Thursday, November 30, 2006
suddenly the scenario tt happened 2 yrs ago, is re-cycling again..everything is recollecting in my mind now..and to this date, history repeats again..everything repeats, recycles, once again..the cycle is back..
since things r going this way, den lemme truly take a break and learn to appreciate things in life and people around me..i noe i've been a nuisance, saying i wanna fnd myself and stuffs..i've been annoying..
the day before today, was great..things felt so simple..so loving..everything jus felt so gd..and everything now is torn..tt's why i said the cycle repeats 2 yrs ago..exactly the same..was having fun, feeling so loving, den the nex day, came crashing down..dreams came crashing down..
i feel numb towards everything..why arent i crying?..i wanna be alone..jus leave me alone ba..everything is said and done..if it has to be this way, den let it be..
i thank you for everything under the sun tt u've done for me..i thank you for loving me so much and would do anything in the world for me..i thank you for taking care of me and cares so much for me..i thank you for taking so much care for my family, esp mummy daddy..i thank you for doing so much for me..i thank you for the trips we've gone to, to Redang, to JB, to Bali and most of all to Beijing..i thank you for the terrific times i had in Beijing..i thank you for looking out for my family and neva let us out of yr sight..i thank you for bargaining prices and make my parents laff madly..i thank you for making my parents enjoy the trip..i thank you for being dere for me..i thank you for bringing me to places together wit fwenz..i thank you for everything tt revolves in my life..i thank you for being so close to the kids and i miss them every now and den..i thank you for everything, anything, tt is in my life..basically, you were in my life and i thank you for tt..
peeps, leave me alone..stop asking me le..much has been said..
chao~..
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