Monday, November 15, 2004
__^* me and my ah fat!! *^__[on our way to Mac at east coast!]_
things can get soooo damn blardy complicating at times..dun u peeps think so?..argh~..when i'm occupied wit something, something has to happen and make me feel so fed up..ever been in a situation before whereby u wanna mit somebody and yet tt somebody spoke nothing of it?only when u mit some other ppl, den tt somebody wanna mit u?and u cant cancel ur miting wit tt some other ppl cuz tt some other ppl will scold u?and on the other hand, u wanna mit tt somebody very much?..argh~~..this is my situation now!!!..why why why?!..wat the hell!!..
now i feel so sandwiched lidat..grrr..before i continue, here goes fer sat..
Saturday: woke up at 8.40am, gonna mit sin fer a sunbath at east coast..weather was great, sun was shining nicely..perfect weather..only sin's suay mouth keep talking abt weather changing at marine parade..whaha..i was late..(as usual)..bus late la..not me..suppose to mit her at 9.45am, but i changed to 10am..(izzit?)..but she late..i later..i reach at 10.30am..slowly walk to east coast mac fer some b'fast..too full oredi..both of us decided not to go cycle and jus tan ourselves..indeed, weather was fine~..spotted a place on the sand to lay our cute and small mat..whaha..applied suntan lotion, lay down and started to chat wit her..sun was glazing onto our bodies..shiok sia..was listening to discman and both of us were singing..chatting alot among us..of cuz la..8 yrs of fwenship lei..come to realize we've known each other fer 8 yrs..aint tt great?..we made a pact tt we'll mark our 10th yr..we'll celebrate it at The Lawry's Rib..located at Paragon..yea babe!..10th yr!!..sun rays were on and off la..a moment, dere was sun, a moment, no sun..decided to leave at 12.45pm..cuz dad coming to fetch me to eat mutton soup..sin came along wit us..she and my family..very ripe de..whaha..after tt, dad sent her home..i got home at 1 plus..slept at 2pm..too tired..was waiting fer terence to call me cuz he oso slping..he book out at 1 plus too..niwae, the call came at 4pm..he was outside liao..on the way to tampines..piangz!!!..i shocked sia..wake up and started to prepare liao..met him at tampines at ard 4.50 lidat..funny..i drop off at interchange, i din even see him..walk to mrt station, call him and he was at the interchange..the place where i drop off..neh neh..keke..took the train, decided to go town..enjoyed the shopping..i had a special high tea sia..not pastries, cakes, tea, coffee hor..its at MOS BURGER..and correct lor..high-tea at 6pm..whaha..funny funny..made some shoppings..started to pour heavily..so, we shopped at taka and wisma 1st..before heading to far east..he wanted to go far east la..he met a couple of his fwenz..which made me feel weird..haha..he had to intro me la..bo bian..saw ma..he told me alot of "ah ping ge" looking at me..eee..we went to heeren to shop lor..he saw his fwenz again..haha..ard 8 plus, patsy called me lor..she wanna come mit me..but we were deciding to catch a show..but she din wan to..but she still came down to mit us cuz our show's at 12.15pm..coffee club was packed, headed to Spinelli's instead..bought drinks and started to chat..not bad la..fer him and patsy to start chatting and patsy asking her famous qian bien wen da ti..everytime she ask tt, i hate to answer one..but i smart ok..i answer 1 which is "zhen xiang da bai"..whaha..i rem ok..i smart sia..but he smarter..neh neh..my china lousy okae..stop teasing me tt..bleah..keke..was calling jane la..cuz she and her date ma..whaha..boat ride somemore..me and patsy jealous lei..hmm..sat till 12am, we left le..she went to mit fiona and agacia at Rouge, while i head to Cineleisure fer movies..Umizaru..some japanese diving show..not bad la..went to the preview lounge to watch de lei..beginning of the movie, he slp liao..keep dozing off..haiz~..din bother to pinch him la..watch the show myself la..keke..after ppl die in the movie, den he very awake..show gonna end le den he awake sia..ah doi..after show end, we headed to the roadside stalls to makan..hungry ar..high-tea din work at all..whaha..lubbish..keke..mummy called me at 2.30am sia..scare me lei..tot wat happened..but she updated me while i wasnt home la..of cuz, things to do wit jumbo la..jumbo's going through commando camp now..intensive training of her pee and poo in the kitchen..she can only come out when her pee and poo is at the right place..whaha..and oso, dad and sis had a tiff la..small matter nia..dunno y my sis is owaes lidat..not happy wit home stuffs..wats wit her and dogs sia..haiz~..pms la..keke..told my mummy to go slp cuz i wun be home yet..i was eating..yea, she headed to slp soon after we hung up..after eating, we went to 7-11 to grab some drinks..hee..walked frm town to selegie..haha..he sent me home ar..and he left only at 7 plus..chat lor..i slept at 8 today..wa lau..tired lyk hell..wake up at 4pm..slept back at 6.30pm..slp too much..was lethargic..din mit him today..cuz he celebrating hari raya wit his sis..(sis's a muslim)..din go out today la..tired..yawnz..
as i was saying..yes, tml i'm heading to sentosa..wit chris..and pian pian tml he wanna mit me fer lunch before he books in at 5pm..argh~..i cant cancel my stuffs wit chris~..cuz she'll scold me (she got scold me before)..hate it lei!!..hate it cuz he spoke nothing of miting up den last min wanna mit..wa lau..sandwiched feelings lor..argh!!..but no choice..had to reject it lor..haiz~..he's going fer a 4 day 3 nites tour in Tekong on tues..so, he wun be using his phone..grrr...pissed wit this kinda arrangements de!!..
niwae, i received a replied email frm HIM..really is a weird email..noe why?..HE reply lyk i'm some kinda stranger..the way HE reply, really lor..upset..why is my ex-bf lidat..why is HE treating me lidat..i'm HIS gf before..why treat me lyk a stranger..i dun owe HIM money..i dun even "ji jiao" money wit HIM de lor..indeed, this phrase is true.."jiang qian shang gan qing".. i noe i owe HIS mummy money fer the concert tix..tt's y i send HIM an email regarding the money thingy..HE neva help me speak up to ur mummy fer me ma?..not even fer the sake of being HIS ex-gf ma?..does HE really hafta go to this extent?..HE'S making me hate HIM izzit?..does HE really hafta do this?..wats wit HIM?..i'm HIS loved one before lei..haiz~..HE really upset me and turned my life ard manz..HE really did..
yawnz..i'm beat..nid to wake up early tml..jumbo's awake le..gonna tuck her in and make sure she's alright..gonna hit the sack le..chao peeps..tk care~.. 
...beauty exposed ;
