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    Thursday, December 16, 2004


    hmm..is it tt surprising tt i din go out and i stay home?..alamak..today 3 ppl ask me how come i neva go out..piangz!!..i stay home got problem..i go out oso got problem..wat la!!!..keke..din wanna go out today cuz i realize i haven been spending time wit my family and jumbo baby..so..i stayed home today la..

    had my dinner the usual time..after tt, watch dbl happiness wit my family..after the show, me and my mummy headed out fer a stroll..wit jumbo baby..keke..its been 2 days tt i've been doing this..and i feel great spending time wit them..strolling ard the neighbourhood areas and chatting wit my mummy..telling her abt how i am now..blah blah..keke..

    time really passes by fast..bin, louis and lawlen is in army le..only received calls frm bin and louis today..they're fine..haha..exercise shiong nia..keke..i wonder how my brudder lawlen is doing..keke..soon, it'll be ric's and cray's turn le..haha..botaks..keke..

    another 9 more days and it'll be christmas..hmm..christmas..a time to spend wit loved ones and fwenz..my buddies were discussing on hafing a potluck..go some ppl's hse and celebrate christmas..kinda cool and warming idea..but dunno whether keen anot..haha..last year, my christmas was celebrated at Mad Monks wit my once loved..well, guess this year will be THE year i'll celebrate alone..alone not as in no fwenz to celebrate wit..is the alone alone..u noe?..hahahaha..wadever~..when i was younger, i owaes go fer carollings wit my church mates..it was super fun cuz we normally start at 6pm on 24th, den head to someone's place, sing carols, play wit the band and start gorging on all the food..we'll carol till late nite, going to diff houses (even to my house) and we'll countdown to christmas at 12am..dere's a bus tt will send us here and dere..and owaes, we countdown in the bus and will celebrate in it..playing our instruments, singing carols..*sigh*..those were the days..fun, warmth, enjoyment..

    dunno where i'll head to this christmas..but shall jus wait and see ba..maybe dere'll be dates or some other stuffs???..haha..wadever~..jus wanna spend a fruitful one ba..still dun feel lyk looking fer a job..still got the kick fer studying..hmm..might try fer NIE..see how ba..dun wanna sign on cuz heard alot of NOs frm ppl in army..

    guess few of my peeps noe my problems..not actually problems..but confusing situations..haha..its hard to make decisions now and it'll get harder as time passes by..i dunno wat i wan..i dunno wat i nid..sitting by myself, alone..thinking hard..but it owaes turns out to be 2 ppl..wat the fish am i doing..am i ready fer another love?..argh~..i guess its jus lyk wat patsy babe say.."i'm afraid i'll fall, fall into an empty hole"..1 is tt, 1 is this..1 is this, 1 is tt..ahhhh!!..*headache*..i've all the time in the world..i've the upper hand..i make all the decisions and i'm not obligated to anyone..jus i, me and myself..unless i wanna include someone else in my life..i really hope my nex love, will be my last love..everyday is a growing day fer me..and i dislyk falling OUT of love..hah..who doesnt rite..argh~..lyk a growing plant..needs all the love, essential sunlight, water and air..wadever it tks to grow into a mature plant..i guess my plant withered..but it has revived again..but its taking slow time to grow..wad the fish i talking abt..maybe i shld jus let nature tks its course..alamak..i betta stop..argh~..

    i'm tired..i wanna enjoy..enjoy fun, laffters wit anyone..chao peeps~..

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