Sunday, December 26, 2004
whoo~..happy boxing day to all~..keke..yesterday, i stayed at home until 10pm..i went down to CoffeeClub wit patsy babe fer slacking..seriously slacking..we reached at 11pm, slack till 4.30am..hahaah..long rite?..but it was great!!..thanks babe!!..
we even met up wit ivy..keke..she's doing great in her job..and she was catching a show at cine lo..so, we chat until she no nid to order drink or sit wit her fwenz..she sat wit us, drink plain water..haha..we updated her wit SB-BG lo, everything..the 1st thing she did when she saw me was to pinch my cheeks!..neh neh~..pain lei..den patsy nothing at all..grrr..keke..she asked me how was i, blah blah..bf, no bf..or gf, no gf..keke..funny..when she left, she put her hand on my head and messed my hair and say "be good"..*diao*..chat wit patsy till 4am plus..whoa..we laff until we peng cuz we saw this guy..keke..and we involved janey inside too..janey, will tell u again nex time ya..patsy, i had great fun manz..thanx fer the talk..i realized alot of things le..and i noe wat i shld do le..and its time fer me to explode before anything happens..thanx fer owaes being dere to remind, guide me..thanx fer being dere to protect me frm banging into walls or falling down into empty holes..i think i cant tk it anymore le..guess u noe ba..thankew..after tt, we left home lor..reach home at 5, but slept at 7 plus..was doing some stuffs..hmm..rather feeling down..
today, tiong called me fer a mahjong session..but i rejected cuz i in no mood to play..so, turned down lor..woke up at 5pm, bro called me at 5.30pm and miting him at ECP fer swimming wit da dogs..haha..hurray..something to cheer me up..and it was fun..jumbo and charcoal were super cute..especially my jumbo baby..she dunno how to swim, keep trapping water instead of swimming forward..lyk wanna drown lidat..i had a great time laffing wit my parents, my bro's gf and my bro..super cute..and jumbo baby will run to me after she swim out..adorable baby..bro has to carry her in and out of the sea..so tt she can learn how to swim..haha..poor baby..charcoal wasnt a problem at all..he too started swimming when he was a baby boy..now he pro..can swim all my himself and fetch his toys to us..tt one no nid to leash, but my baby nid to leash..she siao one..will chase ppl..he'll jus easily swim through the waves, tk his toy and come back shore..cute rite?..haha..i even video my baby and charcoal while they were swimming..so cute..after tt, we headed back home..bathed my baby, and had dinner..during the journey back home, i was feeling super down, super cranky..whole day, he lyk MIA lidat..argh~..suddenly got sad and i cried..jumbo baby was wit me..i hugged my baby..and cried..since last nite at coffeeclub, i was upset le..i fought back my tears..but only broke down when i was on my bed..damn..alot of things haf been in my mind..din say anything out until last nite at CoffeeClub..
..chances come, chances go..sometimes you're lucky, sometimes you're not..either u cherish it hard and well, or let it go down the drain..
i've learnt tt the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments..will remember this phrase le..niwae, tt's all fer this week..christmas is over, new yr is coming up..may all u out dere stay happy, wishes come true..
chao~..
...beauty exposed ;