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    Monday, October 18, 2004


    hi peeps...i'm back..firstly..let me apologise to my peeps..u noe who u are..sorry..fer making u guys so worried abt me..so sorry..secondly..i'm ok le..after 2 days of torment, a good fwen of mine came to find me..and really made me think alot..made me realize alot of things..u all can neva imagine wat this fwen has spoken to me..so..i'm kinda fine le..promised myself to show my parents tt i'm fine..i started to munch things today le..my mummy was so happy..she talked to me again today le..sitting by my side and chatted wit me..really touched..felix called me and ask me to go guowei hse fer mahjong..i agreed..since i haven seen tt bunch of fwenz fer a long time..i reach dere at ard 5 plus..i was the 1st to arrive..gosh..keke..waited fer them..soon..they reach..and we started playing..halfway through playing, guowei's computer started playing some songs tt made reminded me of him.."nothing's gonna change my love fer you", "it might be you", "if i aint got you"..i was forcing myself not to think of last time, we played mahjong together in guowei's hse..i fight back my tears..felix realized my eyes were watery..he asked tiong to pass tissue to me..and felix gave me a piece..*thank u buddy*..he signalled guowei to skip the song..and guowei did..after skipping, tiong suggested to go fer a smoke..i din..i stayed in the room..i cried..once again, my tears got the betta of me..felix comforted me..after awhile, i calmed myself down..i stopped crying..after playing 2 rounds, i lost 27 bucks to ah tiong..blardy hell..keep on -4 tai zi mo-, -5 tai zi mo-...keke..so shitty..i lost..damn..guowei lost all the base money..41 bucks..piangz..after tt, it was ard 11.15 le..i called dad, to fetch me home..he said ok..so..while waiting, we all gathered at the kitchen to smoke..and we started talking..all 3 of them were comforting me..guowei was telling me "he seems lyk a guy wit confidence"..even felix agreed..guowei was saying "maybe his pride and ego ba"..i jus shudder my shoulders..and he said "since if its pride and ego, he's not worth fer u.."..after wat he's said..i jus kept quiet and listened to wat he said..think wat they say might be true..its no big-a-deal..tt's wat guowei said to me..after chatting, my dad came..and i left...and here i am blogging.. :)
    i realize..i haf peeps who cares fer me..and i've made them worry fer me..for 2 days..i tortured myself..i tortured my parents..peeps, dun worry abt me le..i'm kinda fine le..i noe wit the love and care frm u peeps, and my parents, i will grow strong..i've learnt my lesson, and i will learn it hard..nite peeps, love ya all..

    __fat: thank u..so much..i'm kinda fine le..dun worry abt me le..muacks..miss you..love you lots..__
    __pat: sorry..for yday..dun worry abt me le..muacks..prepare well fer ur exams k..miss you..love you lots..__

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