whoo~..1 mth frm today onwards, i'll be gone~..gone~..gone into the sky~!!!..whaha..yesh~..my disneyland..my shopping~..mai dong si, chi dong si~!!...whoo~..keke..alrighty alrighty..whahaha..i'm jus sooo happy..ahaha..

went to Liquid Room on Sat..boy, it was chaotic + havoc + crazy + fun!!..haha..i danced till i couldnt tahan..baby puked..haha..aww..my baby baby..keke..i din not..phew~..haha..i was dancing crazily..and these 3 pathetic desperate guys were practically staring at my fwenz and keep wanting to dance wit us..witty and notty us, me and my fwen used our butts to push those guys away..but to no avail lei..haha..again, we pushed..but oso cant..haiz..dun care liao..leave it to my fwen's bf to push them away..we had 10 jugs of liquor..who wouldnt wanna drink RITE..haha..baby practically downed the entire jug of Vodka Lime..and he was bonkers..haha..so cute~..i had my fun till 1am plus..went outside to sit cuz my eyes couldnt tk it anymore..well, overall, i DID enjoy..and its been quite sometime since i enjoyed to this extent..keke..especially baby was wit me..wit him hugging me while we were dancing, it was good..keke..shant go further..whaha..

went to pick fat up frm airport..she went on a 4 day holiday trip to bangkok..she bot stuffs for me, baby and my family!!..aww~..so sweet..keke..muacks muacks fat fat!!..waited for her until wa....she machiam treating DFS as her another shopping paradise man..keke..sent her home, brought her luggage upstairs before heading home for lala land..yawnz..keke..

ending of my fleet training..starting of my SEP training on wed..cant wait..its dress down for 15 days..no nid to bun hair, no nid for heavy make-up..best..but, tml will be an exam..damn~..haha..its jus multiple choice..i suppose it'll be alrighty..but, still..precaution..haha..

gonna go study now..heh..take care peeps.!..

chao~!!..

*i cant wait..for our trip!!..and many more trips!!..jus so excited to talk abt our trip..hope it'll come true..baby, love you!..muacks~..cant wait to see you again..keke..missing you lots..~..*

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beginning of Module 2 on 23 Aug..been going on fine..i passed my Module 1..average results..overall 86%...not bad la..keke..

new instructor is quite @$!%$@^..but its ok~..only for 6 days..after tt, its my Safety training le..down wit a very jialat flu and fever..damn~..argh~..betta get well soon before i'm going out on SAT!!!..yesh!..cclubbing at liquid..argh~..pls, lemme get well soon..haha..

went for an aircraft visit today..pretty inspiring..but its super squeezy and i'm getting castrophobic of the crew bunk!..its freaking small and damn hot!!!!..and the steps is not even half my feet size!!..managed to take a good look at the cockpit..whoo~..nice nice..keke..din noe we can request for cockpit seats if all other seats are not available..whaha..good man!..

fat fat is in BKK now..damn man..msging me tt the beer is jus 1 buck..and she bot lots of stuffs..aiyo!..naimind..my chance is coming..

officially..29th Sept - 1 Oct Hongkong trip..
3rd Oct to 4th Oct - Sydney trip..

yesh..dun be jealous..whaha..i was hoping for an Auckland trip..but too bad..its ok~..i'l haf my chance..

couldnt wait to get home and lie on my bed..took a cab back and rested..its fri..and i'm not outside..haiz..well, i'm sick..argh~..

i'm gonna rest le..sick..take care peeps..

chao~!!..

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whee~!!..i passed my 1st and 4th paper!!..whoo~..

1st paper: Multiple Choice .. Total 35 marks.. Passing mark: 28..

guess wad?..i scored 28!!..hahaha..its very heng le lor..some of my fwenz hafta re-sit cuz their marks are below 28..haiz..it IS a sigh of RELIEF man!!..study until lyk shyt and this's the outcome..quite satisfied la..its all careless mistakes..argh~..keke..

2nd paper: Still unknown!!..

3rd paper: Role-play..postponed to Monday..

4th paper: Product Identification .. Total 15 marks.. Passing mark: 12..

guess wad?..i scored 19!!..whoo~..hahaha..its been long since i've had EXAMS..hahaha..

so, monday is another battle to fight~..whoo~..cant wait..

today's my 3rd fitting of uniform..guess wad?..it fits!..and i've 1 set at home now..haha..whee~..the starting of my Safety is starting very soon and i cant wait!..cuz it'll be a step closer to flying le!!..alrighty~..

will update soon~..gonna take some rest le..take care peeps~!!..

chao~!!!..

*i miss you..muacks..i did my best le~!..keke..love you~..*

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oh no..tis day has come..my exam..guess wad?..i haven been studying, jus plain reading and reading..haha..oops..

today we had a revision and it was quite refreshing to noe wad u're supposed to noe..i was very sleepy in class oredi..haha, wads new rite..keke..was figeting here and dere..keeping myself awake..hmm..tired manz..tml is my 3rd fitting of kebaya and i cant wait..haha..tml is the day whereby i'll enjoy till the fullest..tt's if my exams finish tml la..if not, drag till monday..argh~..sat and sun, i'll enjoy it wit my baby..yea yea..

jus cant wait for fri to come..its jus another few more hrs to go and i jus cant wait!!!..pray tt i'll be able to pass the exam..if i fail, the chance of being a Best Trainee will be taken out..if i pass, i still haf a chance..hehe..aim aim only la..i wun be so heng one..hahahaha..

niwae, i'm tired le..gonna get some rest before i start burning oil..haha..alrighty~..take care peeps!..

chao~!!..

*i cant wait to spend my holidays wit u..i cant wait to go overseas wit u..tho' its jus a short distance away frm home, i still wanna spend it to the fullest..i cant wait..i jus cant..love you baby..*

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oh man..terror is coming soon~..wad?..E-X-A-M-S..shyt manz..4 papers in 1 day..oh hell shyt..keke..nex monday oso another E-X-A-M..damn damn..oh boy~..but i promised baby i'll do my best and dun wanna re-sit and for the paper..will work hard~!!..ah-ki-la-menai-deh!!(dun gif up~!!)..keke..

weekend was a blast and a hell of a fun time..went to janey's bday celebration on fri and stayed all the way to sunday..we played uno slam and donkey game..haha..forfeit?..drink Tequila..disgusting Tequila..they all will agree wit me..haha..went for supper before heading to slp..yawnz..woke up on a afternoon sat..janey and pat oredi downstairs swimming..when me and baby got ready, we went to Tamp Mall to shop for their stuffs..bbq stuffs..was abit slpy le..reached the Club, went to swim..yea yea..swim swim..whoo~..by then, her fwenz all beginning to turn up le..

baby, me and pat were the "engaged chefs-cum-maid" tt day..cuz we wan janey to enjoy herself and leave everything to us..toopid fire so hot, my index finger felt as if it was cooked!..haha..but i believe she had fun..she had a very cute cake..(i was envious..haha..)..but was splashed wit cake all over her until she smell of a walking-cake..but she popped champagne and splashed on everybody..70 bucks champagne, heng ar..baby, me and pat managed to drink ABIT..haha..

played games wit her fwenz..my god..the WORST game ever played and the MOST DARING game i've ever encountered and EXPERIENCE..my god..u'll neva imagine wad kinda STUNTS i pulled out..ahahhaa..but its fun..baby, me, janey and pat..we played Dai-di and Diamond 7 until 5am..wa..freaking tired..baby told me i slapped him in his face while i was slping!!!..and he woke up but i was slping soundly!!..oh sheesh~!!..keke..i dunno wad i do ar..*sorry baby..muacks..*

sunday, sent off janey and pat to mrt station..i went home to change b4 heading to baby's place..he needed to take his sword case and we went to take our foto..nice nice~!!..i love it..keke..baby brought me to watch fireworks..whee~..love it..cuz its really nice and its really sweet of him to bring me to watch it..*memories will owaes be in our hearts..*..baby was hugging me all the while when i was watching..hmmm...love it..keke..

sch is becoming a stressful studying..exams are coming very soon..this fri and its stressing me up..oh man..i betta start to study as hard as i did when i was in poly..hahhaha..take care peeps~..

chao~!!..

*baby..thankew for bringing me to watch the fireworks..muacks..i truly love the moments spent wit u..and we haf many more to spend together..its been 6 mths.."happy anniversary baby.."..thankew for being in my life..i really cant do witout you..truly love you..muacks..*

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everything's fine now..dun worry, my closest fwenz..i'm doing fine and well..still going on strong for my job..and looking forward to my flights..

spent time wit baby and everything's resolved le..i noe i cant do witout him and he cant do witout me..he's my pillar of strength and support and i nid him in my life..i nid him to carry on supporting me in my job..and this is why, i need him very much..*baby, i love you very much..*

trainings been fun and alrighty..been progressing and learning along the way..i'm coming to an end of my foundation course and i'm gonna be up a level soon..got my crew pass and its freaking ugly..piangz..elongated face wit a chubby face..my god..reminds me of my matrix card manz..toopid..but.....best part is...DISCOUNTS, HERE I COME~!!!..and CLUBS + PUBS, I'M COMING SOON~!!..whahahaha..i cant wait!!..heh..

had my kebaya fitting today and shit manz..i'm fat..toopid sia..tight kebaya..argh~~~..really nid to exercise liao..piangz~~!!!!!!...damn damn..damn fats..keke..oops..

alrighty, gonna catch some rest now..tired ar..heh..take care peeps..catch up soon~!..

chao~!!..

*..things are back to normal and really love it when u hug me in ur arms and holding me so tightly..baby, i love you..i cant do witout you & you noe it..muacks..*

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i'm sorry i'm not perfect for you..i'm sorry i cant be perfect for you..i'm sorry....

this aint happening..i'm dreaming..i'm having a bad dream..its been 3 days since i'm having this dream..wats going on..wats wrong..wad haf i done..can i turn back time..tears haf flooded my heart and eyes..why cant dere be laughters..why cant dere be happiness..

so many whys, so many hows, so many wats..wads going on..Dear God, please tell me..please guide me..please help me..

are u out of my life?..do i laff or cry?....its hurting me so much..are u leaving me jus lidat?..are u not holding my hands anymore?..are u not holding me tightly anymore?..

wads going on...Dear God, help me...i'm at a lost..i'm lost..

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sun-tanning on a sat morning wit ur loved one is sure great..baby and i went to sentosa to af a tan..and yesh, i'm tanner now..haha..oops..spent our time together cuz tt's the thing i wanna do before my flying commences..soo happy baby is wit me all the while..

went on for a bbq at Tanah Merah (jap fwen's place)..it was alrighty for me..had some stupid laffs and fun..took a couple of pix wit my batchmates..thank god baby was dere wit me..if not, i'll be pretty left out ba..

my instructor was busy talking to ppl, so i din intro baby to her..but she auto came to baby and frankly said to my face.. "1st lesson of Ettiquite class..intro ur fwen..since u neva intro ur fwen to me, i shall intro myself to ur fwen.." ..ok...comments??..i was dumbfounded and i jus said sorry..seriously, i find it very insulting..i got pretty irritated..baby was talking to her..and baby din even wanna talk to her lor..and she jus kept on blabbering..wad has my bf gotta do wit u..argh~..jus cant stand her..but wad to do?..my instructor..many times, she went to talk to baby..and something bad came up..i dunno how am i in class, baby went to ask her..and baby din tell me wad she said..i got worked up..baby told me "its quite bad.."..i got even worked up..i was thinking "how am i gonna be in class now.."..i wanted very much baby to tell me, but all he did was kept me in suspense..argh~

watched the show "wedding crashers" and i totally did not laff..i was of no mood to laff..this was a show i wanted to watch cuz it was a comedy..i wanted to laff but nothing seems to be funny to me..throughout the show, i din noe if i shld cry or laff..i felt hopeless..kept thinking "how am i..how am i in class.."..

and i felt shit..but after awhile, i jus brainwashed myself..tho' my heart is still pondering how am i in class, my brain is thinking "its best tt i dun noe.."..but still, its contradicting and i seriously hate this kinda feeling..i was really in no mood yday..i wanted to noe but all baby did was kept me in suspense and i hate it..and he din even pamper me..argh~...even hotter..heh..

it got betta on sunday morning..but baby told me something abt his mummy..felt weird tt his mummy asked him where he was..i really dunno if his mummy was alright wit it or wasnt..and baby din wanna tell me..i felt shit again..but i din wanna spoil mood..we went for the Auto Car Trail at Marina South wit his fwen..weather was damn blardy hot..and the cars are "WHOO-HOO~~~"..i wanted to sit and experience racer cars..but couldnt..haiz...went on to Suntec to do some SHOPPING~..yeah...my salary was in, so i was happily shopping..haha..bot a Topshop sweater for baby..yeah, i lyk..keke..went down to find mummy daddy at Tamp..and went to see the celebrations thingy..argh~..boring and hot..

baby and i bet on today's soccer..Arsenal vs Chelsea..i bet on Arsenal..if i win, baby will buy me my square cut jeans..if i lose, i'll buy baby the jeans..haha..*pray i win..*..

so glad tt National Day is coming..and guess wad??...40th!!!...get it?..40 la!!!..me la!!!..hahahaha..will dere be fireworks wit the number 40 on it?..wa...shiok sia if haf..keke..cant wait to see fireworks..baby promise me to bring me see..hehe..

i'm tired le..tml will be a fun training day in STC and i will finish class at 5pm..yeah~..external trainer training us in oour web stuffs..i did my Staff ID pass le..when i receive this pass, CLUBBING HERE I COME~~~!!!!...hahahaha..yea!!..club!!..whoo~...keke..

take care peeps..btw, in 2 days, i had 18 Macs nuggets..oh man..haha..

chao~!!..

*i really hate tt feeling on sat..and all u did was kept quiet and tt made me even more frustrated..i dunno why u wanted to react tt way..and u left me in suspense..i really dunno how i shld be in class now..niwae, i'm jus being paranoid..i was hoping too much frm u...
im glad we spent our time together..really dun wanna miss every moment i can spend time wit u..before flying commences..argh~..love u millions..muacks..love it when u hold my hand tightly..muacks..*

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this week, lessons has been quite slack..still on the subject of passengers, evaluate the different kinds of pax u see on-board..blah blah blah...quite alright for me tho'..hehe..

i had a lesson on how to feed, burp, change diapers for babies..haha..awww..but i din do the role-play..keke..i owaes skip these kinda stuffs..haha..oops..had an excursion to Nursing Home today..for the elderly..sobs..saw alot of grandmas, grandpas..and my heart turned sour..really hate to see tt kinda loneliness, sadness, difficulties...argh~...really dread seeing them lidat..pains my heart..i was allocated to the Men's level 1st..and a few grandpas are really fwenly..and they jus shake hands, wave to u..i had a hard time opening up at 1st..but after the 1st attempt, i got betta and i was talking to a couple of grandpas..tho' their speech was alittle hard to understand, i tried my best to understand..some were in the same dialect as me, some were not..lucky i had a fwen who noes Cantonese..i only noe abit..i'm more "zhai" in hokkien..haha..after awhile, i went to the Ladies level..again, grandmas were fwenly..and i find myself able to open up more..talking to them is really great..haha..some are so sweet, they kissed our palms, touch our hands, wave at us, smile to us..it felt warm..after the interaction, we went on to learn on how to handle wheelchair pax to transfer them frm wheelchair to aircraft seat..haha..this time, i acted as the wheelchair bound pax..unable to move and my fwenz had to carry me..keke..i'm light k..so, its alrighty..keke..

ard 2pm, we left and i slept all the way frm Woodlands to STC..really tired..took our PowerNap..shioks..reach STC, had a short break and went to take foto for our Crew ID pass..yay..finally..keke..after tt, instructor had no time to teach us, so we watched DVDs on Graduation..i think i'm unable to invite so many peeps, cuz the auditorium is very small and dere'll be 2 batches of parents & fwenz going..so, i suppose those tt are very close to me will go ba..parents definitely will go..i'm still trying to find out more abt it..prolly get tix fwenz who only has 1 person going instead of 2..*pray*..

reached home quite early..kinda tired le..wanna haf an early rest..tml is a long day of COmmunication Skills..yawnz..it shld be fun as its external trainer...whee~..keke..cant wait for Sept to arrive..cuz it'll mark my 1st flight wit my buddy!!..yay..most likely i'll be going to Japan le..whee~!!!..jus cant wait!!!..hahaahahaha..

alrighty peeps, do take care..

chao~!!...

*..so glad tt now u can book out everyday..and i can get to see you as much as 3-4 times a week..and our transport is getting accessible le..so happy..i wanna decorate our means of transport..haha..rem the dice k!!..i wan the dice and i wan more cushions..hehe..oops..muacks, love you sooo much..cant wait to see you again..miss you..*

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wad's up dere?!!..keke.. 

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up dere?!!!... 

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i love this pix..haha.. 

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me and my baby~!!..we're sooo cold.. 

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baby din noe i was behind him..haha.. 

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our car..keke.. 

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my baby wit my fat fat..keke..nice hor?..swans behind noe?.. 

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me and fat playing the slides..super fun manz..keke.. 

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me and my beloved buddy~!!..we're really cold..RUDOlPH the RED NOSE RAINDEER!!!..keke...can spot the red nose?..haha.. 

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buddha at the back..look at our coats!!..keke..so big! 

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us at Harbin Ice WOnderland!!!..so fun and soooo cold!!.. 

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me and my love..nice?..keke..love his suit..so nice..muacks~!.. 

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all the ladies in gownz.. 

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baby's good fwenz wit girlfwenz..nice hor??.. 

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me and baby at his Comms Ball..keke.. 

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all of us acting bitchy..ahaha..we're in a demo plane, role-playing..whee~..keke.. 

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charlie's angels?..whaha..maureen, me and aristi.. 

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the group i'm owaes found in..the 6 of us..top: kristal, me maureen, joel..bottom: nicole, aristi.. 

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my batchmates.. Batch 849 ..super fun and crazy batch..from top: nicole, me kristal, sab, mika, aristi, joel..bottom row: J.J and yuka.. 

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