Wednesday, March 15, 2006
will be heading to Frankfurt tml nite..13 hrs frm SG..long way to go..
these few days hasn't been pretty good..guess its wad they call, the rocky obstacles along the road..
going thru pretty rough patches wit darl..and i hope things will smoothen soon..cuz i really wan things to be smooth..being away frm home on and off, is oredi something i dislyk..but its my job..missing things frm home aint wad i wan, but i haf no choice cuz of my job..
me busy wit work, flying here and dere, coming home on and off..him busy wit work too..sometimes coming back frm a long flight, u jus wanna rest yr mind and relax and jus dun wanna think of anything else but jus enjoy the off days given, spend time wit fwenz or loved one and not think of anything..and i definitely love him alot..but i jus dun seem convincing enuff..i hate to think too much of stuffs..tt's me aint it?..hehe..
i'll jus take chill pills as i dun haf much youth years left..haha..i dun wanna cry anymore or feel hurt anymore and i love him more den anything else and everyday, my love grows..let's jus both make the best of it..let's jus enjoy our happiness and forget all the pains..jus lyk how we started on 12 Feb..and not let anything affect us, not even small lil' stuffs..k..
love you more and more..
guys, will be off to Frankfurt..hopefully, it wun be blardy cold..girls, i'll see you guys again k..i had fun today at CC..haha..all our laffters..really means alot..gonna miss u gals and will see you again..take care for the time being..muacks..love you guys..
chao peeps, take care..
...beauty exposed ;