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    Tuesday, January 31, 2006


    New year's over in such a short time for me..only spend Chu Yi and Chu Er in Singapore..Chu San???..INDIA~!!..argh..y do i hafta go dere everytime..i'm a Chinese FSS..not Indian FSS..argh~..

    feeling so flustered and frustrated tt i've to leave my family and fwenz on a Chu San..WHICH it has neva happened before..damn blardy irritated..y cant they put others..cant even catch fireworks..

    yes, i'm leaving india today..until fri morning i come back..and guess wad?..chinese new year mood will be over..sick..argh~..

    not enuff time in Singapore, wish i could be grounded..but, thinking of the no. of off days is given to me in a month, its good enuff..

    new year cele were great..my fwenz r really a bunch of siao ppl..haha..went to ktv yesterday and it was damn fun until it was abt 3 plus where everyone is stoning oredi..hahaha..had loads of fun and i wish everytime it'll be tt fun..haiz..sadly, i'm leaving for india..argh~..

    i'm full of complaints today cuz i really dun wanna go india..i wanna celebrate new year..its really irritating..everyone's celebrating but i've to work~!..

    oh boy..i'm irritated, flustered and frustrated..i wanna be home wit my loved one..hmph..

    i miss my times in Singapore~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

    take care peeps..Ms Complain will leave now..once again, happy new year..

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    Friday, January 27, 2006


    1stly..wishing everyone a Happy Lunar New Year~!!..sorry, i wun be ard over the weekend till sun evening..cant even watch fireworks..darn..hopefully i can catch dem when i come back..dun wish to miss it..hehe..

    had my post-reunion dinner today..haha..early aint it?..no choice cuz i'll be leaving today nite and my mum wans to cele early..fantastic and delicious dinner..had my abalone..yeah~~~..keke..love it..

    darl was supposed to finish his meeting at 3pm..but he said it'll finish at abt 430pm..hmmm..but he came my place at 6pm..so, its still early..we started dinner only at 7pm..

    went off to Tamp mall to shop..again~..i'm in nid a pair of heels~..argh~..help...and guess wad?..i bot 2 bras and got another 1 for free~!!..darn worth it!..3 bras for the price of 56~..whoo..hahaha...oops..

    nothing much to buy, went back home..packed my bag and realized my darl was fast aslp on my bed..snoring away..haha..he's tired frm the MOS clubbing..hehe..i got an invitation to MOS on 30th Jan..whee~..showdown between 2 DJs..wonder how it'll be lyk..we'll see..

    heading to Tokyo later in the nite..hope it's a holiday flight..hehe..meaning LIGHT LOAD..haha..had a hard time piercing my ear holes wit the ear retainers..i jus dun wanna close the ear holes..so precious and carries memories..haha..all the way frm Sec school..and my ears hurt..darn ear holes..keke..

    hope my flight is good and the crew are nice..i really hope..cuz, JApan doesnt support Starhub..cant call back home..so, its pretty irritating..heard only Singtel is able to..darnn..

    take care everyone..will be back 3 days frm now..

    happy new year and get loads of ang baos k..

    darl striked 4D!!!..mummy striked 4D too~!!..so happy for ddem..haha..our lucky car~..our lucky year..keke..mmmmmuuuuaaaccckkksss~!!!..keke..

    chao~!!..

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    Tuesday, January 24, 2006


    well..i haven been updating, haven i?..but no one seems to bother anyway..so why should i?.haha..sounding lyk a biatch..but, i AM!!..

    well, back frm Auckland and of cuz the latest, SHanghai..Auckland had a nice weather..cold tho' but not freezing cold..only aircon cold..wit my team, everything owaes go smoothly..prolly, i'm used to their working lifestyle..played ridiculous games and laffing crazily..tt's wad i love best..they make me laff crazily..tt's wad i enjoy best..love my team..hehe

    back frm Shanghai today..argh..hard to blend in wit the crew cuz they're not quite fwenly..and i was commented tt i'm a little too quiet..wad u wan me to do..i dun even noe them..haiz~..and some are GAY..argh~..dun lyk the flight..damn cold, damn tiring, damn lousy..

    but, wadever they wanna write in my check report, let them write..i dun bother..i'm not safety conscious enuff?..come on..at tt point of time, u find space for me la!!!..how to?..anyway, i dun care..i noe i neva do anything wrong..u wanna write??..by all means..GO!!..i dun care..

    i cried to baby the day when i touch down..cuz the flight was not fun at all..i'm a cry baby..yes..i wanted to go home so much..miss my baby so much..i cried to him on the fone..bad flight made me cry..haiz..i miss my team..my team's in Narita/Bangkok..which i will be doing this weekend..darn..why cant i be wit my team..damn..izzit becuz of my P plate..i really wanna throw my P plate away..its damn irritating..argh~..

    i miss my home and girlfwenz..hmmm..went to a Reunion Meeting for MIE on Sat..seeing my classmates, brings my back to my school days..everyone having fun..our group of 13 ppl..2 girls, 11 guys..includes, Cindy, Me, Robin (my Bin gege), Jack, Lawrence (my Gege cuz of our big eyes), Louis, Nigel, Riccardo, Cray, Gab, Anson, Nicholas, Michael..haha..so nice to see them..but some din turn up..WHO AR>??!!!..keke..

    back to our school days, we pia our studies until crazy..until majority of us nid not take Supp paper..everything oso united..haha..i miss school days..i miss SIP period..so fun..breakfast, lunch and tea time at out own time own target..by 1700, we pack our bags and ready to go..haha..

    really miss school days..no worries, nothing..only stress school..haiz..all is over..

    soon, year of chicken is gone and year of dog is coming..whee~..jumbo baby's year~!!..hha..

    she's still as fat and adorable..love her lots..keke..

    miss my baby, so i'm gonna accompany him now..

    wonder wad happened to my pat babe..pls call me when u are ok..i'm all ears for u..i am..u noe me..i'll be dere if u nid me..jus gimme the call..my hp is 24/7..love you babe..muacks..i'm worried abt u..lemme noe if u nid me..

    chao~..take care peeps..

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    Friday, January 13, 2006


    i'm back~..after 1 week of travelling..travelling?..haha..more of flying la..and WORKing of cuz..oh well..to describe.. ITS BEEN A FUN WEEK!!!..

    hmm..my days in Seoul..

    throughout my days in seoul, basically been eating beef, tofu, kimchi, fish, pork, kimchi again..hehe..and the weather was rather cold..minus 1, 2 or 1 deg..the sun came only in the morning..shopping was a terror cuz, firstly, i was being wrapped lyk a dumpling, wit all my jackets..and it was so dry, i had to apply my lip balm every 5 mins..and its so freezing to walk on the streets..hehe..nothing to buy in Seoul too..after 1 day in Seoul, we left for San Francisco..

    reach Frisco, whoo~~~..i'm in States!!!!..i'm in STaTES!!!!..tt was wad i was thinking to myself..shioks~!!!..hell of a fun time in States..had dinner at a Jap restaurant, very nice dishes..full to the brim, my IFS ordered a bottle of wine..oh my..drink again..in the end, the bill was US 200 bucks..darn ex!!!..and he treated alll of us..sheesh..200 US is not cheap man..and he came to me and said "so, regret not ordering yr fav. soft shell crab?"..darn..i wanteed to order but it was ex..so i refrain..in the end, he treat..darn..haha..

    went to my IFS room to haf a couple of drinks..vodka, brandy, wine...my sheesh..i drank while playing 5 10..haha..fun time..2nd day in Frisco..SHOPPING TIME~!!!..INDEED!!!..levis in states are so much cheaper..1 jeans costs oly abt 70 Sing..wa lau..super cheap..i went crazy dere..and i went MAD at forever 21..but in the end, i din buy much cuz i wanna save the $$ for nex time..ex lei..no play play..keke..i bot a pair of jeans frm levis and a forever 21 skirt tt costs freaking 42 bucks Sing..how bearable can i be when i saw tt skirt, i really love it..hehe..

    2nd day in Frisco wasnt a gd one..my colleague had a small accident and had to go hospital..i accompanied her and was lack of slp..all of us, my team..argh~..really tired..i called baby, telling him i was in hospital and he was shocked..but, i wasnt the one tt had the accident..keke..so cute, but its so nice to hear tt someone is worried abt me..keke..muacks..*winks*..

    by the time we got back to the hotel, i was zonked out..totally shagged out..guess due to the drinks too..end of 2nd day, back to Seoul now..heading home~...

    back in Seoul..had the same meals and fun time again..guess wad?..i went CLUBBING!!!..heheh..call me a Clubaholic for all i care..call me a Drinkaholic, i dun bother..i enjoyed!!!..hehe..club played songs tt was so familiar, same as DBL 0..and it made me miss DBL 0..esp wit my girls..keke..dance dance, drink drink..whoo~..before tt, dinner was at West Rock and we had 3 big jugs of beer..all 3Litres of beer..indeed, i had to admit, i was high..haha..slowed down my drinks and felt better..whoo~..i wore afro hair..keke..will post pics and u'll noe how much fun i had..haha..i had sashimi OCTOPUS!!!!..argh~..tentacles were still moving, and the legs were still moving..oh man............it stucked to my tongue cuz of its sticky tentacles..damn!!!!..haha..

    back to my team boy's room, had drinks again..my god..i drank almost a bottle of vodka..and i was still drinking..i can take it oredi man~..haha..played ridiculous games and had a great laff wit my team...my IFS, FSS, LS and FS..5 of us..so fun..gonna miss them after Auckland flight..

    had an hr delay in Seoul..1st was Aircraft wings had ice and had to go through the icing procedures..after tt, 1 indian pax had difficulty breathing and we had to return to the gate to offload her..aiyo..1st time i use the oxy bottle..i tremble man..me and my senior dunno how to open the lock frm the bottle..when we open, "bang bang bang.."..fell to the floor, and it was so noisy..paiseh..dunno how to use la..haha..put the mask over the lady, neva turn on..wa piangz...wad a blunder..lucky, the lady was fine~..whoo~..

    left for home after an hr..finally, i'm going back home..

    on my way up to Frisco, 1 pax name Mr Goh wanted my no..haha..den my way back home frm Seoul, 1 korean pax wanna kiss me on my cheeks..haha..so funny..keke..and i was complimented for my good service..this indian pax gave me a pat on my shoulder and commented "good service"..whoo~..happy ne..keke..

    long entry man..haha..

    miss everyone back home..saw my dad and mum, so happy..dad gave me a huggie and i went to mum and gave her a hug too..ran to jumbo and hug my baby dog..and of cuz, hug my dearest dearest darling..miss him to the max..

    ..... I'M BACK HOME GUYS!!!!!!! .....

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    Thursday, January 05, 2006



    Old Trafford.. Posted by Picasa

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    entrance of Man U stadium..Old Trafford.. Posted by Picasa

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    abit blurry...but its all their trophies and dere's still more..camera no space..haha.. Posted by Picasa

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    all their trophies..and more.. Posted by Picasa

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    front look of Man U stadium..lovely rite..damn beautiful.. Posted by Picasa

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    looks of Man U stadium 1 Posted by Picasa

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    looks of Man U stadium 2 Posted by Picasa

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    looks of Man U stadium 3 Posted by Picasa

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    me and Man U.. Posted by Picasa

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    nike~!!!..keke..beautiful stadium.. Posted by Picasa

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    looks of Man U stadium 4 Posted by Picasa

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    at the stadium..i'm wearing 4 layers and its still darn cold..boo.. Posted by Picasa

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    me and norman..nice guy..hehe.. Posted by Picasa

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    me and my "love"..hahahaha..tt's Christiano Ronaldo~!!.whoo..i'm at his dressing room..haha.. Posted by Picasa

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    me and One United!!.. Posted by Picasa

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    me and beautiful ferris wheel..ok, its darn cold ok.. Posted by Picasa

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    very beautiful ferris wheel in Manchester..jus outside the shopping centre..and it costs 5 pounds..whoo..my last day in Man.. Posted by Picasa

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    i'm leaving..leaving tml for Seoul via San Fran..one week, 7 days i'll be away..dun miss me ar..keke..my room is gonna be sooooo quite, soooooo lonely..hehe..

    checked the temp..Seoul is -6 deg..and San Fran is abt 6deg..darn..i'm gonna freeze man..ahaaha..heard tt my hotel is near shops lyk addidas, levis, forever 21..oooohhhhh...i heard levi, i damn happy oredi..hope its gonna be cheap..yeah..i dunno how much shld i change man..darn..

    i'll be back on 13 Jan, wee morning..and 3 days off..whoo~..definitely will miss u guys man..so, this will be the last post of the week..hehe..guys, take care k..

    babes, study hard..haha..wait till i come back..THAT'S IT!..we will see our faces at familiar places..hahahaha..eh, rhyme hor..keke..

    i think when i come back, i will jetlag till crazy..1st will be Seoul lag..followed by San Fran lag..alamak..tt's it man..i'll be lagging man..haha..

    i've been slping more den 10 hrs a day and it sure feels shioks..my slping disorder is back again..i cant slp 7-9 hrs..i will be so slpy..hehe..u can call me a piggy, a lazy bum or wadever u wan..i dun care..cuz its my slp!..haha..

    well guys, i will be back shortly to update..back frm San Fran..will update..its my 1st time going to States..oh boy, i'm a virgin to States!!!!!..hahahaa..wonder how it'll be lyk..whoo~..

    7 days..alrighty?..i'll be back in a jiffy..will miss home food, singapore food..argh~..will miss sooo muchie..

    take care guys..dun worry, i'll take care of myself..miss u guys..muacks..

    chao~..

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    Tuesday, January 03, 2006


    firstly..Happy BIrthday to my dearest Mummy..its my mummy's bday today~..haha..time flies..its January oredi..coming up..will be Feb~!!..and i'm happy cuz its gonna be MY BIRTHDAY soon..haha..but so sad, i am rostered for flights..so, my fwenz r lucky this time~..darn~..

    damn..i dunno wad to blog..ahaha..oops..i'm going off for Seoul via San Francisco this coming weekend..whoo~..i dunno wad's lyk in Francisco..but i'm excited!!..haha..

    school starts, work starts for everyone..still rem my days in poly was a shioks one..sch was machiam sleeping and playing..haha..normally, the 1st day..nid not bring anything to sch..jus go to sch and act blur..hahahaha..lecture, say hi to the lecturer.."sorry cher..forget to bring book"..y?.."cuz today 1st day of sch wad..i dunno the timetable"..hahahaha..

    if not..it'll be asking the teacher not to teach..hehe.."cher, today 1st day of sch..no nid to teach la.."..hahahaha..those were the days..being in sch wit my bunch of crazy fwenz..my big eye bro lawlen, my bin ge, my crazy bunch siao onz ppl..ahhaha..memories lyk this will owaes be in my heart..it was really a fun time being ard you all..

    now tt work is my new path..i'm beginning to enjoy flights..prolly, its jus the new stage, tt's y i'm enjoying..wait till a year passes, 2 year..tt's it!..hahahaha..

    seriously, i dunno wad to blog..my life's in a complicated world..i nid a break..i wan a break..frm all the hassles, bussles, noisy environment..i nid something peaceful and serenity..nid something quiet..quiet enuff to relac myself..

    i'm gonna get rubbish soon..i betta stop..

    take care peeps..chao~!..

    happy new year!!..

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    Sunday, January 01, 2006


    goodbye 2005..hello 2006..supposed to be the last post of the year, but i was out..so..heh..pardon me..

    fireworks is ever so beautiful..i've fallen in love wit Mr Fireworks..so beautiful, so memorable..

    yr 2005 was a hell of a roller coaster ride..but, life's full of ups and downs..rite?..tears almost rolled down my cheeks when i saw the fireworks..things happened in 2005..my 6K operation for my career, quarrels, arguments, naggings, love, happiness, sadness, sorrows..so many stuffs happened and yet, its oredi the end of 2005, beginning of 2006..i'm hoping 2006 will be a fruitful one..

    31 Dec 2005..the 365th day of the year..i'm now riding on a roller coaster ride for the new year..sometimes, things dun go the way u wan..but, u jus haf to make yr own decision in which direction u wanna go..but sometimes, its jus so hard to make a decision..till now, i dunno wad i wan..my new year resolution?..is.. TO BE HAPPY ..i think tt's wad i wan..i really wan to be happy..i'm a person tt loves to play, loves to enjoy..solving problems and thinking of stuffs is not my cup of tea..but, i nid to..i hate growing up..i hate myself for not able to be firm and be myself..i sometimes hate myself for not able to think and make decision..i hate myself for being soft hearted..i'm owaes bottling things up and yet, unable to express myself..i dunno how to express myself..how to?..i hate myself for being this way~!!..argh.....................

    i dun haf much time whenever i'm home..seriously, sometimes i feel flying is not a gd career..u dun even haf time for urself..all the time is spent on yr loved ones, yr fwenz, yr family..by the time u wanna spend time for urself, u're oredi in a hotel..haha..tt's how my career is..

    all i wan now, is to forget everything abt 2005..and i wanna start afresh..i really wanna start AFRESH..be it a new life, a new hope, a new faith, a new confidence, a new trust, a new wadever..i wanna start afresh..and make 2006 a fruitful one..my brain is numb, my cells are dead..i'm tired of thinking..i'm jus so tired..

    to all my fwenz..happy happy new year..love you all..

    to my girlfwenz..i love you guys to the max..u guys mean soo much to me and u noe how important you are to me..happy new year babes..

    to my love..happy new year..you noe how much you mean to me..needless to say, i love you..

    to jack..happy birthday..and happy new year to you..may this year, be a fruitful and prosperous one for you..get well soon for your injury..take care..

    chao peeps~!!..peace out~..

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