Saturday, October 16, 2004
hi all..its been a terrifying 2 days fer me..yes..frm my blog entry, guess u all noe wat has happened..nothing much to say..as all i feel now is jus crying..tried very hard to fight back my tears..i did it once but i couldnt do it the second time..guys out dere, treasure the one u love..treasure ur relationships..dun hurt ur loved ones so deeply..u'll dunno how painful it is..this aint easy fer me..dun hurt, dun lead..its something which will hurt ur loved ones..and here i am..being the one tt is terribly hurt..girls out dere, love him more everyday..cherish him everyday..tell him how much u love him before its too late..let him noe how much he means to u before its too late..this is wat i've going through now and i'll telling u all..it aint easy to swallow everything down to urself and u find tt no one can understand u but only u urself..girls, dun put ur whole heart, mind and soul in until u realize he is the one tt is gonna spend ur life wit..this is wat i've learnt..i did, and this is wat i got back ultimately..love hurts..truly hurts..my parents came to noe abt this..and i really broke down in front of my mummy..i ran to her and i jus broke down..she saw those tears in my eyes, all she could do was to stand by me..though she dunno how to console me, she still stood beside me and talked to me..showering me with all the care tt i nid..i'm gonna say this again even tho i've msged u..i noe u'll read my blog..i'm still deeply in love wit you, missing u so badly..i'm hoping tt someday, miracle will happen..i really love you..guys and girls, remember wat i say..u all dunno how much pain i'm going through now..
...beauty exposed ;