<body> ...Lost In Beauty...
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    Saturday, May 19, 2007


    jus came back from flight and i end up tearing at the end of the day..
    supposed to enjoy my off day but i end up hating myself..
    -
    cant i jus enjoy my off days..
    cant i jus be happy enjoying my off days..
    why do i owaes hafta end up tearing..
    why do i owaes end up frustrated..
    why do i owaes end up hating myself for being around..
    -
    why do i owaes experience this kinda stuffs when all i wan is jus
    to enjoy wad i haf now..
    i haf only myself to walk..
    i haf only myself to hold..
    i haf only myself to stand up..
    why do i owaes end up falling down time and time again..
    -
    i've lost my self esteem..
    i've lost my confidence..
    i've lost my faith..
    i've lost myself totally..
    -
    cant i jus enjoy wad is in front of me now?..
    cant i jus enjoy wad is installed for me on a brand new day?..
    why cant i enjoy?..
    why cant i enjoy being alone?..
    -
    why do i owaes hafta end up in a knot?..
    why do i owaes hafta end up in a dead end with no way out?..
    why cant i owaes see light in a dark place?..
    why do i owaes end up crying alone?..
    -
    haven i been any worse?..
    haven i gone thru lots?..
    haven i suffered enuff?..
    why issit owaes me..
    why..
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    ...beauty exposed ;