...Lost In Beauty...

Friday, June 15, 2007

jus read my babe's blog..

and i've to admit tt i'm tt kinda person tt

fears loneliness..

once i'm alone, my deep late night thoughts

will start running in my mind..

i fear being lonely..

i fear the 4 walls ard me..

different ppl haf different views i guess..

and i envy those ppl tt's aint afraid of

being lonely..

think my heart right now

is a closed door..

nothing seems to be able to revive me

and make me feel wad love is actually all about..

am trying to feel the light and rainbow around me..

came across class 95 last night..

and this sentence was being mentioned..

"accept for who you are.."

and a fwen of mine commented tt this sentence

sometimes, it doesnt work..

her perception was..

"during the beginning stage, the person do accept..

but as time passes, this person slowly doesnt accept.."

and starts the criticisms, accusations..

hmmm..

i guess this is wad they owaes say

" the honeymoon period "..

things go damn sweet and well for the first few mths..

time passes, everything dies off..

quarrels, bickers, arguments, cold wars, will start..

true abt wad my babe said..

"when u wan something to happen, it jus neva did..

and when u dun wan it to happen, it jus pop up.."

at times, i wish things would happen..but it jus neva ever did..

and when i dun wan it to happen, suddenly, it jus happened..

i too felt this way before..

darn..living a life sometimes can be a dread..

u face the different kinds of stuffs you can

ever experience in this world..

i jus cant wait to get my ass to Milan..

i'm tired..

sick..

ARGH..

...beauty exposed ;