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    Thursday, October 21, 2004


    its been 7 days..since i last saw HIM..in fact, it was the last day i saw HIM, held HIS hands, kissed HIM, hugged HIM...i still remember...on this very day...we were at East Coast Lagoon, having dinner wit nigel and esther..at this very time, we were walking back to Macdonalds..holding hands, playing wit each other...still remember HE told me HE's getting bored, wanna find something to play..and we started playing...HE punch me, i punch HIM back, tickle HIM back..HE held me tightly in HIS arms while grabbing my head...even rested on HIS chest..sat down on the bench while waiting fer nigel and esther to walk by..chatted awhile on the bench and started heading to Macs again..at the bus-stop, waiting fer bus, heading to interchange together..i remember, when we reach Bedok, HE put HIS arms around me, while i rested on HIS chest and shoulder..and i kissed HIM on HIS cheeks..at the interchange, HIS bus came..tt was the last i kissed on HIS lips and said our goodbyes..tt was the last day i could kiss HIM, hug HIM, see HIM..
    but..tt was 7 days ago...now, i'm all alone..no one to rest my head on, couldnt see HIM, couldnt hug HIM, couldnt kiss HIM, couldnt play stupid stuffs wit HIM, couldnt do anything wit HIM..anymore..argh...i miss HIM dearly..
    i cant stop thinking of you..i'm still here fer you..i'm still around fer you..do you noe tt?..i'm still loving you the way i do since day 1..i'm still missing you the way i do since day 1..i'm still longing fer you the way i do since day 1..you noe ma?..you noe how much you mean to me ma?..you urself noe how much..you urself noe how much you mean to me..you noe de..
    peeps, sorry for doing this..but i hope you all can understand..

    patsy babe: i'm betta le..not so sick le..dun worry abt me..concentrate on your studies..look forward to see you..

    buddy: dun work at your job le..it pains me to see you being treated lidat..you're someone with value..defend fer your ownself..there are other jobs betta fer you..

    i noe you'll read my blog..look at every little word in my blog..the taskbar, wishlist, picture, my blog title..everything is fer you..only you..
    you were my strength when i was weak..you were dere fer me when i was down..you were dere to make me smile..you were dere to brighten up my day..you were dere to share my happiness..you were dere to share my sorrows..you were dere when i laugh..you were dere when i cry..you were owaes dere fer me..gimme a chance..to be dere fer you..when you're down, let me cheer you up..when you feel everything is crushing down onto you, let me be ur shelter, let me hug you..when you feel everything is not going right fer you, let me comfort you..let me be dere for you..to share your happiness and your sorrows..your everything..gimme a chance to be dere whenever you nid me..i will still say it again..i love you..i meant wat i say, i say wat i meant..from the bottom of my heart, i do love you..yes!..i love you..

    i dunno wat has happened to me..but..i guess i'm not in the wrong to express out how much i love HIM..you all out dere will understand how i feel..especially those who are in love..you noe who you are..you guys will understand..i guess..i've written alot..tt's much all..take care all..chao..

    ...beauty exposed ;