa..i really buay tahan le..reach his place at 4, i slp liaoz..cannot tahan ar..very tired..

woke up ard 10 plus, got ready, ate breakfast at 12..went to town at 2pm..shopped abit..bot 2 boxers frm Topshop, a top from Topshop..spent 23.80..hmm..went to SurfBabe to shop ard..din expect to buy things la..but i try try..den tried this shorts..brown color de..hmmm..try le, he buy fer me..ex lei..haiz..but he buy lor..den went to Forum to shop..bot those Glow-in-the-dark stars..fer my room..heh..but wait till he put fer me..went back to his place, ate dinner..he went to prepare to book in le..while i was fidgeting wit stuffs, he gave me a surprise..hhaa..so sweet..really nice and i love it..really love it..thankew dear..thankew so much..who doesnt love surprises rite?..especially gurls..hahah..rite anot???!!..keke..

k la..i go rest liaoz..tml nothing to do but gonna mit my budd..this week, dunno wad to do..he might not be able to book out this weekend..he has an inspection tml..if heng, can book out..if not heng, cannot lo..sadz..haiz...gonna spend weekend alone le..hah..ok la..tk care peeps..free call me out..hahaha..

chao~!..

*..i've made up my decision..i've decided..and i will keep to my decision and will not regret it..keep in mind tt i haf you in my heart and my mind..work, army, obstacles will keep us and our bond strong and we'll go on strongly..i will be open and will say out wat or how i feel..but do gimme time on this, i dun haf the tendency..remember our storybook k..our chapter 1 start le..i will be true to u..will not do anything to disappoint you..really dun wanna lose you..see you in 5 days time..hopefully u can come out cuz i've something fer you..tk care my love..i love you..*

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

been super slacking..shioks..but not shioks at times..haha..not earning $$ but spending it..heng he really took my card..if not, liaoz..keke..*smart dear*..its thurs liao!!..whoo~!!..time flies manz..when working, days seem to pass so slow..but everyday, slack..time lyk pass so fast..haha..well, haven been looking fer job..jus plain enjoying..haha..only keen in waiting fer airlines interview..die oso wanna try, if i kana reject, my dream of becoming an air-stewardess will be dead..den i'll noe i'm not up to the standard!!..keke..

supports frm my fwenz, parents and loved one..yay, definitely will try..niwae, went to sentosa on tues..surprise surprise, we had a guest..haha..din expect he'll come..yea, my ex bf..keke..so, it was 3 guys and a gurl..wa..i kana bullied sia..heh..reach sentosa ard 11 plus after a heavy breakfast..settled down, started spraying sunblock..damn sunblock dun work..nb, i'm super tanned now..keke..derek even more tanned..well, everyone IS tanned!!..played ball games, pepsi-cola, soccer, rugby, wadever we can think of..too boring liaoz..hehe..toopid, play push here and dere...play until kana my elbow..now elbow pain pain..argh~..decided not to go fer the musical fountain cuz i was kinda tired le..took the train back home and reach home at 8pm..tired sia..settle down, had dinner, mummy started her naggings..argh~..due to my elbow lor..haiz..she say everytime i go and play, surely will kana something..1st time was playing netball, kana finger, 2nd time was playing basketball, kana finger oso..3rd time was playing netball, kana wrist..now, play PEPSI-COLA, kana elbow~!!..hahaha..she apply medicine and started naggings..haha..long time no hear, pretended she was singing to me..keke..at nite, told dear abt my elbow..haiz..he got tulanz at me..and he felt f**ked up..hmmm..oh well, let him scold lor..though i said sorry many times, he still tulan me..talk to me in a very weird and strange attitude..den we hang up, totally xianz le..but the nex morning, he apologise fer his attitude..hmm, i surely will ferget once i slp..heh..so, alll was well again!!..keke..

haven been studying fer my FTT..die la..tml fat oso cant come..toopid company got urgent meeting, cant go..damn!..if i wanna book how???..i got no card!!..argh~!!..niwae, its ok la..will pass is will pass de..bleah..jus finished reviewing the Nokia 7280..nb..my england compared to my editor is way way far lor..haiz..but, was proud of my masterpiece..gonna be published in GolfAsia noe?!!..haha..got my name lei!!..hahaha..*oops*..hmm, met up wit sharon jie and cindy mei fer lunch jus now..miss them lots..chatted alot before they went off back to office and i went to shop abit..nid to buy stuffs fer him..*paiseh*..haha..neva receive his sms today expect morning ard 4am plus..hmm, today he has live-firing..gonna play wit some bombs..hmm..army army..haiz..he has another 3 mths before he leaves fer thailand..cham ar..hahaha..and he has another 1 yr 4 mths before he ORD!!..wonder wonder..*think think*..oh well, days will pass by quickly de..heh..

anyone got job lobang tell me lei..keke..though i slacking, i really dunno wad i wanna do sia..alamak..back to my job lectures..keke..stop stop..came across some nice clothes and i cant shop!!!..ahh!!!..keke..dear ar!!..u tk my card!!!...keke..muz wait till u come out ar!!!..*faints*

gonna mit fat later..yawnz..tt fat babe..hahahaha..she wanna buy her goldfish..dunno why she buy those fish, fish sure die de..whahaha..later she scold me..i betta not say liaoz..whoo~..thurs lo..cant wait till tml!!..whee~!!..tk care peeps!!..

chao~!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

hmm..nothing beats but spending time wit ur best buddies and wit tea on da table, chatting away happily wit ur buddies..thanks babes, i enjoyed myself..keke..well, currently no job..yea..enjoy life now, work later..hmmm..well, here goes..over da weekend....

sat: met up wit fat @ seng song, i was shopping fer seafood fer my class's bbq..after tt, dear came down and find me, fetch me back home to marinate the stuffs..together wit fat, we were making a fool of ourselves in the kitchen..well, guys will owaes be the same..jus sit and enjoy watching tv or playing comp..mine was playing the comp, and oso going to slp!!!..ah doi~..toopid fat..sprayed the sotong water onto my clothes..argh~..keke..we had a great laff..after tt, took a cabbie, and went to get cake fer gab, my buddy..and went down to ECP le..reach dere, only saw cindy..after tt, my bro, louis came..nex was gab, nigel and derek..after tt, ric and jonathan came..and after tt, jack and his gf came..den came michael and anson..well, things turned out well..tho some ppl left early, jus am glad tt our uc02 buddies came..and its nice to gather once in a while..sad tho, my bin gege and cray neva come, due to army..keke..oh well, left bbq @ 1130..went to watch Hitch wit ferlin and pals..funny show..highly recommmended..keke..after tt, went fer a lil' supper before heading back home to slp..all the while, dear was feeling tired liaoz..can sense ar..but he piggy-back me all the way frm s11 back home..hahahaa..no nid to walk..keke..bleah..after tt, koonz..all the way..too tired..

sun: woke up..wanted to eat bfast at macs..but we woke up late..so, missed le..went to eat @ food court, shopped abit..before heading to Peninsula plaza to walk ard..he went back to his old store and said hies..i was searching fer the puma sweater..but too bad, dun haf le..niwae, he bot 2 tees..nice nice..hmm..bot 1 @ Flash & Surf, piangz..75 bucks..den bot another tee @ 33 bucks..wa..i haven shop he spend so much liaoz..nvm, its nice..and i lyk it..keke..after tt, went Raffles City to shop awhile..before heading back home..reach his place, unpack things, start to pack things fer his book in..hmm..time sure flies..haiz..niwae, i slept while he was doing his homework..slp till 815, wake up, faster tell him to prepare..yawnz..neva eat dinner cuz my throat was really damn irritating..left his place @ 855, took a cabbie to his camp den i went home..yawnz..sure was tired..but noeing i nid not work, shioks sia..keke..chatted wit him awhile before heading to slp..well, i cant shop over this week, only can wait till weekend cuz he confiscate my card..argh~..even his card he oso tk away..cant shop..heh..he clever, noe i will spend when i neva work..ahhhhh...keke..muz tahan till weekend..if we're heading to m'sia!!..i defintely will shop!!!..grrr..keke..

today: woke up @ 1 plus..ben msg me..haha..shioks manz..well, met up wit ben @ taka..saw him carrying a paperbag, but he told me tt was fer me..a mini surprise..reach coffee club @ paragon, ordered drinks and i realized it was the fone i wanted to try!!!..nokia 7280!!..the sleek fone!!..wa lau..super style but difficult to use!!..argh~..nice on da outside, not nice on the inside!!!..diff to use!!..dun buy!!..haha..we were chatting lor..chat till 5 plus..walked ard, he shopped fer golf stuffs..hahaha..i told him golf has nothing to do wit me le..but he say it still does..keke..niwae, he pei me wait fer patsy and janey babes to arrive..awww~..keke..walked to heeren, shopped abit..but cant buy..haha..when the 2 babes reach, we said our byes..will see him on thurs..to return the fone plus MUZ do a review..ah doi~~~..keke..went to haf dinner wit the babes..so long neva see em le...miss them sia..had so much fun chatting wit them @ the foodcourt and of cuz, @ coffee club..yesh, again..coffeeclub..eh, its our fav place..last time indochine..now change le..keke..had some great laffs..but ar..they keep calling me tai tai..irritating..hor hor??..hmph..keke..if i can become tai tai..GOOD LO!!!..haha..left CC @ 10..reach home ard 11..yawnz..chatted wit darling T awhile, before heading to slp le..tml going to sentosa to enjoy!!..yay..can see musical fountain le!!..whoo~..kiki!!..hhaa..siaoz..

alrighty, dere goes my weekend..will look forward to my weekend shopping in M'sia..truly asia~~~..hahaha..whee~..tk care peeps!!..

chao~!!..

...beauty exposed ;

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

wa..these days..still sick sia..haven fully recover..throat damn pain..eat wad oso lyk wun recover..haiz..sadz..well..sorry for not updating..been rather tired and sick la..ok la..here goes..

Fri: went to work but came back early cuz wasnt feeling too good..hmmm..stayed @ home for dinner lor..rest until shioks..den he called..tell me he book out..haha..yay,den he say he coming to find me..aww~..keke..by the time he book out, oredi 11.15pm le..reach my place @ 12 plus..den we went out to eat..whoo~..eat macs after fer soooo long and drank coke!!..keke..shioks sia..but throat was shitty after tt..heh..went home to switch off my com before heading to his place..din wan his car to kana summon again..reach his place, immediately slp liaoz..tired lei..slp all the way to morning..

Sat: woke up @ 1 plus..his entire family outside sia..wa..paiseh lei..he go bathe while i played wit the comp, looking for movies to watch..den his nephews came and play wit me..so cute..hmmm..i feel old sia..his mum ask the lil' ones to call me "ah yi"..wa lau..keke..old ar~~~!!!..den his sistas came in to say hi lo..after tt, we went separate ways cuz i going home 1st to mit fat fer hair session!!..hahaa..den he going out wit his sistas awhile lo..reach home, prepare den mit fat liaoz..haha..did hair treatment and cut my hair abit..abit only la!!..no dyeing of color hor..keke..still maintain..after tt, i needed to leave le..but see fat wait alone fer ferlin they all, i pei her wait lor..leave my darling boy @ orchard waiting fer me..heh..we both hands itchy, went for manicure..hahaha..got our nails painted..nice nice..keke..den i was really late le..he tot something happened to me..cuz i neva pick up his call nor return his msgs..he tot i fainted..somemore called fat den fat oso neva pick up!..haha..worried si him le..but i met up wit him @ cityhall..went to Jurong east lor..seh siong's bday party..reach jurong, waited fer jeff and inside the car, saw jieming too..said our hi-es and went over to seh siong's place..wa..the shoes all neatly arranged sia..soooo many ppl..wa lau..went in, whole hse packed..dunno where to stand..saw his fwenz, den went over lor..stand stand, talk talk..all the while we both we talking to each other..haha..i laff until buay tahan..den eat abit..played stupid games..wa lau..laff until cry..gong gong jeff dunno wad we were playing..szeling oso blur blur..hahaha..only me, darling, jieming and ah hoe noe only..den jeff revenge on me..play some game tt is super lame..and i dunno how the game was abt..neh neh..11 plus, we left the place..jeff dropped us off @ mrt station, we headed to dhoby guat, P.S fer a show..A Very Long Engagement..nice show lei..shld watch lor..although abit gruesome ar..but its alright..1st time, we watch midnite, he neba slp sia!!!..somemore explain the weapons and bombs to me..haha..ok, this show is abt world war de lor..den guys gotta leave their wives to go battle..showed how they fight, kill, bomb, wadever lor..den this particular wife dun believe her husband is dead..die oso wanna find him..in the end, the hubby really neva die..and she was thrilled to tears..nice show.. :) ..after tt, headed back home to slp..tired sia..

Sun: slp till 12 plus..late liaoz..took a cabbie down to Bras Basah cuz he need to get stuffs fer his camp..bot A4 book for his journal writings and bot photo album..headed back to his place to eat lunch..den slack lor..slack until i buay tahan, koonz..den he do his stuffs..i slp..heh..slp until 7 plus, wake up eat dinner..wa..all his relatives @ his place..so paiseh..hmm..ate finish, he got ready to book in le..but we went separate ways lor..din send him to camp..cuz he taking cabbie ma..i took train back..said our byes and i left lor..hmmm..halfway home, dunno why my eyes were watery..den i cry lor..dunno why lei..wa lau..paiseh sia..went to Tamp, bank in $$ fer him, updated his passbook fer him..den went home..slp ar..tired..somemore monday nid to work..argh~..chatted wit him awhile before i went to lala land..*see you in 5 days time*..

Mon: dread heading to Bedok North Ave 4 sia..haha..my office lor..haiz..went to the new office today to tk a look..not bad lei..got 2 stories, somemore staircase nice nice..keke..gonna move in May lor..yay, office near daddy's office..keke..not very busy but did some bintan bookings..talked to him awhile, before heading to slp..

Today: today abit tired ar..prolly not enuff slp ar..cuz ppl msg me lyk almost 1am lidat..wa lau..before tt, talked to him awhile ard 11 plus to 12 plus lor..hmmm..sad sad..niwae, dun nid to go batam this fri le..yay..still sick la..heh..cough until lyk shit sia..argh~..hate coughs..

*..i noe u'll nid to go thailand in june..fer 2 dreadful weeks..its ok..u go ahead and concentrate wit ur army..dun gif up..i'll be supporting u all the way..dun worry abt me, i'll be alright..fer now till june, i'll spend watever time i haf and we'll enjoy the times to the fullest..k?..though 15 days is not long nor short, jus lyk wad u said, its gonna be a test fer us..we can go through this de..jiayou k..dun feel lethargic although u owaes do..i'll be behind u, supporting u..no worries k?..things will be alright and will be fine..k?..i noe u'll read my bloggie..*wink wink*..muacks..*

chao~..

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