Wednesday, February 07, 2007
seoul was extremely cold as a matter of fact..darn..my nose was running mad, everything was cold..dry skin, cold rashes..argh..hate cold weathers..but, shopping was gd..tho' i din buy alot, but, i enjoyed the shopping and looking ard..
i cant wait for my Taipei via LA on march..its gonna be a 9 days flt and i cant wait...haha..i wanna go Las Vegas..whooo..dun envy me ya..whaha..shiok is the word and broke will i be when i come back..whaha..*beaming smile*..
i feel there're times in life whereby everything seems to be crumbling down on u..when u feel tt everything is going the right way, but it jus doesnt feel right deep in u..sometimes, u get misunderstood, sometimes, yr gd intentions werent appreciated..how is one suppose to feel..sometimes, u do somethings, it doesnt seem to be right anymore..the things u put effort in, will neva be seen as 'u put in effort to do' anymore..do u get those kinda stuffs?..
are u suppose to feel tt everything is a drag, and u're jus dragging time over and over again..thinking everything is alright but in actual fact, dere's some potholes here and dere..do u ask urself izzit enuff for u?..do u ask urself if u still can tolerate?..and when all these is happening, do u haf the urge to disappear for awhile and gif urself the serenity of being alone, the calmness of ur mind, the peace in yr heart?..
this song owaes gimme the tears..it says tt "is it when the laffters are gone, dere's a drift distance in between and happiness is no longer dere, or the sincerity of the heart is gone, dere and den, the trust is not dere anymore..and finally, u truly noe the truth"..
and true enuff, the truth hurts..haf i been submerged for quite sometime?..haf i not surfaced as a different person for quite sometime?..or all the while, i am still who i am?..haf i been quietened down?..becoming lyk a quiet, baby girl and let everything reign over me..haf i been in control of my life?..am i able to control my life when i am the owner of my life?..
things do happen when u least expect it..its unpredictable..sometimes, things wun go the way u plan..sometimes, it will..gosh..wad am i doing..haha..
again, the cooping at home disease..i'm sick..yesh..go away peeps..i aint feeling any good..
take care peeps..chao~..
...beauty exposed ;