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    Sunday, November 28, 2004


    aloha peeps!!!..whee~!!..its been fun fun fun!!!..this week was truly fun~!!!..here goes..dun get jealous ar..keke..

    Saturday, 27th November 2004 : whee~!!!..JAY CHOU CONCERT!!!..superb, fantastic, shioks, great!!..i'm really mesmerized by jay chou manz..he is indeed handsome!!..whaha..everytime he comes to singapore, his hairstyle owaes different de..part of his hair was dyed white..and its jus his front side fringe..whoo..handsome~..yea..i met his sista outside north entrance at ard 6 plus..when she saw me she was in shocked..she asked "wa..ur hair..so "jing", when u dye ur hair de?"..whaha..so cute..we went in at 7.30pm..i bought fer her a The One cd wit figurine in it..hmm..she wanted to buy it herself but she needs the atm..so i decided to buy it fer her and tell her it'll be her xmas present!..no harm la..keke..somemore i'm used to be his bro's gf..so, its fine wit me..well, asked the guy to show me the cd, and i took it..she seemed shy when i gave it to her..but i keep smiling and making sure she feels alright accepting the gift..keke..its her 1st time watching concert, so i was kinda lyk watching over her lor..haha..abit on the soft side of me ar..whaha..treated her lyk a sista la..took care of her lor, try to make her comfortable by chatting alot of stuffs wit her when we got seated..yea, enuff of this..concert started at 8.40pm..whoo~~..lights were out, many colors of light stix, dere goes the music..jay came out standing on a platform wit a roman cross behind him and sang Yi Fu Zhi Ming..shioks!!..he was blardy handsome lor!!..argh~!!..we were screaming on top of our voices!!..singing to the songs too!!..songs he sang:

    1. Ge Qian (superb..nice nice..love this song terribly..asked her to call HIM cuz its HIS favourite song..haiz..wat i doing manz~!!)
    2. Hei Se You Mo (nice manz..the way he sing..)
    3. Jie Kou (whoo~..another nice song..shioks..called sinting to let her listen..keke..)
    4. Dong Feng Po (ooO..oldies..keke..)
    5. Jian Dan Ai (whaha..she loves this song..was screaming and waving our hands..keke..)
    6. Kai Bu Liao Kou (shioks..called sinting again..cuz she love this song..whaha..)
    7. An Jing (power~~..love this song..was singing to it..)
    8. Long Quan Feng (oldies song..still rem ktv owaes sing this songs wit my fwenz..keke)
    9. Qing Tian (shou qian shou yi bu liang bu san bu si bu wang zhe tian!!!..nice~!!)
    10. Hui Dao Guo Qu (nice way of singing it..relaxing background music..keke..)
    11. Ni Ting De Dao (wa liu..the way he sing...whee~...*melts*)

    alot more songs..these are the songs tt i videoed frm my hp..keke..pix were taken but it aint good..so will only show it to anyone if i meet up..video too!!..keke..shioks..overall, the concert was perfect..whaha..neva regret coming to his concert..niwae, after the concert, HE came to fetch her..i was helping her to locate the car..yupz, i helped her lor..she tot i would be following her to the car..but NO way~~!!..and i saw someone else in the car..hmmm..wat was i thinking?..i dunno..but watever it is, dun care dun bother~..i've my M.N.S and my closed one..keke..(hor hor???..M.N.S, i noe u'll read my blog..its been great to haf ur company and our late sms-ing or msn chat..)..after tt, i waited fer him to fetch me cuz he was ard at his house area..waited awhile den he scoop my up frm behind..shocked me cuz i was too engrossed in the videos i took..keke..walked to Beach Road to makan supper, had a chat wit patsy and louis..keke..walked to Mustafa to shop fer stuffs..he needed to buy some stuffs..i bot a mini colgate fer our trip!!..hehe..after tt, he send me back home and i had a great slp..12 hrs plus jay chou's concert in my mind..shioks..gonna pack my bag fer my trip and get ready to meet my fwenz!!..yay!!..pray fer a safe journey..bless everybody's health and the weather dere..keke..shall not update till wed when i come back..whee~..cant wait!!..

    Fat: will try to find things fer u kae??..muacks..come back liao mit up wit u!!..so many things to gossip wit ya!!..

    M.N.S: hmm..wun be chatting wit ya till wednesday..dun miss me ya..whaha..u tk care and dun think so much k..will listen to ur complaints or anything when i come back..keke..muz eat kae?..cannot dun eat..try to eat alittle..cya soon!..we still got our date!..haha..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, November 27, 2004


    yalo all peeps~..been a great week fer me..wit all activities lined up..whaha..enjoyed myself thoroughly..whoohoo.. [nigel, is the font betta now??!!!!!]

    Thursday: as i mentioned in my previous blog, i'm gonna book my trip to Genting ar..so, i met robin at tampines control station..whaha..he waited 30 mins fer me..whaha..he told me i'm the 3rd girl tt made him wait till so long..but of all the 3 ppl, i'm the fastest liao..still not so bad..keke..niwae, we headed to Golden Mile Complex to find agencies to book lor..reach dere le, started to hunt fer agencies..went Five Stars, Konsortium, Grassland, Sri Maju,Transtar Travel..well..at first we decided to book frm Transtar..cuz they charge us 129 fer 3 days 2 nites at Resort (4 star de)..but we nid to leave on 29 nov nite instead of morning and come back on 2nd dec..me and robin excited, quickly reserve ma..in the end, his fwen cannot thurs return..can only wed return..den we lyk kana stuck..cuz count count..stay only 1 day dere..den no point lor..bo bian, change agency, but we still kept our reservations..went to Sri Maju, fully booked but will contact robin if haf..in the end, go Grassland..yea..finally..confirmation manz..charge us at 125 fer 3 days 2 nites, leave on the 28 nov nite time, coming back on 1st dec nite..whahah..yea..my trip!!!..confirm can go liao!!..whoohoo..am excited fer the trip cuz i noe i can disturb robin wit my "are we dere yet?"..whaha..hmmm..reminded me of the Malacca trip..keke..niwae, i called pat to confirm and he called his fwen..so, yea!!..gonna reach Golden Mile at 9pm as the bus will leave at 9.30pm..gonna haf a 6hrs ride manz..whee~!!!..after tt, we met ric and evelyn at the Beach Road hawker fer dinner..yum yum..keke..after dinner, we headed to Parkway to mit up wit nigel and louis fer pool..(nigel's hooked on pool!!)..played a few rounds of pool before i started to feel kinda weird....i dunno ar..think my peeps will realize la..i took a cab home..and was pek cek at the uncle manz..accelerate, let go, accelerate, let go..NB!!!..giddy manz!!..hate it!!..robin drives much much much betta lor..reach home liao, buay tahan..bathe oredi head to lala land le..yawnz~..

    Friday: yeap..wanted to go Sentosa in the morning but the weather was making fun of us..hmm..ended up not going lor..woke up at 1 plus..was online and decided to still go ahead to sentosa..whaha..met my fwen and his fwen (shant say any further..only me and us noe)..whaha..*suspense*..reach harbourfront at 4 plus..decided to tk cable car lor..yay..today so good..can tk cable car all the way to mount faber before going to sentosa cuz sentosa alot of ppl..hurray..keke..was excited to sit too..relive back to my young times when i was wit my family and we had family outing to sentosa..keke..niwae, we took the monorail and was slacking in the monorail..dunno wat to do..at last, i came up wit the idea of going palawan beach..the southern something something la..but ar..reach liao ar..ended up at Bora Bora Beach Bar fer drinks and food..whaha..sun setted beautifully, took some pix of it..nice~..was chatting and enjoying the scenery before we decided to leave fer musical fountain..yea..i love it..really love the fountain..keke..but we got dere late lor..but its ok..manage to intro KiKi to the 2 kukus..whaha..(u noe who u are)..keke..oopsy!!..niwae, show ended at 8 plus..so, we headed back to Cable Car station to tk cable car back la..duh~..reach harbourfront liao i went to Starbucks to look fer Vanessa..din noe Pek Kee on leave le..haha..vanessa gave me a venti mocha frap..so sweet of her..keep asking me i wan drink anot..hee~..was talking wit her till i needed to mit fat and charles..after tt, we were chatting outside while smoking and finishing the drink..haha..funny conversations manz...keke..we left harbourfront..they went to paya lebar to go parkway while i go tamp to mit fat and chewling..i was busy msging ar..until i miss tamp stop lei..how gong gong manz..i din even noe i reach pasir ris lei..argh~..until i realize how come the train dun wanna move after fer so long..den this family came in and ask a guy "excuse me, this train is going boonlay rite?"..i wanted to stand up and approach the family telling dem its going pasir ris lei..den ar..i see outside ar..realize its Pasir Ris..NB~!!!!...i miss the stop!!..all thanx to my fwen fer msging me!!!..grrr...u noe who u are ok!!!..luckily i din approach the family lor..if not, damn damn malu lor..bo bian, tk back to tamp and met up wit fat and chewling at pavilion..they were playing pool..in the end, charles not coming la..xianz..put airplane again..suddenly had the urge to sing..we ended the game at 11pm and headed 2nd floor fer kbox..whaha..sang frm 11pm to 1am..shioks..finally can sing..had fun la..took pix wit fat and chewling..hee..after tt, they drop me off at my place and they went home lor..tml i'll be heading to kallang indoor stadium fer my Jay Chou concert!!!..yea yea!!..cant wait!!..keke..will update again on sat ba..wun be ard the nex few days liao..yea!!..i love all these activites tt is coming up!!..gonna enjoy my concert and enjoy the trip wit my fwenz!!!..whee~!!!..

    nite all..chao!~~...

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, November 25, 2004


    hello peeps...whee..i slept fer 12 hrs liao..frm 1am to 2pm..shioks..was really tired yday..yawns..

    Monday: went to mit fat at TM fer dinner..oh, den charles and nico came along..wit his fwenz too la..was at Pastamania..whaha..so long neva eat liao..got the craving..so asked fat to eat wit me..keke..ordered Marinara in cream sauce..my all time favourite..keke..we sat outside Pastamania..the open field thingy at TM..nice la..nice atmosphere..chatted wit charles, while nico was eating..he going in army too le..on 8th dec..awww...my bin ge-ge going in on 9th dec..my lawlen brudder going in on 10th dec, louis going in on 14th dec..hai~...*sour sour* feeling..keke..all my buddies going in le..can see lots of botaks liao..haha..niwae, charles ask us to go fer movie..either watch taxi or shutter..i was lyk "nobody watch ghost story one la!!!"haha..den watch taxi again lo..me and fat tot its at TM..in the end, at Cine..we both lyk *diao*..dun wanna go liao lor..even got ppl send us back i oso dun wanna go liao..i gotta work on tues ma..somemore very early..so, we declined it..and decided to go shop..yea, we said our byes to them..we headed to our shopping liao..went to try this dress..oh my gosh..i'm falling in love wit it..keke..costs 59.90..damn..but find it lyk over-glam fer the engagement..keke..nah..after tt, we shopped other shops..den went giordano..yes..i'm gonna buy the corduroy pants!!!...nice nice!!..i tried le..and i even tempted fat to buy..whaha..end up, she was the one who bot and i din buy anything..whaha..she spent 50 plus..whaha..sowee babe..keke..i'll buy it soon..after tt, we headed home liao..got home, wanna slp..cant slp sia..talk to him on the fone, talk until fall aslp..den suddenly wake up again..cant slp manz...slept only at 2am..die..nid to wake up at 4.30am...argh..

    Tuesday: yea...woke up at 4.15am..he called me at 4am..haiz~..jus to wake me up..alamak..keke..den went to prepare lor..left house at 4.45am..wa lau..my house dere tk cab at tt time lyk "yin yang lu" manz..somemore it rained the nite before..haha..told the can driver i wanna go to sentosa..he say okae lor..phew..reach evelyn's house at 5.05am..haha..she got in, we both chatted while making our way down to sentosa...think u all muz be wondering why rite..we're working la..got events la..at Sentosa Golf Club..got tournament..keke..wa liu..we reach dere at 5.30am manz!!..early rite!!!..haiz..called him when i reach lor..talk awhile before he nid to fall in for his 5BX..keke..after tt, me and evelyn were chatting and checking out the place..its much nicer den Raffles Country Club lei..keke..after tt, eve (louis's aunt) called me and told me to go the reception dere...yea..met her and started my work liao..as usual, gif goodie bags to the golfers when they register..smile smile, gif gif..very fast, finish le..cuz today only 72 golfers..last time was worse..alot of golfers..so heng ar..keke..8 plus, we went fer breakfast..buffet!!!..shioks!!..but not very nice la..but i was hungry..so wat the heck la..haha..after eating, we went to set up the prize-giving liao..argh..i was supposed to go up stage again...so, i was busy preparing the stage while evelyn was busy wrapping the gifts..sowee babe..wanna help ar..but cant..she oso very relac when i was on the stage gifing prizes..hmph..jealous jealous..keke..finished everything at 11 plus..started to slack and chat..oso had some finger food..yea, was hungry manz..eve started to tell me abt the job lor..well guess wat..haha..i got job liao...lalallalalla...as an Events Organiser..yea yea..pay quite okae la..shant say anything further..keke..*suspense*..gonna start work on jan 3rd (my mummy's bday!!!)..argh..gonna make it up to my mummy..sobs..yea...so now, i can concentrate on playing and playing...yay...haha..after tt, gonna work le..its not gonna be a 5 day work fer me..sometimes gonna O.T but no pay de..jus replace by off day..weekends gotta work too..hmm..okae la..at least i do alot of socializing..meeting big bosses..evelyn was telling me to switch on high voltage and tien the peeps..madz ar she!!..keke..niwae, tt's abt my job lor..gonna do events, find sponsers, do proposals, itineries, follow-ups, chat wit golfers..whoohoo..very big exposure..yea..quite glad la..told daddy abt the job..he's very supportive..yay..glad..got job lor..shioks..ended work at 3pm plus..he called me tell he kana trapped under a shed wit 2 platoons..whaha..raining heavily ma..chatted awhile, while i head to bugis..told him i got the job le..he oso supportive..whee..keke..reach bugis, shop alittle, den sat down at starbucks to drink lor..after tt, decided to mit louis, cray, ric, nigel at Katong fer dinner..was late la..haha..went to shop and buy clothes ma..paiseh..keke..me and evelyn had a great time shopping..hor hor??!!..whaha..reach katong liao..eat the chicken rice again..alamak..same table somemore..ate oredi, went to this small cafe to sit..sit awhile, go off liao..all of us headed to Tamp except cray..tt spoiler..whaha..niwae, wanted to vomit in the bus manz..toopid bus ride..jerky-cum-long..xianz..called him at 10 plus..but my hp low batt..neh neh..argh..reach Tamp le, we went to play pool..been long since i played..haha..okae la..had fun..reach home at 11 plus, immediately pengsan..tired manz..den off to lala land!~~..

    Wednesday: gonna mit robin later to book our trip!!..yay!!..hee..gonna go Genting!!..whoohoo!!..haha..alrighty..gotta go liao~!!!...

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Monday, November 22, 2004


    hi peeps..whoo..here i am now..yawnz~..been rather lazy these days to update ar..keke..pardon me~..

    Sunday: jumbo's appt..keke..went to the vet at Pet Safari at 6pm plus..couldnt accompany him to Jurong cuz needa be wit jumbo..niwae, he was hafing fun too..whaha..ok la..nothing..erm..oh ya..the vet says jumbo is "obese"..hee..but she said plump..(dun wanna make jumbo sad la..)hee..jumbo weighs 6.25kg..my god..fat sia..*oops*..haha..she had her vaccination le..poor baby gurl..vet wanna tk her temperature..and guess wat happened..sobs..*heart pain*..vet took the thermometer, poke thru her bum-bum..and jumbo wailed, screamed..so heart pain ar..she was in a stoned moment..heart pain..me and faith were holding her..keke..sayang her manz~..she got some ear thingy frm the vet..wa liu..i lyk taking a kid to the doctor lor..paid 90 bucks fer her doctor stuffs..haiz~..muz train her to walk ar..she was too frightened to walk, frightened to walk down the stairs manz..had to carry her..ah doi!..but she cant go out yet..gotta let the tk the medicine tk effect..abt a week or so den can carry her out..hmm..yea..during the nite, i was feeling cranky ar..cuz i found out something lor..haiz~...shant say any further..but i was in a sad mood...went out alone to breathe some fresh air till abt 3 plus lor..sadz..

    Monday: whee..slept all the way to 4.30pm..shioks..but in between, i received calls, replied some sms..8.30am, i received a call regarding the events thingy..argh~..gotta be at Sentosa Golf Course at 6am on wed..piangz..early..12.30pm, i received another call..its him..yea..he told me he's having soccer and games till 6pm lor..den chatted awhile before i head back to slp again..on off, i was replying msges to him too..waited fer my dad to come back frm work..cuz we're gonna check out my bro's engagement place!!..finally!!..the day has arrived~!!!..my bro's engagement!!..whee!!!...its at Safra Country Club la..they're gonna make their vows dere..lo-man-ti-ko ok..got beach, can hear waves of the sea..wa liu..*envy*..after tt, i headed down to bugik to mit patsy and janey..yes..shopping again..whaha..window shop la..damn broke now..patsy bought 3 g-s and 1 boxer undies..nice~...i oredi bot some g-s at Topshop..so..keke..rather go down the wisma to buy..betta and nicer designs..keke..they oso helped me wit wat to wear on my bro's engagement day la..thanx babe..but still no idea la..anyone noes wat to pair wit a pair of white heeled shoes?..fat!!!!!!....i need ya help!!!!..oh fat!!!!..fat??!!!!!...keke..niwae, was at store sitting and chatting lor..abt 9.45pm, i headed home liao..xianz la..cuz patsy and jane went fer show..reach home at 10.15..bathed...and he ask me call him..hmm..chatted awhile only..cuz he's tired frm the games..tml gotta run 6km in the morning..piangz..estimated abt 15 rounds of stadium..ah doi..i think i can die at the 3rd round..whaha..

    here i am blogging!!..gonna go off soon le..xianz..keke..tk care all..chao peeps..cant wait to see my buddies on fri!!..and oso, sat, its JAY CHOU concert!!!!..whahahaha...
    I'm so tired of being here
    Suppressed by all my childish fears
    And if you have to leave
    I wish that you would just leave
    'Cause your presence still lingers here
    And it won't leave me alone
    These wounds won't seem to heal
    This pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase
    When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
    I held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me
    You used to captivate me
    By your resonating light
    Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
    Your face it haunts
    My once pleasant dreams
    Your voice it chased away
    All the sanity in me
    I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
    But though you're still with me
    I've been alone all along

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Sunday, November 21, 2004


    hello peeps...i think i'll stick to tis blog style liao..lazy to change ar..whaha..yea, i change EVERYTHING again le..hee..hmmm...

    Friday: supposed to mit up wit louis and others at 6pm at bugis..but i told dem to go ahead 1st cuz i was buying fone at tampines..YEA!!..i got my long-awaited fone le!!..my soap fone!!..whaha..Nokia 7610, silver and grey..whoohoo!!..costs me a bomb but it was worthwhile!!..ah fat came to mit me at starhub shop..my parents couldnt recognize her manz..so cute~..after buying the fone, i was oredi obsessed in trying it liao..whaha..saying my byes to my parents, i went off wit fat..she din even noe we're heading to Bugik..whaha..until i told her and the surprised-cum-irritated look on her face was funny..but i din bother lei..i was fidgeting wit the fone..whaha..we took a cab down to bugik la..by the time i reach, abt 8pm liao..hee..sowee guys..fer being late..met dem up at Fish & Co, ordered Seafood Platter for One and Fried Calamari..shioks..slurp slurp..after eating, we went to Seiyu..cuz i nid to buy hp pouch ar..

    cindy went to M1 shop to see hp..wanted to ask if those guys wanna go boat quay..but the xianz look i received..haiz~..neba go lor..me and fat even ask chewling if she wanna go..hee..i went to buy my stuffs lor..headed to Starbucks to sit..toopid Far East manager..neh neh..dun allow me to go Backroom..i was pissed and i msg mother..hmph..keke..i managed to get 1 fwee drink lo..and louis took it..keke..i bot another drink..den we sat dere and chatted..had great laffs manz..boy, its really funny lor..louis opening up a RecruitExpress company, fat and cindy will be in the HR department, riccado will be the IT consultant, i will be the Events Organiser..the funniest was cray will be the Toilet manager!!..whaha..or "Floor" manager..whaha..we laff our heads off man..so funny!!!..we started to say abt robin's chalet..riccado wit his siew mai thingy..louis was laffing so hard too..keke..niwae, enjoyed myself wit dem..whaha..after awhile, i laff till tired liao..ard 10.45pm, we left liao..said my byes to JY..took the train back wit ric, cray and fat..yawnz~..was playing wit my fone once again..yea, i took pics of my pals..so tt when they call, their pic will appear ma..keke..except louis la..of cuz..forever de he..haiz~..keke..

    as usual, the last one to drop off..reach tamp, i called him..he came back frm tekong liao..back in his bunk..yawnz~..chatted awhile only, cuz i dun wanna bomba my account la..i reach home den call him lor..but only to find out my sista using..grrr..keke..i took my bath, get my dad's hp and called him lor..was chatting and chatting until we ferget the time..and he's supposed to wake up at 6am..we only put down at 3am..alamak..ah doi~..keke..niwae, i was tired oso liao..somemore gonna mit fat at east coast fer our tan..we said our byes and headed off to lala land lor..

    Saturday: woke up at 8.15am, realized tt the weather wasnt good fer tanning..called fat and she too agree..so, we din mit up lor..and i headed back to slp again..ard 12.30pm, i received a call frm him..he told me he book out liao, at jurong point eating..will mit me later..i was blur blur la..everything ok lor..whaha..went back to slp again, woke up at 2pm..eat abit, went back to slp at 5pm..woke up at 7pm..whaha..by den, i'm supposed to mit him liao..8.30pm at bugik..yes, i wil neba get outta bugik manz..keke..to my surprise, i had to wait fer him at tamp mrt cuz he was at my place!!..hahahaha..so near yet so far..whaha..i waited lor..until he arrived..we headed to bugik, purchased our movie tix (school of seduction) and we had our dinner at Suntec..wanted to go ktv pub wit tiong, felix and gf de..but he dun wan ar..so i din mit dem lor..even after the show, they wanted to eat supper..i tot at bugik but in the end, at jackson..nah..dun wan la..go home very jialat frm dere..somemore he no car le..sold off his car..keke..so, we din mit up wit the guys lor..i headed home..and slept at 5 plus..

    today sunday liao..jumbo's doctor appointment fer the last vaccination and she'll be able to go out le..hee..yay!..cant wait to teach her to swim..whaha..yawnz~..sleepy ar..think gonna slp back sia..keke..chao peeps..

    Patsy babe: so happy we catched up abit yday..wanna see u soon la..go la-kopi ok..when u're well..stop clubbing can..ah doi~..mambo mambo..hmph..keke..get well soon la..hor~..tk care ya..see ya..

    I'm so tired of being here
    Suppressed by all my childish fears
    And if you have to leave
    I wish that you would just leave
    'Cause your presence still lingers here
    And it won't leave me alone
    These wounds won't seem to heal
    This pain is just too real
    There's just too much that time cannot erase
    When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
    When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
    I held your hand through all of these years
    But you still have all of me
    You used to captivate me
    By your resonating light
    Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
    Your face it haunts
    My once pleasant dreams
    Your voice it chased away
    All the sanity in me
    I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
    But though you're still with me
    I've been alone all along

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Friday, November 19, 2004



    me and mr ric..wit tt pastor look on ric's face..whaha.. Posted by Hello

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    me and law..law in ultraman style..whaha.. Posted by Hello

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    me and evelyn!!..da "Re" and "Mi" sistas!!.. Posted by Hello

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    me and cray..irritating..no smilez de..hmph!..keke.. Posted by Hello

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    lawlen and cindy!!..keke.. Posted by Hello

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    me and cindy!!..haha..da "Re" and "Do" sistas!!.. Posted by Hello

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    lawlen and cray..look at law's hands..whaha.. Posted by Hello

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    evelyn and law.. Posted by Hello

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    lawlen wit the toopid look..whaha.. Posted by Hello

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    cray and riccado wit their smiles..apa sia..keke.. Posted by Hello

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    cindy and evelyn!..da "Do" and "Mi" sistas!! Posted by Hello

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    me and lawlen!!..look alike anot?rumoured brudder sista lei..whaha.. Posted by Hello

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    whee~~!!!...its 2.24am le!!..i jus got home..hee..went to mit guowei, felix, eddy and tiong at Grandlink jus now..supposed to mit at Tamp de..but we changed our minds lor..i met up wit guowei at the bus-stop at 10pm..eddy was dere too..we took a cab down to Grandlink lor..but felix and tiong haven reach..

    went down to the pool area to wait fer dem..started chatting abt guowei's army stuffs..keke..now i'm kinda into army lei~..dunno why sia..whaha..when they reach, we went to play billard..haha..we played "loser punch"..eddy chose guowei as partner, i was wit tiong..surprise surprise!!..we won okae!!..me and tiong won okae..i not so sud in playing i oso can win..whaha..so, no nid to pay lor!!..yay...den we change to a pool table..cuz eddy wanted to play ma..wa lau..i'm bad in pool liao..cannot pocket balls liao..whaha..very rusty in pool le..used to be ok de..USED to la..haiz~..watever..keke..played 2 rounds, my fone rang at 12am!!!..call frm tekong..whaha..felix was suaning me all the way though..haha..irritating~..yea, he told me he's climbing the hills, in the middle of the forrest..and his buddy was suaning him oso..den he scold his buddy in a funny way..haha..so cute..shant go in any further..keke..after a few pool games, we decided to go fer supper..cuz felix hungry and i wanted to munch la..BUT i was still on the fone..was chatting till his in-mates were shouting to gather in 5 mins time for de-briefing..he leaving tekong tml ma..after field camp lor..so, we said our byes and i hung up..

    they were still suaning me..irritating~..guowei was saying "aye?!!..put down liao ar"..this was okae..worse was felix..he said "aye, u can dun so happy anot?" and "u very happy hor..happy rite"..whaha..irritating~..keke..maybe i was smiling all the way la..throughout the conversation..whaha..wat the heck la..went to the Tao-Huei dere to makan..ordered you-tiao and soya bean drink..full sia..toopid felix and guowei ordered beef hor-fun..make me hungry...they order another plate lor..den i ate one small bowl..by den..i really hungry liao..ate everything..whaha..so, we started our talking rubbish again..toopid manz..talking abt porn..i only gal dere..and they talk abt it..make me so ma-lu..argh~..asked them to change topic..den they change to relationships..nabei~..so, everyone talked abt their love life lor..not everyone la..only guowei, felix and me..whaha.."Xin Huan" was the word..they ask me if i "huan de qi"..neh neh..felix oso kana this question..same to guowei too..only guowei "Huan de qi"..me and felix dunno..whaha..irritating question..keke..left tt place ard 1.30 lidat lor..shared cab wit guowei..

    den now i'm here blogging lor..keke..yay..tml going out wit my buddies again..whoohoo!!..gonna catch some slp le..abit tired ar..so, chao peeps!!..take care all!!..see ya!!...

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, November 18, 2004


    woke up today in the noon feeling sick, headache, tired..guess i slept too much..yday, i really couldnt tahan..pengsan the moment i made contact wit my bed..louis called me and i din even pick up..i was really tired frm the work..yawnz~..keke..niwae, gonna mit my buddies in town today at 5.30..guess wat?i was late again..(usual me~)..haha..i reach at 6pm..only to find tt they're still at the station waiting..

    was talking on the fone frm tampines to town..yea..he called me while he's in tekong aka field camp..he sneak his fone into field camp..haha..was kinda worried ar..but i believe he hid it very well..my fone lei..wit him..he betta tk care of it..keke..was chatting alot on my way dere..even when i reach town, we're still on the fone..when i reach, i met up wit louis, law, cindy, eve and cray..and we headed to lido to see if dere's any show to catch..no show ar..cuz some shows, some of us watch before le..decided not to catch lor..so, we headed to far east to makan dinner..Sakura Cuisine..nice ar..though it wasnt enuff fer the guys..ric came to mit us at far east..funny thing was he din even noe where far east was..haha..so cute..keke..oops~!..we ordered 5 dishes and all of us gorged on the food..we were hungry..whaha..food was good..price was okae la..the guys were still hungry..so we headed to Taka to buy some food at the food court..could c cray was hungry ar..he bot 2 boxes of tako pachi (my fav..haha..) and a packet of mee..law offered the tako to me..i told him i'll eat the prawn and he eat the outside..haha..den he agree..i ate the prawn, he ate the outside la!!..haha..i bot some mini sausages..louis bot donuts..ric bought...dunno lei..cindy and eve bot the tokiwado..haha..everyone was munching..we sat by the fountain..blardy hell..got disturbed by law and ric..law shoot rubber band onto my jeans..and he pretended he din do anything..neh neh..den ric throw rubber band at me..pretending he din do anything oso..hee..notty guys..after munching, we headed to Indochine..haha..again~..keke..wanted to sit inside ar..but law was in bermuds and slippers..so we cant lor..we went outside to sit..found a table whereby its situated at one corner wit a big round table..yay..nice atmosphere..ordered our drinks, some snacks, desserts..i ordered a pint of Calsberg, law oso, ric and louis ordered Tetley's bitter, cray had Calypos liquor coffee, cindy ordered Vodka on the rocks (u go babe..keke..~!!!)..eve had Guiness stout again..(u go babe!!!)..started to chat, enjoy the live band singing, enjoying the company of my buddies, took some pics wit dem but din manage to tk wit louis..he dun wan..hmph~!!..gonna post it up once eve send me..had some serious talk wit the guys..esp wit ric...hmmm..thanx guys..law my brudder, thanx too..been long since i confronted u wit my stuffs..u're a great brudder!!..keke..louis and ric ordered another Calsberg ar..by den, he was getting giddy le..hee..was talking abt army wit law..yea, can c he's kinda worried abt army and his angel..well, i adviced him on trying it out wit angel..dun gif up yet and try out to see if they could go through army together..hmmm..i dunno y it reminded me of him..hmmm..think they were kinda reluctant of wat to say to me cuz they tot i'm still upset over my problem..and i've to keep telling them i'm fine..thanx guys..u guys are so sweet~..we had our cheers, cheers to our future..yea..it's great..i really enjoy the company of my poly fwenz..treasure this bunch of good fwenz..brudders and sistas..they classify me, eve and cindy as the 3 sistas..haha..wat sia..keke..and cindy is Do, me is Re and eve is Mi..cuz our height difference ma..keke..Do-Re-Mi ma..keke..cute cute..niwae, feeling kinda giddy..gonna tk my rest soon..really enjoy myself wit the company i haf..thanx all!!..see ya dudes and dudettes soon!!..

    chao all..gotta get some slp le..giddy la..din drink much but i guess its the cab ride back home ar..tk care all..gonna see u all soon..i'm fwee ya..call me out..whaha..eve babe, i'll haf my date wit u regarding the eyebrow thingy hor..hee..love ya all!!..niwae,i've another event on nex wed or thurs..at sentosa..yay..gonna earn the easy money again le..yay..though 6am i've to reach sentosa..argh~..tired..keke..*happy*

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    Tuesday, November 16, 2004


    monday's sunbathing was superb..i got myself superbly tanned..even tanner den east coast's tan..gosh..i look bbq-ed..keke..sun was perfect tt day..met chris at 11 at harbourfront..reached sentosa at 12pm, only to settle down at Palawan Beach..piangz..crowded sia..everyone's sunbathing..yawnz..settled down, lay on the mat and slept..tired la..keke..i din apply any sun tan lotion..(as usual)..and now my whole body lyk sun burned..really red and bbq-ed..keke..we tanned frm 12 plus till 2 plus when terence came to fetch me at sentosa..aww~..haha..so, 3 of us headed to makan lunch at the hawker dere..i was getting tired oredi..but i tahan..wanted to look fer pek kee..but he needed to get some things done at beach road..so, i gave it a miss lor..niwae, i said my byes to chris..den i went off to beach road wit him..yea, he needs to sew his name on his uniform..haha..ah ping ge uniform..keke..after tt, we walked awhile at the top floor..realized tt the goods dere are from thailand de..nice lei~..but seldom will wanna shop dere ar..keke..after tt, we headed back to his home..he needed to change ar..to his white shirt wit black pants and black shoes to book in..

    toopid thing tt happened was he go bang one van's side mirror..ah doi..dere were 2 person standing near the van, so he wanted to park wit the head in 1st..1 particular guy was staring at me..and is really stare at me..den he accelerated and banged onto the mirror..piangz..shock me manz..so, they jus made some arrangements lor..haiz~..small accident..neh neh..i waited fer him downstairs while i rest my body ar..really tired and restless..after awhile, he came down, we left lor..he told me he saw the guy staring at me and wasnt happy tt he stare until lidat..he say if see or look, i dun mind..but the way the guy stare at me..he not happy..and he wasnt feeling anything abt the bang on the mirror..he actually felt high abt it!..whaha..so funny..i kept on laffing..keke..took the train frm Farrer Park to BoonLay lor..accompany him la..hmmm..cuz i'm miting janey ma..upon reaching, he gave me a hug which was surprising again..yea, they're not supposed to do anything toopid at Boonlay cuz got spy de..later tio special..whaha..reach Boonlay, i accompany him walk to mit his fwenz..after his fwenz say me and him, they started to tease him..but i dunno la..cuz they were a distance away..we exchanged hps lor..haiz~..speaking of hp, i sad manz..neva change to the color phone..change to a colourless phone..ah doi~..toopid me..keke..after tt, we said our byes, he's heading fer a 4 day 3 nite tour in Tekong ma..i headed to town in a sloppy manner..keke..

    met jane at the train station and we started to shop..yep, bought 2 cute g-strings (oops!!), janey bought 2 boxer undies..keke..cute cute..after tt, we were in search fer Forever 21 shop..yea, found it but it was damn messy lor..and the fitting room was so stuffy..irritating..janey bought 2 tops fer 56 bucks..rich lady..haiz~..i cant buy..keke..we called patsy and asked if she wanna mit..yea, she'll come after her work..yea!!..keke..we headed to Zara..wa lau..something i very pek cek manz..i saw this top, pink in color, sleeveless, damn nice!!!!..really nice!!!..but it costs 39.90 bucks..so ex..i was really in deep consideration to buy or not to buy..even after jane tried, she too said nice..and we were holding onto the top until i've made my decision..well, i din buy..cuz i find it expensive..haiz~..sad sia..headed to Guess after tt..oh my..nice watches, nice pouch..wa lau..where to find the money sia..tried a pair of sunglasses, wa lau..costs 200 bucks..neh neh..mine only cheapo lor..keke..patsy came after tt and we wanted to head to the food court in taka to eat..but too many ppl..decided to go Mos Burger to eat..after tt, we went outside to smoke and chat abt janey and her jeremiah..whaha..keke..headed to Starbucks at OB fer drinks..i very tired sia..cannot tk it..10.45pm, i chao home oredi..cuz he wan me to call him at home..i reach home, i call him lor..den chat till 3am..oops..keke..

    Tuesday: yea..today is a working day fer me..frm 6am to 4pm at Raffles Country Club..eh..high class club ok..this job aint tt tiring, jus nid to prepare stuffs fer all the golfers..gifing goodie bags, arranging their golf bags in various courses..i was stationed at the place whereby i nid to find out the golfers's names and place a sticker indicating which course they're playing..dere was Lake course and Palm course..and oso nid to tell dem their Tee box time and Tee time..fun la..saw different kinds of cars, different kinds of people..fwenly people, dao people..anybody..at 9.30am, we had a little b'fast..yawnz..by den, i was tired sia..started to prepare fer the prize presentation and lunch at the banquet hall..was kinda busy la..i was offered a job as an Events Organiser by louis's aunt..but am still considering ar..keke..nice salary..but got lots of stress and things to do de..consider ar..hee~..was busy preparing, writing, pasting..watever ar..and i was stationed at a table wit evelyn babe while we collect people's namecards fer lucky draw..noticed tt those people are people wit status and power..Managing Director, Director, General Manager, Investment Manager..all the manager manager posts tt one can think of..i met this particular guy..he is a Managing Director..i think..he is handsome..and charming..really..damn charming..tall tall, the way he smile..damn nice..i was smiling at him ar..whenever he walk pass the table, i will smile..den evelyn will tease me de..keke..during prize presentation, i was supposed to help out in gifing out the prizes to the guest presentor lor..in the end, i was kinda calafair lidat..keke..got this auntie keep on qiang jing tou la..whaha..at ard 4, we stopped work le..received my pay and almost wanna pengsan sia..damn tired..eyes closing..argh~..stayed dere until 6pm..den they end me back home..so sweet~..managed to reach home at 7.15pm cuz got traffic jam la..yawn~..so tired now..shall haf an early nite ar..keke..

    chao peeps..tk care..shall see u all soon ya..call me out ar..hee..nite~...

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    Monday, November 15, 2004



    __^* me and my ah fat!! *^__[on our way to Mac at east coast!]_


    things can get soooo damn blardy complicating at times..dun u peeps think so?..argh~..when i'm occupied wit something, something has to happen and make me feel so fed up..ever been in a situation before whereby u wanna mit somebody and yet tt somebody spoke nothing of it?only when u mit some other ppl, den tt somebody wanna mit u?and u cant cancel ur miting wit tt some other ppl cuz tt some other ppl will scold u?and on the other hand, u wanna mit tt somebody very much?..argh~~..this is my situation now!!!..why why why?!..wat the hell!!..

    now i feel so sandwiched lidat..grrr..before i continue, here goes fer sat..

    Saturday: woke up at 8.40am, gonna mit sin fer a sunbath at east coast..weather was great, sun was shining nicely..perfect weather..only sin's suay mouth keep talking abt weather changing at marine parade..whaha..i was late..(as usual)..bus late la..not me..suppose to mit her at 9.45am, but i changed to 10am..(izzit?)..but she late..i later..i reach at 10.30am..slowly walk to east coast mac fer some b'fast..too full oredi..both of us decided not to go cycle and jus tan ourselves..indeed, weather was fine~..spotted a place on the sand to lay our cute and small mat..whaha..applied suntan lotion, lay down and started to chat wit her..sun was glazing onto our bodies..shiok sia..was listening to discman and both of us were singing..chatting alot among us..of cuz la..8 yrs of fwenship lei..come to realize we've known each other fer 8 yrs..aint tt great?..we made a pact tt we'll mark our 10th yr..we'll celebrate it at The Lawry's Rib..located at Paragon..yea babe!..10th yr!!..sun rays were on and off la..a moment, dere was sun, a moment, no sun..decided to leave at 12.45pm..cuz dad coming to fetch me to eat mutton soup..sin came along wit us..she and my family..very ripe de..whaha..after tt, dad sent her home..i got home at 1 plus..slept at 2pm..too tired..was waiting fer terence to call me cuz he oso slping..he book out at 1 plus too..niwae, the call came at 4pm..he was outside liao..on the way to tampines..piangz!!!..i shocked sia..wake up and started to prepare liao..met him at tampines at ard 4.50 lidat..funny..i drop off at interchange, i din even see him..walk to mrt station, call him and he was at the interchange..the place where i drop off..neh neh..keke..took the train, decided to go town..enjoyed the shopping..i had a special high tea sia..not pastries, cakes, tea, coffee hor..its at MOS BURGER..and correct lor..high-tea at 6pm..whaha..funny funny..made some shoppings..started to pour heavily..so, we shopped at taka and wisma 1st..before heading to far east..he wanted to go far east la..he met a couple of his fwenz..which made me feel weird..haha..he had to intro me la..bo bian..saw ma..he told me alot of "ah ping ge" looking at me..eee..we went to heeren to shop lor..he saw his fwenz again..haha..ard 8 plus, patsy called me lor..she wanna come mit me..but we were deciding to catch a show..but she din wan to..but she still came down to mit us cuz our show's at 12.15pm..coffee club was packed, headed to Spinelli's instead..bought drinks and started to chat..not bad la..fer him and patsy to start chatting and patsy asking her famous qian bien wen da ti..everytime she ask tt, i hate to answer one..but i smart ok..i answer 1 which is "zhen xiang da bai"..whaha..i rem ok..i smart sia..but he smarter..neh neh..my china lousy okae..stop teasing me tt..bleah..keke..was calling jane la..cuz she and her date ma..whaha..boat ride somemore..me and patsy jealous lei..hmm..sat till 12am, we left le..she went to mit fiona and agacia at Rouge, while i head to Cineleisure fer movies..Umizaru..some japanese diving show..not bad la..went to the preview lounge to watch de lei..beginning of the movie, he slp liao..keep dozing off..haiz~..din bother to pinch him la..watch the show myself la..keke..after ppl die in the movie, den he very awake..show gonna end le den he awake sia..ah doi..after show end, we headed to the roadside stalls to makan..hungry ar..high-tea din work at all..whaha..lubbish..keke..mummy called me at 2.30am sia..scare me lei..tot wat happened..but she updated me while i wasnt home la..of cuz, things to do wit jumbo la..jumbo's going through commando camp now..intensive training of her pee and poo in the kitchen..she can only come out when her pee and poo is at the right place..whaha..and oso, dad and sis had a tiff la..small matter nia..dunno y my sis is owaes lidat..not happy wit home stuffs..wats wit her and dogs sia..haiz~..pms la..keke..told my mummy to go slp cuz i wun be home yet..i was eating..yea, she headed to slp soon after we hung up..after eating, we went to 7-11 to grab some drinks..hee..walked frm town to selegie..haha..he sent me home ar..and he left only at 7 plus..chat lor..i slept at 8 today..wa lau..tired lyk hell..wake up at 4pm..slept back at 6.30pm..slp too much..was lethargic..din mit him today..cuz he celebrating hari raya wit his sis..(sis's a muslim)..din go out today la..tired..yawnz..

    as i was saying..yes, tml i'm heading to sentosa..wit chris..and pian pian tml he wanna mit me fer lunch before he books in at 5pm..argh~..i cant cancel my stuffs wit chris~..cuz she'll scold me (she got scold me before)..hate it lei!!..hate it cuz he spoke nothing of miting up den last min wanna mit..wa lau..sandwiched feelings lor..argh!!..but no choice..had to reject it lor..haiz~..he's going fer a 4 day 3 nites tour in Tekong on tues..so, he wun be using his phone..grrr...pissed wit this kinda arrangements de!!..

    niwae, i received a replied email frm HIM..really is a weird email..noe why?..HE reply lyk i'm some kinda stranger..the way HE reply, really lor..upset..why is my ex-bf lidat..why is HE treating me lidat..i'm HIS gf before..why treat me lyk a stranger..i dun owe HIM money..i dun even "ji jiao" money wit HIM de lor..indeed, this phrase is true.."jiang qian shang gan qing".. i noe i owe HIS mummy money fer the concert tix..tt's y i send HIM an email regarding the money thingy..HE neva help me speak up to ur mummy fer me ma?..not even fer the sake of being HIS ex-gf ma?..does HE really hafta go to this extent?..HE'S making me hate HIM izzit?..does HE really hafta do this?..wats wit HIM?..i'm HIS loved one before lei..haiz~..HE really upset me and turned my life ard manz..HE really did..

    yawnz..i'm beat..nid to wake up early tml..jumbo's awake le..gonna tuck her in and make sure she's alright..gonna hit the sack le..chao peeps..tk care~.. Posted by Hello

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    Friday, November 12, 2004


    whoa..1stly, happy ah neh day to all peeps!..these few days has been quite happening fer me..and i really enjoyed myself wit the company of my fwenz!..here goes~..

    Wednesday: met terence in the evening to catch Shark Tale!..super duper cute!..i love lenny..the vegetarian shark..so cute~..keke..chubby shark..oh well, went to cineleisure to catch the show..caught the 9.35pm show..after the show, decided to head to Zouk to mit up wit patsy and janey..piangz~~!..the crowd was horrible!!..packed lyk sandwich sia!..the entrance of zouk was crowded lyk shit!!..i reached at 11 plus..ah doi~..cannot go in..met up wit patsy, janey, and her fwenz..wanna hiong in..in the end, kana caught by the bouncer..alamak..left me nia..den i can go in liao..xianz..totally cannot..stood outside zouk awhile, den zouk and phuture annouced Full House..wa lau~~..xianz even more..den really bo bian..cannot go in..terence's fwenz are inside too..they came out to mit him..chatted awhile..was thinking if i go in by velvet, i nid to pay..go in by zouk, i no nid to pay..wa lau..xianz lor..nid to pay when i'm kinda broke..no choice, all came out of zouk..janey and fwenz decided to go Rouge..but nah..i din join dem la..patsy and jackie stayed in zouk..oh ya..i met patsy's ex ex bf..piangz..dun look lyk the age tt he is..and looks.......whahahha..shant say anymore la..non of my biz oso..keke..*sowee patsy babe!*..anyway, we decided to go separate ways lor..since we cant go in zouk, no point waiting rite..hmm..yea, we headed to Coffee Club to mit up wit ryan..had some drinks and snacks dere..stayed dere fer abt 2 hrs or so..oredi 3 plus liao..terence's fwenz came down to find him..so we mit them at Taka..for some chatting and drinks..but they came awhile, they left le..cuz they look high and drunk..haha..and i left after awhile..took the cabbie home lor..reach home at abt 5 lidat..tired manz~..

    Thursday: woke up at 12.30pm..supposed to mit terence at 12.30pm de..but both of us too tired..ended up meeting at 2.30pm..haha..went to bras brasah to get the watch fixed..yes..finally fixed!..whaha..din noe nike watches are so troublesome..haiz~...anyway, we headed back to bugis fer some shopping la..saw a couple of stuffs..nice lei~..xianz..but no money ar..keke..wanna buy some t-shirts frm FreshBox..headed to Coffee Bean (Starbuck's rival..haha) to sit and chat lor..chatted halfway, his 3rd elder sista came to find him..she came together wit her hubby..so, we all jus chat chat lor..surprisingly his sista still remembers me..haha..awww~..keke..niwae, Bugis is SERIOUSLY SMALL..i was crossing my fingers tt i wun bump into riccado and cray..cuz they meeting in bugis..nabei~..walk halfway, i met them~..this toopid cray was gifing me those look..grrr..keke..i was gonna mit them fer a movie la..but later la..we chatted awhile lor..den we left..went to store to say my hi-es..intro terence to "mother" aka christine..haha..she so irritating..keke..niwae, we helped his sista search for some pineapple mould..in the end, lidat lor..cannot find..abt 6, he walked wit me to shaw towers..he gotta leave le..cuz he booking in ma..so bo bian lor..hmmm..walked to shaw, said our byes..den i left le..went to mit ric and cray..we watched Taxi..funny show sia!!!..i laff till i cry manz!!..though we were seated in the 1st row, it was all worthwhile!..keke..damn funny..peeps, go catch it ya..keke..after tt, we walked to Allson Hotel fer makan..hungry ar..ard 10, i asked dad to come fetch me..yea, he came..on my way back, derek called me..wa~..surprise surprise..keke..he was asking me out fer supper la..he coming to fetch me lor..wanted to eat dim sum..in the end, they close..neh neh..bo bian..head to Allson Hotel kopitiam..AGAIN!!..where me, ric and cray went jus now..wa liu..keke..robin came to find us after tt la..after derek makan, we all headed to Kallang Riverside Park to sit and chat..chat all the way till 5am, we left fer home..derek send me back home ar..i reach home, i received my call le..hmm..chatted awhile, den i went to bathe and koonz..buay tahan oredi..gonna mit patsy and janey fer a swim on friday ma..keke..

    Friday: yea, janey came to fetch patsy and me to Changi Beach Club fer a swim..weather was great initially..but ar..slowly started to get cloudy..kuku sia..cannot swim much..reach oredi, drizzle..nvm..still can swim..we chatted till we feel lyk dipping ourselves in the water..i remember seeing the time was 2pm..haha..we swam till abt 2.30-3pm la..den went to rest..in the end, toopid rain..rain so heavily..cannot go swim liao..wa liu..pek cek..sat under the big umbrella fer sometime before the rain gets smaller den we headed to the bathroom..wa..shiok sia..we 3 were singing manz..haha..while we were bathing..damn song lor..hot water, music was great..whaha..passing of shampoo and body foam ard..wa..nice manz!..i love it!..we 3 lyk tai tai lidat sia..sit at the table, wit our legs up, janey and patsy were doing their toe nails..haha..i was talking..janey was busy taking pics wit patsy's hp..haha..funny gal..keke..talking abt taking uo kick-boxing lessons, hip-hop lessons at Amore..hmm..think think la..see how..muz check out..niwae, they came to my place at 5 plus..seee jumbo..yes, once again, they went gugu gaga over jumbo..screaming how cute she was..jumbo loves janey..keep going to her, biting her of cuz..haha..so funny..patsy was busy taking pics and videos..haha..really had fun manz..tml sat liao..gonna go east coast wit sinting fer tanning and cycling..whaha..yay!!..and i'm gonna be a Private Investigator tml..[PATSY AND JANEY BABES, U NOE WAT I'M TALKING ABT]..whahaha..gonna mit terence tml i think..not sure yet..yawnz..abit sleepy..kelvin msg me, he jus book out..ask me to mit up..wa...i broke sia..no money manz..!!..keke..

    chao all..i tired liao..long bloggie sial..buay tahan le..gonna watch my slyvester and see if i'm gonna mit kelvin later fer coffee..chao all~!..tk care!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, November 09, 2004


    haf been heading to town lately..i was shopping wit patsy in town few days back and yesterday i was back dere shopping again wit cindy and evelyn..i met them at ard 4.45pm..called eve and i met her outside Famous Amos..gosh..smells good manz..but she bot 2 pkts of cookies..yum yum!..she rich liao..buy bag fer 137..piangz..if me, i still wun buy ar..whaha..but its fer her HongKong trip..so worth it la..buy eat, eat buy when u reach HK manz..u'll love it!..whaha..niwae, after we met up wit cindy, we headed to the Food Village in Taka..damn hungry ar..wanted to eat Tom Yum lei..dunno y..but end up eating Laksa..but nice la..keke..5 plus i got a shocking call frm my fwen!..so happy!..cuz we gals were chatting all the way den suddenly my phone ring ma..whaha..Hor babes??!!!..keke..*wink wink*..

    we started to shop abit lor..noeing tt the toopid deposit machine cannot work..neh neh..after shopping in Taka..we headed to Heeren..on the way dere, met up wit Nigel..so coincidental sial..keke..dere goes the "jumbo jumbo" again..and he say he wanna come to my place and play wit her wit eve..so, okae la..we go shop 1st before meeting up again lor..went heeren to shop..wanna buy stuffs lei..piangz..but i broke liao..sadz..oh ya..i saw a pair of rings in a store beside Bloomington shop..nice lei~!!...not tt i wanna buy la..but the design dunno y very nice lei~!!!...i wanted to ask if they sell individuals..but no la...dun ask ba..whaha..its nice..really..nice deisgn..bought a signboard which i'm gonna hang in front of my room..it says "Forget the dog__Beware of the Owner"..whaha..cute rite?..keke..nah, jus plain decorating my room..re-arranged my room le..looks bigger now..whaha..after tt, we headed to Far East..go shop shop..again, we met nigel dere..haha..smile at him den i go 7-11 buy drinks liao..hmm..eve got her hair weaved..nice nice~..i brought 2 gals to weave hair liao..anyone wanna weave, i brg u dere ya..haha..wa liu..hear the tattoo needle again manz..really haf the urge lei..xianz..was looking at the designs..quite a few nice lei..but ar..still in deep consideration whether to get it anot la..after her hair got weaved, we headed to IndoChine..yea~..nice place sial..Lo-Man-Ti-Ko ok..whaha..we sat inside la..i ordered Heineken, cindy ordered Screwdriver (u go babe!!), eve ordered Guiness Stout (u go even more babe!!)..whaha..seldom will see gurls order Stout de..i was shocked when she say she lyk it..keke..u go gurls!..live band singing, chatting of us 3 gals, listening to music, share laughters among us, share my dreams (which happened to be the same as eve babe)..whaha..so fun!!..nice atmosphere lei..keke..oh, come to think of it..me and eve's dream was to become the 1st lady pilot in s'pore..whaha..HI-5 la babe!!..keke..we left at abt 11 plus..catching the lat train while cindy went to tk bus..yawns..got abit tired liao..was chatting wit eve on the train abt my stuffs..thanks babe..u're so sweet..after she got off, damn sial..all my buses all missed liao..xianz..bo bian..wait till dere's one..heng ar..still got 38..hee..reached home at 12..finding all pee again..hai~..whack whack lor..keke..

    was playing Gunbound wit Robin..den in the end, we met up..whaha..he came to fetch me, den i accompany him to pump petrol at Paya Lebar dere..after tt, we bought Frog Leg porridge (i dunno y he dislyk it soooo much, gifing tt disgusted look and asking me where got ppl eat frog..haha)..den we headed down to Ruman Tinggi..and find patsy la..piangz..keke..surely can see Robin was seriously bored..we reach dere at 3 plus..den i met clarence..patsy's fwen..after awhile, he left liao..den left me, robin and patsy to chat..chat alot sia..talk abt tattoo, guys being BASTARDS..whaha..alot alot..keke..at 5 plus, i got my msg frm my fwen..den i call him lor..chatted awhile before he fall in..he tell me to go home early..sit and puff..until abt 6 plus..we wanna leave liao..so, okae lor..leave lor..i reach home at 6.15..talk to mummy and daddy awhile..den i head to slp liao..jumbo slept wit me today..alamak..cute sia she..stuff her head beside my neck..so cute..but i bth la..cuz i damn tired..jus slp all the way..till abt 2 plus i receive calls frm the workplace..dun care dun bother..continue to slp..whaha..tml wednesday liao..so happy..can watch my shark tales..yea!!!..and might go zouk..keke..whoohoo!!!..

    niwae, gotta chao oredi..meeting my mummy fer dinner at Fish & Co..yum yum!!..keke..shop shop abit later!!..yay!!!...chao peeps!!..tk care!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Sunday, November 07, 2004


    after much partying at zouk on friday...sat was a more relac-ing day la..haha..can die lei..dance dance so much ar..energy liao..keke..hor pat?..whaha..woke up at 2pm on sat..after reaching home at 3 plus..tired sial..den supposed to go out..but in the end, no..hai~..fwen not free..xianz..make me keep my sat opened..i msged pat..if she going out..yea, she going out wit janey..hmm...speaking of janey, i was happy to see her man!!..after so long ar!..janey babe!!..so happy to see you!!..keke..okae..den..bo bian..stay home lor..watch tv, play wit jumbo..spend some time wit myself..whaha..wat sial..keke..abt 10 plus, i wanted to koonz oredi..i was in my room, reading my box of lettas..haiz..suddenly i realized all my sec sch fwenz haf drifted..except me and sinting nia..justine, mag, yeehui, qimei, wenleng..blah blah..alot more..neva see them or hear frm them liao..only met justine at HIS house..so coincidental..justine is HIS sista's tuition teacher..wat a small world..keke..anyway, after reading a few, i saw this photo when i went to Aussie for a Music Xchange Performance wit my fwenz and seniors..xianz..totally miss sec sch times..nothing to worry abt, jus plain enjoying..back den, i was still a short hair gurl..whaha..I MISS ALL MY FWENZ!!!!!...even saw my graduation photo..piangz..brg back memories..of me and my buddies, and my loved one..hmmm..anyway, i got a call at 11 plus..fwen was ard my hse area..neh neh..see my wear blue..but cannot see my fwen..piangz..so paiseh..bo bian, change den go downstairs find my fwen..go down liao, find find..cannot find the car..xianz..dere goes the game of Hide and Seek..haha..saw my fwen, so happy..we decided not to go anywhere lor..jus stay downstairs to chat..chat fer quite sometime, we wanna makan..so headed to East Coast Mac..makan abit..end up, eating meals sia..suddenly hungry..after tt, we took a stroll lor..by the beach..sky was beautiful last nite..wit all the stars and clear sky..haiz~..suddenly tot of the time when i was in Malacca wit HIM and fwenz..enjoying the nite sky..cuz the stars are so amazingly beautiful and bright..hmm..spotted a place to sit lor..starting chatting again..wit the help of some music frm my fwen's mp3 phone..NABEI..mine cannot play anything except ring tone..whaha..niwae, talk alot of things lor..army, llife, future..watever we can talk..almost can talk anything..keke..3 plus, we wanna leave liao..on the way walking back, i met sherman..blardy hell..neva go zouk..keke..he say he was outside zouk but neva go in..tsk tsk..such a white lie..keke..anyway, he saw me wit my fwen..alamak..keke..no la..nothing..after saying byes wit him, continue heading to the car lor..wanted to find patsy and jane at Coffee Club..but..too far la..so, nevamind lor..anyway, they went home earlier den i did..whahahaa..tt's how my sat went lor...
    as fer today, supposed to go fix fwen's watch de..time damn slow sia..keke..but in the end, something cropped up on my fwen's side..so cannot mit lor..decided to mit on wed, gonna watch Shark Tale..promised made by my fwen!!..keke..thinking of heading to zouk on wed..mambo la..kinda missed it..but..abit lame ar..2 person go..finding peeps to go lor..thurs gonna go kiran's house..fer makan..yay, my fwen wanna go wit me..so happy..keke..see how ba..whaha..whole day home today..spent time wit my dog and my parents..mummy sick ar..down wit flu..taking care of her lor..hope she'll recover soon..dun wanna see her sick..keke..tml monday again..argh..dun wan the job tt is offered to me..dun lyk..*pui pui*..keke..gotta call the guy ar..xianz..am looking ferward to wed..whaha..alrighty, chao peeps..

    Cindy babe: yo babe!..hope u're reading tis!!..i'm happy fer u!!..really happy fer u!..wish u all the very best and alot of happiness falls on u both..keke..cheers babe!!..keke..mit up soon ya..miss ya..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, November 06, 2004


    before u peeps read...tk a closer look at my title and my taskbar..kae?..gals out dere, dun be dumb lyk me okae..i hate myself fer being so dumb..neva do stupid things kae..and guys out dere..remember, watever u DO to ur gfs, u will get it back double time..RETRIBUTION..i owaes believe in this..i got mine..and YOU Will Get It If You Hurt SomeOne You Love And One Who Loves You..

    yesterday was FUN!..you beT!..went to mit mummy and patsy at Pasir Ris to go to JY's chalet..after reaching dere, saw so many of my SB-BG supastars..keke..i met kiran, din, shima, hanafe, ida, ida (another one la), hannan, azlan, sue, vanessa, farhan, jy, some far east partners..gosh..missed them so much..we all sat at 1 table and started our catching ups and laughing together..so funny..i din expect hannan to be such a goofball..whaha..kiran and patsy were asking peeps to go Zouk..and in the end, almost 9 peeps went..inclusive of me la..whaha..and more to come..so, we left at 10 plus, after wishing jy a happy birthday..oh gosh..when we were sabohing her..not really saboh lor..jus the normal stuffs lyk pushing the candle down into a slice of cake???..her god-mother was scolding manz..alamak..tio scolded..me, din, patsy, mummy were kinda feeling weird lor..hmmm..somemore her god-ma were scolding "siao eh"..we were lyk..."speechless" lor..but i heard din saying "dun be a spoilsport, birthday comes once in a yr"..true rite???...after tt, we proceeded back to our table lor..and started chatting..i din eat the cake la..too sinful..chocolate sia..haha..they were playing Flava cd or someother cd la..den hannan was dancing all the way..so funny..wit all the crappy dancesteps..din started to ask peeps to go zouk sia..cuz its tempting..keke..we did lor..

    ok..back to the zouk stuffs..
    peeps tt went were azlan, hannan, mummy, shima, me, din, kiran, patsy, jeremy, 2 FE partners..cant remember the names la..both twins..whaha..we took a cabbie down..reach dere ard 11 lidat..and started to queue le lor..i dunno why i went sia..but..its hard to find such a day whereby everyone is free and can enjoy..bouncer were cute~!!..he let mummy go in when mummy forgot to brg her IC..so sweet..keke..i said thanks to him la..after paying my 20 bucks, we went in Zouk liao..piangz..the music..i dun lyk lor..cuz house music..argh~..but..we went Phuture 1st lor..to get some music into us..haha..patsy separated her ways wit us cuz she was wit janey and fwenz..argh~..miss janey so much..when i saw her, i gave her a hug..keke..awww~..okae..i drank bourben coke, frm shima...yucks..the taste..cannt tahan the taste..bleah..pui..haha..after dancing..the music abit terok la..i ordered Vodka 7-up..wa..taste lyk only 7-up nia..piangz..bo bian..so, we decided to go Zouk..betta music..so..finished up our drinks and headed dere..wa..music betta lor..even though house la..whaha..headed to the dance floor, where everyone started to dance..guess who i met sia..CAROL!!!..so long neva see her lei..so happy when i saw her..we gave each other a tight hug manz..and she tell me "i miss you guys so much"..aww..i really missed her..keke..she danced with us awhile lor..even met Kane..haha..he gave me drink some ribena thingy..quite nice la..keep drinking..keke..by den, i abit siao liao..cuz the drinks so diff..but still sober la..okae..started dancing..playing a fool wit my fwenz..carol was super hot manz..she was dancing those sexy dance steps wit din, mummy and me..gosh!!..she lyk wanna haf sex lidat!!..whahaha...she push me to the wall, ka-qiao me wit her butt..whaha..terok sia..den she dirty dance wit din..din buay tahan..whaha...sekali hard-on manz..keke..oops..we keep moving to Phuture den back to Zouk..cuz music la..haha..carol gave me a beer when we were at Phuture..oh no..beer..i din order the nex drink la..lazy..dance till tired..janey came to find me a when i was at Zouk..hmph..angry wit patsy babe..hmph!..u should noe why darling!!!!...grrrrr....i lost my voice manz..bo voice now..very low voice..argh~..xianz..dance till 2 plus..i tired liao..wan go home liao..so, i left wit mummy, din, azlan, hannan..i called uncle teng la..bo bian..help la..keke..my cab came 1st lor..so, we sent mummy home 1st, den me, den hannan..yawnz..was giddy in the cab..lyk wanna vomit lidat..but okae la..can tahan..reaching home at 3, i go bathe..den buay tahan, warm up something to eat..i ate double cheezburger..whaha..nice nice..keke..after tt, slp liao..all the way..damn tired..feel lyk i'm getting sick..been sneezing lyk hell..argh~..niwae, i enjoyed myself manz..and realized carol's fwen is my fwen too...wat a small world..haha..so glad to meet up wit all my peeps..and i'm so happY!!!...we're planning to go ktv..hopefully will be a successful one..haha..alrighty, chao all..call me out ya!..i super free!!..ekeke..chao!!...

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, November 03, 2004


    today..i made an appt wit Storm..decided to colour my hair..and i did..whaha..costs a whopping 160 bucks..but worth it la..dere's cut+colour+highlight+treatment..worth it..i din care much abt the color cuz i trust my hairstylist..she help me choose the color..after she wash the dye cream off, wa lau..my hair bright sia..suddenly frm black become colorful liao..whaha..i scared the color wun suit me..but after she blow-dry and cut abit of my hair..i realize its NICE..i love it!!..whaha..i got a dark base color, not so bright de..something light auburn ar..under the blond category..den my highlight wit strips..whaha..close to blond liao..the strips are brighter in color..hee..so happy to see the new color..keke..i was in the salon fer abt 2 hrs..whaha..started at 3.30pm, ended at 5.30 lidat..really lyk the color la..keke..see who can see my new hair color la!!..haha..
    den, i went to mit nigel..cuz he was searching company to go to bugis to buy some stuffs fer his gf...awww~..keke..he came at ard 6 plus la..blardy hell..had a stupid encounter..when i got off the eunos station, i walked to the escalator..den this stupid uncle smile at me ku-ku-ly..irritating..i got scared..i walk to somewhere dere is more ppl..wa lau..some ti-ko-pek uncle..grrr...when nigel saw my hair, he went "wa lau eh"..whaha..den he say "chio la..chio la"..whaha..u dun entertain me la ni ni..keke..oops..so, we headed off to bugis lor..we went to Action City and KiddyLand..he bought some massager toy and a stitch kit lei..so sweet~..i tot guys dunno how to cross stitch lei..he noe lor..wa liu..but he ferget la..but..its good enuff tt he noes lor..keke..i went to pay the stitch thingy fer him..he paiseh to make the payment...whaha..after tt, we headed to Levis store to see jeans..he show me some jeans la..irritating..keep asking me to buy fer him..cuz he say why i so rich nowadays..piangz..u wait long long la..keke..after tt, i couldnt tahan cuz i damn hungry..i decided to eat my all time favourite meal..Yu Kee Duck Rice..whaha..nice nice..love it..keke..after eat finish, we went some watch shop la..he wanna buff his watch but too bad, they dun haf the service dere..he needed to leave le lor..so, we said our byes and i headed to Starbucks to see my manager..aka my mother..whaha..i saw JY 1st..she showed me this ultra happy face..whaha..den she open the door fer me, nex i saw Kiran..when she saw me she said" oh my god!..i almost cant recognize you!"..Azlan was shock to see me oso la..keke..the rest were all Far East partners..only to find 1 guy kinda familiar..but cant rem who he is le..so, i jus intro intro den i went in to talk to mother..so happy to see her..den we started chatting lor..i updated her abt me..keke..after tt, i took the com book and wrote some lil' notes fer my peeps..keke..miss them so much..but i noe i'm gonna see them soon..dere's a party going on..held by JY..cant wait!..keke..i stayed dere fer abt an hr or so..mother gave me a drink lor..den when she was eating, i accompany her lor..Kiran ask me why i'm so thin..sia la..tt 3 kgs really show something sia..she ask me to eat more lor..den mother ask me to tk care..so sweet~..keke..i told mother tt i got a job interview fer Management Trainee..she ask me not to sign anything 1st..till i find out more abt the job..and the pay is ard 1500-1600..and she tell me dun agree so fast..tell them i'll think abt it..whaha..tips tips..keke..ard 9.30, i leave liao..super tired..sit until i wanna koonz..on the way back, my fwen msg me lor..den i msg alittle..when can call, den i call lor..i did la..at ard 10 lidat..whaha..talk until i reach home..den i buay tahan liao..jumbo welcomed me when i reach home..den nex moment, she pee and poo..piangz..she owaes do this to me..*diao*..dere goes the whacking again lor..bo bian la..called my fwen again at 11 plus..talk fer an hr den i put down le..later kana caught not funny la..somemore on duty..dun anyhow..keke..now watching Guess Guess Guess lor..yawns..getting slpy le..gonna hit the sack soon..buay tahan..nite peeps..chao!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Monday, November 01, 2004



    my jumbo girl!!~~..cute huh!!.. Posted by Hello

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    me holding onto jumbo..she play too much wit nigel and robin le..taking her short nap before dinner time..keke.. Posted by Hello

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    nigel wit jumbo..keke..awww~~.. Posted by Hello

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    nigel showing how big jumbo's ears ar..haha..tt's why she's called jumbo..becuz of her ears!!.. Posted by Hello

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    this is Robin wit the Million Dollar Smile..at Cafe Cartel..whaha.. Posted by Hello

    ...beauty exposed ;



    kinda tired today..woke up at 12..found out tt i'm supposed to mit my fwenz 1pm at Tamp Control Station..few of dem coming to my place to see jumbo..well, after receiving the news tt louis will be alittle late, i reach ard 1.15pm..but...really is late manz..he reach at 1.40pm lidat..nevamind lor..den realize, the rest oso will be late..inclusive of Nigel, Robin and Eve..alamak..keke...so me and louis walked ard in Tamp Mall lor..almost wanted to buy the Jacky Cheung cd lei..dunno should buy anot..still considering..keke..ard 2 plus, eve and nigel reach le..met them outside tamp mac..den wait fer robin lor..we went cafe cartel to eat lunch..robin came after we reach cafe cartel..i treated dem eat lunch..costs abt 85 plus..i treated dem lor..no worries la..i got cash la..keke..no nid to paiseh wit me..cuz u all are my very good fwenz!..hee..*wink wink*..after tt, started to pour heavily le..decided to leave cartel and head to my place le lor..reached my place ard 4 lidat..they saw jumbo..haha..keep commenting she's cute!..of cuz la!!..haha..nigel keep playing wit her..poor robin..kana bitten by jumbo alot of times..keke..they stayed at my place fer abt an hr or so..den we left to mit Lawlen at tamp fer a show...wa....realize tt Ladder 49 is a nice show lei..inspiring oso..haha..anyone wan become a firefighter?..keke..we watched the 7.20pm show..Riccado came to join us fer the movie..so, we got Lawlen, Louis, Robin, Eve, Ric and me!..keke..
    during the show, i got a call frm a weird number..realize its an interview fer me..whaha..finally..some response sia..this person call Kenny..say i'm having a interview fer Management Trainee..hmm..i couldnt remember which company i send lei..in the end, i jus ok to everything lor..having an interview on this thursday..wish me luck..keke..kinda scared..cuz they ask me to bring my certs and results..ah doi..where got nice sia...hehe...scared scared..hope can la..but he ask me how come i will choose this job lor..i told him my diploma is regarding engineering..but i wanna try other jobs before i settle down in engineering field..den he okok lor..and asked if i'm still working at Starbucks..i told him no lor..i think its the Management Trainee fer TCC..The Coffee Connoiseur..izzit?..i think so la..haha..anyhow nia..i'll see abt it on thursday lor..after the show, we went to Swensens..to makan dinner..i ordered Sourdough 49ers..whahah...quite nice lei..but i was so full..my fwen called me..so we chatted awhile lor..told my fwen abt the job lor..sadz..haiz..eve got her call frm her hubba hubba..whahah..*oops*..keke..talked awhile to my fwen before i put down lor..decided to leave at ard 10 plus plus lor..abit tired la..i reach home at 11.10pm..jumbo was wagging her tail when she saw me..so cute..but she pee in front of my room..alamak..whack again lor..bo bian..keke..wanted to call my fwen, but i think slp le..so..nevamind lor..hopefully will get a call in the morning or something..
    i'm kinda excited for the interview but oso am scared..my weekdays, weekends, will be eaten up le..haiz..see how ba..sobs sobs..sadz..i lazy to type ar..so...a few words to all my peeps..love ya all!!..

    Janey Babe: ya la!!..i missed you babe!!!..study hard okae...mit up soon ya..show me ur driving skills la..u drive to my place lor..den u can play wit my jumbo oredi..okae..whahaha..love ya!!..

    Patsy Babe: good good luck fer ur exam tml..okae..gam ba te!!..muacks!..love ya..

    Riccado Hunk: hoi..ur call today was scary..but glad to see u're okae..get well soon ya..tk very good care of urself..

    chao peeps!!..tk care!!...

    ...beauty exposed ;