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    Sunday, November 19, 2006


    professional bummer is here to update now..hehe..janey and me haf certified ourselves as professional bummers..whahha..

    st james SUCKS!!..to the max!..man~~..i dunno if its really a club or jus a pub..its so boring..my god..Dragonfly was much betta, but it was packed wit OLs and more OLs and OMs..Bellini was boring wit jazz..not my kinda music..Movida was super boring..my god..if u gif me free entry, i will consider going..man, its super boring..st james sux and i wun go again..

    yday's group was huge..haha..we had 9 ppl wit us..eddy, tiong, don, felix, felix's gf, guowei, guowei's cousin, derek and me..not bad a grp..hehe..we had so much fun dancing..drinking..dancing..drinking..smoking lyk chimneys..we had our beers at st james..and we club hop to DBL 0..my oh my..i miss tt place..haha, my usual tues, thurs and sat place..whahha..cheap drinks, fun environment..i miss my DBL 0 fun..haha..yes, mambo songs again..beginning to love mambo songs plus, the actions..hahaha..so synchro sia..we drank jugs and jugs..and lastly a lambo for me, don and derek..whahhaa..don's 1st solo for lambo..whaha..stupid fire burn my eyes sia..the flames..whoo..but its shiok..make me dance even madder..haha..but we had our fun..making everyone dance, drink..keke..we left DBL 0 at 3am..by the time i reach home, its 430am..oh man..tired boy..faaster shower and bathe, zonk~..

    tired lyk f**k..haha..but i had loads of fun..really loads..laff lyk mad, play lyk mad..let my hair down until i think drop liao..ahhaha..

    anyway..i've been partying lyk mad recently..i dunno wad vibes or bugs got into me..drink until i feel tired, reach home and i can sleep soundly..otherwise, pretty hard for me to sleep at nights..totally feel super tired, den i can sleep..haha..weird eh..mabbe dere's things deep in my heart tt's bugging me and i jus wanna kick it aside..or even betta, run..sometimes, feel being alone is a gd time to catch up wit yr ownself..but sometimes, u feel lonely..ironic eh..haiz..this is life..when u grow up, problems jus flow in lyk river..stacking on top of each other, and going crazy and mad at the end..by the last leg of the race, u're oredi drained out..completely tired of everything..its not tt i dun haf any feelings in me..its jus tt i'm numb to things ard me..i dun feel anything ard me..u can say i'm lost..yes, i dun deny the fact tt i'm lost..and its a kinda "lost" feeling tt is very difficult to explain..really difficult to explain..i'm sorry if i've hurt anyone or wad, but i'm feeling 10 times hurt den u..i choose this path, i choose to be lidat..i choose to be a pro runner..i rather i dun wan other things, dun wan any luxuries tt money can buy, dun wan any materials tt can make me happy, i jus wan myself, my everything back..

    i think i've said enuff..this things will go on and on..haha..anyway, wadever's ard me now, i appreciate it alot..i love everything ard me now..be it fwenz, my love, my family, wadever, i love it..dun think i'm dead to feelings, i'm not..i jus feel numb..i can still see..i'm not blind..cheers..

    take care peeps, time to hit the sack..

    chao~..

    ...beauty exposed ;