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    Wednesday, October 20, 2004


    so sick today...in fact, very sick..woke up at 830am today cuz i was having bad stomachache..i went to get some painkillers and went back to lie on my bed..after abt 9am, i started to get dizzy..and i was having runs..cant stop going to the toilet..some kinda diarrhoea..i was getting even more giddy by den..was in so much pain..until i decided to call my mum..i told her i keep vomitting nothing but water..and keep heading to the toilet..she asked me to make some honey water but i wasnt of much strength..i was very weak..i was sitting in the living room when i suddenly feel lyk vomitting again..i grabbed a bag and started to vomit..again, water came out..nothing else..my mum called me again and told me she'll be coming home to see me..i said okae..dad came home at 10..by den, i was in my room..cuddling up and bearing the pain..he saw me and was sayang-ing my head..he told me to drink water, but i cant..cuz i will vomit out..he told me to watch tv outside and dun be in the room..i did as he told..after abt 15 mins, he went off..saying my mum will be back soon...soon after he left, my mum came home..i stand up, and i fell to the ground..i fainted in front of her..suddenly, i jus blank out..i found myself on the sofa..lying down and she was beside me..she asked me to drink honey water..i did..and she helped me massage my back after she bathed..i was feeling slightly betta..but was still kinda giddy..i wanted to cry so much cuz i was in so much pain..physical pain..

    i msged HIM, telling HIM i fainted, vomitted, had diarrhoea..HE asked me izzit becuz i ate something wrong yesterday...but i din..i wanted to see HIM so much cuz i miss HIM very much..but i noe HE's working..after awhile, we msged abit..i din disturb HIM after much..HE needs to work..so..i rested while my mum was beside me..ard in the noon, i slept..all the way till 630pm..i was hoping HE would msg me and ask me how was i..but i was wrong..no msg frm HIM..maybe HE's busy or something..but..i was hoping HE would...i msged HIM at ard 7...HE din reply me at all..is HE really not caring fer me at all le?..isnt HE worried abt me?..

    i miss HIM alot..keep thinking of HIM the whole day..was wishing HE could come and see me..i noe you'll read my blog..i miss you..i really do miss you alot..i was hoping you'll msg me..but you din..still loving you as much as before..i jus wan u to noe tt..i still care alot for you..many times these days, i wanted to go to ur place downstairs..but i din haf the courage to..cuz i dunno wat will your reaction be..i can only miss you so much and love you so much in my heart..

    sorry peeps..i'm tired le..i'm really tired le..

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