Thursday, December 01, 2005
back frm Manila turn..practically drain my strength out..full load all the way and back..even before work started, my nails chipped..damn..my nails r so weak now, anyone..any suggestions?..
fell aslp when i landed on my bed..and woke up awhile later..tired..going off to Brisbane on Fri..dun miss me..i will only come back on Sun..long flights coming up, especially to Manchester..argh~..
my mind, is sooo filled wit stuffs..work and life..wish things will not be so complicated..wish things could jus solve by itself and nid not me to think..i'm tired of thinking..work itself is oredi draining my strength, energy..i jus wanna enjoy and relax when i'm home..
..time FLIES..its gonna be the end of 2005 soon..and the beginning of 2006..365 days jus end lidat..so fast, yet..some things cant be solved..prolly i'm the one tt's bad in solving stuffs..my mind's whirling, my life's changing..lyk a twister..why does tis kinda thing befall onto me..when i wan it to go my way, it doesnt..when i dun wan it to go my way, it wans to go my way..
its tearing me into pieces..should i say i'm tired?..telling me things now, aint gonna solve anything..its gonna twirl me ard..as a matter of fact, its twirling me ard..i'm someone tt doesnt haf alot of determination..and i nid it frm other ppl, my loved ones..
i love the life tt i'm hafing now..the love tt i'm hafing now..i love the man tt's in my life now..
i'm tired..
...beauty exposed ;