Tuesday, November 29, 2005
yes, my new blogskin..nice?..haha..nothing to do, realize my skin has been abit outdated..decided to change..yeah!!..
off day on 29 Nov, but kana activated on 30 NOv..aiyo..how i wish i can tell them to "STOP ACTIVATING ME~!!!"..haha..i wish i can..argh~..
but seriously, i prefer turns den long haul flights..haha..at least, i haf another off day..more off days for me !!!..pls!!..keke..
i miss pat so much, so many things to bitch to her..i noe she will love the juices tt i will spill to her..hahahaha..pat, get ur ass back home quick..keke..*oops*..
when dec comes, i'll be leaving for long flights..whoo~..more $$, but will be super tired..but more off days!!..hahaha..so many complaints i haf..argh~..keke..
sometimes, things cant go the way one wants it to..either u accept it, or fight it..i may not be a girl tt has alot of courage..argh~..i hate it lidat too..i wish i can jus be a str8 forward person, but, i'm being "trained"..haha..telling something str8 forward, i get myself into trouble..so, i rather not tell..rather bottle up, and bottle up..and bottle up..haha..
i dunno wad i'm talking abt now..shall jus shuttup..whoo~..Manila Turn tml, come back in the evening..Mambo anyone??..
pat, u're missing out in the Mambo man!!..rite Janey?..haha..we had loads of fun last week!!..haha..janey, more Mambo pwease?..keke..whoo~..i wan more Mambo!!..haha..
i've been sleeping more den 12 hrs a day..and 1 word.."SHIOKS!!"..haha..neva feel so relaxed before..so, i owaes look forward to touching down cuz i noe i can be sleeping all the way..whoo~..
k la..tt's all abt it..i'm gonna go out wit my baby now..
...beauty exposed ;
Monday, November 28, 2005
dun ask me how am i..cuz i will tell u 1 thing.. "i'm FREAKING TIRED"..seriously, i dun haf enuff slp..argh~..
jus came back frm Hyderabad turn..dun ask me wad country is tt, its jus in INDIA..yes, its my 3rd time heading to India..but its jus different parts of the country..why do i owaes kana indian flights..although the load was light, i worked as if it was full load..my god..
wishing tt i faster get home, is my only thing..i was so tired..when turbulence came, i wished it was all the way to SIN..but too bad la..haha..even sitting down for 10 mins, i fell aslp..can imagine how i tired i was?..yea baby!..tt's why i wished turbulence was all the way!..haha..
i'm freaking tired..i wan off days!!!..
things haven been going well for my brain..i've been thinking..
my galfwenz will noe tt someone is back for me..tt someone, i gave up for the reasons..crappy reasons?..but now, i finally noe wad it is all about..wad the real reasons were..but, wad i keep saying is tt its too late..cuz someone else is in my life..
seriously, if i could turn back time, i wouldn't haf start in any of the relationship..cuz, both WAS and IS someone i love..i love the person in my life now..he has taught me things tt i will neva teach myself..he has made me think, made me independent, made me change my attitude..he has changed my life..
but thinking back, the other person, i used to love too..he has given me plenty of pamperings..owaes pampering, doting me as if i'm a baby..but, he has neva made me think cuz he knew i dun lyk to think..any problems, he'll jus settle for me..this was how pampered i am..
but now, all things haf changed..i've changed too..now tt i noe the real reasons, dere is nothing i can do..i cant stop u, frm wad u wanna do..i haf my choice, i haf the entitlement of choosing..
why do things happen in this way..why muz it be tt when someone loses something precious, den will regret and come back searching for tt precious again..its a human mentality?
hmm..i dunno..
i'm tired..very tired..
...beauty exposed ;
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Came back frm Jakarta on Sun..whoo~..fast man..i was halfway collecting trays, nex moment, the Captain announced "Cabin Crew, prepare for arrival.."..my god..my mind was lyk "wad the??? so fast?!!"..haha..
time really passes fast when we fly..nex moment, i'm back home..haha..
off day on monday..tues, left for Seoul..freaking cold country..my god..i was freezed..temperature dropped to -1 at nite..MINUS ONE!!!..my face, feet, hands, body were soooo cold!!!..when we touched down, it was only 10deg..but it was still cold..argh~..
went only to the Lotte Mart to shop for drystores..it was tooo freezing, went back str8 to hotel..after tt, slept all the way..to wee hrs in the morning..journey to the airport was very long..i slept again..knowing i'll be Paxing back..i no nid to be so stressed..haha..
i can say " PAXING BACK IS DAMN BLARDY SHIOK~!!!!"..hahaha..jus lyk a normal pax, eat, slp, play, watch movie..i watched 2 movies, played mahjong, played Super Mario on board..whoo~..eat Refreshments, drink, Lunch..shioks man~~~..no nid to clear anything..whoo hoo~!!..keke..
touched down on 2.15pm..reached home at 2.45pm..whhoo~..nice nice..keke..nex up, Saigon Turnaround..come back chop chop..yeah yeah..
my parents will be leaving for K.L on fri to sun..sobs..will miss dem..hmmm..
back home, damn shioks..miss my bed, my dog, my mum, my dad, my room and my BABY!!!..keke..
to baby: the day before i left, it was a horrible day..dunno wad happened to the both of us..but i hope everything's alright now.. :) u noe i love you..muacks~..
...beauty exposed ;
Sunday, November 20, 2005
seriously, tis job is causing me to lack of beauty slp..i dun haf much beauty slp..damn..my rings are getting darker, my face is getting drier, my face is owaes under construction due to the makeup, hands, feet, everything is getting drier..DAMN!!..haha..
back frm Shanghai..lucky i came back very early, and it wasnt delayed..trip to Shanghai was good..all came frm China..all very fun and cute pax to talk wit..even male pax talked to me, female pax talked to me..all wanna guess me age..haha..den tis ah ma came and tell me i'm very pretty..awww...so cute..had fun..but on the way back, shyt man..all s'poreans..my sheesh..now i understand why s'poreans are very hard to please and its our fragile pax..they jus cant wait..aiyo..i really walked frm Shanghai all to way back to Sin..really damn tired..wan tis, wan tt, nid tis, nid tt, tk tis, tk tt..they jus cant wait!!..alamak..
happy to touch down..see baby picking me up, jus dissolves everything..all my tiredness..all gone..glad to be back home..SUn's my fastest flight..turnard flight to Jakarta..haha..hmmm..fast flight..muz be mentally prepared cuz all crew wun haf the time to teach..tt's one thing for sure..tml, i shall do things on my own and ask when the time is rite..hope nothing goes wrong..keep my fingers crossed..after Jakarta, it'll be my Seoul flight..yes..cant wait for tt..cuz i'll work my way up but sit my way down..wun be working..yeah!!..cuz i've 2 SNY crews..whee~..i've received a note, them telling me they're joining my flight..hahaha..reminds me of the time in Sept, where i did tt too..hahaa..so cute..intend to keep those notes..keke..
miss my girlfwens so much!!!..my pat babe is in Mel now..my janey, dunno where but miss u lots babe!!..bot stuffs for u babes but will pass it to u when we all mit up k?..my fat fat is in Genting, enjoying urself..wa lau~..all missing..BABES, MISS U ALL SOOOO MUCH!!..MIT UP SOON K?..
take care peeps..
chao~!!..
...beauty exposed ;
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
haven been updating ar?!!!..
BUSY LA..came back from India, left for Sydney.. NOW came back from Sydney la..haha..
India, Ahmedabad was great..had a fun time wit the crews tho' i was alone..everyone was so nice and warm..had weird dishes but wad the heck, i still ate..haha..diffent lifestyle culture..
my in-flight supervisor is great..treat me lyk his daughter..haha..he has the figure of "Rambo"..hahaha..but he's damn damn nice..keke..
came back frm Sydney..argh~..damn tired..1st, Sydney airport got delayed for 30 mins..touch down in Singapore only at 2235..my god..i'm dead tired..haha..baby picked me up and off i went for my humble home..
got checked for my flight..everything was ok..good i suppose?..my Leading Stewardess, super nice to me..made me 1st class hot chocolate, gave me sweets to eat, gave me moisturizer, gave me eye mask..super nice..but she keep calling me her "bad child"..and i call her my "mummy"..she took care of me until we're machiam fwenz..she doted me alot..haha..awww..
her husband was oso flying wit us..and he's damn nice too..initially, he wasnt smiling to me de..after awhile, he started to smile, took care of me..mabbe cuz of his wife?..haha..my LSS told me "u good girl, alot of ppl will dote on u"..haha..I WAS A GD GIRL OK..keke..
nex up, Shanghai..whoo~..shopping and more shopping..yeah..
i think my room should be a hotel room..i'm slping in other countries's hotel rooms more den mine sia..DAMN..haha..i miss my bed..keke..
ok la..gotta go..no pix cuz this is the 2nd time i've been to Sydney..nothing to take la..haha..
take care peeps~..
chao~!!..
my pat babe..u're leaving on a jetplane..only coming back on 07 Dec..sobs..my bitching session, singing session, msn-ing session..aiyoh..gonna miss u..rem. wad i told u k?..do take care..mmmmuuuuuuaaacccccckkkkkssss!!..miss u miss u!!..haf a safe flight!!..
...beauty exposed ;
Monday, November 07, 2005
looks lyk i haven been blogging since 28 Oct..well, busy busy busy..wit flights & being terribly tired everytime i touch down..
tis is how my life would be for the rest of my life..soon, boredom comes in..loneliness seeps into my life..argh~..
jus came back frm London on sat..seeing my parents waiting for me outside the belt & of cuz, seeing my most loved standing outside, waiting for me, makes me feel so at home..familiar faces, familiar environment..i can proudly say.."IT FEELS DAMN BLARDY GOOD TO BE HOME!!!!!"..
haha..it sure does..talking abt London, it was good..basically, temp. went down to freaking 10deg & i was so cold..during the day, it was abt 15deg..which was much better..but still cold..luckily i had my coat on..sometimes during the day, it rained..oh man..sightseeing was super great..
finally, i saw the famous London Eye, Big Ben, Birkingham Palace, London Bridge..it's all soooo beautiful..i'm thinking of bringing my parents dere..its really so nice..all the roman crosses, roman stuffs..even the cathedral makes me drool..so nice!..imagine getting married dere..sheeshh..think everyone will look at the cathedral's surrounding rather den the ceremony sia..hahahaha..
14 hrs of flight is a really tiring thing to do..i was totally shagged out..all my energy, my strength..only wish was to faster reach my home..finally, landed in Singapore..whoo~..
tired la..nothing much to blog..missed my fwenz soo much, die die wanna mit up wit dem..especially my girlfwenz..looking at the other 2 mugging in their studies, makes my heart pain pain..babes, study hard k..its gonna be over in jus another 24 hrs..(for janey..)..looking at my buddy, see her abit sick, tired, bored..tried to make her laff..think me & baby did..will wanna see the 4 of us hafing our ladies nite sometime..it was so much fun back den..girls, muacks..love you guys millions!..
i missed my baby so much..jus wished time would stop for awhile..soon, tml i'll be leaving again.argh~..i hate to leave when i haven spend enuff time wit him..to be in his arms is all i wanna do..it jus shakes all my troubles, my mistakes i did in the plane, my scoldings, everything & it really comforts me to see someone being dere for you whenever u're feeling down..often, i had to take in a deep deep breath & tell myself i can do it when its time to be on the plane..but, i'll still get scolded..& it breaks me down cuz i really put my best into it..i'll jus go to the toilet & look myself in the mirror..tears came down..but i jus grit my teeth & bear wit it..i hate it..
my life..5 yrs down the road..its gonna be lyk this..i'll miss my family, my love, my fwenz soooo much..for tis, i'll apologize if i miss any special occasions..especially my family's bdays, love's bdays, fwenz's bdays..i'm sorry if i missed it..but i definitely miss u all so much..(babes, u noe i miss u all so much..)..arghargh~........my dad got so worried abt me due to the Delhi news..the market tt i went during my Delhi trip, got bombed..he got so worried, he went to the temple to get a amulet for me..touched my heart so much i promised myself tt i wil be very careful whenever i'm away..dad, mum..i love you guys so much..
leaving for India tml..think i'll mug on my Da Vinci..haha..take care peeps..will be back on Friday..miss me..
chao~!!..
pat..exams are over for u..but still, u gotta study hard in Mel k..pls pls take care of urself & try not to fall sick k..dun smoke so much can?..pls do call me if anything k..i definitely will miss u lots lots..i'm sorry, i cant send u off..it perks me up not to send u off, damn frustrating..but i'll try to pick u up k..i'll miss u babe..looking forward to dec 7..muacks..love you millions babe..
janey..exmas will be over soon for u..gam ba te ne..u can do it!..will miss u lots lots when i'm away..muacks..take care k..rest well, play well too..love ya..
fat..study hard k..u can do it..u're very smart de..k?..i wanna see you laffing madly, crazily de..tt makes me laff too..keke..love ya babe..
__babes, let's haf our ladies nite again k..we had so much fun in the previous one..muacks..____
baby..u do noe i miss u the most..spending time wit u is wad i wanna do whenever i touch down in SIN..baby, time wil be our enemy..let's spend the most we can spend together..jus noe, tt i miss u terribly..muacks..i love you..
...beauty exposed ;
