Thursday, October 26, 2006
i'm back from my brissy trip!..went to find my long-time fwen who is still studying dere and i'm lucky tt this week is her study week..hehe..
touched down, showered and i waited for her to pick me up from the hotel..went to this Three Monkeys Cafe for Cheesecake!..whoo..nice and nice..accompanied by a pot of Earl Grey and Raspberry cheesecake wit white chocolate slice..AND whip cream..whaha..shioks..we chatted, update wit each other of the stuffs and things ard us, and my oh my..some happenings ard my fwenz, i oso dunno sia..now den i noe..whahaha..it was so funny and shocking news..keke..thanks for telling me anyway!..whaha..
after the cheesecake and tea, we headed to Mount Coot-Tha..whereby i get to see Brissy by night..whoo..actually, its nothing much..jus the night lights of the whole city, the panaromic view of the whole city..its exactly the same as me on the plane and looking down lor, jus tt the view is much zoomed in..ahaha..very chilly, wit cold winds blowing hard..man~..i was freezing..haha..stayed up dere for abt 30 mins and we headed back..super cold..headed back to my hotel for some rest..and met up wit her the nex morning..
she came to my room and explored my room awhile..she envied the room tt i had..whereas i feel tt, its nothing..haa..i'm too used to it oredi..hahaha..after tt, we headed to the city area, the walking street..whereby, i noe its jus 2 walking, shopping streets..pretty boring and nothing much to buy cuz its pretty ex..hehe..we took a free-city tour bus ard the city..loop service..not bad, seen ard the city..pretty small..she brought me to this City Cat ferry whereby it goes ard brissy..and its soooo lovely..i get to see the city area, and the suburb areas..and noe wad?..seriously, i love the life of aussies..very peaceful, calm and not rushing lifestyle..the suburb areas are really so beautiful..imagine a bungalow house by the side of the river and u haf a garden tt faces the river and u haf yr own yacht, or boat..DAMN!!..same shit, different smell..i oso wan!..imagine a bbq area jus in front of the river..and wind will blow, cool breeze, nice scenery, no noisy hornnings of cars and trucks, jus cool breeze and nice winter weather..piang!!!..i wan!!!..i told my fwen i would love to migrate if i can and get tt kinda houses whereby if i wanna go to the city area, i jus hop onto the boat, City Cat and go to the city..another way is by car la..haha..its really so nice..a very peaceful life to relac and enjoy..hmm..nex time la hor~..den, we went to her school..which is QUT..not bad, jus lyk poly schools tho..alot of asians, not much of handsome guys i can see..whaha..lecture halls and tutorial rooms r lyk TP lidat lor..after tt, we took a bus to her home..and i zonked out at her home for 3 hrs..soooo freeaking tired..in the evening, we took the bus back to the city and went back to my hotel..and this time, she slept on my comfy hotel bed..whahhaa..
we said our byes cuz she nids to catch her last bus..hmmm..i enjoyed myself and finally i get to sightsee abit in brissy..cuz normally, we wouldnt haf the time to sightsee..we'll either be sleeping our lives away in the hotel or hibernating in the hotel all the way..tt's wad crews would normally do..haha..i'm the sleeping my life away kinds..whaha..
couldnt wait to get back home cuz i was freaking tired from the past few days..din get any much slp..couldnt slp much too..some stuffs are still lingering in my mind..hmm..i oso dunno wad it is..anyway, things haf been going aa---okay ba..
things haf been abit betta..i've been doing stuffs tt i wanna do..going wherever i wanna go, and be wit fwenz whenever i wan..mabbe tt's why things are lingering on my mind..i'm owaes gd at advising ppl and telling ppl my opinions but when it comes to my own problems, i suck terribly..mabbe tt's my character ba..mabbe tt's why i suck in relationships..i cant get myself to be determined to do anything cuz i dun wanna hurt ppl, or rather, i inflict pain in myself rather den ppl ard u..sometimes, u feel u rather feel it urself den ppl u care and love..no one's perfect and no one can find a perfect relationship..but janey said before tt God has planned someone for 1 person..no one will ever be alone..hmmm..how true..i've been in and out or relationships..and every r/s teaches me to be strong..every r/s teaches me how to forgive and forget..every r/s teaches me how to be independent but yet reliant onto partner..forgive wad i'm gonna say now..i've lost someone tt i truly loved and even tot of wanting to spend the rest of my life wit..and i'm not gonna let it happen again one more time..its bygones and now, its a new life..i wanna refresh myself, keeping myself open to everything, do wadever i wan and be my ownself..its high time i nid to do all these..i've learnt alot of things thru my work, thru the things happening ard me..i've learnt how to let things go and learn frm it..i've learnt how to see things open-mindedly and letting things go in jus a click..keke..
anyways, enuff of rubbish..i'm tired these few days..nid my rest before going for my beijing trip of 8 days..whee~!!..i'm on leave and i'm going to beijing..hehe..dun be jealous yea..keke..whoever wans to be in my cargo, lemme noe..i got cargo rebate..WHAHAHAHA..
alrighty, take care peeps~..chao~!!..
**..finding my life, searching for the life i wan, a life tt i owaes wan, a life i get to do my things, a life tt i wan it to be..being who i am..again..**
...beauty exposed ;
