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    Saturday, December 30, 2006


    gonna be the end of 2006 soon..so fast..each passing day, every 24 hrs passed, gosh..its end of 2006, welcome 2007..anyway..

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK!!..may all yr wishes come true and may year 2007 be a great year for u!.. :p

    yday, was a day i was disappointed wit a fwen..a gd fwen of mine, a close fwen of mine..was being informed tt she's utterly drunk and couldnt drive..it made me worried and i actually rush down whilst i was oredi snuggling in bed wit my baby..moment i got down, saw her lying soundly in the car..wit tears, and the strong smell of alcohol, i noe she's had too much..drove the car, din noe which way to go..while on the other side of my ear, she kept asking me to get out of the car, leave her alone, stop the car, park the car aside..all these, i hear le..i'm very disappointed..but i told myself to tahan and drive on..dunno which way, i decided to drive back to my home..halfway reaching home, she again, asked me to stop the car..threatened to stop the car herself..and i shouted tt death will be on both of us if she stop the car suddenly..i really had enuff of her nonsense..the ugly way she treat me, i'm utterly disappointed..i parked her car further away from my hse, got down the car and left her alone..i dun wanna hear anymore of the hurting words..she hurt me lots and i actually teared..gosh..i was hurt by her words, wad she had said..argh..1st time, i'm feeling disappointed in a fwen..i din expect by me treating fwenz this way, i'll get disappointed..all the while, i treat my fwenz wit everything i can..within my limits..but, to now, i feel tt its not necessary to go all the way for a fwen..anytime, this fwen of yrs may jus treat u as nothing..disappointing aint it?..yea..i am..shant be bothered anymore..

    anyway, on a brighter note, i'm having a party tonight!..whee~..watch out hennessy and chivas, here i come~~~..hahaha..party party~~..whoo hoo..keke..cant wait!..hehe..here i come!..

    take care..and HAPPY NEW 2007 PEEPS!!..mmmmmuuuuaaaacccckkksss!!!!..chao~!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, December 26, 2006


    meeRRrrryyy xxxxMMmmaaaaAAssss!!!...

    merry xmas everyone!..to all my fwenz, my babes, my family, my everything!..keke..

    celebration was great!..whoo~..agacia's party was wild..xmas dinner was a hell of a fun time!..

    dinner wit a bunch of crazy peeps at Barcelona Wine Bar..well, apparently food sucks..but ambience was good..followed by a crazy and fun filled night at KTV..my god..everyone was bonkers..bottles of wines, chivas and vodka..crazy singing, stupid games, silly forfeits..whahaha..i can rem my babe, sinting had to pretend to haf ants in her pants and pretended to be a crocodile doing a crocodile roll..my gosh..she's good man..whaha..and our dear don, pretended to be attacked by swarm of mosquitoes..and guess wad, wei and eddy was the SWARM of mosquitoes..whaha..damn damn funny..well, at least, everyone enjoyed rite?..everyone had their laffters..pressies given out was super funny..eddy's pressie was up for grabs..why?..hahaha..ask don..whahaha..Penguin Water Dispenser from Action City..whahhaa..up for grabs~...i got the Tic Tac Toe drinking game..whoo..at the end of the party, everyone ended up feeling high and our poor biao jie qiusi, was drunk..vomitted lyk mad, sinting gotta throw away her WHITE jacket coated wit red wine vomits..whahaha..wine glass was smashed..everyone DEFINITELY enjoyed..

    super shag at the end of the day..drove wei's car..whoo..new experience..but niCE!..i got the gist of driving it liao..whahaha..tho' i had a bump on his tyre..oops..but, it was good..kana road block, but..heng for my short skirt, and pretty me, the policeman let us go..*vomits*..whahaha..

    janey, u missed out the madness we had!..i missed u sia!!..

    parties over, time to settle down, quieten down and RELAC..another party coming up soon..die die..

    patsy babe..sinting, janey, me really miss u..we miss u hafing fun wit us..we miss u laffing wit us..meet up soon k..wit the usual bunch of peeps..k..i wanna show u my new hairstyle lei..whaha..as wad yc say, i look lyk Rei En look-alike..whaha..its THAT short now..hehehe..we miss u babe!!!..muacks..and of cuz, we still love ya..loads..yr pressie wit me noe, wan anot..hehe..

    in a few days time, its gonna be the end of 2006..once again, time flies..gosh..my new yr resolution..whaha..AMORE!!!..janey and fats!!..AMORE!!!..janey!!..we wanna wear midrifs to club de lei!..whaha..rem not!..keke..

    anyway, happy christmas and happy boxing day everyone!..chao~!!..dun drink and drive ar..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, December 23, 2006


    xmas is really coming..jus 2 more days..whheee~~~...open pressies time~..keke..

    pressies haf been wrapped, cards haf been writted..all set for xmas..yeah..parties coming up and i'm getting hyped up~!..

    spent bombs and bombs on pressies, but its something i lyk..a time of sharing and a time of giving..merry xmas everyone..whee~..

    fancy me being at home on a FRIDAY rite..yea yea..i'm home..no plans, nothing..considering the fact tt i might go St James again..whahahhaa..but, i slept from 5pm to 9pm..really shiok..and on the other hand, having 4 off days in a row is great..changed my flight away and i got the deserved off days..yay~..tt's why i can party till mad..hehe..

    cant wait to say merry xmas to everyone!..cant wait for our big grp dinneR!..whee!..

    anyway, the venue is at Unity Street, Robertson Walk..Barcelona Wine Bar..7pm..yay~~~..

    love it when i've such big grp of fwenz..whaha..mad..

    anyway, i'm getting tired liao..sianz..on a FRIDAY!!!..my god..haha..

    take care~..chao~!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, December 20, 2006


    *faint..sweat..*..coming up wit xmas party aint fun at all..all the organizing is really headache..and FINALLY, we came up wit something..something nice, something memorable, something new..for me to noe, for u to find out..details has been sent out to every peeps..pls do come..i dun wanna see anyone not coming..

    xmas is coming..and i'm all hyped up of receiving pressies!..whahaha..anyway, i'm glad i'm ard for this occasion..been invited to lots of places and i'm so happy i'm being invited!!..whahaha..
    23rd, party..24th party..25th party!!!..whoo~~~~..cant wait!..

    been slogging at home..heard tt the rain yday poured the whole day..whoo~..i wasnt ard..and yday was a damn tiring day for me..after my KUL flight, connected to CGK flight..my god..i was dead tired..but am glad, i'm home..safe and sound..

    i miss someone..someone tt has been wit me thru my ups and down..u noe who u are..its really been a super very long time since i last saw u at CoffeeClub..i noe u've been busy and been tired from work..but still, try to meet up?..so many things happened and u've been missed..tt's how, we dun haf anything to talk..cuz we dunno where to start..not tt we dun wanna tell u things, but, so long neva see each other..dunno where to start..we used to haf our bitching sessions, but now, its only down to 2 ppl..come on, meet up soon k?..

    anyway, xmas party~..here i come!..whoo...hahaha..

    take care peeps~!..chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, December 16, 2006


    suddenly, a lost of wad to buy for fwenz for xmas..can dun buy..haha..

    been going for shopping to shop for xmas pressies..end up, buying things for myself..whaha..oops..

    and i found out, dancing witout the pleasure of drinking aint no fun..mambo was fun, but i cant drink much..got myself a backache due to dancing..darn..whole body aching..haha..thurs, herstory nite..again, cant drink much..damn tired to dance..conclusion, u gotta drink to dance and dance to drink..man...its tiring witout alcohol..hehe..

    anyway, the season of giving is here..and i'm super broke..really..waiting for money to drop into my bank..hehe..xmas party has been changed..due to some unforseen circumstances..hahaa...

    going back to work tml, and i feel ok wit it..which means, gd!..i dun feel the lethargic-ness in myself..hehe..more off days to go..hehehe..

    k la, i talk enuff rubbish oredi..take care peeps, chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, December 13, 2006


    ho ho ho..my oh my..time flies and its coming to the end of year 2006..whoo..christmas is coming~..anyone to date?..keke..

    my shopping list is gonna be up and its gonna be super long..many pressies to buy, many pressies to wrap and hope i get pressies to UNWRAP..haha..pressies for me?..pwease?..keke..christmas is a time whereby i love the gatherings, the laffters, the warmth, loving, enjoyment wit fwenz and family..and thank God, i'm finally ard on these occasions..christmas, and new year~!!..whee~..party party~..

    i cant wait till our christmas party over at don's place..potluck, together wit a no-less-no-more den 30 bucks xchange gift..muz be exactly 30 bucks..all thanks to chen guowei who gave the idea..interesting tho'..lets see wad we'll get..haha..plenty of fwenz, bringing their 'dates'..haha..jus cant wait till tt day..i love christmas..*wink*

    i'm dreaming of a white christmas..dream on eh..keke..anyway, i jus got back from Bangalore turn..ya, say i'm suay or wadever..i think, its due to wad my fwen said, i've been given Indian flights..thanks fwen, u noe who u are..u bad mouth u..sometimes, i jus dun understand some kinda ppl..i mean passengers..they lovvvveee to do things at the last min..when giving water to u, u dun wan..den when we finish giving water..U WAN..wad the hell..den when we gif water to 1 pax, the other pax dun wan..den when we finish everything, the other pax tt dun wan, NOW WAN..wth~~~..they love to see us walking up and down lyk mad ppl, wit kebayas flying in the air..sheeessshhh..say wad u wan straight la..why wait till last min..piangz..anyways, weird ppl eh..

    i'm gooing for my christmas shopping wit my babe..been long since i've seen her..and we're gonna paint the town red..hahaha..wanna drop by to GUcci..ekkeke..dere's discounts going on, and i wanna check out wallets..for me la~~..hahaa..or even bags..hehe..and afterwhich, dinner and drinks..yay..girls day eh..alrighty, time for me to hit the sack..i noe its 930am in the morning, but while u guys were sleeping, i was working..so, its pay back..my turn to slp..hehe..

    nite peeps..take care..chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Monday, December 11, 2006


    I see MYSELF in my tangled head
    With love and feelings dead..
    tears of numbness flow...
    frustrated and annoyed
    Because of pains I can't avoid
    feelings, destroyed...
    NUMB...
    need an injection...
    to cure my numbness..
    emptiness is here...
    nights are days...
    days are nights..
    hours are all blend into one...
    my worthiness all gone...
    with wadever i can muster,
    i seek strength, so hard to find...
    so beaten down...
    Worn out from the struggle...
    Tattered, lethargic...
    And heavy with pain...
    In weariness, it beats...
    Once open with trust,
    Now shattered...
    Once shining with light,
    Now withered inside...
    all feelings,
    In silence it cries...
    Crumbling with hopelessness,
    It's a tired kind of love...
    and a tired, dying heart...
    stop all doubts..stop all sensitiveness..stop all imaginations..stop all thinkings..stop..
    i am not who i am anymore..i am so cold..leave me alone and lemme haf my cool..i am running mad..stop asking anymore..stop..stop probing..stop all questions..i cant answer..i haf no answer..i cant think anymore..stop..pls stop..

    ...beauty exposed ;

    Friday, December 08, 2006


    i'm back!..from my 7 days trip..time zone is from GMT +9 to GMT -8..imagine how jetlag i am..anyways, the trip has been a gd one..i managed to see wad i wanna see, and shop wad i wanna shop..hehe..

    stopover in Narita, i slept for more than 12 hrs..touched down, too tired to go makan..slept all the way to the nex's day check out time..and guess wad, perfect working position for me..

    1st sector: B2
    2nd sector: B2
    3rd sector: C4
    4th sector: B2..

    wonderful..haha..no nid to talk much, jus keep heating meals, changing meals, loading here and dere..haha..i find it gd..gd practise for me..now, i'm champs in galley work liao..haha..

    touching down in the noon in LA, i din wanna sleep as i noe i sure will suffer at night..decided to head to SANTA MONICA..whoo..took the bus to Santa Monica..nice place, which oso made me spend a bomb..haha..Abercrombie killed me, Forever 21 killed me..haha..Zara, Guess, Ripcurl, etc..all the latest brands u can ever find..and its so beautifully lighted up..due to xmas ne..hehe..shopping was killing me..by night, it was getting cold..chilly winds..nice place to be at..the song Santa MOnica kept running in my mind..and i wished i could bring my parents' eyes wit me, so tt they too can experience..hmmm..during the 7 days, i miss my home and mummy daddy so much..keke..daddy's girl ma..hehe..timing was so diff..when i awake, everyone's sleeping back home..when i'm sleeping, everyone's awake back home..this is how bad my jetlag is..tt's why i hate long long flights..

    the nex clear day in LA, decided to head to Universal Studios!!!..day started early in the morning wit free bfast in the hotel..haha..after tt, i met up wit 1 of crew tt i flew b4..couldnt rem his name, but after tt, i rem la..haha..sowwie, so many ppl, i cant rem de la..took a "free" train ride to Universal City..and i realize, its how easy to get along wit train..when we got to the train stn, we took a shuttle bus and up we went..so happy!..

    arrival at Universal Studio, paid 51USD..yes, its tt ex..imagine DisneyLand is 60-70USD ok..and i got all excited lyk a little girl..hehe..so many characters..hehe..1st stop, went to Shrek's 4D theatre..so funny, its an auditorium and its 4D..seats will move, water will squirt out..air will come out..so fun!..after tt, off we went to WaterWorld..where, its lyk any other water shows..fire, water, explosions..nice~..and they specify which seating area is the Soak Zone..haha..after tt, off we went to ride the Mummy..nice ne..but not very thrilling..its jus dark area, roller coaster, den it goes backwards..haha..and we went to Jurassic Park..i jus love the song in Jurassic Park..reminisce my past during sec sch, playing the song..hehe..its was a wet ride..i got alittle wet la..haha..but not a lot..hehe..

    studio tour was fantastic..showed us how they film movies..jus small area, and film it lyk its so big..small streets, small places, empty places, but the movie?..fantastic..even showed us Fast and Furious setups, Desparate Housewives, War Of the World, Grinch, Frankenstein, and many more..really a gd exposure..will be super amazed..esp Jaws..its jus a small stupid fake area and stupid shark is damn fake..and how they film big ocean view?..its jus a big wide BLUE SCREEN..blardy hell..haha..smart eh..given a chance, pls go to universal studio..u'll definitely enjoy lyk i do..haha..showed us how they use GREEN SCREEN to make the area lyk its real lidat..wa piangz..very amazed..really..

    day ended and we were drained out..i went wit 1 couple and the probationary girl..the couple is such nice ppl.. :) ..din managed to go DisneyLand..i will, someday..

    into Tokyo, blardy journey from airport to hotel is 2 hrs..i slept lyk a baby..checked in, had a quick dinner..head to lala land..nex day, shopping in Shinjuku, Ueno..nice place..but, jus super chilly and cold..hehe..ate my favy food, ramen..super nice but loads of msg..makes me so thirsty..shopping was great at 100Yen shop..i owaes go mad..and tend to buy things for the sake of buying..haha..irritating rite..hehehe..

    and finally, my way back home..tho long, but the tot of going home, perks me up..so happy so see my home, my jumbo, my parents..hehe..woke up early in the morning and jumped onto parents's bed..hehehe..so happy to see my mum and dad..keke..

    anyway, much has been said..time to sit back, relax and enjoy my off days..my well deserved off days..take care ppl..meet up if whoever's free yea..my janey babe is in HKG wit her boy...hope she enjoys the shopping..keke..

    take care, chao~!!..

    ...beauty exposed ;