nowadays, spending my time at home is relaxing..the lazy bug is in me..going out seems to be a hassle..hehe..gosh..wads happening to me..hehe..
will be leaving for the coldest temperature country tml..Seoul..wit a temperature of -8/-4..gosh..i'm praying it'll snow..and tt will complete my dream..of seeing and playing wit snow..hehe..yesh, i haven seen it YET after flying for 16 mths..darn..jus hope tml will be able to!..keke..
its friday oredi..day by day..time passes so quickly..everyday, waking up to work, coming home after work is such a norm..god..when can i haf my leave..i wanna go for my holiday..argh..i miss studying..i miss the sch life..i miss doing homework, writing reports, doing projects, stress over exams and test, the copying, the fooling ard in class..i miss poly days..the carefree and bo-chup feeling..haha..
planning on wad to do if i happen to end my trolley dolley job..thinking of persuing my studies or to job hop to another company..its easy to say, but when it comes to action..its darn hard..and it boils down to $$..irritating..jus hate it when everyone is fighting for the best salary job, comparing over how much u and i earn, fighting over $$ vs human feelings..but, this is life..gosh..being home these few days is making my brain think..life is full of ups and downs..it flutuates, to experience, to learn from mistakes..lyk a chart, flutuating..some days in yr life, u enjoy the best moments..but some days, u haf a bloody bad day..and when u haf a superb day, dere're ppl dere for u, or dere isnt..and when u haf a bloody bad day, either ppl will be dere for u or dey'll jus keep a distance..jus in case, u flare up wit unnecessary stuffs..rite?..this is life..
facing it alone, is one damn thing i bloody hate..but facing it alone, is a learning experience and it makes u grow..facing my stress problems on-board, is 1 thing i've to face it alone..it does make me learn and sometimes, i jus feel lyk crying..lyk the other day, when i was on flight, i had a damn bad flight..immediately when i touch down into SG, i went to the toilet and cry..it was tt bad..and moreover, i din get to see my baby..it got even worse when i realize, i had to go home alone..sometimes, this phrase is true..
"the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointments"..
when it comes to facing a bad situation, even b4 stepping into it, get urself prepared and solve it rationally..neva keep sighing over how bad the situation is even b4 stepping into it..things can be solved, things can be settled..u'll neva noe, u may succeed..aint it true?..
everyday we face different kinds of ppl..different kinds of backgrounds, different kinds of attitudes, characters, personalitites..all sorts..and its how u can accept the difference..its how u see in them the sincerity of being a fwen..tt's how i see things and got myself a wonderful bunch of fwenz and i keep them in my life..hehe..(tt's why i predict i will be dead on my bday party..)
when everything is gd, u wan the best..but when everything is bad, the worse is expected..aint owaes happy wit wad u haf..ppl are lidat rite..haha..
dunno wads going on wit me..i nid fresh air, fresh activities..coop at home, become lidat..whaha..but, i'm really ok..i jus happen to think of stuffs lidat..no worries ar..haha..
anyway, take care peeps..chao~!!..
