...Lost In Beauty...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

yes yes !!!..

finally my leave is here!..

which means to say..

MY HONGKONG TRIP IS TML!!!..

whoo hoo~..

i cant wait!..

gonna shop lyk mad..

eat lyk mad..

play lyk mad..

whoo!!!!..

finally a break for me..

worked too hard..

take care everyone!..

chao!..

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, July 19, 2007

frankfurt-new york was a FANTABULOUS trip!

enjoyed myself to the very max!..

and oso, got myself a big hole in the pocket..haha..

partied in NY, altho' its a new experience

but, it aint tt fun..prolly its the weekday..

and the place is similar to our ktv pubs..

jus tt its more spacious abit and only

a few ppl dancing..

and the music quite sux..hehe..

anyway, the crew for this flight was damn fun..

tho' we jus met for the 1st time,

but we've some connectivity among each other..

haha..wad a small world..

we really enjoyed the trip alot alot..

coming back from the trip, we went ktv and club..

my god..yday mambo was damn fun..

this the 1st time ever, i've seen..

our drinks covered the 2 tables tt we had..

13 jugs and 3 trays of apple shooters..

tell me how not to get high..

hahahahaa..

it was damn fun..

company was fun..

thanks to all..colleagues and new found fwenZ!..

the guys : jeffery, alvin, khalid, allan, bryan, ryan..

the gals : ivy, wendy, gladys, lynnet, yilin and me..

i had fun..seriously..

and so..my hkg trip is cOMING..

i cant wait!..

arggghhhhh...

my standby got called up for sydney..damn..

supposed to be a 1 day standby..

argh..disrupt my off day..

so irritating..

i cant stand it..

#$@#%$#%$*^%*$^@#

chao ppl..~

...beauty exposed ;

Thursday, July 05, 2007

could one tell if the person still loves you?..

i came to a conclusion tt one cant tell, but can feel..

somehow or rather, i felt it..

mabbe i was wrong

but it did actually felt wrong..

i wished at tt moment of time

i could jus bury my head somewhere..

somehow or rather, i felt disappointed..

i jus wished i wasnt tt itchy backside..

at least, i would've felt better..

at least, i would still be deceiving myself..

but blessing in disguise?, i would say..

now, i will NOT be deceiving myself ANYMORE..

enuff is enuff..

i dun deserve to be treated this way..

i will NOT be treated this way..

i deserve better treatments..

least i feel tt someother ppl out dere will

love me for who i am..

accept me for who i am..

treats me the way i shld be treated..

i shld be having a great life now

and shouldnt allow such things to affect me..

my wishful thinkings will be stopped..

enuff of imagining, thinking, wondering, hoping..

i shall make myself a betta person..

i nid therapy..

chao~..

off to find my therapy..

...beauty exposed ;

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

i am so so tired..

so so tired from my flight to hkg..

so so shagged out..

i knew it was gonna be a super duper shagged flight..

and yes, i am beyond tt..haha..

it turned out to be a 'mama' flight..

if u ask wads 'mama' flight..

lemme tell u..

its a flight filled wit indians!..

my god..once they start to noe how to

press the call light, they'll start

pressing for little little stuffs!..

ARRRGHHHH!!!..

it seriously pisses me off!..

"whisky wit soda, no ice.."

argh..

"VATER, vater pls.."..

*faint*

anyway, looking at the bright side..

aft crew received compliments..haha..

not too bad aye~..

yday i had a fantastic dinner..

wit my 2 bitching batch girls..

haha..

i can only bitch wit the 2 of them ard..

i'll jus tell them anything tt happened

on my flight before..whaha..

we were supposed to go The Line at Shangri La

but thanks to my dear girl, who forgot to

bring the voucher for the dinner..

we switched to Ritz Carlton ; Greenhouse..

my god~..so nice!..

altho' the variety of the food is not alot, but compared to

The Line, we often din get to eat alot cuz too much selection

and u tend to get full easily..

as for Greenhouse, we managed to eat ALL..

hahaha..

sashimi, salads, soups, cold dishes, hot dishes..

even the deserts!..

i took all, but only to eat a few cuz the rest not so nice..

it was a wonderful dinner..

and i love the bitching session we had..haha..

we'll haf 1 more, before my dearie maureen

leaves for perth.. =)

both of them are quitting..

boo hoo..

no more bitchings..

tt somehow or rather tempted me..

i too wished i can quit too..

and enjoy loads of slacking, lazy bum days..

but its impossible..

i'll jus walk one step, count one step..

take care ppl..

chao~..

...beauty exposed ;

Monday, July 02, 2007

its amazing how time flies..

2nd july 2007..

its oredi the 2nd half of the year..

bye to the 1st half..

things happens for a reason..

dun fret and broad over it anymore..

let bygones be bygones..

learn thru the experiences u've faced and come across..

soon, u'll learn how to face things tt come along

the way..

when friday comes, i'll be a damn HAPPY girl..

whaha..dun ask..u'll somehow noe why..

WHHeeeEEeeeeeee..

guys do face problems..i guess..

and more often, they approach a girl..

to view a girl's opinion..

and my bunch of monkeys,

sometimes do ask me for opinions..

not tt i'm a love consultant or something..

but, they prolly feel tt i'm closer to them

den any of the girls in our grp..

and often, they get the point but still,

its up to them to decide wad they wanna do..

as wad i owaes say, i'm good at advising

but i'm a sucker myself..HAHA..

anyways, i'm owaes glad to lend a listening ear to them..

they've been dere when i was down, so now..

its my turn..

janey babe, no matter wad the outcome is,

u noe tt i'll be behind u all the way..

i believe u do trust and believe in wad u're doing,

is the right way..

babe, u'll owaes haf me supporting u..

whenever u nid a support, i'm owaes here k..keke..

love ya..

been long since i played mahjong..

the moment i sat down to play, my monkeys

said " the aura, of the Mahjong QueeeEeeeennnn!.."

so irritating!..aiyo!..

its been super duper long since i last played..

haha..my mischievious monkeys..

my hongkong holis is coming soon!..

i jus cant wait!..

arghhh..i wanna go shopping!!!..fast fast come!!!..

i cant wait to enjoy myself dere,

haf a hella time eating, shopping, playing!

enjoying the company of my fwenz!..

yes!..finally, my hongkong is coming!..

chao ppl..

i'm off to enjoy my lazy off days..

hehe..

...beauty exposed ;