Saturday, January 29, 2005
damn..been sniffing and coughing wherever i go..so xin-ku..argh~..but wad the heck manz..its friday..heh..well, wanted to Zouk for the event..thanks to nigel fer telling me..keke..but ar..haiz..i ask ask here and dere, nobody wanna go..wa liu..when everybody wanna go, i dun wanna go..when i wanna go, everyone dun wanna go..sadz..keke..ask all my babes to go, some dun wanna go..alamak..bo bian lor..wanted to go rouge wit patsy and jane..but, they cancelled it..hmm..den tiong called me..whoa..ktv..whee~..wit my stuffed nose voice, i sang..hehe..even ordered Heineken manz..shioks..
met guowei and tiong outside Cityhall..shocked to see my dressing again..whaha..den walk to Funan to eat..eat liao, chat alot wit ah wei..thanx dude..i noe wad i shld do ba..no worries, i'll be fine..thanx fer ur concerns..alrighty, after dinner..decided to walk to chinatown..wa piangz..walk all the way to Maxwell Food Centre lei..ah doi~..den saw the ktv..super nice..very nice..heh..i'm very amazed..even kbox lose ar..KBOX LOSE HOR!!..place very big..i'm the member dere liao..the card nice, slightly bigger den mini cards..but the songs quite limited..well, wit 5 ppl singing, the bill was $66..not so bad rite..we still ordered 6 bottles of Heineken lei..i was really crazy yday..i dunno y, i made myself laff until i cry..toopid ah wei dunno how to sing, sing until we keep laffing throughout the song..heng felix and weijing sang betta den us..heh..toopid ah wei even spit out beer when felix was singing..kana my hp, his hp, weijing's hand, my hand..NB..become Merlion..but he neva vomit la..its jus tt felix got this accent when he sang, den wei buay tahan, spit everything out and laff..i laff till cry..pengz..thanx to dem manz..its been long since i laff till cry..after singing, went over to Maxwell Food Centre to makan and talk cock..while waiting fer him to come lor..he drive slow slow and somemore cannot find the place until very long..heh..but, he came at 1 plus..
been msging pat..and dun think she's happy wit me..i'm sorry babe..i noe u care..i noe u've been guiding me..thanx..i really appreciate it..dun do this to me k?..dun angry wit me le..u noe me de..when i fall, i sob..i suffer..i cry onto u..my work has been busy enuff fer me le..dun angry wit me k..dun angry wit him too..if u're still angry, scold me ba..i told u in all the msgs i sent to u le..dun do this to me ar..k?..
well, things hasnt been alright fer me..but..it turned out well le..yea, its the fact tt all these while he's been lying..maybe back den, i'm really someone tt got dumped by the bf..but i stand up again wit the support of my fwenz and family..now, i almost fell again..or shld i say, i did fell..but he pulled me back up again..why happiness between 2 ppl hafta be taken away..where is the trust tt supposed to be in 2 ppl..its the trust ba..now, i finally understand trust really plays a big part..i'm afraid le..once bitten, twice shy..this phrase has been whirling in my mind..alot of ppl tell me this le..am i supposed to do this..arent i supposed to fight fer my own happiness?..haiz..am i doing the rite thing..am i the innocent party or the guilty one..argh~..wad haf i done..i dunno..
chao~..
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