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    Tuesday, May 17, 2005


    days pass so quickly, its May le..haiz..dunno wad i've been doing..feeling shioks yet unhappy..slacked fer 2 mths or more le..yet, i'm only concentrating on airline..wad the hell am i thinking..argh~..shld find a part-time job le..lost mine at SB-BG..thank God i quitted cuz the atmosphere dere now, is not the usual SB-BG anymore..felt so weird, out of place..although i was the pioneer batch..wad to do..i wanted to quit..accept it..hah..

    haf been waiting fer my final interview wit SIA..i dunno when is it, cuz they said they'll send thru email..wait lo..but till now, not a single mail except junks..argh~..this is killing me..haf received many good lucks frm fwenz..and it really comforted me alot..i noe they support me lots..thanx peeps!..wait wait wait..i've to wait fer email..hopefully it wun crash wit my j.b trip this week..if not, gua gua gua~..haiz..keke..

    its been 3 mths..a total of 12 weeks..wit my dear..things haf been going fine..sometimes i get cranky, i get crazy..fer no reason..whaha..i'm this crazy..often making him worried fer me..cuz i owaes go out till late nite..i noe he's worried abt my safety..but, this is the way i am..i love to go out till late..this is me..hmm..really am hoping tt we'll go thru together..although pat said something to me when we were at SB-BG..kinda contradicting tho..u're rite, weekends..i'm busy wit him, spending time wit him..weekdays, i'm very free..u asked me before, if i could accept this kinda life, and i told u i can..i'm still going on..i'm still hanging on..its jus tt witout a job, everything's sucky..argh~..i nid to do something..damn~..

    he's been very patient wit me..he's been dere fer me..he's been dere to push me, to advise me, to gif me suggestions, to help me make decisions..i'm seriously grateful tt he's in my life..supporting me in wadever i wanna do..especially my dream..but sometimes, i jus go cranky..yupz, i went missing again..switching my hp off, going to a place tt i love to go..wit the sea, and wind..he was worried sick..yet, i still din tell him where was i..he called my buddy, called home..but no one noes where i was..till i told him and he found me..gifing me water to drink, food to eat..my fav. cheesecake..i wasnt angry wit him for wad he said..i was jus super disappointed in myself..i'm such...argh~~..wad the hell am i doing..

    niwae, peeps..tk care..i'm feel down whenever i talk abt this..damn!

    chao~!!..

    *pat...i noe things arent going rite fer you and you feel lost..hang in dere if u really wanna establish this r/s..if it doesnt go the way u wan, he's at a loss..not u..cuz u're a great person to be wit..i noe efforts put in by u is alot, alot..i dun wanna see ur efforts going down the drain, to someone tt doesnt appreciate it..someone else out dere can and will appreciate this kinda effort..stop fer awhile, hang on to ur directions..u've me..u've ur fwenz..dun feel shy in calling me, be it in the middle of the nite, or early morning..dun feel paiseh in calling me to go out..dun~..i will be dere fer you if u nid me..dun feel paiseh ok?..we can go shopping, we can go ZOO, we can go sentosa, we can go beach, we can go makan, we can go bitching session wit janey, we can go sing song talk c**k..ok?..gimme a call if u nid someone to talk to..although it seems lyk u're more mature in these kinda things..but, i'm all ears!!..keke..love ya babe..wadever decision u make, bear in mind tt i support u..muacks..

    *dear..u've been a pillar of support..i love you, jus the way you are..and i will hang on for you..i noe sometimes, i'm crazy, i'm cranky..pls dun leave me alone and ignore me..dun believe me when i tell u i dun wanna hug u..dun believe me when i tell u i dun wanna kiss u..i've come to this stage of my life whereby i wanna commit myself to you; to this r/s..i noe its tough, its not easy..but i'm willing to try..i noe u're planning fer the future, although i told u i'm afraid of the future, u've given me the assurance tt you wan the future to happen..i will hang on, i will go on..for you, jus you, only you..i love you very much..aint gonna gif u up..pinky promise..muacks!..*hugs*..*

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