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    Friday, June 10, 2005


    SIA's interview WAS A SUCCESS..i passed the finale round~..BUT..something's bothering me..yupz, the medical checkup..wit my past records, i think its gonna be tough..here's why..

    i had previous operations..and they nid report..but all my reports are wit changi..IF i produce a report, 50% of chance for SIA to accept me..IF i operate AGAIN, chances will be higher for SIA to accept..worse was, operation costs freaking 5K..so, my parents again..ONCE AGAIN, dad came up wit the $ willingly..mummy wan me to tk the risk and go for the operation, hoping SIA will accept me..dad too wan me to tk the risk..but its the freaking 5K..its too much..guess wad dad said?..

    dad: " u call me in the morning, telling me the medical stuffs, i cant work properly and eat properly..naimind, so be it 5K..daddy gif u go operate..the $ can earn back, its ok..i dun wan u to blame daddy for not helping u..i'll support u all the way for this job..be happy ok?..dun sad sad oredi, daddy will help u..go operate..5K jiu 5K..its ok.. "

    see~..i really wanted to tell daddy how much i love him..he's been super duper supportive..this is the 2nd time he is sacrificing so much for me..5K is really alot..but he jus gave it to me, wit no second thoughts..becuz of my job, my dearest daddy, wit his hardearned $$, jus sacrifice it for me..damn~..i felt so guilty..and was thinking of not going for the operation..but, wit his love, his support..how can i not go..i made a promise to myself tt if i get the job, i will repay him..i love my mummy, my daddy..becoz of me, they're willing to go to this extent..they've sacrificed a whole lot for me..i'm so touched tt i often tear when i speak of this matter..damn~..why do this kinda stuffs befall onto me..

    even baby said he'll gimme the $ willingly if he has the ability..no second thoughts..baby was rite, he knew i'll be mang zang if i dun get thru..before he left for thailand, i asked him for his recommendations..he still recommend me to go operate..but if i din get thru, look on the bright side and dun think so much abt it..wats urs, will be urs..he knew i'll be very upset if i dun get thru..all he told me was to look on the bright side and be happy..

    well, i've decided to go for the operation this mth..pray hard tt i'll be able to get thru this final round and continue my dream to be a stewardess..i really wanna be one..peeps, pray for me..i'll be very grateful..

    my baby's left for thailand today morning at 0215am..and i'm missing him oredi..for 13 days, i wun be able to see him..waiting for him patiently to come back..sent him to airport today and was so unbearable to leave him..held on to my tears..damn, hate it when i part frm him..though he cant be wit me during the operation..i'll fight on and be brave.. *baby, i'm missing you so much oredi..*

    i'm tired..i've cried enuff..i'm feeling down..i'm feeling low..do me a favor peeps, pls pray for me..i really wish i can get the job..argh~..i'm desperate for this job..i noe i'm gonna love it..

    hmmz, SIA training will tk 3-4 mths, 18 mths probation, 5 yrs contract..oOoOo...long sia..by the time, i'll be aged 28..WA LAU~..well, we'll see how it goes..hopefully after the operation, they'll accept..

    PRAY FOR ME~~!!!...pwease...

    take care peeps, chao~!!..

    *baby, i miss you..sobs..only 1st day..still haf 13 days to go..argh~...i miss your hugs..*

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