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    Tuesday, April 10, 2007


    sometimes when things dun go the right way, does one hang on or move on?..does one gif up or dun?..under wad kinda circumstances will one end a r/s?..work?ppl?character?personalites?common interests?chemistry?..dere's so many factors..why does one haf to hurt the other partner in order to end off a r/s?..if 2 are in love, arent these 2 suppose to handle it rationally and calmly?..talking things out, rather den screaming each other's heads off?..trusting one another, supporting one another no matter wad happens, its lyk 2 become 1..why cant all these be done?..when 1 change for the betta, why the nid to compare before and after?..isnt it gd tt its been changed for the betta rather den worse?..why burn the memories tt 2 has created?..why tear down every bricks of love 2 has created?..den why build in the beginning?..unfairness in this world..everyone is selfish..towards almost everything in life..but why be selfish to the one u love?..why be unfair to the one u've decided to put yr heart and soul in?..aint love between 2 suppose to be selfless, not aint abt individuals but for BOTH?..why measure how much love one gif?..aint love is something cant be measured?..given wit all yr heart, all yr sincerity, everything?..why measure?..how much can you measure?..a bottle?100ml?1000litres?..every girl do put their heart and soul in every r/s..for the love they haf to their partners..jus sometimes, one doesnt appreciate..or when one loses the other, den they start to treasure..life still has to move on no matter how ugly it turns out to be..time will still tick, days will pass by..no matter how many wish notes u put inside a bottle, you jus haf to move on..no point holding on to something tt doesnt respond anymore..rite?..but dere's this thing tt God created in girls is we're all emotional freaks..we gif everything to someone we love, we treasure..and when things turn ugly, we cry, we weep, we sob, we become sorrow, we feel as if the world tumbled on us, we cant move on, we cant accept, we cant forget..this is how girls is made..emotional freaks..but soon after, we feel tt actually, things is not as bad as wad it seems..initially, u do feel the downfall..but the love from family and fwenz, it sure will heal..in a r/s, definitely there'll be rough patches, and its up to the 2 to how to handle it..if 1 gifs up, the other cant..the other nids to be the strength, the pillar..but if 2 gifs up, might as well dun be together..if 1 can predict future, fortune tellers will be out of job..everyone can find their life partners easily and dere wun be any hurt or sufferings in this world..how wonderful tt can be..but too bad, we're born to learn sufferings, hurts, happiness, love, ups and downs in life..we're born to grow, to learn the facts of reality, to accept the facts of life..i've had enuff of love..

    ' i've done all that i can..thank myself for being a dumb ass to help so much and stuffs tt i've helped in, cant be witnessed and seen..utterly shattered and disappointed..'

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